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Chapter 138 I'm Too Embarrassed
"Go to sleep!"

Ling Shengge's cheeks twitched, she'd be damned if she could fall asleep in his arms!
Of course, Ling Shengge saw a ghost soon, and fell asleep within a few minutes of being hugged by Mu Changhuan.

Seeing Ling Shengge's peaceful appearance while sleeping, Mu Changhuan frowned. Although he didn't think he liked her, he thought she was the most pleasing to the eye compared to other women.

At least it feels good in the hand!
On the roof of the main hall, the Zuo Palace stood against the cold wind and trampled a man in black under his feet. Before he could ask the man in black, he swallowed poison and committed suicide.

Zuo Gong picked up the man in black and sneaked into the night. There should be no one coming tonight.

At dawn, Ling Shengge opened her eyes, remembering what happened last night, she sat up directly from the bed.

The red marks on her chest reminded her that what happened last night was true.

She went through all kinds of swear words in her head, and finally cursed Mu Changhuan's immobility disease for the rest of her life.

From the time when he first met him, he was ruthless, seldom cleanliness, and now he is shameless, hooligan and invincible. She felt that Mu Changhuan's aloof image had collapsed.

Grabbing the clothes and putting them on slowly, Ling Shengge's waist was sore and his legs hurt, and his whole body had no strength.

She didn't recover after a night's delay, so she called the maid to prepare hot water, and Ling Shengge changed her clothes after taking a shower to see Concubine Ling.

Ling Ruozhi was already there, her eyes became more swollen after a night, and she probably cried again at night.

"Big sister." Ling Shengge carefully looked into Ling Ruozhi's eyes, "Don't cry, what should I do if my eyes are damaged from crying?"

Ling Ruozhi nodded, seeing that Ling Shengge's eyes were also a little swollen, "What's wrong with sister's eyes?"

Ling Shengge laughed dryly, "I'm dreaming, it's okay."

Ling Ruozhi immediately imagined that her sister might have dreamed about her mother, and couldn't help but feel sorry for Ling Shengge.

Concubine Ling had breakfast with her two nieces, "Zhier, what do you think?"

Ling Ruozhi looked at Concubine Ling, "I thought about it a lot last night, and what my aunt said was right." She looked back at Cai in front of her, "It's better to get a position that will guarantee you the rest of your life than having a relationship with a man. The Cheng family has a good family background, and the family members are simple, as long as the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is handled well with Mrs. Cheng, I don't care what Cheng Zijin wants to do."

Ling Shengge's eyes widened, "Sister!"

"Sister, don't worry, my sister has already thought about it. Love is fleeting. After decades, how much love will there be left? Instead of marrying someone you like and worrying about getting old and ugly every day and being disgusted by others , why not find a man you don’t care about.”

The corner of Ling Shengge's mouth twitched, elder sister, your ideas are too avant-garde!

Concubine Ling Gui has experienced too many things in the palace for many years. When she married Emperor Tan, she was bewildered by his handsome and evil appearance, and she couldn't extricate herself from love.Although she has realized a lot, she still can't reduce her love for him. When she persuades her niece, she is actually convincing herself, but she has no way not to love that man.

Knowing that there are countless women in the harem, and knowing that the man loves someone else, she is still like a moth who would rather die than plunge into his fire.

"Zhi'er, I also want you to find a man you like, but I can't harm you." The smile on the corner of Ling Guifei's mouth was a bit bitter. The more a woman loves a man, the more she can't bear the man's passion. It is better not to love than to love painfully.

Everyone wants to find a man who only loves one woman in his life, but how many women in this world can be so lucky?
Ling Shengge could actually feel the loneliness and pain of the imperial concubine and aunt. Women married to the emperor were under greater pressure. In the palace, not only were there countless women who robbed him of men, there were also countless schemes and intrigues.

Ling Ruozhi glanced at Concubine Ling Gui, "I understand what Auntie means, this matter is entirely up to Auntie!"

The marriage between the Hou Mansion and Cheng's family was settled within two days of the palace and his party. I don't know how Cheng Zijin persuaded his parents. When Cheng Yushi and Mrs. Cheng came to the door with a matchmaker, their expressions of joy did not seem to be forced.

Ling Tao had already talked with Concubine Ling, and regardless of Cheng Zijin's bohemian appearance, he said that Cheng Yushi was a decent man, and Mrs. Cheng's housekeeper had never seen a maidservant crawling on Cheng Yushi's bed for many years in the house.If the daughter is married, as long as the parents-in-law are there to protect her, Cheng Zijin should not dare to mess around in front of her daughter if she plays outside at most.

Besides, with the support of the Marquis Mansion, Cheng Yushi and his wife should also tell that brat Cheng Zijin not to do things so blatantly.

Ling Tao knows a lot about men. Before meeting a woman he really likes, every man is a prodigal son who can't settle down.He didn't expect Cheng Zijin to take care of his daughter after she married, but it should be more than enough to win Mrs. Cheng with her daughter's ability.

Cheng Zijin is the eldest son of Cheng, and the Cheng family couple are very anxious about their son's marriage and discuss with Ling Tao, otherwise they will marry their daughter on the same day.

On this day, the daughter of Cheng's family married her son and his wife, which was considered a double blessing.

Ling Tao felt that the marriage was decided in a hurry, but after thinking about what Ling Dong and Ling Bei found out, he agreed to the Cheng family without hesitation.

Although there is no evidence for what the Lan family did, and there is no way to ask the emperor for an explanation, Ling Tao is suspicious, and now he hopes that his daughter will get married as soon as possible to avoid accidents.

After the Cheng family and the Ling family's marriage was settled, not only the people in the palace were surprised, but even the Lu family was taken aback.Lu Lingzhao did not expect that the Cheng family would go to the Ling family to ask for marriage at this time. Although she did not believe Lan Yantong's words, there was still a thorn in her heart.

Ling Ruozhi stayed in the room when she came back from the palace. Her wedding dress was embroidered by herself stitch by stitch. Aunt Jiang took her maid to embroider several quilts for her daughter. She felt that it was not enough and embroidered for her A lot of handkerchiefs were worn, and even the undergarments were prepared by Aunt Jiang.

Xiao Yang from the second room took Ling Jinglan and Ling Manlan to embroider a flower and bird screen for Ling Ruozhi.

The flowers are twin flowers, and the birds are mandarin ducks.

Ling Sheng Ge Nuhong is no good, but she stays with Ling Ruozhi every day. Although she just watches from the sidelines, Ling Ruozhi is also very happy.

"Sheng'er, I heard that the general is coming, why don't you go see him?" Ling Ruozhi bit off the thread and hooked the end of the thread with a needle to hide it.

Ling Shengge helped Ling Ruozhi thread the needle, "Sister, I can't marry him, and I dare not see him."

She had promised well before, but the sudden refusal to marry made her feel like a scumbag.

"Nowadays, there are very few men as good as the general. My sister should cherish it." Ling Ruozhi was going to embroider the last flower of the wedding robe.

"Big sister!" Ling Shengge hesitated, "I, my innocence is gone."

"Ah..." Ling Ruozhi was pricked with a needle.

"Sister!" Ling Shengge grabbed Ling Ruozhi's hand and saw blood oozing from her fingertips, immediately took out medicine from her bosom and helped Ling Ruozhi apply it.

Ling Ruozhi's chest heaved and she held Ling Shengge's hand tightly, "Who is it?"

Ling Shengge bit his lip, "I don't know who he is either."

After getting along for such a long time, Ling Shengge felt that Ling Ruozhi was a trustworthy person. She told everything about her life in Youran Valley when she was taken away, and what happened after she was taken out of Youran Valley by Mu Changhuan. She didn't go into details when it happened, but Ling Ruozhi could tell that the man who took away his sister was the one who ruined her innocence.

"Sister, do you want to tell Dad?"

Ling Shengge shook his head desperately, "Eldest sister, please don't tell dad. No one knows about this except Ling Dang and elder sister. The general only knows about my experience but not about my innocence being ruined. Originally, I thought marrying The general is a good thing, but I can't be so selfish, he deserves better girls."

Dongfang Ji treats her very well. If she marries him, he won't touch her as long as she doesn't allow him.But she can't base her happiness on the suffering of others.

Even if she has not been completely possessed by Mu Changhuan, what he has done to her has made it impossible for her to cheat others.

Ling Ruozhi never thought that her younger sister would go through so many dark things. She felt that what she experienced was nothing compared to her younger sister. She was so sad because of a trivial incident. How did her younger sister survive that time?

"Sheng'er!" Ling Ruozhi hugged Ling Shengge and cried.

Ling Shengge stretched out his hand and patted Ling Ruozhi's back, "Elder Sister, I've forgotten what happened after so long, I'm not sad and you don't cry either."

Originally, she wanted to learn a few more ways to protect herself with Cheng Manman, but now she is not that interested.Not to mention that he and Cheng Manman will rarely interact in the future, even if she really learns a few tricks, she will undoubtedly be a grasshopper after autumn in front of Mu Changhuan. No matter how far she can jump, how far can she jump?Someone could crush her to death with one finger.

Dongfang Ji came to the Hou Mansion several times but failed to see Ling Shengge. He felt that something was wrong when he saw Ling Tao's expression that seemed to have something to say but held back.

"Master Hou, did something happen to Sheng'er?"

"Sheng'er is pretty good." Ling Tao laughed a little uncomfortably.

At the beginning, he was the one who was going to match up his daughter with Dongfang Ji, but now that his daughter said she didn't want to marry Dongfang Ji, there was no room for his old face.

"Master Hou, if you have something to say, just say it, it's not good to keep it in your heart."

Ling Tao looked at Dongfang Ji's expression getting colder and colder, this kid was quite intimidating when he had a cold face.

"Ji'er, that's what happened. Sheng'er said that her health is getting worse and worse, she doesn't want... to harm you."

Dongfang Ji frowned, "Master Hou thinks I'm the kind of irresponsible person? Sheng'er has been in poor health since she was a child. Since I want to marry her, I don't care about that."

Ling Tao coughed lightly and felt a little embarrassed, "The doctor said that Sheng'er...even if you are married, you can't do that kind of thing!"

Fuck, it's embarrassing for a father to talk about this with a man who almost became his son-in-law.

Dongfang Ji was stunned for a moment, and after thinking for a long time before trying to understand what Ling Tao was talking about, his face turned red all of a sudden.

Dongfang Ji immediately defended himself, "Master Hou, I don't care about that, as long as Sheng'er can marry me."

(End of this chapter)