Happy pastoral sturdy little lady

Chapter 167 Remorse
They have been married for several months, and her husband has been neither cold nor hot to her, and he will rest in the main room for half a month.However, the days of being in love with her are only three or five times, and they are not very enthusiastic, as if it is like completing a task.

She was very helpless and very sad, but she couldn't say what she blamed and complained.Because, this marriage was requested by her and her father.I remember that when he received the imperial decree, he didn't look happy at all.She also knew that with his talent and family background, he was very unwilling to be this son-in-law.

My son-in-law, it sounds very nice, but in fact, those who are really talented, capable, and have backbone are avoided.In particular, he is still the young master and eldest grandson of the Qiao family.There are not tens of thousands of women in this world who want to marry him, there will be a thousand.If he marries her as his wife, his official career will inevitably be greatly hindered, and he will not be able to come out of the court to pay homage to the prime minister.

In addition, you can't have many beautiful concubines, you can't go out to drink flower wine, and you have to pay respects to your wife when you see your wife.This is probably a very painful thing for a capable man, right?Therefore, she couldn't say anything to blame, and she had to swallow tears in her stomach.

However, she has no regrets, such a good man, she is reluctant to give up!
However, that night, he was very enthusiastic towards her, as if he was a different person.She was tortured for half the night, and her whole body was tired and painful, but her heart was beautiful.No matter what psychology or purpose he has, as long as he is willing to get close to her, she will not care about anything.In addition to being happy, I am still happy.

Waking up in the morning, Qiao Junyi, who was still a little drunk, couldn't help feeling ashamed and annoyed when he thought of the madness and nonsense last night.Last night, why did he, why... Well, didn't he not like her very much?Oh, that's all!Since nothing can be changed, why not try harder to see if you can fall in love with her and live a good life with her.

Otherwise, life is long, and this day is worth living through!

Alas, by the way, the eldest princess is very good in all aspects.It's a pity that she may be used to being noble and doesn't understand the world.There are two things that touched Qiao Junyi's bottom line: first, at the beginning, the Holy Majesty said that if she was willing to live in Qiao's house, she would not build the princess mansion, which would save a lot of money.Moreover, she also hinted that since she is married, she must respect the elders of her husband's family and get along well with her sisters-in-law and brothers.

However, she still insisted on building the princess mansion, and proposed to build the princess mansion next door to Qiao's mansion; secondly, the elders of Qiao's family went to the next door princess mansion to pay her respects every day, but she accepted it with peace of mind and did not stop it. .Whenever he is in love with her, the instinct in his body will dissipate little by little when he thinks of the scene of his parents and elderly grandparents kowtowing to her every day.

Alas, big girl, do you know that my life is very boring!Master He, governor of Qingshui River, abandoned the city and fled. The news soon spread throughout the north and south of the river, and also reached Xiangxi's ears.At this moment, Xiangxi is hiding in a farmer's house with his wife and mother, living a hard life without food.

When the news came, He Ningxiang, who was originally a frightened bird, collapsed immediately, beating and cursing at Xiangxi; "It's all your fault! It's all your fault! At the beginning, I said that I would surrender to King Huai's army. You just refuse! Now that I am pregnant with a child, I have to live this kind of hard life with you! Hey, when will you be the first?"

Her father abandoned the city and fled, which meant that she had no one to rely on and could not wait for rescuers!In this troubled world, she has nothing left except for three 100 tael bank notes!Living in this dirty country, I dare not even wear good clothes, and I dare not wear a tiara.There are only two meals a day, and she hasn't tasted meat for several days!

Not to mention, the baby is about to be born!

No!She doesn't want to live a day like this!

"It's all because of you that I ended up like this, you worthless thing! Back then, why was I so blind and fell in love with such a worthless person like you! I want to marry the eldest daughter of my majestic Governor! What kind of person can't give it to?"

He Ningxiang, who lost her mind, couldn't control herself, and cursed loudly.

In her heart, she really regretted it!Even the intestines are going to regret it!

If she hadn't set her sights on this country bumpkin or this useless man at the beginning, with her identity and good looks, she would have been able to marry a rich man in the capital!Maybe, you can also marry a prince in the palace, or enter the palace to be a concubine.

All in all, no matter what, it is far, far stronger to be followed by this wretch!

Xiangxi was deeply hurt by her words.

What?How could he be so unbearable in her heart? !
For the first time, he yelled at her: "If I knew it was like this, why bother? Back then, you took the initiative to seduce me, and you used your father's power and status as an example in an attempt to tempt me. Speaking of which, if it wasn't for you It made me unwilling to study, how could I not even pass the second-level Jinshi exam?! You regret it, and I still regret it. If it weren’t for the fact that you had a child in your belly, I would really fucking want to give you one. Paper break!
Surrender to the rebels?I bother!No matter how bad my Rao Xiangxi is, I won't do such unfaithful and unfilial things!Let's not talk about the big truth, if you get involved with the rebels, you will have to ransack your family and exterminate your family!Since I, Rao Xiangxi, have been led by the nose by you since I met you, I have failed my family!I didn't make any contribution to my family, and I even made insulting remarks to my eldest sister, which was disrespectful.That's all, don't implicate them in a serious crime!If so, am I still human? ! "

"Hey! Talk about how noble you are, but in fact, in your bones, you are not a selfish and useless person! Otherwise, how can you be so cruel to hurt her when you are so kind to you? If I have A big sister who treats me so well, I wouldn't hurt her even if I killed her!" He Ningxiang also gave him a "bah" and laughed mockingly.

Xiangxi was speechless.

Yes, isn't that true?Back then, when the elder sister came back from a catastrophe, how did he treat the elder sister?Thinking about it now, he felt extremely ashamed in his heart, and the feeling of regret was indescribable.

He was wrong, really wrong, very wrong!

Back then, he shouldn't have been confused by power status and women, and he shouldn't have forgotten the elder sister's strict teachings for the sake of power status.He shouldn't be so soft-hearted, and he should be grasped by a wicked woman. In order to please her, he has made many inappropriate words and deeds to his family!
Because his bastard actions and thoughts also seriously affected his mother's words and deeds, making her seem to be a different person.The once so simple, kind, and loving mother, under the influence of him and He Ningxiang, actually said something that deeply hurt the eldest sister who had "resurrected from the dead".

Both he and his mother were obsessed with ghosts, and for a woman who was not worthy of their trust and love, he stabbed the knife in the heart of the eldest sister, hurting the eldest sister, as well as hurting the father, elder brother, and Er Ya.Now that he has come to this point, maybe God is not watching him and is punishing him!The same is true for the mother, who actually hurt her daughter like that for an outsider.After this period of time, she should have regretted too much, right?

Since she came to work with her, how did she treat her perfect daughter-in-law?Although it is not abusive, this daughter-in-law has never taken her seriously, and will sarcasm from time to time, and does not respect her as a mother-in-law at all.Mother, you must regret it too, right?

The eldest sister is actually quite right. The most precious thing in this world is not to think about anything other than family affection!At the beginning, both he and his mother trampled the eldest sister who had returned from the calamity under their feet for the sake of wealth and glory, and for the sake of that vain face, completely ignoring the dignity and emotions of the eldest sister.Now, when they regarded He Ningxiang who was a hundred times more important than their relatives, now they treat him like this, do you think God can't see him, so he punished him like this as a warning?
Looking westward, he sighed and went to find his mother without saying a word.

Ever since she left the county government to escape, He Ningxiang had no scruples about her mother at all, and beat and scolded her every day.All kinds of bad words are like hail, and they are thrown at the mother at will without any money.When he was not with his mother, the woman would even beat her, not only by herself, but by the vicious nurse next to her.

Once, Xiang Xi happened to see him, and he was immediately furious.There was no other way, so I had to arrange my mother in a farmer's house five families away, and gave the farmer's family a little money and food, and asked them to help take care of her.

This village is very small, with about a dozen families.The reason why Xiangxi chose to take refuge here was because there was a mountain behind the village, and if something happened, he could hide in the mountain.Secondly, it was also because he had accidentally rescued the village head of this village, and through He Ningxiang, introduced the village head's grandson to be a catcher in the yamen of Fucheng.That's why he dared to take refuge here with peace of mind, and He Ningxiang dared to be so presumptuous!
However, now that Mr. He has abandoned the city and fled, it is estimated that their life in this village will not be too easy!You know, the village chief loves this grandson very much, and the governor has run away, so what will happen to his grandson?It is conceivable that it will not be too easy!
At this moment, Liu Xiangchun was carrying a basket, planning to dig wild vegetables in the wild.His expression seemed to be panicked.

"Mother, where are you going?" Xiangxi felt sour and hurried up.

Liu Xiangchun stopped in her tracks, forced a smile and said, "Mother, go dig wild vegetables."

Xiang Xi felt that tears were about to come out, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I'll go with you!" Sure enough, Master He's abandonment of the city still affected their lives here.According to the food and money he gave to the family, how can mother be able to eat enough for a month, but it has only been ten days, and mother will rely on wild vegetables to satisfy her hunger?

He is unfilial!Back then, if it wasn't for his ignorance and selfishness, it would be impossible for my mother to fall out with the family.The elder brother has excellent martial arts, Shanqian Village is close to the mountain, and there is a Peach Blossom Valley where he can take refuge.If his mother hadn't come with him, he should still be able to live a stable life, right?

The mother and son walked forward silently, and suddenly sighed to the west: "Mother, we were all wrong at the beginning. He Ningxiang is not a woman worthy of her son's life. Moreover, she herself is no longer willing to be with her son for a lifetime. Daddy The difficulty is coming, what she thinks is how to get rid of her son and live the good life she wants! For such a woman, we hurt the eldest sister, and also hurt the father, the eldest brother, and the second ya. We were all wrong, very wrong wrong!"

As he spoke, Xiangxi couldn't help but burst into tears.

These are tears of sadness, tears of regret, and tears of bewilderment.Ever since he was a child, he has never been so helpless, so desperate and sad at this moment.Even when he was in the prison in Suzhou, he had never been so desperate, because at that time, he knew that his eldest sister would definitely save them!
Liu Xiangchun regretted it even more than he did. Ever since he left Shanqian Village and was still on the road, He Ningxiang had never given her a good look.When her son took office, because she lived in the county government office, for the sake of everyone's face, He Ningxiang never abused her blatantly.It's just sarcastic remarks, don't take her seriously, don't treat her as a mother-in-law or an elder.Perhaps, this is what Da Ya said, what is it called "cold violence"?

(End of this chapter)