The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 32 Happy Shimmer (11)
"Promise me, you won't change your appearance when I let go," Ding Yu was in a daze, but Ding Yu suddenly said, still keeping his face away, and didn't let her go, "I'm afraid that if I let go, it's just like before , You changed your attitude in a blink of an eye, as if, what happened before was because I was dreaming, and I was just thinking about it."

The warm wind pulled Ding Yu's hand and stopped, looking up at him.

Ding Yu has turned his head and looked at her: "Nuanfeng, can you tell me clearly, do you like me?"

He didn't know if it was appropriate to ask such a question under the current situation, but he really didn't want to have another indifferent expression when Nuanfeng came to see him tomorrow. He urgently needed a guarantee to prove that he was not just thinking wildly.

"It's like you asked me to hold your hand just now. I feel that you are very close to me and have touched you, but who knows what will happen after that? Will you tell me indifferently that it was just my imagination, Warm air, this kind of game is not fun, I think I will go crazy if I play it a few more times." Ding Yu pulled out his IV and sat up.

The plaster that fixed the needle on the back of the hand was torn apart violently, and blood beads overflowed from the back of the hand. Nuan Feng looked startled, and stretched out his hand to stop the bleeding, but Ding Yu avoided it.

"Leave it alone, I'm listening to your answer."

He directly forced her into a situation where she couldn't answer. Nuan Feng watched the blood dripping down, but didn't speak for a long time.

Will she fall in love with Ding Yu?This question is like someone asking her, will you like your brother?She would laugh it off, thinking it was very mischievous, but sometimes the strange feeling coming out of her chest when she looked at Ding Yu made her feel uneasy, she wanted to try her best to get rid of it, and put her attitude towards Ding Yu on the care of her family as much as possible , However, she faintly felt that the balance was slowly tilting, like a taboo, including herself, including her mother, telling her not to take a leap.

However, she let him kiss her that snowy night, and just now, she let them clasp their fingers together, how can you explain it?How to get rid of it?Did he change his attitude when he turned around, as he said?
I don't know if the heating is not turned on enough. Ding Yu saw her frowning and silent, but felt a little chilly, and it still changed. So everything before was just his random thinking. He felt tired and held her Warmth let go of his hand.

"Sure enough, I was cranky," he said.

Nuan Feng was startled by the sudden emptiness between her fingers, she subconsciously looked up at Ding Yu, Ding Yu's eyes were gray, she opened her mouth, but did not make a sound.

"You go, the game ends here, you go!" He pointed to the door.

"Ding Yu?"

"Go!" he roared.

Nuan Feng took a step back, seeing him drive her away like this, her heart ached inexplicably.

"September 9, ****, I fell in love with you." Those were the words Wu Zheng wrote on the photo.

"Nuanfeng, have you ever loved me?" That was what Wu Qi asked her when she broke up with Wu Qi.

"Like someone? Just like me and my wife." Those were Xiao Jiang's words.

Warm wind, who did you like?Who have you ever fallen in love with?Or are you hard-hearted and have never been tempted by anyone?Or do you not love at all?

Why did she search for a noon in a hurry?Why are you standing at the gate of the prison so distraught?Why did you let him hold hands?
My heart was so chaotic, Nuan Feng stumbled and turned around, she really wanted to go out, whether to leave first or leave, she thought, but when she walked to the door, she was pulled back forcefully, and she didn't have time to yell out , Ding Yu's lips blocked hers, and in the next second, he pried open her mouth brutally and kissed her mouth.

Pushing the warm wind against the door, and plundering the city, Ding Yu poured the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time into this kiss. He knew that it was too strong and would scare the warm wind, but he couldn't help it. He could let the warm wind leave, but he couldn't help it.

Ding Yu's lips and tongue carried his scent, which made Nuan Feng's mind blank for a moment. She forgot to push away, but felt that Ding Yu's lips kissed hers. She suddenly had the urge to cry. She might be afraid , can be panicked, but this time she wanted to cry, the bunch of questions in her mind just now almost drove her to a corner, and this kiss was nothing more than fuel to the fire, causing her to completely collapse.

Maybe it was because of her breakdown, or the kiss was so touching that she couldn't stand by. When Ding Yu's tongue swept across her mouth somewhere, her body trembled slightly, and she opened her mouth reflexively to hold it, responding as if She was sucking lightly, and she obviously heard Ding Yu groaning in her throat, and suddenly picked her up, so that only her upper body was pressed against the door, and her lips were directly down.

She was suddenly afraid, and she couldn't help thinking about what happened that year in her mind. Even though she had chosen to forgive, that memory could not be easily erased.

Ding Yu's lips bit her neck vigorously, she hummed, hugged Ding Yu's head, and said with a trembling voice: "Ding Yu, stop."

She thought that Ding Yu would not stop, because he could feel the muscles in his whole body tense, and his movements, because she said stop, there was a sudden pause, with his lips still around his neck, he sucked hard After a few breaths, he really stopped, but he was shaking desperately, his head was buried in her neck and panting hard, and she was hugged by him, it was easy to feel that his desire had been aroused, and he pressed against her hard. between the legs.

She didn't dare to move, she let him hold her, let him tremble all the time, a strange feeling arose in her heart, she was going to leave, but somehow it became the current situation, she dare not say that Ding Yu just stopped She didn't have the same impulse as ten years ago. When he kissed her just now, he was really desperate. However, the desire was just at the moment, but because he said stop, he really stopped. It's not like ten years ago .

"Ding Yu." Subconsciously, she hugged Ding Yu tightly with her arms.

"Don't move!" Ding Yu was still panting, his body was still shaking, and his voice was terribly hoarse.

For a long time.

He exhaled lightly, and finally let her go.

"I," he seemed to want to say something, but lowered his head, and said after a while, "Do you remember what I did to you ten years ago?"

"Yes." Warm Wind leaned against the door and replied honestly.

Ding Yu covered his face, looked desperate, and sighed: "I really didn't mean it, I, I just couldn't help it."

Nuanfeng looked at him, seeing that he was afraid to raise his head to look at her.

"I wasn't angry or scared," she said.

Ding Yu's body trembled, and finally he was willing to look up at her.

"Give me a moment, please? Let me think clearly." She looked at him and said, she couldn't ignore the feeling when he kissed her, and his stop halfway gave her an inexplicable sense of security, although she There is no way to say to Ding Yu, yes, I like you too, but the confused thoughts just now are much clearer because of it.

11. Rupture & Resolution

Maybe it was because she had been thinking about Ding Yu these two days, so when the blind date named Shan Li called and asked her if she had time to watch a movie, Nuan Feng remembered that she had gone on a blind date the day before.

"A friend of mine is sick. I have to go to the hospital to see him. I may not have time." This is a fact, and she justifiably used it as an excuse.

"Well, let's do it at noon tomorrow. I happen to have something to do at the place where you work." The other party persisted.

Having said that, Nuan Feng was embarrassed to refuse directly, but he didn't want to give the other party too much hope, so he said vaguely: "See if I can get out at noon tomorrow, and I will contact you then."

The other end seemed to finally feel something, "Oh", the tone that was originally somewhat attentive faded away, and said: "Then I will contact you tomorrow." Then I hung up.

When it was almost time to get off work, my mother called.

"Nuanfeng, you don't have to go to Ding Yu's place at night. I've already been there. The doctor said that he will be discharged after one more day of observation." That's what my mother said.

Nuanfeng was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously let out a "hmm".

"Then call the person who had a blind date with you last time and say you are free today."

"Mom?" Nuan Feng finally realized.

"The matchmaker told me all about it," my mother said in a reproachful tone, "The matchmaker asked me if you were dissatisfied with that young man, and she said that you didn't seem to want to go out with him, and you refused to go out with him even if you had an appointment tonight's movie." Well, Nuanfeng, Mom thinks that young man is pretty good, what are you dissatisfied with?"

Nuan Feng was a little annoyed when she heard it. What is an appointment? She didn't say she had to go see it. She drove the matchmaker away on her own that day, saying she wanted them to be alone, but today she dragged the matchmaker out to sue. What kind of?
She thought she had no interest in that person called Shan Li, but now she dislikes it even more, and impulsively said into the microphone: "Mom, I'm not suitable for him, I think it's better to forget it."

Hearing that it's fine, the mother on the other side immediately became angry and said: "What's the matter? Are you trying to piss me off? What's wrong with the other party? What's wrong?"

Nuan Feng didn't know what to say. Hearing his mother's anger, he felt that it was inconvenient to say this on the phone, so he lowered his voice and said, "I'll tell you when I come back. I'm still in the company, so it's inconvenient."

"Then you won't go to the movies with him?" Mother was still entangled in this matter.

Nuan Feng's head hurt a little, he stroked his forehead and said, "Yes, I'll be right back after get off work.

When she returned home, she sent Ding Yu a message saying that she was not going to the hospital anymore, but Ding Yu didn't reply, and she didn't take it seriously, thinking that Ding Yu was not very good at sending messages.

Back home, my mother was sitting on the sofa in the living room, with a pile of her clothes piled up next to her, and she was stuffing them into a big bag one by one.

Mother looked at her, panicked for no reason, walked up and said, "Mom, what are you doing?"

"I'll move back to the small town," the mother said without looking back, "the first bus tomorrow."

Nuan Feng was taken aback, stepped forward and tore off a piece of clothing from his mother's hand and said, "Why go back to live? We've always been together, what are you going to do when you go back?"

The clothes in her hand were snatched away, and the mother picked up another bag, and said with a cold expression: "My daughter has grown up, and I can't control it anymore. Why don't you go back? Wait until you despise me someday."

The warm wind became urgent, and said, "What disgust? Mom, don't say such nonsense, okay?" She knew that her mother's current attitude was somewhat related to the blind date, but she didn't want to move back to the small town Stopped, said, "I just don't like that person. Since it's a blind date, it's normal to dislike him. Mom, don't do this." Then he went to pull the clothes in his mother's hand.

The mother loosened her hand and let her snatch it away, and finally raised her head to look at the warm wind, her eyes were full of distrust: "Wu Qi is so good, you don't like it, this condition is not bad, and you refuse, I don't believe you are the real one." Look down on him, Nuanfeng, tell the truth, do you like Ding Yu?"

"mom?"

(End of this chapter)