The male partner who wears fast is coming to my arms

Chapter 183: Strategy of the Entertainment Circle
Why is it like this?The body is so uncomfortable, and the heart is so sad, I feel that all the negative emotions are swarming in, and I am about to drown myself...

It feels like everything has been screwed up by myself.

The original owner wanted to get close to Yan Yu so strongly, but what about himself?Whether it's Ouyang Chufeng, Ji Yifeng, Feng Qingyue, Mo Tianjin, or Yan Yu now... I can't help but want to get close to them.

Why is it like this?How can one heart love so many people?A heart is so small, pretending to be a person is enough.But why do you still involuntarily want to get closer?Is it because I am too bothered?
And, why?Why do the memories about them seem to be watching movies performed by others?Looking back now, I don't feel the way I did at the beginning.I seem to have lost something...

There are so many people in the world, why do you choose yourself to do the task?I don't think I have anything special, ordinary people can pick up a bunch of people like me on the street.

Is everything I have now an illusion or reality?What is the meaning of my own existence in this world?
When I died, Mengbao appeared inexplicably, and then Yebei...continuously doing tasks...When all the tasks are completed, where will I go?

What are you now?Humanity?Or is it a monster that occupies other people's bodies at will?Why is it like this?I just want to be an ordinary person and live the life I want to live.

But it seems that there is something very important that I want to do.what exactly is it?Every time I see the supporting actors, I feel a very familiar feeling... as if I want to get closer...

At this moment, Lin Mo'er only felt that her head was hurting, and she also felt that her heart was about to jump out of her chest, her throat seemed to be strangled, and she couldn't breathe.

Such a reaction reminded Lin Mo'er of the time when the original owner saw Yan Yu and Bai Luoluo having an affair.It was the same feeling that day, as if I was about to die...

I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to hear someone knocking on the door, but I couldn't open my eyes, couldn't get up, and there was no strength in my whole body.

"Mo'er, little sister. Wake up, don't sleep, you have a bit of a cold. It's okay. Brother will take you to the hospital..."

Then it seemed that my elder brother was nagging in my ear, his voice sounded very anxious, and I seemed to tell him that I was fine, but I was just too sleepy, and I would be fine after a night of sleep.

Lin Mo'er felt her body being gently hugged, but she couldn't open her heavy eyelids, she just wanted to rest.

I don't know when Lin Mo'er passed out again. She saw many doctors and nurses surrounding her, and then there was darkness again, endless darkness...

The whole person was in a dazed state, and when he woke up again, it was already a few days later, and Lin Mo'er was already abroad at that time.

Lin Mo'er didn't expect that she would get sick so suddenly this time.At that time, Lin Mo'er didn't wear much clothes.I sweated when I went to the training camp, and then it was windy, so I caught a cold.

When I got home, I slept on the bed without covering the quilt. It snowed again last night, and the weather was even colder.When the sky was slightly bright, I stood on the balcony for a long time to watch the snow.

In addition, because of emotional instability after meeting Yan Yu, the heart disease, which was already well, had a relapse.

Fortunately, Fang Fei came to wake Lin Moer up for dinner in the morning, and found that Lin Moer's condition was not right, and asked Lin Moxuan to call a family doctor to stabilize Lin Moer's condition.

　Blood spilled on the deserted city, send Fengchen, Yan Yu, Zhen Zhu, Mo Nian for rewards, love you so much.Let you spend money.

　　Yesterday was just that there were too many things happening recently, and I felt a little impetuous.

　　I have read all your comments, but I am too busy to reply one by one.Come again when I have time.Choose to answer now.

　　School starts tomorrow, wish me luck.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)