Chapter 333 Stars and Moons 3
Infertile, infertile...

Mingyue thought about this sentence repeatedly in her mind, and she didn't even know when she shed tears.

She recalled how doctor Tan dodged, she must have panicked because of lying, and thought of Qin Fengwu's abnormal expression when she suddenly wanted to feel her pulse.Thinking of Xing Chen's closed eyes and his distressed and painful expression when he confessed that he was infertile.

At this moment, she fully understood that it was herself who was barren.And all of them are hiding from themselves, not letting themselves know.

She touched her lower abdomen with tears in her eyes. It turned out that children could not be conceived here.

Why, why, why is this happening.She screamed silently in her heart.Can't believe this is true.

She was immersed in her own sad world, completely ignoring the strange eyes of other patients and doctors, crying out of breath.Even the whole body is trembling.

"Ma'am, don't be too sad. It must be because I didn't know what that musk was when I was young. It smells very fragrant. I don't know why I wear it on my body. It's true. The matter is already like this. Why don't you go back and discuss it with your husband? If it doesn't work, ma'am, you should be more careful and let him take care of the baby!" Seeing her crying sadly, the doctor kindly comforted her.

"Musk... Fragrance..." She didn't hear a word, only these two words.A wry smile appeared on his face.

So it is, so it is.Only then did she recall what happened back then. At that time, she was ignorant, confused by the appearance of Dongling Domain, and was used by him to do things that hurt Qin Fengwu.Is this a punishment for yourself?Evil consequences, this is the evil consequences that one should bear.But why does this evil result involve Xingchen? Does it mean that he should follow him for the rest of his life without having any heirs?
Mingyue's mind was in a mess.She walked out of the hospital unsteadily, and walked on the street blankly, not knowing how she got back to the mansion.

Neither eat nor drink water.The maids called, but she turned a deaf ear.Sitting upright on the bed, she let the tears keep rolling down, and she didn't even realize that the whole skirt of her clothes was wet from crying.In the end, even his eyes were dry, and he could no longer shed tears, only the sound of sobbing.

Waiting for the stars to come back, I saw the bright moon who had already lost her soul.He didn't know what happened, he nervously rushed to Mingyue's side one step at a time, hugged her into his arms, and stroked her hair distressedly.

"Mingyue. Mingyue, what's wrong with you?"

He called softly and softly, and only then did Mingyue wake up from her lost soul.She slowly raised her head and looked up at the tense stars, her eyes were bloodshot, her trembling lips parted for a long time before she said, "Stars, stars, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me, I'm the one who can't have children, I'm the one who killed you." You have no heirs in your life. Ah..."

She lay on Xingchen's chest and cried again.

Xingchen slowly recovered from the shock, and covered her back with trembling hands.Has the secret that I have kept hidden for so long been finally discovered?

"It's okay...it doesn't matter...I don't need a child, I just need you. As long as you are by my side. I just want you..." Xingchen didn't know how to comfort her, he really only needed her.

However, this sentence made Mingyue feel extremely guilty. He was so self-willed at the beginning, and he missed it once, which made him even more sad during the time when he was not around.Now that he is like this, how can he bear such a deep love.

Biting his lips lightly, staring at his distressed eyes, the guilt was beyond words.At this moment, she just wanted to know when he knew it.

"Xingchen, when did you... know?"

"I..." Xingchen hesitated for a while, and then he said slowly, "After that incident, when you couldn't stand the collapse and committed suicide, Imperial Physician Tan came out to treat you."

"So, before you and I got married, you knew about it?" Mingyue opened her eyes wide in disbelief.

Xingchen slightly closed his eyes and nodded slightly.

Mingyue shook her head helplessly, she no longer knew how to describe her mood.How dare it be true!

"Then why do you want to marry me? I can't give birth! Why are you hiding it from me? Imperial doctor Tan is like this, even the empress is like this. Why?" Mingyue shouted hoarsely, breaking away from Xingchen's embrace, because Out of control and kept hitting the stars.

Xingchen let her pat herself, and waited for her to get tired before trapping him in her arms again.Gently comfort her, he knew it would become like this, so he never dared to tell her, that's why he lied to her.He thought he could hide it, but he didn't expect it to be known in just one day.

He lowered his head and kissed Mingyue's hair lightly: "Mingyue, because I love you!"

"But I can't..."

Knowing what she was going to say, Xing Chen immediately covered her mouth and said, "No, I don't need a child. It's true."

"No..." Mingyue retorted weakly, leaving behind a low murmur.

At a time like this, she wouldn't listen to anything she said.In desperation, Xingchen could only accompany her and let her be confused alone.She has gotten into the corner of a dead end and can only walk out by herself.Xingchen thought she would be fine.Never thought of it.Mingyue, who was tired from crying, actually said that to herself after waking up.

With a pair of red and swollen eyes, she struggled to say what she dared not say all night: "Xingchen, let's make up!"

"What?" Xingchen looked at Mingyue who was about to collapse with difficulty, "Why?"

His heart was bleeding, so why not hers.From being unacceptable at the beginning to being reluctant to leave him for half a step now, he has been deeply rooted in my heart, like a part of my body.How could she be willing to say such a thing, but she couldn't be so selfish, she couldn't delay him.He deserved a better woman than with himself, a half-cripple.

"I can't implicate you for not having an heir."

This reason sounds so ridiculous to Xing Chen, if it was for the child, he would not have married her in the first place.It is even more impossible to agree to reconciliation today.

"Mingyue, I've said it before. I, Xingchen, will never be divorced in this life. You are my woman for the rest of my life. Without my consent, you don't even want to go there. You are not allowed to have the idea of ​​leaving me like this again." He shouted.

It was like an order that Mingyue couldn't resist.She looked at him with twinkling eyes, unable to say a word.

"Mingyue, I really don't care. If I cared, why did I marry you in the first place? You have to trust me!" Xing Chen held her small face and said patiently.I was also afraid that she would not believe it, so I spoke with all sincerity.

Mingyue nodded her head choked with sobs, but she still couldn't let go of this knot in her heart.

"Promise me, don't think about it anymore, we can still live well without children, can't we? Mingyue, please, don't scare me anymore. Do you know how hurtful your words are? Don't If you make me sad again, are you really willing?"

"okay!"

Mingyue obediently agreed, she couldn't bear to see Xingchen's sad look, just that moment, his heartache seemed to be able to penetrate directly to her heart, making her unbearable.But this matter has always been a knot in my heart, and I can't get rid of it.

Mingyue didn't dare to say what was hidden in her heart, she reached out to smooth his frowning brows, how she wished to give him a child in return for his love and infatuated waiting.

"Xingchen, I'm going to look for the empress, maybe the empress can do something." Mingyue had a flash of inspiration, as if she had caught Qiji, she looked at Xingchen ecstatically.She believed that Qin Fengwu would definitely find a way.

Xingchen gave her a far-fetched smile: "Okay!" He really couldn't bear to tell her that it was useless, if Qin Fengwu could be cured, she would not hide it.But she couldn't bear to let Mingyue down, even if she lied to her and gave her a tiny hope, it would be good.

The two came to the palace excitedly.Before entering Fengyi Hall, the laughter of the children inside caused Mingyue's heart to tingle, and her footsteps stopped outside the door in an instant.

Xing Chen looked at her, how could he not see it, he quickly supported her and said: "Mingyue, go in!"

"Okay!" Mingyue replied leisurely.Let the stars lead him into the palace.

It happened that Qin Fengwu and Zhan Tian were teasing the child.Seeing the bright moon, she came in frowning, accompanied by stars.Knowing what happened, he quickly gave Zhan Tian a wink, and whispered in his ear: "Zhan Tian, ​​please stay with the children first, so as not to hurt Mingyue."

Zhan Tian was a little baffled by being provoked, why did he feel hurt when he saw the child.Seeing that he was not moving, Qin Fengwu glared at him, wanting to explain why, but Mingyue was standing here, so it was hard to say it in front of her, and make her sad.He said casually: "Go out with the children and talk to you at night."

"Yes!" Zhan Tian had no choice but to accept his fate and led the three children to play outside.

Xingchen looked at Qin Fengwu gratefully, thanking her for her thoughtfulness.

Just when Mingyue opened her mouth to explain her intentions, Xingchen stepped forward and said: "Your Majesty, Mingyue knows about her childbearing difficulties, and she came here today just to ask you to take a closer look, is there anything I can do?"

He deliberately increased the volume, and Qin Fengwu understood his intention immediately.Immediately understood, she smiled and said to Mingyue: "Mingyue, I didn't tell you the truth yesterday because I was afraid you would be sad, don't mind."

Mingyue shook her head, they were all for her own good, how could she be angry.

"Come here, I didn't look carefully yesterday, but if I take a closer look today, it seems that it is not impossible to have children." Qin Fengwu lied to Mingyue.He took a few steps forward, pulled her to sit next to him, and stretched out his hand to catch her pulse.He smiled lightly at her.

Looking at the expectation in Mingyue's eyes, Qin Fengwu really couldn't bear it, so he could only coax her against his will before saying: "It is indeed difficult to conceive, but it is by no means hopeless."

(End of this chapter)

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