Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 163 Chu Feng's White Hair

"Stop fighting with us!"

His deep and suppressed voice came from behind: "You have no chance of winning."

I also lost my response for a moment and froze there.

Fight them?Why am I fighting them?If you really want to fight, it won't be the current situation.

I will not let Chu Feng scatter the people from Chengqian Palace out of the palace and let Guan Guan go. I will let him catch that woman by any means and torture her to extract a confession. Her sister is Shui Xingyou. It is impossible to know nothing.

But if you do that, you will undoubtedly be completely opposed to the Nangong family, and also opposed to the man behind you.

After a long time, I slowly said: "I don't want to fight with you."

As soon as he finished speaking, his hand was hard, and before I could react, I was pushed against the wall, and my back suddenly touched the cold and hard wall, and he stood in front of me, looking down into my eyes , There was an imperceptible trace of unfamiliar anger on that familiar face.

"Then why did you encourage the emperor to use troops against the Xuanwu Kingdom?"

I bit my lower lip, looked up into his eyes, and said with difficulty: "I can't let him have only one set of clothes in his coffin."

After choking and saying this sentence, I couldn't say any more, and Nangong also opened his eyes wide at once, looking at me blankly. After a long time, he felt his soul returned to that body superior.

"You, for him?"

I closed my eyes, and the slender eyelashes were caught off guard and wet.

His gaze was still looking at me, and after an unknown amount of time, he heard his trembling voice again, with an uncertain hesitation: "Xingsi, how much do you know, you—"

He didn't finish his sentence, and it seemed that there was no need to say it.

I took a deep breath, slowly opened my eyes, looked at his pale face, and said softly: "I know, but I don't know either."

I know that many things happened in the past, which may be enough to explain the root of everything I can't forgive, but now I don't want to know, because even if I know, I can't change anything.

"Nangong, you should also understand that today, many things can't be changed, so I won't ask any more questions, I just want to go on like this, otherwise, I'm really afraid that I will go crazy."

His hand holding my arm sank slightly, bringing a dull pain that went all the way to my heart.

Let fate decide which step you and I can take.

I didn't say this sentence, but I knew he understood, so I turned my head, walked away from him, and walked slowly to the other end of the corridor.

Just as I took a few steps, his voice came from behind——

"Thinking."

"..."

"This time, unlike last time, it cannot be stopped by a single contest."

"..."

"If you're really going to fight us -- if you're really going to hang on, you need someone who can protect you."

My heart trembled slightly, and when I turned my head again, I saw that he had turned around and left without looking back.

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Okay, someone who protects me?

All day, I kept thinking about that sentence, and thinking about how he felt when he said it.

In the past, he was the one who stood behind me and gave me the greatest protection and the safest mood. His moon soul has shot for me several times, pulling me back from the gate of hell.But now, everything is different. He and I have been walking forward, but we don't know when we have come to the opposite of each other.

The person who can protect me is no longer him; and I will never seek protection from him.

My mind was in chaos, and I didn't know what I was thinking in a mess. I had already stepped into Yanfu Hall, and I heard Eunuch Yu's voice behind me: "Your Majesty."

I turned around and saw Eunuch Yu standing by the gate. He looked a bit haggard, and he was already old. It is said that he watched Chu Feng grow up. He was a rare loyal servant. I was also very polite to him. .

"Eunuch Yu, what's the matter?"

"Ah, the emperor said that there is no servant around the empress, so I asked the old servant to pick two people for the empress, and the old slave brought them here today. Yu Sui'er, Ke'er, come here."

It was only then that I realized that there were two people standing behind the pillar next to it. The pretty little girl was naturally Ke'er, and the other was a little eunuch who was short in stature and had a timid expression——it was on the dragon boat when I started from Ling Shaoyang. The child "rescued" in his hand.

What, did you find him?

"Miss Ke'er has served the empress before. As for this monkey, he is the adopted son of the old slave," Eunuch Yu said to me, and then turned to reprimand them: "You all have to serve the empress well, you know."

"Yes."

I was also a little stunned for a moment.

Sending Ke'er and this child to my side - is that Chu Feng's intention?

Ke'er is Ling Shaoyu's person, she is smart and capable, and has a lot of connections with me, and this Yu Sui'er, no one has paid attention to him before, it is not a simple matter to be able to fall into the eyes of Eunuch Yu and adopt him as a foster son thing.

Could it be - my heart skipped a beat.

Back then, not many people knew that I had helped Yu Sui'er on the dragon boat, but recalling the back just now, and the words he said "You need someone who can protect you"—could it be that he arranged it secretly? of it?
After Eunuch Yu left, these two children followed me, smiling and chatting and gagging, very happy, but looking at the two of them, my heart was even heavier.

I already had the faint feeling that I had embarked on an uncontrollable road, and neither I nor that person knew where this road led.

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Although Yu Sui'er is a timid little eunuch, she is very devoted to me and does everything first; and Ke'er, she has been reluctant to stay in the palace before because Ling Shaoyu often stays in the barracks, but now he Now that I am the crown prince, naturally I spend more time walking around the palace, Ke Er is by my side, and I spend more time meeting him.

After Ling Shaoyu became the crown prince, he would go to the imperial study for one or two hours every day to have a secret talk with Chu Feng. He didn't know what the two of them talked about, and Eunuch Yu didn't know either.

After a while, when she really saw Chu Feng walking slowly from outside, her eyes lit up immediately.

I secretly smiled in my heart, and said to her and Yu Sui'er: "Okay, I don't need you here anymore, let's all go down."

"Yes."

Seeing her happily running towards Ling Shaoyu, I couldn't help but smile in my heart, Chu Feng walked to the door, looked at me leaning against the door and smiling, and asked, "What's so happy about it?"

I rolled my eyes and said with a smile: "I look forward to the return of my beloved."

He froze for a moment and then laughed.

I didn't ask him how the matter he talked with the courtiers today turned out, because I can roughly guess it.

If things don't go well, Nangong Yu won't be so anxious to do it today, and Nangong won't show up in that place in such a timely manner.

It's just that what's in front of me now is another question.

Six days later, after his birthday banquet, how should I get back that person's bones?
Although Shangyang City was burned by him and suffered heavy damage that night, but Helian City is Helian City after all, it is impossible for him not to react at all. After recuperating, it may be the time when this poisonous snake came out of its hole and gave someone a fatal blow .

And the more important point is - I need to hurry up before they form an alliance with the White Tiger Nation.

If the situation in the northwest is certain, Xuanyuan will surely perish, and Qinglong Kingdom, with its lips dead and its teeth cold, will surely have a bright future.

After dinner, it's time for him and I to rest.

It is Chu Feng's habit for me to crown his hair and cut his hair. I unraveled his bun, and let his black hair hang down, soft and smooth, like a piece of black silk satin. The hair flows around his fingertips like flowing water.

I combed his hair carefully, while he sat there, looked into my downcast eyes through the mirror, and suddenly asked: "By the way, how are you preparing for the birthday banquet?"

"The things to be used have been handed over to the Ministry of Internal Affairs. I think it would be good to hold a family banquet. Eunuch Yu is an old man by your side, and let him serve you by your side. If you want to invite anyone else, just The next post is, I will arrange it."

"Well, it's nothing, you can arrange it."

"Ah."

I nodded to him in the mirror, then lowered my head and combed his hair carefully. At this moment, I heard him speak hesitantly: "However, there is one thing I want to tell you."

"Ok?"

"On my birthday, I want to go to Yunzhou, so the birthday banquet will also be held there."

I was taken aback - Yunzhou?
Yunzhou is not far from Zhaoye, and it can be reached in half a day by horse, but that is where the emperor's mausoleum is. Why did he put the birthday banquet in Yunzhou?

Is it—

I suddenly remembered, by the way, the birthday banquet I mentioned was a family banquet, hoping to share the family relationship, but in the end, there was one less person by his side.

Whether it was the tomb or the empty coffin, he probably hoped that his son would be by his side and accompany him through that day.

Feeling sore in my heart, I lowered my head and said softly, "Okay."

When he didn't pay attention, a tear dripped from his eye socket, fell on his black hair, and disappeared with a bang.

Chu Feng sighed, turned his head, held my hand, stretched out one hand and wiped away a tear with his fingers, and said, "It's okay."

I held back my tears and nodded to him.

But at this moment, by the bright candlelight in front of the dressing table, I suddenly saw a silver thing on the top of his head, reflecting the candlelight and flickering with silver-gray light, between his jet-black hair , exceptionally prominent.

"Huh? What's on your head?"

I reached out to touch it suspiciously, and my heart skipped a beat.

Chu Feng's expression also changed slightly: "What's wrong?"

I picked up the thin, almost invisible thing, and my fingertips trembled slightly, and he saw it too, and his face darkened.

That is - a white hair.

(End of this chapter)