What do you want in life

Chapter 43 Can the Oath of the Past Become Forever (22)
Guo Jia looked disappointed, and after a while he muttered in a low voice, "Then at least one person is back on the normal track."

Her words were very vague, Li Zhen looked at her silently, but didn't ask anything, his eyes had a look of insight.

Back home, Guo Jia was cooking, Xiaoyu came back, and asked loudly as soon as he entered the door: "Is dinner ready?"

Guo Jia came out of the kitchen, smacked his lips and said in surprise, "Didn't you say you're going to eat with friends today and you won't come back?"

Xiaoyu sniffled, "The program for the evening has changed, and it's changed to Friday. The restaurant they ordered was very poorly cooked. I thought, why not come back and eat your braised pork, so I pushed the dinner off. .”

Just as Guo Jia was thinking about it, Xiaoyu said again, "Your braised pork is amazing! Every time I think of you now, a plate of shiny braised pork comes to my mind, which makes my mouth water. Already!"

"Go to hell!" Guo Jia cursed with a smile, and threw a dirty rag on Xiaoyu's head, and he leaped to the side deftly, dodging it.

A plate of braised pork on the dinner table, Xiaoyu can kill most of it, Guo Jia also likes to eat it, but considering that she is already strong enough, it is not suitable to eat more meat, so she did not compete with him, she often envies Xiaoyu, how to eat Will not be puffy.

Seeing Xiaoyu eating with gusto, Guo Jia curled his lips and said, "You are really heartless. Your sister has been missing for so many days without a trace, yet you can still eat and sleep."

Xiaoyu didn't take it seriously, and continued to munch on the braised pork, "One kind of person has one kind of fate, if she wants to do that, what can others do! My sister is not a child anymore, don't worry, nothing will happen to her."

Guo Jia frowned to study his determined expression, and after a while, she suddenly approached him, "Do you know where she is?"

Xiaoyu was taken aback by her sudden approach, and quickly moved his body back, "Don't be so surprised, okay, it will affect my appetite!"

"Don't avoid the important and take the light! Tell me, where did Xiaoying go?"

"How do I know!" Xiaoyu muttered, "If I knew, I would have told Brother Shen a long time ago, so that he wouldn't go shopping all over the world, would you say so!"

Seeing that his complexion didn't seem to be fake, Guo Jia had no choice but to give up the questioning, and put down the table and chopsticks sullenly, "Tell me, can there be any results in this matter between Xiaoying and Shen Juncheng?"

"The result?" Xiaoyu shrugged, "Isn't it the result now? One left and the other went home. What else can I do? People who are not on the same path, no matter how hard they try, they can't get together. To be a human being Reality."

The weather is getting hotter and hotter. At night in early summer, if the sun is strong during the day and there is no wind at night, you will feel a little sticky and uncomfortable when you go to bed suddenly.

Guo Jia tossed and turned on the bed for nearly an hour without falling asleep. The heat in the room was worse than outside. She searched for the whereabouts of the mini electric fan in her mind, and soon remembered that she had stuffed it in the storage room In bed, she immediately rolled over and got out of bed.

There was no sound in the living room, Xiaoyu must have fallen asleep, he is the kind of guy who can fall asleep as soon as his head touches the pillow no matter what the environment is.

In order to avoid disturbing him, Guo Jia did not turn on the light in the living room as usual, and took advantage of the weak light from the window to avoid the sofa and other things and walked to the storage room on the right.

When she was about to touch the wall of the storage room, she was overjoyed, and she let go of her steps and stepped forward to open the door, but suddenly she stepped on something soft, and then someone screamed in the darkness, "What are you doing? Stepped on my stomach!"

It turned out to be Xiaoyu, sleeping less than [-] centimeters away from the storage room.

Guo Jia was so angry that he was about to vomit blood, and while turning on the light, he scolded him, "You think you are a sand dune? You move around all day and sleep anywhere! I told you to sleep on the sofa when you came here. You can figure it out yourself. How many days did you stay there honestly?"

Under the glare of the light, Xiaoyu squinted his eyes and got up, rubbed his sore stomach, and pointed to the sofa with a grievance on his face, "Sister, you can go and lie down on the sofa by yourself, it's such a hot day , It’s like a fucking stove! The bread under the leather is all sponges! It’s almost the same as covering the prickly heat!”

"You don't need to sleep on the sofa, but you should choose a fixed place to sleep! Why do you move!"

"I have my reasons for moving! This is me," Xiaoyu opened his eyes, "I am moving with the wind! Wherever the wind blows, I will sleep!"

"Ha!" Guo Jia was amused by him, "You still want to be a weather vane!"

After talking with him, Guo Jia has successfully turned the small fan out of the storage room, grabbed a rag and wiped the dust, "It's saved now!"

Xiaoyu's eyes lit up when he saw the fan.

Guo Jia was moving into the room contentedly, when Xiaoyu grabbed her arm. She turned her head and saw Xiaoyu's begging expression.

"You won't be so selfish and want to enjoy it alone, what should I do?"

"You? Aren't you able to sleep anywhere?" Guo Jia pouted at the treasured place where he just slept, "I licensed you to sleep there, you stay where you are."

"No!" Xiaoyu frowned, "Although I fell asleep just now, my sleep was very shallow, otherwise I wouldn't have been woken up by your kick!"

"Then what do you think we should do?" Guo Jia put the fan on the ground and put his hands on his hips, "Just one fan, who should I give it to?"

"How about we fight to determine the winner?"

"Get out!" Guo Jia shouted angrily, "The fan is mine!"

"Then..." Xiaoyu scratched his scalp, looked at her face to face, and suddenly grinned, "We can only sleep together."

Fifteen minutes later, Guo Jia and Xiaoyu were lying side by side on the floor of the living room near the TV cabinet. There was a three-phase socket in the whole living room, which could be plugged into the fan power supply.

Of course, there is a thin single seat between the floor and the people. It is Guo Jia’s leftovers after moving many times. Because it is made of bamboo strips, it is very cool. She has never been willing to throw it away. She did not expect it to be cheap Xiaoyu.

It's just that, at this moment, the mat is pressed under them, and they don't feel any coolness at all, they just feel that the fire is burning, even though there are fans above their heads that are working hard to deliver strong wind to them.

"Hey, come over!" Guo Jia pushed Xiaoyu impatiently, "You almost ran into me!"

"If I go any further, I'll roll on the floor." Xiaoyu muttered, "You think the place is too small, let's go to bed and sleep?"

"Fuck you!" Guo Jia pushed him roughly, only to feel hotter, even sweating, she got angry, turned sideways, and placed herself in a thinner facade, which was a great place They all gave up to Xiaoyu.

"Don't be like this! Come here, come here." Xiaoyu was afraid that she would get angry, so he really backed away, "Can't I tell you?"

After waiting for a few seconds, seeing that Guo Jia hadn't moved, Xiaoyu reached out and touched her back, which was tightly wrapped in pajamas, "Hi! Don't be so stingy! Come to sleep!"

Guo Jia knocked off his hand, "Don't touch me! You're so annoying!"

Xiaoyu blinked, but instead crawled over to investigate, "What's wrong with you, so angry?"

"You said don't touch me!" Seeing him shamelessly poking his head over to look at him with an innocent expression on his face, Guo Jia was furious.

She pushed him away abruptly, "Okay! I can't get enough of you, I'm leaving!"

"Don't, don't go!" Xiaoyu couldn't help but grab her leg, "If you leave, I'll be like a bird occupying a dove's nest or a dove occupying a nest? How embarrassing are you for me!"

One of the two wants to leave, the other refuses to let go, they are tugging, Guo Jia is a girl after all, she is not as strong as Xiaoyu, the other is unsteady on her feet, and she falls into his arms, she is ashamed and anxious, struggling quickly When she stood up, Xiaoyu's arms suddenly became tight like iron hoops, tightly encircling her, no matter how she shook her, she would not move a single bit.

"What do you mean?" Guo Jia asked with a cold face, staring at him.

There was no trace of sleepiness in Xiaoyu's eyes, they shone with a sharp light, reminding Guo Jia of the eyes of a night owl, she suddenly felt that Xiaoyu at this time was a bit strange, and also a bit fatally evil.

"It's not interesting." As soon as he finished speaking, he bowed his head like a wolf and rushed over. Before Guo Jia had time to react, her lips were already sucked by Xiaoyu!

"Bastard! Let me go!" Guo Jia felt a burst of flames all over her body and pushed herself up into the sky. She had no time to think about it, and fought back furiously, uttering a series of obscenities!

Xiaoyu ignored her scratching and scratching and yelling and cursing, and just kissed her wholeheartedly, until her whole body was limp and she had no more strength to struggle...

The first ray of dawn in the morning came into the room through the curtains, and Guo Jia opened her tightly closed eyes.

She was lying on the bed in her own bedroom, but there seemed to be something wrong, she moved her limbs, and the long-lost exhaustion immediately took control of her, and the pajamas that were always tightly wrapped around her were gone .

Turning her head to one side, she realized that not only was she lying on the bed, but there was also a nasty Xiaoyu lying beside her. He was propping his head up and looking at herself with relish.

The memory quickly recovered, and all kinds of things swarmed into his mind last night, Guo Jia only felt that the blood in his whole body was rushing, and he got up with all his hands and feet!

"Why are you going? It's still early, why don't you sleep a little longer!" Xiaoyu raised her eyebrows and greeted her calmly.

Guo Jia gave him a hard look, and quickly put the pajamas that had fallen on the ground back on her body.

"This is not like you!" Xiaoyu continued to sneer, "If you have the guts to do it, you don't have the guts to admit it!"

"Who doesn't have the guts to admit it!" Guo Jia nodded back, then quickly blinked his eyes, feeling as if he had sold himself.

Xiaoyu giggled badly.

Guo Jia vented his anger immediately, and lay down on the bed dejectedly.

What happened last night was indeed Xiaoyu's initiative at the beginning, but she herself did not firmly refuse it to the end. What's more, she seemed to be quite involved after the trouble, and Xiaoyu must have noticed this.

She stared at the ceiling for a while, until her emotions stabilized, and then she was weakly depressed, "How did I get into your boat?"

"It's you who can't stand the temptation of beauty," Xiaoyu said with a half-smile, "Besides, it wasn't you who got into my boat, but I got into your boat—this is your bed!"

"I didn't invite you up again." Guo Jia retorted angrily.

"It's still comfortable to lie on the bed." Xiaoyu lay down again and sighed comfortably.

He stretched out his hand, intending to wrap around Guo Jia's neck like he was familiar, but she slapped it back unceremoniously. At this moment, she couldn't arouse any romance.

"If Xiaoying knows what happened last night, she will pass out!"

Thinking of this, Guo Jia slammed her head against the pillow in frustration. She never thought that she would have sex with a man younger than herself, and this man was her best friend's brother!

She suddenly raised her face from the pillow, glared viciously at Xiaoyu, who had a leisurely expression, and gritted her teeth, "You are such a bastard!"

Xiaoyu smiled magnanimously at her and comforted her: "Don't worry, my sister is not that fragile!"

Guo Jia continued to wail, feeling ashamed of this sudden change.

"Okay, don't blame yourself." Xiaoyu looked at her regretful look, "If you really feel sorry for me, then you should be responsible to me."

"Responsible to you?" Guo Jia looked back at him in horror, feeling that he was trying to blackmail himself, "How do you want me to be responsible to you?"

Xiaoyu laughed and turned over, pinching her face, "At worst, we get married, what do you think?"

Before he could finish speaking, Guo Jia threw the pillow in his hand at him and yelled at him, "Married? Stop kidding me!"

Xiaoyu caught the pillow with his hand and threw it aside, "Why are you shouting so loudly? Do you want everyone in the building to know what happened?"

Guo Jiabai glanced at him, adjusted his clothes and prepared to get out of bed, and stopped talking nonsense with him, but his heart still seemed to be rubbed into a mess, and he couldn't make sense of it.

Xiaoyu stretched out his hand to block her way, with a rare serious expression on his face, "I'm not joking, what I just said is true."

Guo Jia still brushed his hand away, took off his slippers and walked out of the room distractedly, "There is no possibility of this matter."

After walking a few steps, a thought suddenly crossed her mind, she suddenly stopped, turned around, and saw Xiaoyu was still sitting on the bed, supporting the edge of the bed with both hands, staring blankly at herself.

She stared at him suspiciously, and carefully questioned: "Last night... Did you do it on purpose? You had planned it a long time ago, didn't you?"

Xiaoyu's pensive expression was replaced by a rascal smile, he shrugged and spread his hands, "Does it matter? Don't you like it too?"

"Rogue!" Guo Jia squeezed out the words between his teeth, turned around and went to the bathroom.

In the bathroom, Guo Jia was brushing his teeth vigorously, Xiaoyu walked over slowly, leaned on the door frame with his arms folded and looked at her.

"Why don't you marry me? I think we are a good match. I like to eat your cooking, and you like to hear me play the guitar and sing..."

"I'm older than you!" Guo Jia yelled at him with foam in his mouth.

"Age is not a problem. We are only three years apart. People who are 30 years apart are married."

Guo Jia spat out the foam, then rinsed a few mouthfuls of water indiscriminately, feeling very annoyed by Xiaoyu's indifference, "We are people in two circles, don't you say it yourself, it's better to have less contact."

"But you don't dislike me, you not only keep me here, but also..."

"Shut up!" Guo Jia blushed and threw the toothbrush into the toothbrush. When she mentioned what happened last night, she panicked, as if she had done something heinous.

She washed her face carelessly and wanted to go out, but Xiaoyu stood silently at the door and stopped her.

Guo Jia took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling forbearance, put his hands in his waist, and sighed, "What do you like about me? I'm not pretty, I'm not gentle, and I'm not..."

"Like is like, there is no reason." Xiaoyu stared at her with burning eyes.

In fact, he himself couldn't tell when he fell in love with Guo Jia, but the longer he got along with her, the better he felt about her, and he didn't want to leave her, so he found various reasons to live with her day by day.

Guo Jia lowered her head and didn't know what to say. In all fairness, she didn't dislike Xiaoyu, and she might even really like him a little bit in her heart—it was the kind of liking between men and women. The appearance of pleasing girls, he is loyal and loyal, unlike the petty men she usually meets, who have to care about everything with women, even if he doesn't say anything, his eyes will reveal a market air .

But she felt that it was completely unrealistic for her to be with Xiaoyu, even more unreliable than the matter of Xiaoying and Shen Juncheng, and she had to convince Xiaoyu.

"Well, the most important point," Guo Jia gritted his teeth, trying to be tactful, but the possibility seemed unlikely, "I have a stable job and a fixed residence, although I have no money, but The basic necessities of life can be guaranteed without problems. What about you? Can you give me this sense of security and stability?"

Xiaoyu's calm and determined expression just now changed dramatically.

"Also," Guo Jia hadn't finished speaking, "I don't want to bandage your wounds from time to time after I get home exhausted. We were just friends before. Even if I care about you, there is a limit. I won't spend all day for you. I'm so nervous, I..."

"Stop talking!" Xiaoyu interrupted her with a cold face, the enthusiasm in his eyes suddenly cooled down, "I understand what you mean."

He turned around and went out, Guo Jia stood there blankly without moving.

A few seconds later, the door slammed shut, and Xiaoyu left.

Guo Jia's heart also went cold, and Xiaoyu's injured back just before going out made her feel unbearable.

She suddenly remembered that she forgot to tell him just now that she actually likes him too, but life is real, and apart from mutual liking, there should be other things to support it.

Xiaoyu couldn't provide what she wanted at all, and she couldn't go crazy with him.

She let out a heavy breath, and said silently in her heart: Xiaoying, what should I do?Where did you go?
Han Xiaoying stood silently waiting in the checkout line of the largest supermarket in County G. She really didn't expect that Wangji supermarkets spread so widely, and its tentacles had already extended to the remote county town of County G.

But having said that, when Xiaoying left here, G County was still a farming-based village. Fast forward 13 years, when she set foot on this native land again, she found that it had undergone earth-shaking changes.The farmers have all moved into the buildings, and the original farmland has long been transformed into industrial parks, filled with factories and concrete roads, and the large vacant land that has not been rented out for sale is no longer covered with greenery as in her impression. The crops are replaced by weeds that grow to the waist.

She went to her old house to see it. It had been razed to the ground, and an eight-lane road was paved in front of her eyes. Everything was different from before.

In these years, Xiaoying has never been back to County G. There are almost no relatives here, some are distant relatives, and they don't communicate at all at ordinary times.Even if she goes back to find them now, they probably don't know each other anymore.

The demolition of the old house was handled by her uncle on her behalf. At that time, she was still in school and knew nothing about these things.

Uncle asked her opinion on the phone, do you want a house or money?She didn't want the house here, so all the demolition funds were discounted, and her uncle credited her into her account. The amount was not much, and the demolition conditions five years ago were not favorable.

But she doesn't care too much about how much money she has. She doesn't buy a house, and doesn't consume luxury goods. She just lives her life quietly like stagnant water.

When he moved out from his uncle's house and was looking for another place to live, Han Zhengsheng took an opportunity to privately mention to her the money that was "accidentally" left out in his company account.

"Your father came to me and wanted to cooperate with me in the development of the stainless steel window business. But the products I made were completely different from his and could not be put together, so I persuaded him to set up another company, and he agreed. At that time he started Not long after, I didn't know the future, so I didn't bother to register and get a serious license, so I borrowed my account for business funds and so on. After his accident, I didn't check it carefully, thinking that the account was all It's settled. Recently, the accountant told me that there was a sum that couldn't be bought for a long time. I guess it belonged to your father, and it was about a hundred thousand. Look, how about I transfer it to your account..."

A lie told by him seemed quite reasonable.

Xiaoying smiled faintly, "No need, Uncle, I've lived in your house all these years, and you've paid for all my expenses. Take this money as my dad's compensation for you."

(End of this chapter)