What do you want in life

Chapter 48 Can the Oath of the Past Become Forever (27)
After hearing this, Xiaoying smiled charmingly at her.From that smile, Guo Jia couldn't see any trace of melancholy or doubt, and she swallowed back the secrets that had flooded her throat several times.

On the day of the wedding, City H was as sunny as ever.

After a busy morning, at eleven o'clock in the morning, the bride Xiaoying and the bridesmaid Guo Jia finally appeared gracefully in the lobby of the hotel, where the groom Li Zhen and the best man Xiaoyu had already been waiting there.

It was the first time for Xiaoyu to wear such a dignified and formal dress. He didn't like the feeling of being restrained the most, and felt awkward all over his body, but since it was his sister's wedding, he could only endure it. He stared at the movement at the door.

When Guo Jia accompanied Xiaoying into the revolving door, Li Zhen and Xiaoyu felt their eyes light up at the same time.

Although Xiaoying in a white wedding dress is as beautiful as a lotus emerging from water, Guo Jia walking beside her is not inferior to her. The orange dress brings out a hearty and unrestrained smile on her face. It took more than an hour to put on the exquisite makeup, Xiaoyu felt that she was completely different from the usual careless and slovenly Guo Jia, her brilliance was only faintly flickering in his heart before, but at this moment, it was very clear The glow was in front of everyone's eyes. He only glanced at her, and then quickly turned his eyes away, but in his mind, that bright orange color could never be lingered.

When he got to the front, Li Zhen took Xiaoying's hand first, his eyes were full of love, and he asked her in a low voice, "Are you tired?"

"It's okay." Xiaoying smiled lightly, and pointed her mouth at Guo Jia, "Look at Guo Jia, is he pretty today?"

Li Zhen just glanced at Guo Jia casually just now, and at this time Xiaoying reminded her, he looked at her carefully, and then praised with a smile, "Well, I can directly be on the cover of the magazine!"

Guo Jia walked to Xiaoyu's side and was disappointed to see him looking around absent-mindedly instead of paying attention to her, but she still said to him, "Thank you! They all said that the dress you helped me choose looks good!"

Xiaoyu then turned to look at her, grinning playfully, "You're welcome."

Guo Jia followed his gaze and looked around a few times. She knew what he was worried about, and asked softly, "Did you see him coming?"

"No." The expression on Xiaoyu's face became serious, "I hope he has already figured it out."

The two of them chatted for a while, and Li Zhen on the other side had already come over and made a fuss about taking a seat.

The banquet was held in the Chinese restaurant of a high-end hotel in H City. The restaurant is not big, but the environment is quite pleasing to the eye. On the light brown walls, there are several reproductions of world famous paintings, and the table decorations are all exquisite and thoughtful. Near the gate, there is a stage with complete audio equipment, which can be used during the wedding.

Except for Li Zhen's family members and Xiaoyu Guo Jia, the guests present were basically colleagues from Li Zhenxin's company, and there were five tables seated together.

Although there are few guests, the wedding ceremony is still essential.Afraid that Xiaoying would be tired, Li Zhen chose the simplest etiquette. His boss was the witness of the wedding, and finally managed to hold a super simple wedding in a warm and orderly manner.Xiaoyu and Guo Jia felt that the atmosphere was not enough, so they had the cheek to toast each table.

There are quite a few of Li Zhen's colleagues who can make trouble. They were lit by two young men, and they started drinking together as if they were burning. Xiaoying sat at the main table and watched them making a scene. There is always a bit of wandering mind, as if watching the scenery from the other side, and I am not the protagonist in the play.

Li Zhen suddenly leaned close to her ear and whispered, "Have you noticed that Xiaoyu is very protective of Guo Jia, and he was the one who drank the toast when he came over. I saw that he drank a lot, and his face turned pale."

Xiaoying regained her composure and followed the directions. As Li Zhen said, Xiaoying always stopped the wine handed to Guo Jia and drank it down.

"Ah! He won't be drunk, right?" Xiaoying immediately worried for her younger brother, pushed Li Zhen and said, "Go and help him block it, he will feel very uncomfortable when he is drunk."

Li Zhen had no choice but to leave the table and go, but Xiaoying's uneasiness increased, she couldn't help standing up, and followed Li Zhen to go together.

Li Zhen turned around and said in surprise: "What are you doing here, go back and sit down."

Xiaoying smiled at him, "I'm afraid you drank too much. I have to remind you."

Li Zhen turned around and held her hand, and said with a smile, "In your eyes, do I have no self-control?"

Just at this time, a figure floated at the entrance of the restaurant, and someone walked in.Xiaoying and Li Zhen thought they were guests, and turned around to check at the same time. At this time, the banquet was halfway through, and everyone was eating and drinking in full swing. It seemed that no guest was invited or was missed by the two of them.

When she saw the person walking in slowly, Xiaoying's complexion changed first. Li Zhen didn't look back, but he could feel the hand in his palm was instantly cold and trembling slightly.

Li Zhen let go of Xiaoying's hand, and greeted her with a smile, "Mr. Shen, what wind brought you here?"

Shen Juncheng was also dressed in formal attire with an outstanding figure. He met Li Chen next to the empty seat with empty hands, and the two held hands firmly in midair.

Xiaoyu and Guo Jia, who were having a drink, looked over when they heard the movement, and they were both startled. Xiaoyu handed the wine glass to Guo Jia casually, and walked towards this side with great strides.

Shen Juncheng's complexion was not very good, but there was still a smile on his lips, his eyes were fixed on Li Zhen's face, he raised his finger and pointed to the heart-shaped arch built for the wedding on the stage and the names of the huge bride and groom, "This is Why did you resign with me?"

Li Zhen didn't deny it either, but there was a deliberate apology in his smile.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Shen Juncheng continued to ask him with a smile, "Are you afraid that I won't let you go because of this?"

"Of course not." Li Zhen looked up at him, Shen Juncheng's eyes were cold, matching with the smile on his mouth, it was so uncoordinated and blunt.

"My wife likes City H very much, and I have long wanted to change my environment..." He thought about explaining to Shen Juncheng. He didn't know if it was an illusion or real. He felt the muscles on Shen Juncheng's face when he heard the word "wife". Twitched obviously, "These have little to do with work, they are relatively personal reasons, so..."

Li Zhen suddenly felt that it was funny to explain to him like this. Shen Juncheng was no longer his boss, and out of his damn habit, he was speaking to him in an apologetic tone, as if he had made some mistake and was caught by the boss As if, he stopped talking and asked instead: "Mr. Shen, how do you know I'm getting married today?"

"Zhao Liang told me." Shen Juncheng was very frank, but there was deep meaning in his eyes, and he said with a smile: "Didn't you say that he is a trustworthy employee? It really is."

"Brother Shen!" Xiaoyu walked up to the two of them in a few steps, scanning Shen Juncheng's face vigilantly.

"You...know each other?" Li Zhen glanced at Xiaoyu in surprise.

"Yes!" Shen Juncheng replied with a smile, "We met a long time ago, and I also know...his sister." As he spoke, his gaze finally inevitably fell on the face of Xiaoying, who was dressed in a bridal attire but had a bleak face.

The four eyes met, and the hustle and bustle of the surroundings disappeared, as if there were only two pairs of eyes left in the world, and each other in those eyes.

Xiaoying took a lot of effort to control herself from losing her composure, but in her eyes, there was heat slowly gathering, blurring her vision and mood...

For so long, she has been learning to forget, forget everything between the past and Shen Juncheng, she picks up the broken heart, rebuilds the mountains and rivers, finds Li Zhen, and is determined to marry him, she feels that she has found happiness again, She almost made it.

However, at this moment, all these hard work and efforts were shattered by the arrival of Shen Juncheng!

He stood just across from her, staring at her intently, his eyes full of hopeless and painful expectations, so she understood that he had never gone away, and he had always been entrenched in her heart, from the past to the present.

And she is different from him!

A voice shouted from the bottom of my heart into an endless echo, "Go, go find him! Don't worry about anything, don't think about anything! Go back to his arms! Just like before! Let's go! Let's go! Let's go! "

Her footsteps really took a small step forward out of control, inside the fluffy wedding dress, it was a very small step, maybe it was just a body movement.

But Shen Juncheng was still aware of it, he saw the struggle and crystal tears in her eyes, his eyes lit up, he couldn't help but also took two steps forward, waiting with bated breath.

In fact, on the way here, he had already prepared for the worst. He came here to say goodbye to her with the feeling that he was about to lose her.

Yes, this is her wedding to someone else, of course he has lost her.But when he looked at her, at the frown and smile that once belonged to him completely, he could no longer keep calm, the throbbing pain in his heart hit him like a raging wave, swallowing him to pieces.

He looked at her in frantic hesitation, as long as she is willing, as long as she is willing to leave him, as long as she has a little expression in this regard, he will take her away regardless of everything, even if he is an enemy of the whole world, he will not hesitate !

To Xiaoying, that small step of moving was as painful as Hai's daughter dancing on the tip of a knife, but the pain did not come from the soles of the feet, but from the lower abdomen.

The sudden tingling sensation was like a needle piercing into the skin suddenly, which made her gasp, and her chaotic mind suddenly woke up.

She already has Li Zhen's child, everything is a foregone conclusion, and there is no turning back, how can she go back on her word?how come?
Perhaps, she had long expected that there would be such a day when she would regret seeing him and want to overthrow all her efforts, so she resolutely handed herself over to Li Zhen and did not leave any escape path for herself.

In this world, there is never any turning back. If you have to go, it is nothing more than going on a road full of thorns, fighting bloody and bloody, and finally returning home.

She is even more unwilling that one day, they will lose a lot because of the hardships and ups and downs along the way, and finally end up with a tragic result of seeing each other and hating each other - that is an absolutely possible scenario, because they have paid too much for it.

Neither she nor he has the strength to fly back to the past, which means they have to fight more obstacles, and she is tired, she doesn't want to fly with him anymore, she just wants to find a branch to rely on Let's take a rest.

"Forgive me!" She yelled to him frantically in her heart, "Forgive me, Shen Juncheng!"

Guo Jia has also been paying close attention to the movement here, especially Xiaoying.

When chatting last night, I heard Li Zhen mention that Xiaoying had signs of threatened miscarriage, and she went to the hospital for half a month to get a miscarriage injection before she stabilized.This morning's running around and makeup made her pregnant and exhausted, so Guo Jia and Xiaoyu took care of the toast with all their strength, and only hoped that she could survive the wedding safely.Therefore, when Xiaoying's complexion changed suddenly due to the sting, Guo Jia noticed it immediately, and she put down the cup in her hand and ran towards her.

"Xiaoying, how are you?"

Xiaoying bit her lip and survived the pain just now. Although her face was still pale, the child in her belly finally lived up to her expectations and stopped messing with her.

"I'm fine." She forced a smile to comfort Guo Jia.

Their strange confrontation gradually attracted the attention of other guests at the banquet, and their gazes flocked to this side one after another.

Xiaoyu felt something was wrong, and it was inconvenient to blatantly tell Shen Juncheng to leave, so he could only say to him with a dry smile: "Brother Shen, since you're here, let's sit down and have a drink together."

Shen Juncheng's thoughts also returned to reality in Xiaoying's forced smile just now. The situation he expected Xiaoying to throw away everything and run to him did not appear, maybe it was just his hallucination.His heart was as cold as ice, and his eyes turned to Xiaoyu who was nervous.

"Where's the wine?" He asked Xiaoyu with a faint smile, but he didn't intend to join him.

Xiaoyu was stunned for a moment, then hurried back to the table, found a clean wine glass, filled a glass of red wine, brought his own glass with him, and walked over with his hands raised.

Shen Juncheng took the glass from him, Xiaoyu was about to say something, but Shen Juncheng said first: "I came today, I have a few words to say to your sister." Xiaoying walked over slowly.

Xiaoyu was in a hurry, and stepped forward, trying to block his way, "Brother Shen, just tell me if you have anything to say."

"Xiaoyu!" Li Zhen who was standing aside suddenly pulled him, and stopped Xiaoyu's excessive behavior with his eyes.

"He, I..." Xiaoyu couldn't argue. He couldn't explain what he wanted to say, so he could only worry in his heart.

Li Zhen's eyes became clearer, but he just calmly stared at Shen Juncheng who was walking towards his wife, there seemed to be no impurities in those clear eyes.

Xiaoyu glanced at him, sighed inwardly, and kept silent.

Standing in front of Shen Juncheng was a pure white Xiaoying. On her thin face, her complexion was as white as her dress, and even her lips seemed to be pale. She stared at Shen Juncheng blankly, with too much hidden in her eyes , just like Shen Juncheng himself.

Behind Xiaoying, Guo Jia, dressed in fiery orange, was like Xiaoying's protector, staring alertly and nervously at the unknown Shen Juncheng. Risk of falling.

Shen Juncheng's hand slowly reached into the underwear pocket of the suit, and after a while, he took out a beautifully wrapped red envelope, and gently stuffed it into Xiaoying's tightly clasped hands.

(End of this chapter)