What do you want in life
Chapter 71 Don't Want to Lose Your Smile
Chapter 71 Don't Want to Lose Your Smile (22)
In the past two years, she has paid a lot for Shen Shi, and even for him Shen Juncheng. He knew it well, "No matter what you do, I will support you."
"Anything?" Yu Xin repeated his words in a murmur, and then blurted out, "Does that include you?"
Shen Juncheng's smile froze for a moment, but this time, he didn't choose to avoid it again. He didn't know what she meant.
"Yes—including me." He continued to smile, slowly affirming her.
There was obvious humor in the eyes he looked at her, because they talked like this, as if they were trading a commodity, and that commodity was him.
But in Yu Xin's view, there always seems to be a sad atmosphere floating in it.
Shen Juncheng tilted his head to one side again, looked at the monotonous darkness outside the window and let out a sigh of relief, "At my age, maybe I should really consider starting a family..."
Yuxin's heart was pounding, she couldn't believe her ears, and even wondered if the scene in front of her was just a dream of hers.
Shen Juncheng quickly laughed a few more times, as if waking up from a certain thought, "If my mother is alive, she will be very happy to hear me say that."
He looked at her, "Yu Xin, if I propose to you, will you be willing?"
Although his eyes were so tranquil that he couldn't see much emotion, Yuxin's eyes were still moist, and she choked up slightly, "You always knew the answer..."
Shen Juncheng stared at her in a daze, seeing tears rolling down her cheeks, she hooked them away with her fingers, but he just kept staring at her, almost lost in thought.
"I don't want to be separated from you." Yu Xin restrained her sobbing. At this point, no matter whether it's true or not, she has to confess her heart to him, because after tonight, maybe she won't be able to seize similar opportunities again .
"So wherever you go, I'm willing to go...I work so hard because I want to prove myself to you! Shen... Juncheng, I have always...loved you."
Shen Juncheng's eyes suddenly showed a hint of shivering, as if he had been scalded by a fire. He sat upright in the chair, thought for a while, as if he had made up his mind, and said slowly and cautiously: " Yuxin, I can marry you, but after you get married, you can no longer meddle in any company affairs, and I will find another person in the factory here."
Yu Xin's excited mood just now blew out, and she turned into a harbor that she didn't even expect, and everything was different from what she thought.
"Why?" She woke up from the love mentality of a child, she couldn't figure out why Shen Juncheng did this.
Shen Juncheng smiled indifferently, "As I said, tonight, you only need to answer whether I am willing or not. I am not responsible for answering why."
Yu Xin was completely stunned. His tone was too calm, and he was not even as enthusiastic about business as usual. She felt very uncomfortable.
Probably because he felt that his harsh tone just now might have hurt her, Shen Juncheng smiled and explained in a soft tone: "The biggest taboo of being a human being is greed, so," he paused, "you can only be in 'me' Same as choosing between 'Factory'."
Yuxin was silent.
Shen Juncheng got up and walked to the window, "Don't rush to answer me now, I'll give you two days to think about it carefully."
With such an absurd multiple-choice question, Xiao Yuxin really couldn't make up her mind for a while. She didn't understand why Shen Juncheng, who has always been prudent, would make a marriage contract to her so rashly, and the restrictions he put forward were so unreasonable—— Among the many subordinates, Shen Juncheng probably couldn't find a more loyal and capable assistant than her.
When she bid him farewell and left, Shen Juncheng gave her a forced smile again. The moment her eyes crossed, Yu Xin suddenly read the taste of abandonment in his smile.
Until she helped Li Zhen into the house, Zhou Ting's ideological struggle didn't stop for even a second, but intensified instead. She didn't know if she was doing it right?
When he came out of the restaurant, Li Zhen was so drunk that he couldn't drive at all, so Zhou Ting had to stop a taxi and stuff him in, trying to send him home like last time.
Although Li Zhen was drunk, he was far from insane. When he heard that he was going to be sent home, he immediately raised his voice and refused. No matter how Zhou Ting tried to persuade him, he gritted his teeth and refused to let go.
Seeing their smudges like this, the elder brother immediately became unhappy, and stopped the car by the side of the road to urge her to come up with an idea. In a panic, Zhou Ting had to report her address.
When they got to the downstairs of the rented house, the elder brother collected the money and hurriedly left them on the side of the road and walked away. Zhou Ting had a bitter face and helped Li Zhen to stand where he was, neither going up nor not going up.
Li Zhen felt uncomfortable in the car, and his stomach was churning. At this moment, he couldn't bear it anymore, he pushed Zhou Ting away suddenly, squatted on the side of the road and vomited heartily.
After vomiting cleanly, he staggered to his feet, sobered up a lot, looked up at the sparsely lit building, and asked with a smile, "Is this your home?"
Zhou Ting nodded.
"Can I go up...and sit for a while?"
Zhou Ting blinked quickly and smiled wryly.
After entering the door, she first helped Li Zhen to sit on the rough sofa, and then hurried to wring his towels and make hot tea for him.
Li Zhen followed Zhou Ting, who was constantly shuttling between the kitchen and the bathroom. Whenever a new service from her arrived, he would raise his head and say "Thank you!" At that time, Li Zhen was like two people.
When Zhou Ting came out of the kitchen for the last time with a glass of water she poured for herself, she found that Li Zhen had fallen asleep lying on the sofa.
She sat down on the small pier next to the sofa, held the water glass in her hand, put it aside without taking a sip, and picked it up again after a while, and repeated this several times before she realized that she was falling into a depression anxious.
Shouldn't it be okay to let him sleep on the sofa tonight?But what if not?
Zhou Ting sighed, and replayed the plots of the two from their acquaintance to today like a movie in her mind. Maybe this is also fate.
She glanced at Li Zhen, who was lying crookedly on the sofa and sleeping soundly. He had never been so inattentive to his image in the company, and she suddenly smiled at herself, what kind of fate is this?
She went to the cabinet in the room and took out a soft quilt. She had just dried it in the sun two days ago, so she moved her nose to smell the smell of sunshine.
After covering Li Zhen with the quilt, Zhou Ting's uneasiness disappeared. She went to the bathroom to wash up in a hurry, trying to avoid making any big noises, then turned off the light in the living room, and slipped into the room quietly.
So be it.When the lights in the room were turned off, she curled her lips and accepted Li Zhen's acceptance frankly.
However, suddenly there was another person in the room where she was alone, which made Zhou Ting toss and turn in bed.
I don't know how long it has passed, but she just felt that the room was getting more and more stuffy, so she got up and opened the curtains, and the wooden frame of the old-fashioned window reflected a round of crescent moon climbing willow branches, no matter how she looked at it, she felt like a fairy tale world.
She looked back, her eyes seemed to be able to reach the sofa in the living room through the thin door panel, she wondered how Li Zhen was sleeping well now, she thought vaguely, and found that the feeling of a person suddenly breaking into her life was not too bad.
She felt thirsty, and she didn't drink a drop of the glass of water just now.As soon as the thought came up, he couldn't hold it back any longer, and quietly opened the door, intending to take in the water glass on the table.
In the dim light, Li Zhen's sleeping silhouette on the sofa could be caught. He was very quiet when he slept, and he didn't snore like her ex-boyfriend.
She approached him step by step, his body didn't even rise and fall.In the night, there was no sound of breathing.
For some reason, she felt a little panic. At this dark moment when any evil thoughts could arise, a ridiculous thought suddenly broke into her mind: Could he have stopped breathing?
She approached him like a scared and curious child, his nose was blocked by his left arm, she gently opened his hand, put her fingers under his nose, and paused for a while.
Of course he was still alive, and she was relieved that his hot breath tickled her fingertips.
The moment she pulled her finger back, he moved and woke up.
The moment Li Zhen opened his eyes, the clearest scene reflected in his eyes was Zhou Ting's face, because she hadn't had time to undo the posture of kneeling in front of him, her face was almost stuck on the sofa beside his arm on.
"Are you awake?" Her tone was joyful. Just now, she scared herself quite badly.
"Where am I?" Li Zhen got up with a puzzled expression on his face. Following his movements, there was a tearing pain in the back of his head immediately, and he couldn't help making a "hiss" sound from his mouth.
"At my house! You're drunk and won't go back." Zhou Ting stood up and quickly turned on the light in the living room.
The dazzling light made Li Zhen feel dizzy, so he quickly raised his hand to cover it, and Zhou Ting had to turn off the light again.As soon as her eyes lit up and she had an idea, she immediately ran to her room and turned on the headlights, so that the light would not be too dazzling, but also enough for them to see each other clearly.
Li Zhen regained consciousness slowly, he looked at his watch, it was one o'clock in the morning.
Will Xiaoying be in a hurry?Will she be looking for him everywhere?
He snorted coldly. His mobile phone was always in his trouser pocket. Unfortunately, since he left home until now, all the calls he received were from the company.
There was a glass of water on the small glass table in front of him, he picked it up casually, took a sip, and was spotted by Zhou Ting who came out of the room, she hurried over and snatched the glass from him, "It's too cold, drink it Your stomach will be uncomfortable, I'll pour some hot water for you!"
He looked at her busy figure back and forth as he did a few hours ago, with a slight smile on his lips, but it was not as guilty as before, but mixed with a trace of evil, because he suddenly remembered that today he insisted on Zhou Ting Here comes the reason.
When Zhou Ting handed him a cup of warm water and smiled warmly at him, he took it calmly, but didn't drink it, and put it back on the small table without withdrawing his hand. Instead, he leaned forward, grabbed Zhou Ting's arm, and pulled her into his arms.
There was no sign or hesitation in his movements, so that Zhou Ting sat on his lap and was still a little dazed when he was wrapped in his hands, and she couldn't recover immediately.
Li Zhen didn't waste even a second, he was already kissing her cheek, Zhou Ting realized what happened, "No—" She pushed him hard, and Li Zhen stopped .
He didn't let her go, and still wrapped his arms around Zhou Ting, but he didn't use much force, as if to give her a choice. If she wanted to leave, she just had to stand up with a little effort.
But she didn't.
The two sat in stalemate for a while, and she turned to him and asked, "Why do you want to do this?"
Li Zhen lowered his eyes and remained silent.
If he used force, Zhou Ting would definitely resist to the end, but his current appearance made her feel pity.
"You must be very upset, right?" She asked, "Just like when I lost love that time, right?"
Bitterness spread in Li Zhenxin's head. He really wanted to tell her that it was not on the same level at all. He was in much more pain than her, because he had paid too much and had gone too far.
But even if he said it, she might not understand it. She was too young, so young that she thought that a broken relationship would be enough to destroy a world.
His long silence made her unable to speak, so she did not speak.
(End of this chapter)
In the past two years, she has paid a lot for Shen Shi, and even for him Shen Juncheng. He knew it well, "No matter what you do, I will support you."
"Anything?" Yu Xin repeated his words in a murmur, and then blurted out, "Does that include you?"
Shen Juncheng's smile froze for a moment, but this time, he didn't choose to avoid it again. He didn't know what she meant.
"Yes—including me." He continued to smile, slowly affirming her.
There was obvious humor in the eyes he looked at her, because they talked like this, as if they were trading a commodity, and that commodity was him.
But in Yu Xin's view, there always seems to be a sad atmosphere floating in it.
Shen Juncheng tilted his head to one side again, looked at the monotonous darkness outside the window and let out a sigh of relief, "At my age, maybe I should really consider starting a family..."
Yuxin's heart was pounding, she couldn't believe her ears, and even wondered if the scene in front of her was just a dream of hers.
Shen Juncheng quickly laughed a few more times, as if waking up from a certain thought, "If my mother is alive, she will be very happy to hear me say that."
He looked at her, "Yu Xin, if I propose to you, will you be willing?"
Although his eyes were so tranquil that he couldn't see much emotion, Yuxin's eyes were still moist, and she choked up slightly, "You always knew the answer..."
Shen Juncheng stared at her in a daze, seeing tears rolling down her cheeks, she hooked them away with her fingers, but he just kept staring at her, almost lost in thought.
"I don't want to be separated from you." Yu Xin restrained her sobbing. At this point, no matter whether it's true or not, she has to confess her heart to him, because after tonight, maybe she won't be able to seize similar opportunities again .
"So wherever you go, I'm willing to go...I work so hard because I want to prove myself to you! Shen... Juncheng, I have always...loved you."
Shen Juncheng's eyes suddenly showed a hint of shivering, as if he had been scalded by a fire. He sat upright in the chair, thought for a while, as if he had made up his mind, and said slowly and cautiously: " Yuxin, I can marry you, but after you get married, you can no longer meddle in any company affairs, and I will find another person in the factory here."
Yu Xin's excited mood just now blew out, and she turned into a harbor that she didn't even expect, and everything was different from what she thought.
"Why?" She woke up from the love mentality of a child, she couldn't figure out why Shen Juncheng did this.
Shen Juncheng smiled indifferently, "As I said, tonight, you only need to answer whether I am willing or not. I am not responsible for answering why."
Yu Xin was completely stunned. His tone was too calm, and he was not even as enthusiastic about business as usual. She felt very uncomfortable.
Probably because he felt that his harsh tone just now might have hurt her, Shen Juncheng smiled and explained in a soft tone: "The biggest taboo of being a human being is greed, so," he paused, "you can only be in 'me' Same as choosing between 'Factory'."
Yuxin was silent.
Shen Juncheng got up and walked to the window, "Don't rush to answer me now, I'll give you two days to think about it carefully."
With such an absurd multiple-choice question, Xiao Yuxin really couldn't make up her mind for a while. She didn't understand why Shen Juncheng, who has always been prudent, would make a marriage contract to her so rashly, and the restrictions he put forward were so unreasonable—— Among the many subordinates, Shen Juncheng probably couldn't find a more loyal and capable assistant than her.
When she bid him farewell and left, Shen Juncheng gave her a forced smile again. The moment her eyes crossed, Yu Xin suddenly read the taste of abandonment in his smile.
Until she helped Li Zhen into the house, Zhou Ting's ideological struggle didn't stop for even a second, but intensified instead. She didn't know if she was doing it right?
When he came out of the restaurant, Li Zhen was so drunk that he couldn't drive at all, so Zhou Ting had to stop a taxi and stuff him in, trying to send him home like last time.
Although Li Zhen was drunk, he was far from insane. When he heard that he was going to be sent home, he immediately raised his voice and refused. No matter how Zhou Ting tried to persuade him, he gritted his teeth and refused to let go.
Seeing their smudges like this, the elder brother immediately became unhappy, and stopped the car by the side of the road to urge her to come up with an idea. In a panic, Zhou Ting had to report her address.
When they got to the downstairs of the rented house, the elder brother collected the money and hurriedly left them on the side of the road and walked away. Zhou Ting had a bitter face and helped Li Zhen to stand where he was, neither going up nor not going up.
Li Zhen felt uncomfortable in the car, and his stomach was churning. At this moment, he couldn't bear it anymore, he pushed Zhou Ting away suddenly, squatted on the side of the road and vomited heartily.
After vomiting cleanly, he staggered to his feet, sobered up a lot, looked up at the sparsely lit building, and asked with a smile, "Is this your home?"
Zhou Ting nodded.
"Can I go up...and sit for a while?"
Zhou Ting blinked quickly and smiled wryly.
After entering the door, she first helped Li Zhen to sit on the rough sofa, and then hurried to wring his towels and make hot tea for him.
Li Zhen followed Zhou Ting, who was constantly shuttling between the kitchen and the bathroom. Whenever a new service from her arrived, he would raise his head and say "Thank you!" At that time, Li Zhen was like two people.
When Zhou Ting came out of the kitchen for the last time with a glass of water she poured for herself, she found that Li Zhen had fallen asleep lying on the sofa.
She sat down on the small pier next to the sofa, held the water glass in her hand, put it aside without taking a sip, and picked it up again after a while, and repeated this several times before she realized that she was falling into a depression anxious.
Shouldn't it be okay to let him sleep on the sofa tonight?But what if not?
Zhou Ting sighed, and replayed the plots of the two from their acquaintance to today like a movie in her mind. Maybe this is also fate.
She glanced at Li Zhen, who was lying crookedly on the sofa and sleeping soundly. He had never been so inattentive to his image in the company, and she suddenly smiled at herself, what kind of fate is this?
She went to the cabinet in the room and took out a soft quilt. She had just dried it in the sun two days ago, so she moved her nose to smell the smell of sunshine.
After covering Li Zhen with the quilt, Zhou Ting's uneasiness disappeared. She went to the bathroom to wash up in a hurry, trying to avoid making any big noises, then turned off the light in the living room, and slipped into the room quietly.
So be it.When the lights in the room were turned off, she curled her lips and accepted Li Zhen's acceptance frankly.
However, suddenly there was another person in the room where she was alone, which made Zhou Ting toss and turn in bed.
I don't know how long it has passed, but she just felt that the room was getting more and more stuffy, so she got up and opened the curtains, and the wooden frame of the old-fashioned window reflected a round of crescent moon climbing willow branches, no matter how she looked at it, she felt like a fairy tale world.
She looked back, her eyes seemed to be able to reach the sofa in the living room through the thin door panel, she wondered how Li Zhen was sleeping well now, she thought vaguely, and found that the feeling of a person suddenly breaking into her life was not too bad.
She felt thirsty, and she didn't drink a drop of the glass of water just now.As soon as the thought came up, he couldn't hold it back any longer, and quietly opened the door, intending to take in the water glass on the table.
In the dim light, Li Zhen's sleeping silhouette on the sofa could be caught. He was very quiet when he slept, and he didn't snore like her ex-boyfriend.
She approached him step by step, his body didn't even rise and fall.In the night, there was no sound of breathing.
For some reason, she felt a little panic. At this dark moment when any evil thoughts could arise, a ridiculous thought suddenly broke into her mind: Could he have stopped breathing?
She approached him like a scared and curious child, his nose was blocked by his left arm, she gently opened his hand, put her fingers under his nose, and paused for a while.
Of course he was still alive, and she was relieved that his hot breath tickled her fingertips.
The moment she pulled her finger back, he moved and woke up.
The moment Li Zhen opened his eyes, the clearest scene reflected in his eyes was Zhou Ting's face, because she hadn't had time to undo the posture of kneeling in front of him, her face was almost stuck on the sofa beside his arm on.
"Are you awake?" Her tone was joyful. Just now, she scared herself quite badly.
"Where am I?" Li Zhen got up with a puzzled expression on his face. Following his movements, there was a tearing pain in the back of his head immediately, and he couldn't help making a "hiss" sound from his mouth.
"At my house! You're drunk and won't go back." Zhou Ting stood up and quickly turned on the light in the living room.
The dazzling light made Li Zhen feel dizzy, so he quickly raised his hand to cover it, and Zhou Ting had to turn off the light again.As soon as her eyes lit up and she had an idea, she immediately ran to her room and turned on the headlights, so that the light would not be too dazzling, but also enough for them to see each other clearly.
Li Zhen regained consciousness slowly, he looked at his watch, it was one o'clock in the morning.
Will Xiaoying be in a hurry?Will she be looking for him everywhere?
He snorted coldly. His mobile phone was always in his trouser pocket. Unfortunately, since he left home until now, all the calls he received were from the company.
There was a glass of water on the small glass table in front of him, he picked it up casually, took a sip, and was spotted by Zhou Ting who came out of the room, she hurried over and snatched the glass from him, "It's too cold, drink it Your stomach will be uncomfortable, I'll pour some hot water for you!"
He looked at her busy figure back and forth as he did a few hours ago, with a slight smile on his lips, but it was not as guilty as before, but mixed with a trace of evil, because he suddenly remembered that today he insisted on Zhou Ting Here comes the reason.
When Zhou Ting handed him a cup of warm water and smiled warmly at him, he took it calmly, but didn't drink it, and put it back on the small table without withdrawing his hand. Instead, he leaned forward, grabbed Zhou Ting's arm, and pulled her into his arms.
There was no sign or hesitation in his movements, so that Zhou Ting sat on his lap and was still a little dazed when he was wrapped in his hands, and she couldn't recover immediately.
Li Zhen didn't waste even a second, he was already kissing her cheek, Zhou Ting realized what happened, "No—" She pushed him hard, and Li Zhen stopped .
He didn't let her go, and still wrapped his arms around Zhou Ting, but he didn't use much force, as if to give her a choice. If she wanted to leave, she just had to stand up with a little effort.
But she didn't.
The two sat in stalemate for a while, and she turned to him and asked, "Why do you want to do this?"
Li Zhen lowered his eyes and remained silent.
If he used force, Zhou Ting would definitely resist to the end, but his current appearance made her feel pity.
"You must be very upset, right?" She asked, "Just like when I lost love that time, right?"
Bitterness spread in Li Zhenxin's head. He really wanted to tell her that it was not on the same level at all. He was in much more pain than her, because he had paid too much and had gone too far.
But even if he said it, she might not understand it. She was too young, so young that she thought that a broken relationship would be enough to destroy a world.
His long silence made her unable to speak, so she did not speak.
(End of this chapter)
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