Queen in modern times

Chapter 386 Different Ways (7)

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When Su Hen 1 turned around and left the backyard, Xiao Na's gaze, which had been only looking at Su Hen 2, shifted to her stubborn back. There was an extremely uncomfortable pain in her gray-black pupils, and she clenched her fingers slightly. , on the surface, but still calm and composed.

Su Hen 1 walked out quickly, walked straight through the hall, walked to the edge of the stream outside, and jumped into the water with a bang...

I plunged into the water, closed my eyes, and held my breath...

This physical pain of suffocation relieved her psychological suffocation and made her feel a little better.

This is also a habit of hers!
When she was in Dayong before, every time she was neglected by her mother, emperor and queen, or every time she saw her brothers and sisters fight each other and put each other to death, she had to bury herself in the water and struggle for a long time...

Completely hypoxic until the last minute, she couldn't take it anymore, so she stuck her head out of the water...

The air flows instantly, breathing becomes smoother, and there is a kind of joy and joy of being reborn after death...

She took a big breath of the fresh air and looked up at the sky.

The night sky tonight is very good, blue and blue, full of shining stars.

The song "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky" floated from the building opposite,
"The brightest star in the night sky, can you hear me clearly
the one who looks up

Loneliness and sigh
the brightest star in the night sky

can you remember
traveled with me

figure lost in the wind
I pray to have a transparent heart

and tearful eyes

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The figure who walked with me
where are you now

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I'd rather keep all the pain in my heart

I don't want to forget your eyes

Give me the courage to believe again..."

This is the second time Su Hen 1 heard this song, and the first time he heard Liu Hua singing in the KTV room. At that time, he thought of Xiao, and almost burst into tears.

Her life, from the moment she was born, was doomed to be dark, and she had to break through the obstacles of confusion.

In this confusion, fortunately, he has always been with me. Whenever I turn around, I can see him looking at me five steps away, like the brightest star in the night sky, shining all the time. Light up yourself and let yourself have the courage to move forward.

When he came to this world, he still exists like faith...

Now, after finally waiting for him to come to this world, I found that he no longer looked at me standing behind me, and didn't even look at me...

Like the collapse of faith, her spirit suddenly lost some kind of support!
Warm tears welled up in her eyes.

But because her head was upside down, the tears flowed back, bitter from her throat to her heart...

I remember glancing at a TV series once, in which a man said affectionately to a crying girl, "Your tears flowed directly into my heart..."

At that time, she felt that this line was extremely chilling.

Now I suddenly think of it, but I feel warm.

When she was in Dayong, she believed that if she shed tears, it would be directly in Xiao's heart.

Now, even if her tears can tear down the Great Wall, he doesn't care.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but gave a low wry smile, and plunged her head into the water again, letting the water wash her eyes and melt away the tears...

When she stretched her head out of the water again, she saw a person standing on the bank...

Her long hair fluttered in the night wind, her black clothes melted into a ball with the light of the night, her handsome face had a deep expression, and her gray pupils stared at her in the water.

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(End of this chapter)