God is here

Chapter 382 My future
His voice was hoarse and deep, and he looked at Mu Jiushi with hesitation, bewilderment, and fear.

He is a god, but now he looks like a frivolous child who has done something wrong.

Mu Jiu shed two lines of tears and turned her face away.

There was a huge wave in her heart, which made her dizzy.

Lu Ji's sadness still exists in her heart. She feels every inch of her pain, but these are not the point. No matter how painful those pains are, no matter how profound those disappointments are, they are all memories from the long past. After several years of being together day and night, every time she takes out a piece, she can overwrite those memories. She has no reason to affect the present for a piece of the past, and there is no way to talk about who is right and who is wrong.

She doesn't have such complicated thoughts.

She knew that what she loved was the current Lu Ya.

However, she still couldn't accept the fact that Lu Ya was from Tsing Yi—in other words, she still couldn't digest the information.

She always thought that she was a villain in Tsing Yi, and she saw the miserable Qingping and Fei Yi, and Ao Jiang, who quickly grew from a pampered dragon son to a deep-hearted boy because of family affairs, was separated from Liang Ji and suffered from lovesickness. Shiyin, Afu who was exiled in the Heavenly Court and hunted all over the street by the disciples of Tushita Palace, and Lin Jianru who doesn't know the ending now...

She has always deeply regarded him as an opponent, but now, she has personally found the answer, and the person who did this is the person she trusts the most—it is true that he did not have any malicious intentions, nor did he really cause any tragedy, and she also I have seen that he is indeed acting according to everyone's fate, but how can she quickly transform into the same love as Lu Ya for her rejection of the man in Tsing Yi?

They are one person after all.

It is not enough to accept it with one word of acceptance, but it is enough to erase everything with one word of acceptance.

She looked out of the sky, the moonlight had already gone down, and the sky became darker than before, giving people the illusion of escaping into a secluded realm.

Lu Ya looked at her from behind, his heart was hanging in the air, his heart was so broken that he wanted to cry.

This kind of her made him afraid, he had already lost her once, this time their love was simple and pure, their love was free and sweet, the love made the corners of their mouths rise every time they recalled it, unlike that life full of entanglements.He is used to her simplicity and little stubbornness, and she stubbornly insists on the justice in her heart, even if she often gets bruised and bruised in reality.

He doesn't want to lose her again.

"Ah Jiu."

His voice was so difficult that it was almost broken, "Will you forgive me?"

Mu Jiu didn't move, she raised her head slightly to look at the morning stars in the sky, so quiet that she didn't even breathe.

Lu Ya's eyes were flushed, how hard it was for him to endure this moment, his heart was like a knife, and every knife mark was full of despair.

There were also tears in Mu Jiu's eyes. She raised her lips, opened her mouth slightly, turned around, and said, "Let me see you in Tsing Yi again."

Lu Ya paused.Staring at her for a while, he transformed himself back into the appearance of the man in Tsing Yi.

Mu Jiu looked at him, her eyes fixed on his face.

Although his attire had changed, his face was still Lu Ya's.

Before she knew the truth, the man in Tsing Yi was another person in her eyes.But now, that layer of blindness is no longer useful to her.Even if the person in Tsing Yi still has to exist separately, it doesn't make any difference to her.

She turned around and walked out the door.

The wind blown by the spiritual power swimming at the door was attracting her, and she wanted to go out to get some air.

Lu Ya also changed back in an instant, grabbed her wrist, and although he didn't speak, all his attachments were written in his eyes.

Mu Jiu was silent for a while, looked up at him, and said, "The person Lu Ji loves is the person in Tsing Yi. The person in Tsing Yi also loves Lu Ji."

Lu Ya lifted his heart to his throat and said, "What do you mean?"

Mu Jiu's eyes stopped in his pupils: "It means that what I want is you, and the person you want is me. I don't want Lu Ji and people in Tsing Yi to control my future."

Lu Ya paused for a moment, tears rolled down quickly.

There was tenderness in Mu Jiu's eyes, she walked back, hugged his neck on tiptoe, and whispered in his ear: "Didn't you say that the people in Tsing Yi will retire after I become a fairy? Then let them love theirs." , We live our lives. I only recognize you in this life, I only recognize Lu Ya who can deceive people and doesn’t dislike me even if I’m stupid and still wants me.”

Lu Ya's tears fell like rain, his hands tightly wrapped around her, and he buried his head in her shoulder, as if he wanted to rub her into his heart.

The turmoil in Mu Jiu's heart gradually calmed down.

She was right, Lu Ji loves the person in Tsing Yi, and the person in Tsing Yi is also obsessed with Lu Ji. Although she has Lu Ji's memory and can feel her joys and sorrows, she will never become her.The same is true for Lu Ya, even though the man in Tsing Yi is a part of his original soul, another him, but the love for Lu Ji comes from the man in Tsing Yi ten thousand years later.

She has no way to regard the man in Tsing Yi as him, she can only use such a simple way to understand.

They will never repeat the mistakes of the people in Tsing Yi and Lu Ya, they are them, an astonishing combination that is together regardless of the disparity in status and age.

She might still feel that the existence of the man in Tsing Yi made her care, but she couldn't help but thank him.

Without him, she would not have such a warm life. As Lu Ji, Lu Ya is the only person in her world, but now she has a master who loves her, a large number of senior brothers, and Hong Cang's little goblin who accompanies her growing up. , there are many good colleagues in the heaven, and there are even small stars Shangguan Sun Ruijie and Afu.

Especially with returning to Luya.

She has too much, she is no longer that lonely spiritual girl who is afraid of loneliness, she has a very three-dimensional and perfect life, when there is no Luya, she has a family, and she can go back to her master and brother if she is wronged outside , she never had the chance to feel alone again, she was honored.

The life she was looking forward to, should be like this, right?

She has seen so many strange stories in the world in the vortex of the earth. She envies the people there. They have seven aunts and eight aunts, neighbors, classmates and friends. People are more important than everything to her.

"Let's go home," she said.

"it is good."

Lu Ya nodded, and took her hand out of the palace gate.

The word "going home" actually caused a warm current to slip through his heart. He has been a high god in the Supreme Heaven for a long time, but he fell in love with this little family, perhaps only because there is her in this family.

There are so many things I wanted to say but I didn’t say anything, but in fact, it’s too much to say. What I want to say is how guilty he is and how much he wants to cherish her now, but everything is in silence. It feels better to only see the heart in each other’s eyes .

Mu Jiu and Lu Ya bid farewell before the court, and when they returned to the room, her happy and peaceful face appeared in the mirror on the table.

She and Lu Ji have the same body and soul, but their eyes are different.

She prefers herself as she is now, even if she is not smart, not perfect, and not decisive.

(End of this chapter)