Flowers bloom on Moshang and wait for the clouds to come

Chapter 86 I'd Rather You Hate Me (6)

Jun Mo chased out of the underground parking lot, and saw Xia Yunxi running across the road, a car whizzed by, almost hitting Yun Xi, and Jun Mo broke out in a cold sweat in shock.

Are you dying?
Jun Mo kept chasing for a hundred meters before catching up with Xia Yunxi.

"where do you want to go?"

Xia Yunxi was panting, the strenuous exercise did not add any color to her face, but instead made her paler.

The eyes that were originally as agile as water were just looking blankly at the open river.

She didn't know where to go. Since she exiled herself to the other side of the ocean five years ago, she was like a boat on this river, drifting all the time. She studied hard, worked hard, and tried hard to take root and find herself. Just when she thought she could get rid of the past and live with the situation, reality pulled her back.

Once again in the quagmire.

It's hard to go back home, I want to love but dare not love.

Why did God treat her like this?What did she do wrong?
Maybe she was wrong in the first place.

The mistake was that in the warm sunny afternoon, I shouldn't have walked into that milk tea shop, and I shouldn't have fallen in love with a man at a glance.

"Jun Mo, I'm so tired." It was the first time she showed her weakness in front of him.

Really tired, struggling too hard.

She was like a moth stuck on a spider's web, all her struggles were futile, she would only be bound tighter and tighter until she was suffocated.

Three simple words... I'm so tired!It made Jun Mo's heart twitch violently, all the annoyance and worry turned into distress.

Yun Xi, who used to be so carefree and always had a warm smile on her face, is so dazed and helpless at this moment, and behind that daze is deep hurt.

Jun Mo gently hugged her into his arms, he really wanted to tell her: don't be sad, don't be afraid, everything depends on me.

Leaning in his arms, Xia Yunxi listened to his steady and powerful heartbeat, smelled the familiar aura on his body that fascinated her, wished that time would stop at this moment, don't want the past, don't want the future, just stay at this moment.

Jun Mo, forgive me, I'd rather you hate me, no matter how shameless a woman you think of me as, than face such a cruel reality.

I'm deep in hell and I can't drag you into it anymore.

"Junmo, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, but... But I really can't lie to myself, I love Jerry, I really, really love him..."

Xia Yunxi spoke in a low voice.

Jun Mo froze, what was she talking about?
She loves Jerry?Her partner in America?
It turned out that what she said was so tired, was it because she was so tired of being entangled by him?
Being dragged down by his family and having to face him, it was exhausting.

I love someone in my heart, but I am bound by someone I don't love, so I am so tired...

It was as if a sharp knife had been cut through my heart, and by the time I felt the pain, blood had already flowed out.

He knew it would be like this a long time ago, no matter how hard he tried, all he got in exchange was embarrassment and humiliation, but he just didn't give up, the lesson was not deep enough, and he had to experience it again.

Jun Mo slowly let go of his hand, he looked at the sparkling river, with a cold sarcasm on the corner of his mouth: "You think too much, do you think I'm helping you because I still have other thoughts about you? Xia Yunxi, you feel too good about yourself. I'll help you, but I just don't want to see the woman I once liked be forced to degenerate by debt, and if it spreads, I will lose face."

He was mocking himself.

Xia Yunxi lowered her head, her eyes were sour, and her heart was in severe pain.

is that so?His generosity, his thoughtfulness, he took her hand again, just because he was kind, and gave some warmth to her who was desperate?

(End of this chapter)