After the divorce, Mrs. she let herself go

Chapter 195 195. This Taste Is Bitter

"I waited for you willingly in the past. I didn't feel that you owed me. I have tasted the taste of waiting and know what it is like. After all, we are a husband and wife, and I don't need you to taste it."

Speaking of this, she looked at him, shook her head, and said:

"No matter how long you wait, I won't change my mind. Why bother?"

Why bother to suffer?
When Shi Boyan heard this sentence, his eyes were a little bit astringent.

It's not because she said she won't change her mind, but she said that this taste is bitter.

As for how bitter it is, it must be so bitter that even a willing person would give up, so it must be so bitter that it can corrode the internal organs, right?
He looked at Tong Hua, the more calm she was, and the more calm she said to him, the more he knew that Tong Hua was getting farther and farther away from him.

That night, the panic that overwhelmed him when she said she no longer wanted him surged up again at this moment.

"Don't say that, Tong Hua."

He lowered his eyebrows, covering the panic in his eyes.

"Do not say that……"

His voice suddenly became very hoarse, as if trying to restrain a certain emotion, he repeated this sentence in a low voice.

But Tong Hua at this time, to Shi Boyan, was like a heart-wrenching executioner, every word would dig a hole in Shi Boyan's heart, causing him to bleed profusely.

"Anyway, we've never been at war before, so why can't we get together and disperse?"

Shi Boyan didn't speak for a long while, and Tong Hua didn't wait for his response, and got out of bed to go to the study.

After walking a few steps, Shi Boyan's low laughter came from behind him, "It won't be easy to get together and separate."

Her footsteps stopped abruptly, "It's impossible to get together easily, Tong Hua, since we are tied together, we can only get together, not get apart."

The corners of Tong Hua's lips twitched, and she turned to look at him, "It won't be easy, so you want to tear your face?"

Shi Boyan didn't answer, and the slightly scarlet eye sockets became cold and sharp.

The tight jaw line seems to be trying to control some kind of emotion that is about to come out.

After Tong Hua said these words, she turned around and walked towards the study again.

"and many more."

The moment Tong Hua pushed open the study door, Shi Boyan finally spoke.

He raised his feet and walked towards her, his eyes filled with scarlet, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Go to bed."

Tong Hua was stunned for half a second, followed closely, and saw Shi Baoyan push open the door of the study room, and the door closed in the moment she was stunned.

Tong Hua stared blankly at the door of the study for a long while, then turned back to the bed and lay down without saying a word.

After making a fuss for a while, even though it was a little late, Tong Hua was not sleepy at all in bed.

As long as you close your eyes, it will be what Shi Boyan said to her just now.

You used to always wait for me, now I'll wait for you, okay?
Give me some time and let me be a good husband.

I'll hang out with you for as long as you want.

……

Such words were repeated in Tong Hua's mind again and again.

These were all things she had hoped for in her previous life.

In this life, he was willing to give, but she didn't want any more.

She had given him the time to be a good husband, let him travel with her, and she had also hoped for it, but in the end, what did she get?

My heart ached and swollen, and my eyes became more and more sour.

She raised her hand to cover her eyes, but she didn't hide the moisture welling up between her fingers.

(End of this chapter)