After the divorce, Mrs. she let herself go

Chapter 378 378. Has he hurt her so far?

He clearly captured the sadness welling up in her eyes.

Has he hurt her so far?

Shi Boyan wanted to ask her, but at this moment, seeing Tong Hua's pale face and the pain in his eyes, he couldn't ask.

Even, for a moment, I felt ashamed to face Tong Hua.

He opened his mouth dryly, but in the end, he just asked a question——

"Did you suffer so much in the past few years with me?"

The fresh and bright girl in his memory is always full of youth and dazzling smile in front of him, how can she be in pain?

Would such a nimble person hide the pain so well?

Shi Boyan always felt that Tonghua was hiding important things from him, but he couldn't find out.

If it was because of his mother, Tong Hua couldn't take it anymore and fought back directly. Tong Hua never suffered from his mother's hands.

Not to mention, it would make her miserable.

But he has seen grief and despair in her eyes several times, and after the despair, the way she looked at him was full of hatred.

Shi Boyan didn't think about it.

He even wondered if it was because he had an emotional disorder that he couldn't empathize with Tong Hua's heartache, and he even went to see a psychiatrist for this.

The doctor said that he had just developed a dull personality since he was a child. He may not be as enthusiastic and direct as others in emotional expression, but this is not the category of emotional disorders.

So, he didn't understand even more.

If it was someone else, he might think that person was moaning about nothing, but Tong Hua...

When Tong Hua heard that Shi Boyan used the word "painful" when she asked her this question, she froze for a moment.

Facing Shangshi Boyan's serious eyes, she subconsciously wanted to deny it.

However, the word of denial was stuck in his throat and he couldn't utter it.

Painful?
Those five years of chasing after him were actually not painful at all. It could even be said that they were her happiest years.

Everyone thinks that she speaks lightly when chasing after her, lacks the restraint of a girl, and is shameless, but she doesn't think so.

After all, the man she likes is right in front of her eyes, which deserves her happiness more than anything else.

Although Shi Boyan didn't give her a clear response, his attitude towards her has always been gentle, even conniving.

This gave her that unrealistic fantasy.

If there were no such fantasies, I would not have been so desperate in my previous life, nor would I have had the tragedy of my previous life.

Isn't all of this caused by the fact that the years of chasing him back were not only not painful, but also made her feel extremely happy?
So, pain?
She repeated Shi Boyan's question.

Of course it wasn't painful, but she couldn't say it. After all, her ending in her previous life was really too painful...

Shi Boyan saw that she was silent, but the grief in his eyes was the best answer.

He didn't have the face to ask any more.

Perhaps, in those five years, her happiness and freshness were all faked.

Facing a man who has never given her any emotional response, she has worked hard for five years, how can she not be in pain?

He can't empathize, not because he lacks emotion, nor because he is emotionally dull, but because——

He had never experienced the enthusiasm and persistence that Tong Hua had when chasing him, so he could not feel her heartache and disappointment.

Plus a family like his...

After Shi Boyan thought about it for a while, he understood.

(End of this chapter)