Paper rose

Chapter 83
Bai Yan ran up three steps at a time, plunged into Kang Jian's arms, hugged Kang Jian's waist tightly, buried his face in his chest and hummed: "I didn't hear it on the street."

Kang Jian took Bai Yan into the house, and sighed helplessly, "You don't even check what time it is outside, you want to go shopping and make a phone call, otherwise I will be in a hurry."

Bai Yan ignored him, but still hugged him and did not let go.Kang Jian took a lot of effort to close the door, entered the house, looked down at Bai Yan, raised her chin and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Bai Yan closed his eyes and hummed: "Kang Jian, in another four days, I will be alone again."

Kang Jian patted Bai Yan: "You also know there are only four days, so why don't you come back early to accompany me!" Now he has pushed all the entertainment, like a good man at home, rushing home on time after work.

"Kang Jian, how do you want me to accompany you?" Bai Yan opened his eyes and looked at Kang Jian. Once such a stern and serious man became gentle, he would be very charming. Suddenly, a crazy emotion rose from the bottom of his heart.

Kang Jian looked at Bai Yan for a few moments, didn't say a word, but in the next second he made a sudden effort, picked up Bai Yan and walked towards the bathroom.Bai Yan put her arms around Kang Jian's neck, pressed her cheek against his neck, and licked and kissed the back of his ear like a kitten.

"Kang Jian, we are living together illegally like this!" She watched as Kang Jian opened the shower curtain, turned on the bathroom heater, and hot water sprayed out from the shower. After a while, the bathroom filled the room with hot mist .

"Nonsense, we are obviously a like-minded couple who love each other sincerely. Take off your clothes and take a hot bath to relieve fatigue." Kang Jian moved her to the side, helped her undress, and then hung her up on the high wall carefully. place on a shelf to protect from water...

Bai Yan had a playful smile on his face, his dimples were shining, and while Kang Jian wasn't paying attention, he also reached out to undo one of his buttons, and then another...

Until his hand was grabbed by Kang Jian, he raised his head and looked at her, his pupils were as black as midnight.

"Wife..."

Before he could finish speaking, Bai Yan had already stood on tiptoe and kissed him, and kissed the rest of the sentence back by the way.

Does going to bed have to be in bed?The ancients have long said: food and sex, sex also.

The heart is moving, the love is strong, the beauty is in the arms, there is time and space, why suppress it?

A rush of hot blood flowed from the soles of the feet to the top of the head, and then condensed in a certain part of the body. Before the passion broke out, Leader Kang sighed contentedly. This kind of company is also very good.

At that moment, he thought of last year's Christmas Eve, which was also freezing cold. After four months of marriage and three months of divorce, they finally had a well-deserved bridal chamber. He wished he could rub her into his body forever. Not separated.

He couldn't help taking a rough breath, and in the next second, he exerted great strength and slammed into it hard.The capillaries in the cerebral cortex seemed to be about to explode, and all the strands were burning, burning hotly.

After the love, the two of them took a hot bath together, nestled lazily under the quilt, their bodies were close to each other, her legs clung to his.

"I fancy a house today, it's very beautiful." Bai Yan was too tired to open his eyes, but still did not forget to report to Leader Kang.

"deal?"

"I want to order it tomorrow. It's an existing house, and I can get the key after I settle it."

Kang Jian nodded, "It's the beginning of February, and the renovation will take at least three months, and a few more months, Bai Yan, let's get married on November, okay?"

"Is there still a wedding?"

"Of course, but this time we're going to Beijing to get married, and we'll have a meal with relatives. That's half of my hometown, and I'll take you to see where I lived and where I went to school."

Bai Yan sighed, "What if your parents still object? If we get married again, our future will still be as uncertain as before."

"Silly girl." Kang Jian rubbed her hair, and lightly bit her cheeks that were shining like peach blossoms under the light, "Just put your mind on me, and I'll do the rest."

"Uh, who else is in my heart?" Bai Yan blinked.

Kang Jian smiled and didn't speak any more.In fact, he wanted to ask, in her heart, is he more important, or Shang Ming is more important.But such a beautiful night, to say these things, too unpleasant.

Maybe there is no need to ask, Shang Mingming is just a former friend of Bai Yan, and he has a vague affection, which is not considered true love.

True love is not just emotional, but also physical fit.From this point of view, what he has is everything Bai Yan has.

The night gradually deepened.

Kang Jian was fast asleep, but Bai Yan was still awake.

Of course she guessed what Kang Jian didn't say!
The longing for tomorrow is never deliberate, just like a nearsighted person, when he opens his eyes in the morning, he instinctively goes to get his glasses and put them on first.She does the same for tomorrow.She never felt that the distance in space and the passage of time would cause any changes between her and tomorrow.When she is happy, sad, lonely, and lonely, she feels that tomorrow will stand aside and look at her, smiling and encouraging.

So she wants to be a Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death.

If she is happy, she will be happy tomorrow.

If tomorrow is happy, she will be happy.

Kang Jian and tomorrow, in her heart, who is more important than the other, Bai Yan feels that there is no comparison.Tomorrow is tomorrow, and Kang Jian is Kang Jian.

Kang Jian is her lover, the one who walks hand in hand.

And tomorrow is the pillar of her heart and the home of her soul.

Four days passed quickly, and leader Kang went to Yun County to take office.

Bai Yan has returned to her single life again. Fortunately, she got a new house. She is busy going to the building materials market every day, otherwise she really doesn't know how to pass the time!But Bai Yan has no decoration experience after all, some things he can't make up his mind about, so he wants to take Liu Jing over there to help with reference.

Liu Jing's father was a decoration contractor, and she knew it by ear and eyes.

During the meal, Bai Yan and Liu Jing said to accompany her to the building material market to look at the tiles after get off work, Liu Jing took a mouthful of rice and didn't answer for a long time.

"Don't tell me, you're busy with blind dates now?" Bai Yan said.

Liu Jing swallowed the meal hard, hesitated for a long time, and then confessed honestly, "I will go back to report to my future mother-in-law when I get off work, and she will call and tell me when it is later—simple, then, I will Will be bombarded by him until midnight."

"What? What?" Bai Yan blinked, "I don't understand what you are talking about."

Liu Jing smiled wryly, "You only have Leader Kang in your eyes, how could you pay attention to me. I... have moved to Jianjian's house for a week."

"Ah!" Bai Yan held his chin, afraid of falling.

"Quick, quick, tell the truth, don't miss any details."

Liu Jing glared at Bai Yan, "There are no details, only facts. I'm done with Li Zehao, and now I'm dating Jian Jian formally on the premise of marriage."

"Wow - the speed of light! The two of you are secretly hiding under my nose. Is the beloved Teacher Li crying?" Bai Yan asked very unkindly.

Liu Jing fiddled with the rice grains in the bowl, "I cried until I didn't cry, maybe it hurt his self-esteem!"

Thinking of going to talk about breaking up with Li Zehao that day, Liu Jing felt a little sad in her heart.

Li Zehao was very excited when he received her call.The place to meet was at a teahouse not far from No. [-] Middle School, and we simply sat at a table not far from them.

Sitting in front of her, Li Zehao smiled silly and told her how excellent and cute the children he tutored during the holidays were.

Holding a coffee cup in her hand, she listened quietly.

"Jingjing, why don't you speak?" Li Zehao spoke for a long time before realizing her silence.

She raised her head, "Zehao, I—I'm talking about friends."

Li Zehao opened his mouth in a half circle and looked straight at her.

That look made Liu Jing want to cry, she remembered the first time in 14 years, two people held hands in her room, kissed in the park for the first time, made love for the first time in his dormitory... Scene after scene, It's like playing a movie in your head.

She never thought that she would fall in love with another man.

But feelings change.

What she cared about now was the man who was a few tables away, and he was the one she wanted to cherish.

She turned her head, Jian Jian was also looking at her, and smiled softly at her.

"I don't think it is possible for us to be friends in the future, and I don't want my boyfriend to worry about me. Don't contact me anymore." She said in one breath, what was pressed in her heart.

"Jingjing, you are angry!" Li Zehao grabbed her arm in panic, "I know I was wrong, and I am also correcting it. Because you have many friends in Binjiang, I even quit my job offer in Shenzhen. I am going to Decorate the house and prepare to marry you. Don't you believe me? I'm serious."

Liu Jing shook her head and pulled back her arm, "It's not your attitude, it's because I don't love you anymore. I fell in love with someone else."

"Impossible." Li Zehao didn't want to believe it, "During the Chinese New Year, when we were at home, we were fine."

"You should understand better than me that it only takes a moment to change your mind. A relationship of 30 years is no match for 30 seconds of passion." Liu Jing smiled sarcastically.

Li Zehao's face turned as white as a sheet of paper, "What you're still brooding over is the stupid thing I did. Jingjing, but three months of passion is no match for 14 years of affection, and I'm back again."

"I'm not here anymore." Liu Jing stood up.

Jian Jian walked over, hugged her waist, and nodded slightly to Li Zehao, "We should go home." He said softly.

Li Zehao was dumbfounded, as stiff as a fossil.

"En!" Liu Jing responded, put her hand into his palm, and didn't say goodbye to Li Zehao, she believed that there would be no goodbye between them.

Standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus, out of the corner of his eye he caught sight of Li Zehao still maintaining his previous posture and expression.

Skip it after reading it, she has no time to care about him.

Those nights of crying and crying until dawn have drowned their once loving love a little bit.

"The car is here, my dear." Said simply.

She looked up at him, smiling like a flower.

The car drove away from the platform slowly, and in the rearview mirror, Li Zehao was seen rushing out of the cafe like crazy, chasing the car desperately.

Liu Jing's heart twitched a little, but it soon calmed down.

"However, I think he will regain his confidence soon." Liu Jing bit her lower lip and smiled comfortingly, "There are many female teachers in his school that he likes."

"Hey, don't be so sour. After you decide to be with Jian Jian, you should put your heart and soul into it. He is a passerby now and has nothing to do with you." Bai Yan winked coercively.

Liu Jing smiled and gave Bai Yan a push, and complained sweetly: "I don't even think about it now, but he has cast a net all over the world."

"It's cheaper to be a good boy, knowing that you are loved." Bai Yan really envied Liu Jing, not only her parents doted on her, but now her parents-in-law are also so doting on her.

On the other hand, I can't help but sigh.

"Uh, Doctor Leng is back!" Liu Jing's eyes widened suddenly, pointing outside and said, "Who is that following him, male or female."

Bai Yan followed and turned her head. The noon sun was a bit strong, reflecting on the snow, so dazzling that she couldn't see clearly outside.

When the person got closer, she saw that Leng Feng had really returned.

It is really the famous Siberian cold current. When you meet, you will be greeted by a gust of cold air.

"Bai Yan." Leng Feng called her softly, very lightly, as if afraid of startling her.

"En! You're back." Bai Yan shivered with a smile.

Leng Feng moved his body aside, "The star is here to see you."

Bai Yan smiled slightly at Shang Mingxing, whose hair had just grown an inch or two, "Then... let's sit down and eat together!"

Shang Mingxing is much thinner than when Bai Yan saw him last time. He has a boy-like crew cut, with thorns standing upright, no lip gloss, no eye shadow, a black coat, pursed lips, and heavy eyes. It was bloodshot inside.

"I've eaten." She said, her voice hoarse like a bamboo whimpering in the wind.

"Then let's go have some tea." Bai Yan saw that she was clutching a bag tightly in her hand, as if she had something to say to her.It seems inconvenient to be in the dining room, and the operating room does not have its own independent office.

"Go to my apartment!" Leng Feng said, turning his head to look at Liu Jing, "Go to the operating room and say hello to the head nurse, and tell Bai Yan to lend me a half day."

Liu Jing looked at Leng Feng in surprise, then at Bai Yan, and nodded slightly, "Okay."

When she left, she pushed Bai Yan down, "Call me if you have something to do. I work late today, and I'm here all the time."

Bai Yan's eyes straightened, he didn't know where to look, "Mm!"

Several people walked outside the restaurant one after the other. When they passed the threshold, Bai Yan probably didn't pay attention to stepping his legs. He tripped over the threshold and half-knelt on the ground with a "boom", so fast that Leng Feng didn't even have time to hold him up.

The palms of both hands were broken immediately, and blood was seeping out.

Leng Feng frowned in frustration, held her hand and walked to the emergency room.

Bai Yan broke away from him, "It's okay, I'll deal with it myself later. Don't make Xingxing wait."

"Don't delay this moment." Leng Feng frowned.

"No." Bai Yan's attitude was very firm, and he didn't give in at all.

Leng Feng lowered his face and looked at her helplessly.

Shang Mingxing didn't seem to see all this, and looked at the ground expressionlessly, as if there was something strange there.

Leng Feng's apartment is in the expert building behind the hospital. There is one bedroom and one living room.

He brushed briefly, and the three of them sat on three sides of the table. Shang Mingxing slowly raised his head, put the bag covering his heart on the table, and took out four or five diaries and a photo album from it.The diary and photo album are very old, and the sides are all rolled up, so they should be frequently flipped through.

"Here you are!" She pushed the diary and photo album to Bai Yan.

Leng Feng held his breath and looked at Bai Yan nervously.

Bai Yan put his hand under the table, trembling uncontrollably.All the strength in her body suddenly seemed to be pulled away, and she couldn't lift her arms.

"What is this?" She asked Shang Xingxing.

Shang Mingxing lowered his head again, Bai Yan saw big drops of tears falling on the table, and soon formed a puddle, "Look for yourself."

"I don't want to read a bunch of old notebooks and broken photo albums." Bai Yan shrank back and shook her head.

"Broken notebook? Old photo album?" Shang Mingxing jumped up suddenly, opened the diary with a bang, and unfolded the photo album, "Look, who is in this photo album, and who is written in this notebook?"

"I don't look, I don't look..." Bai Yan closed her eyes, she didn't see her smiling sweetly under the maple tree in the photo album, she didn't see the words "Bai Yan" written one by one in the notebook. ".

"It's too late, I should go to work." She pushed away the chair and fled to the door.

"Bai Yan, you little vixen, you won't be able to fascinate my brother anymore. My brother will never talk to you again." Shang Mingxing uncontrollably pointed at her and shouted, tears streaming down his face.

She stood stiffly in front of the door, holding on to the door frame, her body trembling violently.

"Xingxing, stop talking." Leng Feng stopped Shang Mingxing, walked to Bai Yan's side, and put his hand on her shoulder.

She looked at her in horror.

"Bai Yan, come and sit down." Leng Feng said softly, pulling her back to the table.

She sat down obediently.

"Bai Yan, listen to me slowly. You must be calm and strong. Can you do it?"

She was motionless, every inch of her face was shaking.

"20 days ago, an accident happened during a military exercise in Mongolia tomorrow..." Leng Feng suddenly couldn't continue. Looking at Bai Yan's clear eyes, he felt cruel, but he couldn't help it. explain.He wanted Bai Yan to know how happy she was and how deeply she was loved by a man. From the beginning of love to the day when her life ended, she never stopped.

He didn't dare to blaspheme this love, he didn't dare to be jealous, he could only be moved.

"So you went to the original army to help him heal? Where is the injury tomorrow, does it matter?" Bai Yan's eyes lit up suddenly, and he spoke very fast.

Tears slowly filled Leng Feng's eyes.When he was in Beijing, he heard about the crash of the exercise plane. At that time, the news had not been announced to the outside world. When he heard it, his heart skipped a beat. The insiders did not know the names of the two pilots, so he had an ominous premonition. , Immediately flew to Chengdu.

All the troops participating in the exercise have returned, and he did not find tomorrow.

Tomorrow, his comrade-in-arms Feng Minghai and the plane were turned into ashes, and they couldn't tell who was who, and they were buried together in the desert.The team members only brought back a few military uniforms for tomorrow, as well as notebooks and photo albums that they will carry with them wherever they go tomorrow.

"He's fine now, but he's a little far away from us." Leng Feng flicked away tears.

(End of this chapter)