Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 204 The so-called happiness

Zhuo Lan came to my side, gently took my arm and said to Lu Song: "You go out first, Qiu Han and I will have a private chat alone."

Lu Song's eyes moved from Zhuo Lan's face to her hand, seeing Zhuo Lan holding my arm, he couldn't believe it was true, and asked stupidly: "Lan Lan...you What means?"

Zhuo Lan said bluntly: "This is between me and Qiu Han, please avoid it."

Lu Song was silent for a few seconds, and finally walked out of Zhuo Lan's office with his head down. I guess he must have had a strong psychological struggle during those few seconds, thinking whether he should ask what he really is in Zhuo Lan's eyes.But once some things are said thoroughly, there is really no room for redemption, so the clever Lu Song chose to remain silent.

Looking at Lu Song's back, I actually felt a sense of victory.

Zhuo Lan stood beside me and asked, "Why are you back again?"

I took out two pieces of tissue paper, gently wiped the tears on Zhuo Lan's face, and asked softly, "You care about me, right? You don't want me to leave you, right?"

"I don't know." Zhuo Lan lowered her head, "I only know that you left me... I feel very sad, and the tears flowed disobediently, and I couldn't bear it."

I held Zhuo Lan in my arms on my own initiative, hugged her tightly, and whispered in her ear: "I'm sorry, we shouldn't cause each other troubles on such a day, tomorrow is the opening day of Yinglan, yes It's Yinglan's birthday, let's greet tomorrow with a good mood, shall we?"

Zhuo Lan responded to me with a nod in my arms, and said in a pleading tone: "Qiu Han, can you be nice to me? Don't always scare me, okay?"

I was a little confused, and asked, "I...are... bad for you?"

"What's wrong?" Zhuo Lan said aggrievedly: "You always show me the face, you are always unhappy, I still have to guess why you are unhappy! I want to care about you, but you are so indifferent, showing She looks unwilling to explain to me. I know there is no shortage of listeners around you, especially Miss Mi, she is so mature and kind, and she will explain your inner confusion very well. Do you know? Several times Sister Mi told me that you were unhappy drinking in the bar alone. I felt very sad when I heard it, but Sister Mi said that it was because of me that you went to drink boringly. At that moment, I felt very happy again. At least you care about me. Maybe we I don't even know how to express my inner feelings, but...Qiuhan, do you know? I care about you very much!" Speaking of this, Zhuo Lanwan burst into tears wantonly, as if she had suffered a great grievance.

I hugged her tightly, stroked her back to comfort her and said, "Cry! It's better to cry out. You're right. We don't know how to express our inner feelings, so we let each other It's so painful, I've been looking for a way to get along with you harmoniously, but I can't find it because you are too good..."

Zhuo Lan interrupted me in my arms and said, "I'm too sensitive. I care about everything. Sometimes your actions and expressions can touch my heart. Sister Mi said we are not suitable, she said you I am a rebellious and unruly prodigal son. I will be very painful when I am with you, because you have never lacked friends of the opposite sex, and I am a sensitive girl who is a little neurotic. What kind of life is it, will I be like a jealous jar, struggling every day that you and Su Yubing rent a flat together... Your care for Ran Jing is beyond ordinary friendship... I'm afraid! I'm afraid I won't be able to let go In fact, I really mind these things, and at the same time, I know in my heart that I should not restrict your freedom and your choices. Equal love should be mutual tolerance and mutual trust. I am always so sensitive about love. , I think that if you choose one person, you will grow old forever, and I hate my mother for leaving, so... When I want to be with you, you must only spoil me."

Zhuo Lan's concern is understandable, she is a high-ranking princess, she should enjoy exclusive love, enjoy the love of being pampered, instead of being jealous of the relationship between her boyfriend and other girls all day long, as a A qualified boyfriend should not let his girlfriend worry about these things every day.

I gently stroked Zhuo Lan's long hair, and whispered in her ear: "We all give each other some time, as you said, we understand each other and trust each other. At this time, I can also assure you that Su Yu Bing and Ran Jing keep a certain distance. But we live in this society, and contact with the opposite sex is unavoidable. If we can't let go of this normal contact with each other, then our lives will be very painful in the future. Let's think about it rationally This thing, okay?"

Zhuo Lan nodded in her arms, and said: "Tomorrow is Ying Lan's birthday, we all have to be happy today, let's go to the park to set up a tent, take 'hehe' to run on the grass, and spend an afternoon enjoying nature. "

"But where is the tent?"

"I have..." Zhuo Lan took my hand and said: "At home, I bought it back and never used it once. I bought it with Luo Bin and Luo Xin at the time. I planned to go camping, but everyone bought it back. Didn’t go, the equipment has been left there.”

That afternoon, Zhuo Lan and I pitched a tent on the lawn of Haigeng Park, set up a hammock, and a big inflatable cushion, "hehe" ran on the grass, and had fun chasing the ball we threw , Zhuo Lan sat beside me, looked at Xishan on the other side of Dianchi Lake, and murmured: Regarding happiness, do you enjoy the happiness of having each other like you do now?

At this time, I fell into a new confusion. Should I give up the Ice Advertisement that has improved for the sake of Zhuo Lan?Can I calmly accept Zhuo Lan to arrange the rest of my life?
The answer is no, I don't mind Zhuo Lan's excellence, but I can't mind my mediocrity, I'm only 23 this year!
Inside the pitched tent, Zhuo Lan hugged my neck with both hands and asked softly, "Qiu Han, are you ready?"

After hearing what Zhuo Lan said, I rolled over and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "Lan Lan, I..."

Before the words were finished, Zhuo Lan took the initiative to kiss me and said to me: "Don't say it, I understand."

"Lanlan..." I finally mustered up the courage to ask, "You went to Moon Bay last Sunday, what unpleasant things happened?"

Zhuo Lan was a little disappointed, looked at me and said, "Let me tell you, Qiuhan, don't be angry, okay?"

I vaguely guessed it, and asked, "Is it because Lu Song kissed you suddenly?"

Zhuo Lan's expression became very surprised, and asked, "How do you know?"

"I saw Lu Songfa's circle of friends. She kissed you and took a selfie while bungee jumping."

"You know all about it." Zhuo Lan was a little disappointed, and said, "It's all because Luo Xin encouraged us to bungee jump together that day. She and Luo Bin jumped together, and Lu Song and I... that day was because he suddenly kissed us. My face, I was very unhappy, and I went back to Kunming early. After the meeting, Lu Song also talked to me about this matter, he always thought I was his girlfriend, but I felt weird in my heart!"

"Strange?" I asked, "Why do you feel weird?"

"I don't know." Zhuo Lan looked into my eyes and said frankly: "I don't know why I feel weird, anyway, I just don't like him approaching me too much, we haven't explicitly said that we broke up with each other, but which pair of lovers Can you keep no contact for several months, not even a WeChat? Sister Mi said that this is not love at all."

"Then what kind of love do you expect?"

"I don't know either." Zhuo Lan blinked her big eyes, looked at me innocently and asked, "Will you laugh at me for not being in love?"

"Actually!" I must have had a bad expression at the time, "We all kissed, so we should be in love."

"Don't." Zhuo Lan suddenly became a little excited, moved her body a little backward instinctively, and said in great horror: "I allow you to kiss me because I am willing to accept you, and I allow you to hug me because I am I can feel the warmth in your arms, but I'm not your girlfriend now! No! No! Don't lie to me."

I was a little puzzled, and asked, "Isn't that counted? Then how should it be counted?"

Zhuo Lan thought for a while, and said: "When I figure out some things, I won't lie to you, Qiu Han! I think that once a relationship is established, I will pay special attention to the relationship between you and the opposite sex around you. Now I don't want to Establishing a relationship with you is to find an excuse for myself not to interfere in your private life! Qiuhan, don't force me, please? Let us all be calm and calm to each other. "

"Okay." I hugged Zhuo Lan, kissed her forehead again, and said, "Tomorrow is Ying Lan's birthday, and we will welcome it happily. I have some things to arrange for Xiao Hou and the others tonight. I have invited all the staff of the Investment Promotion Department to have dinner together, do you want to go with me?"

"No more." Zhuo Lan was very considerate of me, and said, "With me here, I think everyone will be a little restrained."

"Okay, then I'll send you and 'hehe' back in a while, not only the investment promotion department, but also several moderators of the same city forum, sister Mei from the performing arts company, and some network anchors from the live broadcast platform. , to do the last round of resource integration, tomorrow there will be more than a dozen live broadcast platforms simultaneously live broadcasting our Ying Lan's "Singing for All", and the same city forum will be broadcast live all day, creating a miracle."

Zhuo Lan smiled and said, "Okay, I am waiting for the miracle and surprise you will send me."

The arrangement that night was to have dinner at Century Jinyuan, and nothing happened during the meal. After eating, I sent Mei Mei and the beautiful anchors to the car in the parking lot. After all the VIPs left, I was planning to drive back to Repulse Bay Well, Ji Qiu appeared, appearing quietly!She walked up to me with an incomprehensible smile on her face, looked at me and said, "President Qiu, we meet again, let's talk."

I looked at Ji Qiu vigilantly, she hasn't changed much from before, it's hard to dig out her inner thoughts from her face, so I pretended to be calm and said, "We don't seem to know each other very well."

Ji Qiu handed me a folder, "Take a look, I think you will feel familiar with me after reading it."

(End of this chapter)