Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 257 My Life
Zhuo Lan seemed to have not seen the message I sent her, and sent me another message: I am willing to believe everything you say, and I am willing to believe that you love me. At least this is also a kind of comfort to me.But I can't accept your attitude towards life. Even if you think about me a little bit, you won't let an "ordinary friend" hold your arm in and out of the mall. harm.

The word "ordinary friend" was put in quotation marks by Zhuo Lan. After all, everyone who knows us knows about Ran Jing and I.

After reading the above message, Zhuo Lan sent the next message again: It is easy to say that breaking up is irresponsible to the relationship, but the responsible relationship is by no means hurting each other endlessly, the pain is always the deepest. That person, I don’t have any experience in love, and I don’t know what to do to make myself feel better. Don’t explain anything to me. You always have your own reasons. It seems to be my fault every time. If I I don’t forgive you, it’s like I’m fussing over every detail. This kind of love really makes me feel very tired, so I want to make my life easier. The day after tomorrow, I will accompany my father to Shanghai for a review. If you have anything to do, please contact me. Don’t come back. .

The last two words are "Don't return", which made my heart ache.Silently shutting down the phone, sitting in the car and not wanting to go anywhere, smoked three cigarettes.I saw Su Yubing driving her MINI parked next to me, she looked at my car after getting out of the car, found me in the car, came over and knocked on the window, I was very reluctant open the door.

Su Yubing was very curious and asked, "Why are you sitting in the car alone? What are you thinking in a daze?"

"Unhappy." I said to Su Yubing, "I'm having trouble with Zhuo Lan."

Su Yubing glared at me and said, "Just your bad temper! Like a hedgehog, everyone around you has been offended by you, right? That means I have a big heart and never hold grudges for more than three days, so I forgive you."

"You forgive me?" I felt baffled, "When did I offend you?"

"You forget so quickly." Su Yubing reminded me: "About whether to cooperate with Chenxi Advertising, I convened the board meeting. In the end, everyone voted for me, because I know you are not happy about this matter. Come back I talked to you about this and apologized to you, but you threw me a face in the living room, did you forget? Miss Ben coaxed you to come here, but you still smacked your face and ignored me. "

"Forget it!" I said weakly: "We are almost the same, we both had a bad temper at the time, and after thinking about it, it's just like that. There's nothing to be angry about."

"That's right." Su Yubing walked beside me and said, "Miss Ben is happy today, and I'm in the mood to listen to you nagging about you and Zhuo Lan. I'll make you a tree hole."

"But I'm not interested in talking."

"Cut!" Su Yubing put her hands on her chest, and said arrogantly: "Don't talk about falling down, you are not allowed to grab the bathroom with me when you go upstairs, I have to take a shower first."

I ignored Su Yubing's words, and started chatting with her directly about work, and said, "I went to the 'Shen Lan Group' to solicit sponsorship in the afternoon, and was blatantly despised by them. There is also a cosmetics store called 'Love Show' that I want to participate in." Our 'Kunming Baby' activity."

"Okay." Su Yubing said happily: "Cosmetics and our 'Kunming Baby' event can be combined, and the combination is not too abrupt. How does this 'Love Show' plan to participate in our event?"

"She has no money." I was also a little depressed, and said, "Zhou Zhou told me that she only has 5 yuan, and it's really unreasonable to use this little money for soft advertising."

"Forget it." Su Yubing comforted me and said, "Just pretend you haven't heard the news. I just want to sponsor 5 yuan, and I don't even want to give her a naming right."

I euphemistically hinted at Su Yubing and said, "Zhou Zhou is Ran Jing's friend, and this client was also recommended by Ran Jing."

"Stop." Su Yubing stopped me and said, "We can't charge 5 yuan to advertise for someone who introduces us. We would rather have the advertisement space empty. Once the advertisement is advertised at such a low price, we will not be good in the later stage. Control the price, we are starting a company to do business, and there are so many shareholders behind it! I can’t explain it.”

I said to Su Yubing in a negotiating tone: "What if the other party pays an IOU? Can you accept it? The activity on November 11 is about to start. I haven't got any sponsors yet. My idea is that on the 11th The campaign printed the words 'love show' on the number plates on the models, and played a soft advertisement, how much advertising fee do you think should be charged for such a small advertisement?"

"At least 20 yuan!" Su Yubing said with an attitude that no one could refuse, "Only for the event on the 11th, we have already invested nearly 70 yuan in promotional expenses, of course! I mean If Chenxi advertisements are unavoidable, we will have to spend an extra 50 yuan. We only spent 20 yuan when we were teenagers. The 20 yuan was mainly used in the same city forums and TV stations. It’s free. I’ve done preliminary calculations, and we’re still making a profit for one event. Zhongsheng Group paid out 50 yuan. Mr. Jia was still joking when he arranged for someone to pay the money. If he didn’t sell 50 cars that day, he would There is no way to explain to the group. The reason why Mr. Jia was able to take out [-] yuan of sponsorship from the group is because we have done a good job in advertising. Because we do a lot of advertising, Mr. Jia has the confidence. Facts have proved that, The amount of advertising is the confidence we need to attract sponsorship, since we have invested so much in advertising for the event and have the capital to increase sponsorship, don’t give up this opportunity to make money.”

I silently listened to what Su Yubing said, and walked into the elevator with her. I didn't say much until I got back upstairs, and I didn't know what to say. The company is not mine alone, it is everyone's!I have no right to ask other people to make any changes for my own selfishness.

When it was nearly twelve o'clock, Ran Jing sent me a WeChat message: Are you asleep?Is Zhuo Lan still angry?sorry!I got you into such a big trouble.

It can be felt literally that Ran Jing's tone is full of "cautiousness". In fact, Ran Jing did nothing wrong. She just introduced me to a potential client for cooperation. Unexpectedly, if there were not those few brats, there would be no misunderstanding today, and I can only lament the good fortune.

I couldn't make Ran Jing feel guilty, so I comforted her and sent back a message: Zhuo Lan is not as stingy as she imagined, today she is just angry, you don't have to blame yourself.

Ran Jing: Really?That's great!I'm also worried that you will be unhappy because of me. It's good to see you talking about things. Have you talked to Mr. Su about Zhou Zhou again?What did Mr. Su say?
I replied: The specific cooperation plan has not yet come out. It is unrealistic for more than 100 people in the audition to ask Zhou Zhou to arrange makeup. people to participate.

Ran Jing: Well, let me talk to Zhou Zhou, have you talked to Mr. Su about the cost?

I replied: Regarding the fee... it should be very high. The specifics have not yet been released. Let Zhou Zhou be mentally prepared. According to the company's standards, the fee will be higher in the later stage. The specific charging standard and the later stage concerned about.

Ran Jing: The later the stage, the more attention will be paid, and the advertising cost will become more and more expensive. Zhou Zhou will definitely not be able to spend that much money, so why not put a small advertisement for her during the event on the 11th? , even if it is a small advertisement?
I replied: I will try my best to give you a satisfactory answer.

Ran Jing: It’s okay, if it’s really embarrassing, forget it, I know that the company is not yours alone, and you have to weigh everyone’s ideas when doing things, I can understand, go to bed early.

In the end, Ran Jing also sent me a smiling expression, as if to comfort me, but I didn't know that after seeing this expression, the pressure in my heart was even greater.

Sitting on the balcony smoking a cigarette alone, looking at the night outside the window, many times I can’t figure out why I’m working so hard, and what have I got now?Half a year ago, I was also sitting on the balcony of the community, looking at the night view outside the window. At that time, I only had a few dozen dollars in my pocket, and I was still waiting for the website to pay me the publishing fee, but the website ran away...

Now I don't have to worry about what to eat tomorrow, and I have a job of my own. I have a Porsche Panamera, which seems to be very beautiful, but my friends around me ask me to help with something, but I am timid. I dare not promise others, is this what I call success?Is this the life I want?Why do the more you get, the more you restrain yourself?

I took out the last cigarette in the pack, and threw the pack on the wall of the balcony. The cigarette pack that I used as a bargaining chip was thrown on the wall and then on the ground, making two loud noises. Muffled.

I was on the fence of the balcony, and after smoking the last cigarette, I still didn’t feel sleepy at all. When people can’t fall asleep in the dead of night, only cigarettes are the best companions. I turned around and decided to go downstairs to buy cigarettes.

But I was surprised to see Su Yubing standing against the door frame of my bedroom, and then I saw the faint light on the balcony, and I saw a trace of sadness on Su Yubing's face, I walked past her and asked softly: "Is it me?" woke you up?"

Su Yubing nodded and said, "I just woke up when I heard you throw something away. Seeing you lying motionless on the balcony alone, is there something on your mind?"

"It's okay." I said to Su Yubing: "Go to sleep, it's almost two o'clock, I'll go downstairs to buy cigarettes."

"Let me accompany you." Su Yubing said in home clothes: "I can't sleep either, so I will walk with you. I know you have something on your mind, so let's chat casually? I'm used to your playful smile, every time I see you When you woke up late at night to smoke alone, I felt in my heart... I don’t know how to describe it, but it’s uncomfortable anyway, what happened?”

I looked at Su Yubing and said, "Because of you, the girlfriend Zhuo Lan promised to be, my happiness hasn't lasted for 24 hours, and I'm fucking broken in love again, it's that simple."

"Because of me?" Su Yubing's eyes widened, "Are you sure you're not joking?"

(End of this chapter)