Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 270 Old things
When Zhuo Lan's father said these things, I had already vaguely heard some hints, and Xu Li's avoidance made me guess that Zhuo Lan's father had a "romantic history". almost.

Zhuo Lan's father leaned on the bed with a face full of shame, and said: "Your Aunt Xu Li was widowed when she was young, and it was not easy to take Feiyu by herself. Back then we all lived in the same compound. When you were young When I was young, our family’s condition was very poor, even worse than the neighbors around me. The two brothers Guofu and Guoqiang also took good care of me, calling each other ‘Brother Zhuo’. When you were three years old. Your grandfather was critically ill. But I had no money to see a doctor for him. When he passed away, several neighbors chipped in the money for the funeral. Your Aunt Xu Li gave Dad all the more than 200 yuan she earned from washing clothes. During that time, she often brought Brother Feiyu eats pickles and porridge. Dad is very grateful to these neighbors. At that time, Dad thought that if he made money in the future, he must pull them. After finishing your grandfather’s funeral, I will ask for money alone , Sneaking out of the country to dig mines in Myanmar, stealing raw jade ore, if caught in those days, they would be shot."

"I was lucky. I made my first sum of money in less than half a year. After returning to China, I still wanted to go, but your mother refused to let me go. She was worried that something would happen to me outside. After all, foreign countries are so chaotic. There are so many small warlords in Myanmar, and it is possible to die at any time. You were four years old at that time, and I still remember you hugging me and saying, 'Daddy don't go... Lanlan wants Daddy...' It was precisely because you hugged me Because of me, I gave up the idea of ​​continuing to go to Myanmar to steal ore, and used the money I earned to open a shop selling tourist products in China, mainly selling jadeite and jade. I just became interested in tourism in those years, and jadeite in Yunnan is a special product. One, the word of mouth is excellent, and it is a huge profit. Within two years, Dad made his first pot of gold. Later, the tourism industry became better and better, and our travel company started. At that time, I divided the shares of the travel company into Five shares, one for Aunt Xu Li, Guofu, Guoqiang and your uncle, they each have 10%,"

"In those years, Dad did lead them to make a lot of money. They are also very grateful to Dad, especially your Aunt Xu Li. It is not easy for her to take you Brother Feiyu by a woman. When she lived in a compound, she The family is the poorest and the conditions are the worst. You make money by helping people wash clothes. When you were young, your dirty clothes were washed by your aunt Xu Li. Because I assigned 10% of the shares to your aunt Xu Li, she She soon broke away from the life of making money by helping people wash clothes. She didn't know much about company management, but every year when I paid dividends, I gave her a lot of money, and the relationship between the two companies was more frequent. "

"Lanlan! Your mother is a very good woman. She is beautiful, independent, and assertive. Just like you, she never drags me down in family and career. No matter what I think, she will support me. I asked her, What if I fail and have nothing? Your mother said, go back to the old days if you have nothing, or start all over again."

Zhuo Lan didn't understand very much, and asked, "Then what is the real reason why mother left? Why did she abandon us?"

Zhuo Lan's father sighed softly and said: "Because Dad crossed the line, Dad had a relationship with your Aunt Xu Li that shouldn't be there, and was caught and raped by your mother one day... Then she left. She can't forgive I don't blame her for the wrong things I did. Your mother is a good woman. Even though I left because of my mistakes, she never told you what she really wanted to do. She just wanted to maintain my image in your heart. She would rather be misunderstood by you! She Said that the image of a father is very important to a child. She would rather wrong herself to give you a 'perfect father'. I have tried to tell you the truth several times over the years, but Dad is a coward, Dad I'm afraid you won't forgive me! Now... Seeing that there is not much time left, I may not have a chance in the future. I will take this opportunity today to tell you. If I have any regrets, it is hope I can see your mother again before I close my eyes... After your mother left, I never considered getting married again, because I can never find another woman who is willing to share the joys and sorrows with me for the rest of my life. My fault is my own. I found it, I have no face to beg your mother to forgive me, I just want to see her again, and seeing her is enough."

Zhuo Lan had already burst into tears, she got up suddenly, knocked over the chair she was sitting on, and ran out of the ward frantically.

"Lan Lan..." I got up and wanted to chase after him, but found that Zhuo Lan's father was also in tears. I didn't know if I should stop here to comfort the old man or chase out to protect my Lan Lan.

The old man waved his hand and said, "Go! Take care of Lan Lan."

"Yeah." I agreed, turned around and chased after him.

Zhuo Lan was running wildly in the corridor of the hospital, and I was sprinting at a speed of [-] meters, but I was exhausted and tried my best to catch up with her. I held her tightly in my arms and comforted her, saying: "Lan Lan, don't get excited. do not get excited……"

Zhuo Lan hugged me and cried, crying, "He lied to me... He made me have no mother... I hate him..."

I hugged Zhuo Lan tightly in my arms, "Lan Lan won't cry...can you forgive him? In a person's life, who can guarantee that he will not make mistakes? What's more, he has already received corresponding punishment for the mistakes he committed. He is a great father, unlike my father, who is still squatting in prison. Compared with me, your father is already very good, right? ?”

"No matter what he did wrong, he is always your father..."

"No!" Zhuo Lan pushed me away and said, "He's not my father... I can't forgive him... What kind of father is a man who cheats on his wife and children? I won't forgive him."

In Zhuo Lan's bones, she always sticks to a loyalty, in her opinion.Cheating men seem to be the most unforgivable. Perhaps it is precisely because of this kind of thinking that Zhuo Lan is so sensitive. I seem to understand the source of Zhuo Lan's sensitivity. This is the subconscious hatred.

I tried my best to comfort Zhuo Lan and said: "Uncle's illness has reached this point, if you refuse to forgive him, how will he face the future life? His greatest wish is to be forgiven by your mother. Is it fair for a father who has the courage to admit his mistakes to get your mother's forgiveness and your hatred for him?"

Zhuo Lan shook her head and said, "Is it fair? When he was hanging out with Aunt Xu Li, did he ever think about whether it was fair to my mother? In order to maintain his image, my mother left home and worked hard When my mother left, she wished she could take me away, but I misunderstood her so deeply, is this fair to my mother?"

I suddenly don't know how to respond to such a sharp question!He could only try to change the subject and said, "Lan Lan, let's calm down, shall we? Uncle is in very poor health, and he doesn't have much time left. His biggest wish is to get your mother's forgiveness. How about you?" Are you willing to help him fulfill this wish?"

Zhuo Lan thought for a while and said, "Qiu Han, accompany me to Chengdu, go now, okay?"

"Going to Chengdu?" I asked, "What are you doing in Chengdu?"

Zhuo Lan explained: "A few years ago, my mother had already settled in Chengdu with that man. I wanted to see my mother, talk to her, apologize to her, and ask her if she would like to come and see my father. It can be regarded as helping my father's last wish."

"Okay." I said to Zhuo Lan, "I'm going to book the ticket now, but before I leave, can you talk to Uncle calmly? Don't let him worry about you?"

"I don't want to see him." Zhuo Lan's mood was very unstable, "Qiu Han, am I a little too extreme? I think of my mother's appearance when she left the house alone, and my misunderstanding of her these years... …I have a hard time forgiving myself."

I tried my best to persuade Zhuo Lan and said: "Lan Lan, don't be too aggressive about this matter, he has ruined his body like this for you and caring for your growth these years, just think about him, okay?" ?”

Zhuo Lan looked at me with resentment in her eyes, and said, "You can't understand how I feel now, a complete home was destroyed by his momentary desire, but it's because of his fault that I hate my mother who protects me so much. , how could I forgive him?"

I see that this way does not make sense, so I can only persuade her slowly after Zhuo Lan calms down. After all, it is difficult to accept this kind of thing on anyone.He took out his mobile phone and booked a flight from Shanghai to Chengdu online.After I made the reservation, I showed Zhuo Lan the ticket information and said, "We'll go to the airport right away. You still have 20 minutes before the airport. Do you want to think about going back and talking to him? Lan Lan...I..." Actually What I want to say is: Suppose you leave now and never see your father again, will you still refuse to forgive him?
But I didn't say that in the end, it was too unlucky.

Zhuo Lan was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Let's go back and have a look."

Before reaching the door, the bed in the ward was pushed out. Several doctors and nurses really quickly pushed the bed away from the emergency room, and Xu Li burst into tears.

have to!Needless to say, I can guess that Zhuo Lan's father is also in a hurry, right?Get mad at yourself.

Zhuo Lan and I chased to the door of the emergency room, and Xu Li said that just after we went out, something was wrong with his father, and immediately rang the calling bell, and the doctor pushed him into the emergency room without saying a word, the situation was not optimistic.

Zhuo Lan's tears flowed down again. In fact, no matter how tough her mouth is, her heart is always soft.I put my arm around Zhuo Lan's shoulder and said: "Let's go to Chengdu, try to find your mother as soon as possible, I hope she is willing to come to see Uncle, and at least fulfill one of Uncle's wishes, or if you stay here to guard Uncle, you can give me the address , I will go to Chengdu to help you find it?"

Zhuo Lan said without any hesitation: "Let's go together... Aunt Xu is here to trouble you."

Xu Li's face was pale, and she said, "Go, don't worry, I'll call you if there's anything."

(End of this chapter)