Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 272 No Right or Wrong
Zhuo Lan stood beside me and looked at her mother and asked, "What did Dad lie?"

Zhuo Lan's mother said softly: "The words he said are all false. He chose to use lies to end your resentment towards me at the last moment of his life because he loves you so much. The purpose of his words is It's just to maintain my incompetent mother's position in your heart, I know your father too well. About those things back then, it's not what your father said. "

"I have been with your dad since I was 19 years old. I have experienced too much. In fact, you still have an older brother. I was only 22 when I was pregnant with your older brother. I didn't have any prenatal checkups in those years. When your brother was poor, he didn’t even have a meal of old hen soup. When I was pregnant, I still had to go to the fields with your father, but I had a miscarriage at seven months. After that, I took care of my body. With you, your father and I can be considered to have walked all the way with the support of ups and downs."

"Later your father started a company and made money. I wanted to learn to improve myself and become his right-hand man, instead of a yellow-faced woman who always took care of the children at home. Your father also supported me very much. When he sent me to study, he also By the way, Aunt Xu Li went with you, do you remember? During that time, you and Feiyu were taken care of by Luo Bin's parents."

Zhuo Lan said: "I have a little impression, but not very deep."

"Your Aunt Xu Li and I went to adult universities for further study. It was a popular trend to study in adult universities in those years. In the university, I met your Uncle Deng (Zhuo Lan's stepfather), and we were in the same class. During the holidays, you When Uncle Deng came to Yunnan for tourism, your Aunt Xu Li and I received her. Back then, we all thought that your Aunt Xu Li and your Uncle Deng were very suitable. At that time, your Uncle Deng was very rich and had business in BJ and Shenzhen. , the living conditions are very good, and I am trying my best to match your Aunt Xu Li and Deng Qiming (Zhuo Lan's stepfather) together,"

"But your Aunt Xu Li doesn't like Deng Qiming. Maybe it's the help your father gave her, which made her feel dependent. After that vacation, we continued to go back to the adult university for classes. Later, for some reason, my relationship with Deng Qiming The gossip spread among friends. Some photos of me and Deng Qiming sitting in the public classroom were seen by your father. Luo Guofu and Luo Guoqiang also thought there was something between me and Deng Qiming, and they fanned the flames in front of your father. After talking about it, the estrangement between me and your father began. No matter how I explained it, she didn’t believe me. At that time, I wondered why these rumors spread from another city to Kunming. After thinking about it, These are all Xu Li's actions. Because of his distrust of me, I chose to divorce and leave the house in a heartbroken state. During that time, I was exhausted physically and mentally. Deng Qiming found out that I was wrong and took the initiative to comfort me. I even came to Kunming to ask your father to explain these things, but your father not only did not believe Deng Qiming, but even beat him. Because of this, I was grateful and guilty to Deng Qiming, and then we really came together. "

"And your father and Xu Li are not together after all. Although Xu Li loves your father wishfully, your father has never really accepted her. After living together for two years, your father is belatedly aware of those photos. The rumors and gossips are all your Aunt Xu Li's ulterior motives. It has been two years since I realized these things. Deng Qiming and I are married together, but he and your Aunt Xu Li are still separated. He confessed to me and hoped that I would go back and reunite. life, but I can't go back, that year, I was pregnant with your Uncle Deng's child."

"Lanlan... I know that I am not a good mother and I am not worthy to be your mother. These facts should be told to you when you are sensible. Some lies can be told for more than ten years! Your father is gone, I did not expect He made up a white lie for you before he died, do you know why?"

Zhuo Lan had long been sobbing, and shook her head numbly.

Zhuo Lan's mother gently wiped the tears from her face, and explained: "Lan Lan, your father is the one who loves you the most in this world. He knows that he is going to leave, and there will be no relatives to guard you in the future, so he hopes You can let go of your grudge against me, return to my side, and then fabricate such a self-deprecating lie, so that my image in your heart will become taller. She hopes that you can open your heart and forgive me, even at the expense of becoming a 'Sinner', Lanlan! It was my mother who was wrong. She didn't insist on explaining back then, and couldn't bear the contemptuous eyes of the people around her. It was my mother who was wrong...I'm sorry for your father and daughter. You have a good father and a great Dad, a dad who loves you."

Zhuo Lan turned around and hugged her mother and cried, crying, "Mom, stop talking... I don't blame you... I don't blame any of you, you all have your own sufferings... I can forgive all of you ...I can forgive Dad...but...will Dad forgive me? When he needed me the most, I turned and left him...I couldn't stand by his side and watch him close his eyes..."

Zhuo Lan's mother caressed her back and said, "Lan Lan, why would your father blame you? You are her precious daughter, whether he lives in the mortal world or in heaven, you are his most precious daughter, He waited too late for you, how could he blame you?"

Hearing what Zhuo Lan's mother said, she realized what a sinister woman Xu Li is. With a hot mother like him, it's not surprising that she raised a son like Xu Feiyu.During this period of time, I felt that Xu Feiyu seemed like a good person, but after hearing what Zhuo Lan's mother said, I rejected this idea again, like a mother, like a son!

After telling those old things, Zhuo Lan's mother asked cautiously: "Lan Lan, do you still blame your mother for leaving you back then?"

Zhuo Lan shook her head and said: "These are not important anymore, some things can never be changed, you are my mother, this is a fact."

Zhuo Lan's mother smiled happily when she heard what Zhuo Lan said, looked at the tombstone, and sighed softly: "You raised a good daughter, but I failed to be a good mother."

"Mom..." Zhuo Lan stopped her and said, "Don't say that, I misunderstood you before, why didn't you explain so much?"

Zhuo Lan's mother looked at Zhuo Lan and said, "Lan Lan, what do you want your mother to say? Do you slander your father in front of you and don't trust me? It's sad that you are still young and can't judge whether these things are right or wrong. Now you When you grow up, do you think who was right and who was wrong about what happened back then?"

(End of this chapter)