Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 31
I bravely dialed my mother's phone, and she answered it after it rang once and asked, "Son, did something happen to you at school? Today I received a call from your school saying that you were expelled from school." , Is this true? Or a scam call? Why did your phone keep turning off when I called you in the afternoon? What's going on?"

A series of questions caught me off guard. I took a deep breath and said, "Mom, sooner or later you will know that I was indeed expelled from school, but I don't think I did anything wrong."

"Stubborn." My mother yelled over the phone: "Why are you still so ignorant at such an age? Seeing that you are about to graduate, can't you stop for a few days? Can't you just get your graduation certificate in your hand?" ?You are now expelled from the school. I ask you what will you do next? After three years of schooling, you can’t even get a diploma. Is it shameful to say that you are thrown away? Why do I have a son like you? I might as well die died."

"Mom—" I interrupted her loudly, "You don't ask anything, you don't know anything, and you think everything is my fault, right? This is the theory you taught me since I was a child, right? Thousands of kilometers away, I don’t want to argue with you. I also know that you have paid too much for this family. I want to help you share part of it, and I don’t want you to worry about it, but there are some things I can’t do. You hear The school notified you to expel me from school, so you must think that I did something wrong. In your heart, do you still have any trust in me? I know that I have never let you worry about it since I was a child. When I was in junior high school, and Classmates fight at school, and you beat me up without asking when you go home. As long as I quarrel with others, it is my fault... I really don’t want to argue with you over the phone. There is really no need for it, I know in my heart You care about this diploma, but to me, it's really not as important as you think."

"Do you know? You were expelled from the school. This is to be written in your life file. Which employer will dare to use you in the future? No matter what the reason is, you are still expelled from the school, and you still can't get your diploma. No, your dad doesn't make people worry, and you don't make people worry. I'm going to be pissed off by both of you. Is there any possibility of redemption? Go back to school and admit your mistake, give the teacher some gifts, Mom, I beg you, can you get your graduation certificate?"

"Let's talk." I was disheartened, "Mom, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep first." After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.

Lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling, ah life!It's so fucking sad, there are too many things that hold us back, if we can be selfish enough to live only for ourselves, then it should be easier to live, right?I got up and went to the bathroom to take a cold shower, which made me feel more comfortable. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Su Yubing sitting in the living room holding my mobile phone, and said to me: "Your phone rang just now, I went to your bedroom to see I glanced at it, and before I could answer it for you, the other party hung up, there is a text message, please take a look."

The text message was sent by director Zhu of the college, and it only contained one sentence: If you regret it, you can contact me.

This is really used together with coercion and temptation. Sitting next to Su Yubing, he directly deleted the text message, but the more he thought about it, the more angry he became, and he called Director Zhu. Soon, he answered and asked, "Qiuhan! I knew you would call me, I gave you the punishment of the academy, and the revocation is just a matter of my words, have you figured it out?"

"Fuck your mother." I yelled into the phone, "How the hell can you trick me? If you expel your student status, you will be expelled. I don't care. Fuck you, let me tell you, from today In the beginning, you better wear a hat when you are fucking walking at night, and if I am happy, I will give you a sap, and your own mother will not even recognize you when you beat me, so fuck you..." After cursing, I called Bye.

Su Yubing, who was sitting next to me, stared at me with wide eyes, the expression on his face was so "unbelievable", I stretched my waist and said contentedly: "It's so cool, this is the real fucking release .”

"Uh." Su Yubing still couldn't understand, "For you, scolding others is release?"

"What you see is just the appearance." I explained to Su Yubing: "I'm just a layman. I don't have a high level of education, and I'm not a scholar who has read poetry and books. To put it simply, I'm quite a dick. Appropriately, I was a student at the school one day ago, and he was the director of the School of Communication. When he threatened me to make a choice, I could only carefully discuss with him and try to speak nicely. Now... now I'm fucked After being fired, what else do I have to be afraid of? I did something I didn’t dare to do before, and this is my release. Although it’s bad to scold someone, I just want to scold him, and I want to scold his whole family! "Speaking of this, I became depressed again, picked up a cigarette and put it in my mouth, "Actually, I can't do much except scold him."

Su Yubing comforted me with special consideration and said: "Don't think so, maybe one day in the future, he will kneel in front of you and beg you."

I stretched on the back of the sofa exhaling smoke rings and said, "I look forward to this day."

In order to take care of my emotions, Su Yubing changed the subject and chatted with me about Azhe, that "lame beggar". In fact, I don't know much about Azhe. He is a few years older than me, close to thirty.A very talented person, this is my evaluation of Ah Zhe, he has a freedom that ordinary people don't have in him, I even envy Ah Zhe, he takes everything very openly.While Su Yubing and I were chatting, Xiyan called again, but I didn't answer the first time, and watched the phone screen go dark.

The second call came back quickly, and I simply turned off the phone.

"Who is it?" Su Yubing asked, "Don't even dare to answer the phone?"

"The ex-girlfriend, she fell in love with my buddy in the dormitory. My buddy's family is very rich. I was dumped. This happened more than half a year ago. Later, I deleted all her WeChat and mobile phone numbers." Yes, I had to get in touch some time ago, so I re-added WeChat and saved the phone number."

"Is there any more love left?"

"How can there be so much unrequited love? Have you watched too many TV dramas? What do I have that deserves her unrequited love for me?"

"Why did you break up?" Su Yubing was very fond of gossip, shaking my arm and said, "Anyway, I have nothing to do, let's chat."

Originally, I didn't want to talk about those things in the past, but every time I think about it, I feel very sad and uncomfortable.But now that I have become such a ball, what could be more uncomfortable than now?So I chatted with Su Yubing and said: "She is the kind of girl with a special temperament and good looks. She often receives flowers from others. One day someone sent her flowers in front of me. I looked at it coldly and didn't express my opinion. She thought that I should be furious and threatened the person who gave the flowers. She must be angry to care about her. I think it's quite naive. I can still get angry because someone sent her a bunch of flowers. Going to a duel with others? Anyway, she got angry at noon that day, and left me on the school path and went back to the dormitory by herself. That day I received a call from home, my grandma was dying, and I bought the ticket without telling her. Back home, I flew from Kunming to BJ and then from BJ to Hailar City. The phone was turned off on the plane. When I got off the plane, I saw her call me. I also received news from home. I still haven’t been able to see my grandma for the last time. At that time, I felt very uncomfortable, so I didn't call her back. Later, when I went home for the funeral, my mobile phone was hardly turned on. Later, I called Xiyan, but she didn't answer. I was a little upset after calling two or three times. I didn’t take the initiative to contact her again. In the first semester of my junior year, I saw her getting off my buddy’s BMW when I arrived at school in September... It’s divided.” I said to Su Yubing: “That’s it, about Another week later, my buddy told me that he was going to move out, and Xi Yan also moved out of the school."

Su Yubing shook her head helplessly after hearing this, stood up and said, "I don't even know whether I should comfort you, but I especially want to say two words to you: You deserve it."

"Fuck." I looked at Su Yubing's back and asked, "Why do you say I deserve it? Did I do something wrong?"

Su Yubing pushed open the door of her bedroom, and said to me before closing the door: "When you can't sleep, think about it slowly, but I advise you, it's best to turn on the phone now and call someone back, even if you're not a lover, you can still do it." Friends, at least they take the initiative to care about you, and you should not answer the phone or even turn off the phone due to emotion and reason, can you go to work tomorrow?"

I said lazily, "Let's talk about it tomorrow morning."

Back in the bedroom, I couldn't fall asleep in bed, Su Yubing's words were still echoing in my mind, and finally I turned on the phone and called Xiyan back.After the call was connected, Xiyan didn't ask me why I just turned off the phone, but asked me with concern what happened?Will the school punish me like this?I said that things are quite complicated, and I can't explain clearly in a few sentences.

Xiyan was in a hurry, and said to me: "Send me your location, I'll come and find you now, find a place to sit."

I could feel Xi Yan's enthusiasm through the phone, but I said lukewarmly, "Is it convenient to be so late? After all, you and Chen Chong still..."

"We broke up." Xiyan said very easily, "It doesn't matter if we have broken up. Send me your location and I'll come right away." After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone and didn't give me a chance to refuse.

I couldn't sleep anyway, so I sent a WeChat address targeting Xiyan, and called Amy and asked her to reserve two seats for me. I want to bring my friends over to sit and chat for a while.

Half an hour later, Xiyan parked in front of me in a BMW Z4, but I took Xiyan to Amy's bar. This was the first time I brought Xiyan here. The reserved seat is not where I usually sit, "I can only sit here tonight..." Amy said slightly apologetically, "This table was vacated just after some guests left."

"OK." I said to Amy, "I drink beer, Xi Yan, what do you drink?"

"Orange juice." After speaking, Xiyan took out her wallet and took out the money and handed it to Amy.

Amy did not accept the money handed over by Xi Yan, and said with a smile: "Sister, you are too polite, how can you spend money by following Qiu Han? Wait a minute, the drinks will be delivered soon."

After Amy left, I pretended to be foolish and said, "Cut! It's so troublesome, why should I have to pay for coming with me? I would rather let her take your money, so I can save some money."

Xi Yan put away the money and said to me: "In front of me, you are still so cynical, always wanting to play yourself as a 'rogue'. Do you come here often? This place seems to be quite special, different from other bar."

"Yes." I smiled self-deprecatingly, "I like this place, and I've gotten acquainted with the proprietress here, Miss Mi."

Xi Yan didn't continue to ask about this matter, but went straight to the question, "Qiu Han, can you tell me why your media school suddenly expelled you? What happened?"

I smiled wryly and said, "Didn't the school announce it? Because the video of me and Ran Jing, plus my graduation work was plagiarized."

"I don't believe it." Xi Yan pushed her long hair behind her ears, "Qiu Han, I don't believe that you can't make a graduation project with your ability? Can you tell me the truth? Expulsion is not a trivial matter, you Is that the default?"

"Expulsion from school?" Amy, who came over with a tray, was even more surprised than Xiyan, "My brother, are you really expelled from school? You are still for Zhuo Lan..."

(End of this chapter)