Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 316 She's gone too
night!On a quiet night, lying alone on the railing of the balcony and looking at the night view outside the window, I have long been used to the feeling of loneliness, and gradually ignored the cold window sill.I called Deng Qiming and told him what happened to Ying Lan today. Finally, I told Deng Qiming that Amy will find a way to give the shares to Zhuo Lan, and I will find an opportunity to talk to Zhuo Lan about these shares. It was you who bought it for him. In fact, it is not a loss, three hundred million, which made Zhuo Lan's shares changed from 60% to 77%.

Deng Qiming didn't care if I told Zhuo Lan the truth, he just comforted me and told me that everything would be fine.

At one o'clock in the morning, Su Yubing came back, and seeing me on the balcony, she walked towards me without even changing her clothes, stood next to me and leaned on the guardrail with the same movement as me, watching the night outside the window.

They were silent with each other.

I ran out of cigarettes in my hand, and when I took another cigarette from the cigarette case, Su Yubing also took one, and took the lighter from my hand, I reminded her: "You don't know how to smoke."

"You can learn." As she said, Su Yubing lit the cigarette and took a deep puff. The 7 yuan Hongtashan choked her and coughed non-stop.

"Why bother?" I skillfully threw the soot into the air, "Since you don't know how to do it, why do you need to learn it? It's not a good thing."

Su Yubing turned her head and said to me: "I don't know many things, not only smoking, but also forgetting you!" At this point, Su Yubing paused and continued: "But I will try hard, Slowly learn to try, how about you? Can you forget what you have learned?"

"What are you referring to?" I looked at the cigarette in my hand and asked, "Smoking?"

Su Yubing held a cigarette in his hand, but stared at the deep night sky, ignored my question, and said in a low voice: "Learn to forget the love that always brings you pain. When you decide to give up, Maybe it won't hurt that much, at least... I have already started to try, how about you? Don't you plan to try to bid farewell to the pain of the past?"

"You...are with Li Yiyang? Right?"

Su Yubing didn't answer the question, but looked at the night sky and said, "Qiuhan...I'm going to move away..." Su Yubing's voice was very soft, but the words were true, "Actually...every time I watch Seeing you standing here in such pain is a kind of torture for me... Qiu Han... I will take good care of myself after I leave, everything will be fine, and we will all be happy."

"Are you leaving?" I looked at Su Yubing and asked, "Are you looking for happiness?"

"I don't know." Su Yubing lowered her head, stared at the cigarette in her hand and said, "I don't know if it's happiness, I just want to make myself less miserable, Qiu Han, do you know? I have countless nights Regretting, regretting why the two of us left Pure Advertising, regretting why we started our own advertising company, if all of this hadn’t happened, would we still be the same as before, coming back here every day after work, you cook, I Wash the dishes, and then take a walk in the neighborhood together. Occasionally, when we are lazy, we will go to the barbecue stand at the door, and see you sitting in front of the stall wearing a t-shirt and wiping your mouth with a not-so-clean napkin... Now think about it, It's all so blissful."

"When we become busy, we can't take care of going home to eat a meal, we can't take care of each other... Another day, I pushed open your bedroom door and saw a lot of dirty clothes piled up on the floor , I just remembered at that moment, I haven’t washed your clothes for you for a long time, and you haven’t sat down for a meal at home for a long time, and you cried at that moment... I don’t know why I cried. Happiness has become out of reach. Seeing you and Zhuo Lan together, I can only secretly envy, Zhuo Lan is good at everything, beautiful, highly educated, and there is a Yinglan real estate where you can display your talents , and me? I can only help you wash your clothes, and I can’t give you anything other than this. If…” Speaking of this, the cigarette in Su Yubing’s hand fell down the Yantai, “If… Zhuo Lan can love you well, that would be great, at least let me know that you are happy, even without my company, I also know that you are happy."

I turned my head to look at Su Yubing, tears were shining in her eyes, she didn't shy away from my gaze, and her voice was a little choked up, "I'm leaving... I chatted with Li Yiyang for a long time today, he said... "When a person loves another person deeply, he cannot see the contribution of the third person." I firmly believe in his words, just like I am always by your side, but you have never seen me. And Li Yang is by my side , I also didn't notice it."

"In the dead of night, I always think, what should I do to become excellent? What should I do to make Ice Media bigger? That's why I work day and night, so I only pay attention to principles and you Arguing, I want to reach the same height as Zhuo Lan, I want to make Ice Media the largest advertising company in Kunming, but you sold the shares, no matter how hard I try, what's the use? You are no longer here I'm not confident about the future."

I turned my head to look at Su Yubing, and asked softly, "Why?"

"Because I'm just trying to fall in love with him... This process may be painful, but it's better than looking at you every day makes my heart hurt."

"Go and try." I said to Su Yubing, "Maybe happiness is not far away."

"Yes! Happiness is not far away, but it's out of reach." After speaking, Su Yubing's tears fell, she turned and walked back to her bedroom.

She can find a feeling of being loved by Li Yiyang's side, what about me?Are you going to provoke Ran Jing?I don't want to deceive my heart, I can't let go of Zhuo Lan, how can I selfishly hurt other girls?

night!Have deep!My fingers slid down the glass window of the bedroom, counting the dots of light carved in the sky. Compared with human beings, they are eternal and the origin of all kinds of eternal dreams... If life is a dream, when we wake up Where is it?

The next morning, I got up from the bed when I heard voices in the living room. I opened the door and walked to the living room in beach shorts. Su Yubing had already packed her belongings into three suitcases, and Li Yiyang stood aside and waited for her.Seeing me, Li Yiyang smiled and said, "Sorry, I woke you up."

I smiled and said, "It's okay, it's time to get up."

Su Yubing said to me expressionlessly: "I have washed all the clothes for you and hung them on the balcony. Remember to put them away yourself, and the refrigerator is also filled for you. I will take these away for now. There are some waiting for me to come back and collect them when I have time."

"Okay." I said to Su Yubing, "Call me if you need help."

Su Yubing agreed, carrying her own bag, pulling a trolley case towards the door, Li Yiyang pulled the other two trolley cases and said to me: "Let's go, wait until I treat you to a wedding wine."

The door slams—

The whole room fell silent...

(End of this chapter)