Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 82 Forgetting Each Other
Qiu Han, are you sad?Qiu Han, do you feel sad for yourself?
I asked myself over and over again in my heart, if I was not sad or sad, why did I feel heartache at this moment?
Leaving Starbucks, I stood at Nanping Street Square and looked up at the sky at a 45-degree angle. I had an urge to cry. I wanted to find a space of my own, where I could sit quietly and enjoy loneliness and let my tears fall No one can see it, but I don't... In this strange city, I don't have a square inch of my own, and I don't even have the right to cry alone.My sadness can't render this lonely season, but this lonely season makes me see my own sadness more clearly.

In the evening, I came to Amy's bar again in a daze. Su Yubing quietly sat across from me with her long hair on. Her face was still so beautiful. We looked at each other for a full minute, and finally It was I who broke the silence first, and said to Su Yubing: "I know what you want to say, but there is really no need to say it. This bar belongs to my sister. What do you want to drink tonight, I invite you."

Su Yubing didn't pay attention to my words, more like sitting opposite me and muttering to himself: "Hyosung has come up with three planning proposals from Zhongsheng Group, one is for Yisi Advertising Company, and the other is for You handed in the third copy, which was submitted by Wang Yong on behalf of Pure Advertising Company. After comparison, the plan submitted by Yisi Advertising is very similar to that submitted by Wang Yong, because after Wang Yong got your plan Then I sold it to Yisi Advertising. Yisi Advertising planning proposal and the planning proposal submitted by Wang Yong were revised on the basis of you, and the version you finally submitted was the one revised by Xiaoxing in Repulse Bay that day. , Comparing the three planning cases together, it is obvious which two are the same. In addition, Mr. Qi found a private detective to investigate Wang Yong's account, and found that there was an unknown income of tens of thousands of dollars recently, and the time was completely consistent. , all signs show that you were wronged, Qiuhan, I..."

"Stop." I looked at Su Yubing and said, "Don't say sorry, I don't want to hear it, and you don't need to apologize."

A sad look flashed across Su Yubing's face, and he asked softly, "You are angry with me, aren't you?"

"Forget it, don't talk about it." I said to Su Yubing in a very calm tone: "I was really angry when you questioned me, but after thinking about it, there is really no need to be angry with you , maybe you never regarded me, Qiu Han, as your friend of Su Yubing, Su Yubing, do you know? You told me at the time that this plan might affect your position in the company, that's good! I'll come Help you, you were arranged by Wang Yong to go on a business trip to XSBN, and I was alone at home doing planning projects, and I didn’t close my eyes for 38 hours... It seems to be 32, I can’t remember clearly, how did I spend that day and night Do you know? I ate six barrels of instant noodles, eight sticks of ham sausage, several packs of mustard and pickles, and I can’t remember how many cups of coffee I drank. I do all these things for you without asking for anything in return. Do you remember? The other day you told me that if the proposal was not selected by Zhongsheng Group, we would not get any rewards for our efforts, but I didn’t care, because I regarded you as my friend, so busy What can I do?"

"Wang Yong asked me to plan a case, and I didn't want to talk to him at all. In my eyes, Wang Yong is an ass? To put it bluntly, he is the director of the company's planning department. der.” Speaking of Wang Yong, I couldn’t help but get emotionally excited, swearing and swearing, which attracted the attention of some guests around me, and Amy also realized that something was wrong. He took a sip from his wine glass, put down the glass and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little emotional, the planning case was taken away by Wang Yong, and more than [-] people from the entire planning department participated in the revision and improvement, that is to say, all the people in the company Everyone has seen this plan, and anyone can save it, save it, and forward it to a third party."

"June 6th, Saturday! You came to my room and questioned me when I didn't know anything. At that time, you already suspected that I sold the planning project to Yisi Advertising, right?"

Su Yubing choked up and said: "It was my fault that day, I didn't think too much... Xiaoxing told me that Yisi Advertising won the bid, and said that the planning proposal was very similar to the one you did, and I thought of you at that time Meet your ex-girlfriend Xi Yan in the small square..."

I interrupted Xiyan and said, "Then you thought that I sold the planning project to Xiyan, and then you became disappointed in me. Until the meeting on Monday, Wang Yong took out a WeChat screenshot when I was caught off guard. Chen Chong and I used the same evidence on WeChat to attack me. He deliberately set me up by saying that I sold the plan to someone else, but he didn’t mention who it was at the meeting. I was eager to give it to To defend myself, I named Chen Chong. From your point of view, I seem to be self-incriminating, but have any of you ever thought about it? Isn’t that just a picture? You don’t even need to use two WeChat to communicate with yourself. Chatting by yourself, just find a PS to make such a chat record.”

"Just such an easy 'evidence' from PS can make you, Su Yubing, convinced. Except for a slap, no one defended me, no one wanted to believe me, and no one said a word for me. How I wished at that time You can think about it from my point of view, but you didn't... You decided that I was the guy who sold the planning case. I even took out my mobile phone to show each of you, who said it? Yes Who said 'You will keep such chat records for yourself?' Hearing this sentence, I was completely desperate, at that moment I felt that you were so strange, not the Su Yubing I was familiar with."

"Perhaps... I have never understood you, and you have never regarded me as a friend who can be confided and trusted. After I figure it out, I don't hate you anymore, and I don't blame you anymore. In the so-called' In front of the evidence, everyone doubts and accuses me. What is special about you, Su Yubing? You are just one of the various passers-by around me. In the face of everyone's misunderstanding, I will not go to everyone who misunderstands me. Some people explained that I don’t have the energy, and I don’t think it’s necessary. I live for myself, and how others see me is their business, but how I live is my own business.”

"I know that you came to me today to persuade me to go back to work at Pure Advertising Company. Mr. Qi also came to me this afternoon. I declined her invitation, so don't say anything like that. I met you here tonight. Now, you can order whatever you want, I invite you. After drinking, you can leave. If you have the opportunity to meet again in the future, you can say hello to each other if you are in a good mood. After all, you have lived under the same roof for three months. If you are in a good mood If it’s not good, just keep your head down and pass by pretending not to see.”

Su Yubing, who was sitting across from me, was already in tears. She was crying and listening to me finish all this. She didn't have anything to drink, and she didn't leave in a hurry.I picked up the beer mug and took a big gulp of myself, watching her tears dripping down her cheeks, I...I...What the hell am I... Feeling disturbed?I tried my best to divert my attention and turned my head out of the window, but saw her beautiful face in the reflection of the glass.

I got up pretending to be relaxed and went to the small stage, borrowed his guitar from the guitarist, sat on the high stool and plucked the strings twice to find the feeling, the guitarist helped me bring the microphone stand in front of me, a few The regular customers who knew me applauded, and all the guests in the small bar turned their attention to the stage.

I took a deep breath and said softly: "It takes a long process to get familiar with each other. From being familiar to being unfamiliar, it only takes a moment. I once valued this friendship so much, and finally realized that It’s just my own wishful thinking. When we leave, I still give you a song, a song that can express the mood at the moment. Su Youpeng’s "Treasure" is for you, and I also give it to myself. Cherish the tears shed for me. Cherish the years spent for you..."

The keyboard played the prelude first, and my eyes never left the corner where Su Yubing was. Although I could only see her back... But I knew that her tears must not have stopped.

"Cherish the once held hands; cherish the dream of youth' cherish the time together..." I don't know why!When I sang these two lines, my tears fell involuntarily.

At the end of the song, Su Yubing left. After I sang the last line of this song, she left.Looking at her leaving back, my heart is so painful.I couldn't help plucking the strings and played and sang a song "Goodbye, My Favorite Person" by Shuimunianhua. One line of the lyrics was written deep in my heart, "It's a friend; it's a lover; it's still the deepest love in my heart." My love; you let go of your hand and turned around to make me forget you..."

Perhaps, the moment Su Yubing's back disappeared into the bar, we had already learned to forget each other.

That day, I drank too much, and I was in Amy's bar until I was proofreading. Amy helped me upstairs to rest, but I hugged Amy and cried a lot. The grievance, loneliness, and unwillingness in my heart were all condensed into tears and released When he came out, the image of Su Yubing's departure still remained in his mind.

Amy hugged me distressedly, and said distressedly: "Silly brother, why are you doing this? You clearly care about her in your heart, but you still said those words that sound decisive."

Amy doesn't understand. I can't describe the feeling of changing from familiarity to strangeness in an instant. Maybe only after experiencing it will I feel the same way. But I would rather my friends around me never experience this kind of feeling. It is hurtful and hurtful. ,sad.

Is tonight the beginning of complete strangers between me and Su Yubing?
(End of this chapter)