Kunming, who will you forget tonight

Chapter 86 Homeless
Back in the room, I turned on the computer and re-edited my resume. I selected several companies to submit my resume on a certain city recruitment website. My major in college is "News Gathering, Editing and Production". It doesn't matter if you don't have money. Being able to work as a reporter in a regular newspaper office, or as a copywriter in an ordinary company... I think I have no problem at all.

At 02:30 in the morning, I had just laid down and hadn't fallen asleep yet, when Ah Zhe came back with a case of beer and packed some barbecue.

I rubbed my eyes and muttered, "Am I not mistaken? Are you back?"

"Yeah!" Ah Zhe carried the beer and barbecue to the balcony and said to me, "Come on, have a few drinks with me..."

"What's the matter?" I sat across from Ah Zhe and asked, "Didn't you go out to find a room with your sister? Don't tell me you came back after a good sex? Love the bed?"

"Get out." Ah Zhe opened a bottle of beer and handed it to me and said, "I didn't do anything, I just opened a room for her in the past and chatted for a while."

I picked up a meat skewer and ate it, and asked as I ate, "The chat broke down? Then you were kicked out?"

Ah Zhe said very dissatisfied: "Can you think of me better? I want to come back by myself."

"I don't understand." I continued to drink my beer, "I think Sun Siyi is pretty good, maybe she just has a bad temper."

"We are not suitable for being together, the most basic values ​​​​of the two people are different, besides, I am 28 years old this year, and I will be 30 years old in two years. Sun Siyi is one year younger than me, and I have reached the age to get married. Since I don't intend to marry her, why do I have to be so ambiguous? If there is no result, don't start."

All right!I have to admit that what Ah Zhe said makes sense.What are you going to do with a love that has no ending?

Ah Zhe took a big sip from the wine bottle, put down the bottle and said to me: "Being with someone who is not suitable is just making trouble for yourself, wasting time, wasting feelings, wasting tears, and seeing clearly what you have is very important." It's important, remember! You are right, marriage is not a matter between you and her, but after you get married, you have to face her family..."

That day, Azhe and I drank until dawn again, and his words made me re-examine my attitude towards life and thoughts. I really shouldn’t think about saving hundreds of dollars in rent and get together with Zhuo Lan. If you know each other, there will definitely be some wonderful feelings. Whether you like it or not, this is an objective fact.I was sad for several days when the dog I had raised for several years died!Let alone people?
On Sunday, Ah Zhe and I slept into the afternoon again. I think I must drink better than Ah Zhe, because he was still snoring when I woke up.After washing up, I turned on my phone, and there was a WeChat message from Sun Siyi: Qiu Han, please reply me after you see the message, I have something to talk to you about.

I replied: I just woke up, what's the matter?
Sun Siyi: Let's meet and talk, I'm in the small square near Repulse Bay.

I replied: OK, I will come right away.

When I went out, I received a picture from Sun Siyi, it was from a milk tea shop, and she asked me to come directly to the milk tea shop to find her.

About 10 minutes later, I came to the milk tea shop, sat in front of Sun Siyi and smiled and said, "You got up very early."

Sun Siyi said very displeased: "Yeah, how can staying in a hotel be the same as living at home? If I lie on the same bed with Ah Zhe, I can sleep until one o'clock in the afternoon."

"Don't... don't get me wrong." I corrected Sun Siyi and said, "We didn't live together in the same bed, and our sexual orientation is fine. He sleeps on the bed and I sleep on the sofa. People who don't know can easily misunderstand you. It's as if one of us has been bent."

Sun Siyi didn't seem to want to have so much nonsense with me, so she took out a stack of "Grandpa Mao" from her bag, put it on the table and said, "Qiuhan's here is 3000 yuan, you can move out and rent a house, I will I want to live with Ah Zhe."

I'm particularly upset looking at the money, it always feels a little insulting.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Sun Siyi explained: "Qiu Han, I don't mean anything else. Azhe told me that you don't have a job now, and you don't have any fixed income. I will lend you the money first, and you Give it back to me if you have it. You know, I care about Ah Zhe very much, if it wasn't for your presence last night, I would definitely have stayed in Ah Zhe's room."

"Haha..." I pretended to be very happy and laughed. I don't want to get involved in the relationship between the two of them. Whether Azhe can accept her is Azhe's business. What she wants to do is her business. Admitting my existence did affect Sun Siyi's entanglement with Ah Zhe, she pushed the money back in front of Sun Siyi and said, "It's okay, you keep the money yourself, and I'll move out when I get back."

Sun Siyi was quite considerate of me, and said: "There is no need to be in such a hurry. You can find a place to live before you move out. I can stay in the hotel for a few days. This time I plan to fight a protracted battle with Ah Zhe until Ah Zhe accepts it." I'm just..." Speaking of this, Sun Siyi began to say to me with eyes full of fantasy and expectation: "After we get married, we will go back to BJ, buy a bigger house, and then ask my dad to pay for another store. shop, open a piano store for Ah Zhe, and I will be a full-time wife..."

I smiled wryly in my heart, is this the life Ah Zhe wants?I couldn't help reminding Sun Siyi: "A Zhe is not suitable for living in a noisy city, and what you imagined is a kind of imprisonment for him."

Sun Siyi said disapprovingly: "Qiu Han, you are three or four years younger than me and Ah Zhe. There is a generation gap between us. When you reach the age when we should consider getting married, you will understand what I am thinking now. After getting married, you will understand what I am thinking." If you want to have a baby, you must have no idea how much it costs to raise a child now, without a good material security, how can you live the life you want?"

Well, when it comes to these things, I can’t even refute them. It’s true that everyone’s lifestyle and attitude towards life are different. There is no right or wrong at all, or many people can treat each other more if they think about it from the other side’s point of view. an understanding.

Before leaving, Sun Siyi begged me not to tell Ah Zhe that she was looking for me, she didn't want Ah Zhe to know that she "kicked out" me from Ah Zhe's bachelor apartment.Because Ah Zhe knew about it, he would definitely feel that she had gone too far.

Of course, I won't talk to Ah Zhe about this kind of thing. Although Sun Siyi is not very attractive and acts so selfishly, she is not too bad. She loves Ah Zhe so infatuatedly... as Ah Zhe's friend, I'm very happy for him, I hope someone between them will change to adapt to each other,

After all, we have to leave. There is no difference between walking one day early and one day late.After saying goodbye to Sun Siyi, I went back outside the community and ate a bowl of noodles, then packed a copy for Ah Zhe and went upstairs. He was washing up not long after he woke up, and asked, "Where did you go?"

I lied and said, "I'm hungry, go down and have a bowl of noodles, and I'll bring you a portion by the way."

"Oh." Ah Zhe agreed, and muttered to himself: "I drank a little too much in the three games yesterday, and now I still have a headache."

I pretended to be casual and said to Ah Zhe: "I'm leaving, I slept on your sofa for a few days, thank you... I don't need to say it."

Ah Zhe poked his head out of the bathroom with a toothbrush in his mouth and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you leaving all of a sudden?"

"I found a house, do you want me to sleep on the sofa for the rest of my life?" When I said this, I tried to maintain a relaxed and happy attitude, and didn't let Ah Zhe have any thoughts and burdens, while cleaning up my things. The suitcase changed the subject and said to Ah Zhe: "By the way, I have something to tell you. I wrote a poem. I will send it to you when I finish revising it. See if you can compose a song."

"OK." Ah Zhe is very keen on writing lyrics and composing music. As expected, when we talked about this topic, he forgot that I was leaving. Have you ever written a lyric? You guys met because of that lyric?"

"Yeah, it's all a coincidence. I posted it on the forum, and she contacted me to buy it. I didn't ask her for money. That's how we got to know each other."

Ah Zhe said with great anticipation: "Send it to me as soon as it is revised. I can compose music but not lyrics. I believe in your writing."

After chatting with Ah Zhe for a while, I got myself an errand instead. Seeing how much he valued me, I really had to take the time to write a poem for him. Before leaving, Ah Zhe asked me if I needed to help move?I only have a suitcase and a laptop, and I use a hair.

At five o’clock in the afternoon, I left the community with my suitcase, wandered on the street, became homeless again, and unknowingly came to the small square near Repulse Bay, sat on a bench and lit a Cigarettes, not far away, the aunt with the red armband has been staring at me, I guess I will receive a five-yuan ticket for throwing the cigarette butt on the ground.

I put the suitcase in front of me, put my legs on the suitcase, looked up at the blue sky, it was so clear, but my future was dark.

At 05:30, the two people I don't want to see pass the small square. Xiyan walks past me holding Chen Chong's hand. Xiyan wears a pair of big sunglasses, covering half of her face .The two of them passed me without noticing me, and I didn't see either of them.But there was a kid who fell down while playing on a scooter, and lay on the ground crying loudly.

Xiyan and Chen Chong who passed in front of me stopped and turned their heads to look, I also straightened up from the bench, the moment Chen Chong and I looked at each other, he turned around and walked back, stood in front of me and smiled mockingly He said: "Hey, isn't this Qiu Han? What's the matter? Are you going to leave Kunming again? Can't you get along?" This sentence caused the passers-by around to turn their heads to wait and see.

Xi Yan also saw me, she turned around and pulled Chen Chong's arm, and said in a low voice, "Let's go."

"Wait a minute." Chen Chong said to Xiyan with a smile, "I'm an old classmate after all, so it's unreasonable not to say hello when we meet."

"Is it interesting?" I looked at Chen Chong and asked, "Isn't my current appearance what you most want to see?"

(End of this chapter)