Wife's Secret: President Leng's Revengeful Wife

Chapter 268 I Will Die Soon
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xiaosu's voice trembled and choked, her nose twitched, she took another deep breath, and then she calmed down before she spoke again: "Zhenyu, you should also understand my feelings, In this life, I can marry any man, but any man does not include you, "

"Why?" Lu Zhenyu couldn't help but asked tremblingly: "Could it be, am I not a man?"

"No," Xiaosu shook her head, and quickly explained: "Zhenyu, you are a man, a real man, a good man who stands up to heaven and earth, and a wonderful flower in this world..."

"Then why are you still unwilling to marry me?" Lu Zhenyu quickly snatched her words, and then asked aggressively: "Since I am so good in your heart, you still refuse me, why?"

"Because—" Xiaosu paused after saying these two words, clenched her hands into fists, and mustered up her courage before she said: "I can't wrong you, Zhenyu, if I marry you, then I just wronged you, and I..."

"But I never felt that this was a grievance, Xiaosu, you clearly know..."

Lu Zhenyu's voice trembled like tearing pain, and there was already a look of heartbreak in his eyes.

In fact, while waiting for Xiaosu to arrive, he thought about the results of various conversations, and the possible reasons he could think of were that Xiaosu promised him to postpone the marriage, maybe he didn't agree, or of course there were It may be said that the marriage is to be dissolved, the reason is that after he returns to the United States, he may not be able to come to Binhai for a while or even a year and a half because of Mary, and his marriage with her is nowhere in sight. At that time, the child she gave birth to was still a laughing stock.

But he never dreamed that the reason Xiaosu wants to dissolve the marriage has nothing to do with him, because the child's biological father has come, and she has already told the child's biological father that she has conceived the child for him.

In the past, he had been thinking that if Qiao Feifei met Tan Xiaosu first, then Qiao Feifan would definitely not have the fate to marry Tan Xiaosu, because he would snatch Tan Xiaosu away before Qiao Feifan, and fall in love with Tan Xiaosu before him.

But now, he realized that he was actually too confident. If he met Tan Xiaosu later than Qiao Feifan, then he met Tan Xiaosu several years before that man who lost his memory, Xiaofan.

That Xiaofan saved Xiaosu, and he also saved Xiaosu. That Xiaofan loved Xiaosu, and he also loved Xiaosu. That Xiaofan and Xiaosu shared joys and sorrows, and he and Xiaosu shared life and death. experience...

But, why, in the end, he lost to that man with amnesia, that man named Xiaofan?

Xiaosu looked at the large area of ​​clover in front of her, looked at Lu Zhenyu who was leaning on the kapok tree trunk, and shouted a thousand times in her heart, I'm sorry, Zhenyu, I'm sorry, it's not that you are not good enough, but that you are too good Well, it's so good that I feel dirty...

I'm sorry, Zhenyu, I've always known how you feel about me, but I also know what kind of woman I am. It's not just my body that's unclean, I know you don't care about mine Whether my body is clean or not, my heart is no longer pure and selfless.

12 years ago, when I was 18 years old, I gave my heart unreservedly to a man named Qiao Feifan. He is so cold-blooded and cruel, but God knows, I really loved him, and I gave my body and my heart for him...

Perhaps, you will say that Qiao Feifan has died, and he has been dead for a year, and all my feelings for him, love or hate, all disappeared because of his death and ceased to exist.

I used to think that I would never love again. However, Zhenyu, you may not know that there is such a man in this world, a man who is as innocent as a child. In that strange country, he and I depended on each other for life. For my life, he even used his emaciated body as a human wall to make money to save me...

Zhenyu, you must not be able to imagine what it was like to live in a foreign country for two months in the dark, and you must not be able to believe how he and I walked hand in hand to keep warm and hungry every day. You must also not believe that he and I What kind of living together at the bottom of the society, he can give his own life for me. .

Zhenyu, you definitely don't know, his love for me is just like my love for Qiao Feifan 12 years ago, humble to the point of dust.

12 years ago, whether Qiao Feifan was touched by my humble love in the dust, whether he really loved me, I don't know!

But, Zhenyu, the me now, I am touched by Xiaofan's humble love for me, I admit, I also fell in love with him, even if he can only be a beggar in this life!

The most important thing is that I still had that kind of relationship with him, and now, I am pregnant with his child...

So, Zhenyu, you don't care that I do; so, Zhenyu, I can only say three words to you: I'm sorry!

If you don't accept my sorry, then I will say another three words: wait for the next life!

Lu Zhenyu waited for Tan Xiaosu's car to leave for a long time before driving away alone. In fact, it was already late at night, and he was driving in a deserted street, but he didn't know where he should go in a daze?
The world is big, the sky is big, and the earth is big. He has been wandering in the rivers and lakes all year round, but he doesn't know where his home is, because Shenglong Gang has never regarded him as his home.

He used to think that he and Annie would marry and have children, and then they would form a healthy and happy family. They would not spend their whole lives on the Internet, they would find a small island to settle down, and then the two of them lived in a paradise ordinary days.

However, in fact, Annie's death let him know that such a thought was too extravagant, and for a long time, he couldn't get out of Annie's death.

Later, he picked up Tan Xiaosu from the sea, and he even stubbornly named her Annie. In fact, at that time, all he thought about was Annie, and there was no other woman at all.

But later, gradually, he had more contacts with her. Gradually, he discovered that she was actually very beautiful, innocent and kind, and she was the kind of woman he liked, so he fell in love with her from the bottom of his heart. Love her, silently do everything she wants to do for her.

However, this kind of devotion, such devotion with all one's heart, finally waited for three words, she told him; I'm sorry, she told him: wait for the next life!
I'm sorry, what he wants is her sorry?

Wait for the next life?The next life is an illusory thing, and the road in this life is still so long. In the next life, who knows if there will be a chance to meet again?
The phone kept ringing, as if urging him to die. He took out the phone irritably, and it turned out to be the call from Mary, who was annoying to think about and disgusting to look at.

Without even thinking about it, he rolled down the window of the car, and then threw the noisy mobile phone out, and then stepped on the accelerator, the silver car cut through the darkness with a dazzling bright silver and galloped away...

In the morning, Xiaofan took Leilei to the Children's Paradise. There are many activities in the Children's Paradise. Today is neither a weekend nor a holiday, so there are not many children playing. He bought a lot of tickets and then took Leilei to play.

The first thing to play is to ride the Ferris wheel. This Leilei played last year, but it has been more than a year, so I am very excited when I sit in the Ferris wheel. Standing in the Ferris wheel and looking out the window, the small mushrooms are constantly rising and falling. Like a house, he happily kissed Xiaofan heavily on the face: "Uncle Xiaofan, you are so kind! I like you so much!"

Xiaofan was praised by Leilei, his pale face turned red all of a sudden, and then he fondled Leilei's head with his hands and said, "Tell me, how can I be good, why do you like me? "

"Because you gave me toys? And you took me to the Children's Paradise to play, of course that's fine," Leilei shouted excitedly, maybe because it was very fun to play, maybe because it was a little hot from walking, at this time There was a little blush on his pale face, and he looked a bit healthy.

"Oh, it's good for you to take you out to play? Don't your mommy and daddy take you out to play?" Xiaofan was a little strange when he heard Leilei's words. Uncle, that is, the daddy he calls is a person who likes to put children in confinement?A child locked in a cage all day is not conducive to growth, is it?In fact, Leilei is over six years old, so she should be sent to kindergarten.

"Mummy and Daddy used to take me out to play," Leilei said after a pause, and then said quietly: "But last year I fell down in the kindergarten, and then...then they didn't take me out played."

"Why?" Now Xiaofan became more and more confused, staring at Leilei and frowning: "It's not a big deal to fall in kindergarten? It's because they are busy and don't have time to take you out to play, right? "

"No." Leilei quickly shook his head to deny Xiaofan's conjecture, and then explained in a low voice: "Mommy and Daddy are afraid that I will fall to my death. They are worried about my body all day long. They are afraid of me. Die, because—I'm going to die soon!"

Xiao Fan was stunned when he heard Leilei's words, looking at the slightly flushed child in front of him, he even doubted his own ears, did it come from his mouth?

Death, what a heavy word, but a child over six years old was so calm when he talked about death, he didn't even frown, as if he was talking about eating.

He only felt that his heart was suddenly hit by some heavy object. He couldn't bear such a heavy topic, so he squatted down, hugged Leilei into his arms, and hugged him tightly, as if, As soon as he let go, Leilei really seemed to be leaving.

(End of this chapter)