Chapter 337 Leilei, Sorry
Leilei put down the milk cup in his hand, then calmly looked at Qiao Feifan, whose face was as pale as paper, and quietly waited for his answer.

Qiao Feifan looked at the child in front of him. On the surface, Leilei's question seemed very simple and ordinary, but it was actually extremely sharp, as sharp as a spear.

And his heart is indeed not a shield, so it can't resist such a sharp spear piercing straight at it.

Now, Leilei asked him in such a calm tone, is the name he gave him before called Yao Yinzi?
How would he answer?How should I answer?

no?Anyway, as long as he doesn't admit it, Leilei has nothing to do.

But how could he lie in front of his own children?He really used him as a medicine primer at the beginning.

So, let's admit it honestly, right?

However, in this case, wouldn't it be another sprinkle of salt on the child's bloody wound?

Looking at Leilei who was sitting opposite him, his eyes were full of pain and regret, his lips twitched for a long time, but he couldn't say a word in the end.

Finally, he stood up, came to Leilei's side, sat down next to him, stretched out his hand, and wanted to hug him into his arms, but Leilei cleverly avoided him.

Leilei moved his body inside as much as possible, then looked sideways at Qiao Feifan who was sitting beside him, and said indifferently and alienated with his slightly pale face: "Uncle Qiao, I've finished eating, let's go back, time It's getting late."

After Qiao Feifei heard Leilei's words, his heart couldn't help shrinking even tighter. The purpose of him bringing Leilei out was to communicate with him and to get closer to him.

But now, after talking with Leilei, the relationship between them not only did not get closer, but became farther and farther apart.

He sighed deeply, looked at the indifferent child in front of him, looked at his body that hadn't fully recovered, his heart was trembling, and finally he said in a low voice: "Leilei, I..."

"Uncle Qiao, is there anything else you want to talk to me about?" Leilei looked at Qiao Feifan who was hesitant to speak, and asked lightly.

"Leilei, I'm sorry!" Qiao Feifan spoke with difficulty, looked at the children beside him, and said in a pale tone, "Eight years ago, Uncle was sorry for your mommy, and at the same time, I was sorry for you too!"

He knew that eight years ago, he couldn't say sorry to Tan Xiaosu and the child just because he was sorry. Now that he thought about those cruel methods and cold-blooded scenes, he couldn't forgive himself.

Hearing Qiao Feifan's words, Leilei's face flashed surprise, because he never dreamed that the mighty Qiao Feifan could actually say the word "sorry".

Qiao Feifei saw that Leilei was silent, so he stretched out his hand to hug him and put him on his lap, then asked after a little hesitation, "Leilei, do you really hate——father?"

Qiao Feifan originally wanted to say uncle, but when he said these two words, he temporarily changed the word uncle to father.

Leilei raised his head. He was very unfamiliar with the word "father" that Qiao Feifan uttered. He originally wanted to correct it, but he still acquiesced, then nodded, and replied very seriously: "Yes, I hate it very much, almost The kind of hatred that hates to the bone, I once thought that I will never forgive you in my life."

Leilei's answer was straightforward and decisive, without saving any face for Qiao Feifei, and he didn't want to take into account that Qiao Feifei's father should speak more tactfully.

What Leilei said was what was in his heart, but it was really hurtful. Qiao Feifan's arms that held him trembled involuntarily because of the trembling of his body, so that Leilei's body also trembled on his legs.

He knew that Leilei hated him in his heart, because Leilei and his temperament were very similar. He hated his father very much when he was a child, so much so that he refused to forgive his father until now.

It's just that knowing it is one thing, being told by Leilei directly is another, so he was in so much pain that he couldn't bear such words.

His son hated him so much at such a young age, and even said that he wanted to never forgive him for the rest of his life.

Leilei sat on Qiao Feifan's lap, feeling his body trembling, so he moved his body a little, adjusted his posture, and then asked in a low voice: "Uncle Qiao, can I ask you again?" one question,"

"Of course I can," Qiao Feifei quickly replied, and then hugged Leilei even tighter, and then added: "Don't talk about one question, you can ask ten questions, many questions, and I am sure Answer truthfully."

After hearing this, Leilei turned around slightly in Qiao Feifan's arms, raised his head, and faced him, then thought for a while and asked in a low voice: "Well, is Miaomiao really that good? It's worth it for you For him, I asked my mommy to give him a medicine introduction and come down to save him?"

After Qiao Feifan heard Leilei's words, his whole heart seemed to be hit hard by someone with a sledgehammer in an instant. The pain was clearly the pain of a broken heart.

His already pale face became pale as paper in an instant, his eyes were slightly closed and then slowly opened, looking at the child in his arms who was still staring at him, he finally sighed.

"Leilei," Qiao Feifan finally said, in a very low, soft voice, "Miaomiao is a frail and sick child, and he lost his mother only a few months after he was born. During those five years, Miaomiao and I We have always been dependent on each other, so my feelings for Miaomiao may be a little too persistent, and in order to save him at that time, I did indeed do something against the laws of nature."

Qiao Feifan's remarks were very concise, it could be said that there was almost no word to describe Miaomiao and then go up, he just talked about Miaomiao's pity and his dependence on each other.

Although such an understatement, it still hurt Leilei very much, because Qiao Feifei admitted that he had done some things against heaven for Miaomiao.

So Leilei had to think about how good that Miaomiao was to Qiao Feifan, or to be more precise, how important it was to be worth doing for him to save lives that hurt others. the state of his life.

Qiao Feifan hugged Leilei tightly, he felt Leilei's body trembling, at this moment, he could personally feel Leilei's heart, because his answer just now was tantamount to indirectly admitting that Leilei's purpose was to save Miaomiao was just born.

"Leilei." He whispered his name in the child's ear, and then said in a low voice with great guilt: "Leilei, Dad knows that I owe you too much, so, Dad I only say sorry to you, but I don’t tell you please forgive me, because Dad knows that you will not forgive Dad, so Dad just wants you to be by Dad’s side all the time. Many years to make up for the heinous harm I have done to you."

After listening to Qiao Feifan's words, Leilei still didn't have any reaction. He raised his head after a while, looked at Qiao Feifan and asked again: "Then, when I was still in Mommy's stomach, did you always treat me as a blind girl?" Where is the medicine primer? Never thought that I was actually a little life? So, when your Miaomiao needed cord blood, you forcibly took me out of Mommy’s stomach without hesitation, and then took the blood you wanted. After asking for a little cord blood, you just treat me like a piece of garbage and throw it away?"

"That's not the case," Qiao Feifan retorted almost blurtly, looking at Leilei with questioning eyes, his heart almost stopped beating in pain in an instant.

"Isn't that so?" The corner of Leilei's mouth curled into a trace of sarcasm, and he asked sarcastically, "What is that? Are you taking care of and protecting me as a new life?"

"Leilei, it's my fault," Qiao Feifei cried out in pain, looking at Leilei with regret and guilt in his eyes: "Leilei, I admit, I'm going to marry your mommy, even you When Mommy was pregnant with you, she did regard you as a medicine primer, but later on, as you grew up in Mommy's womb, I didn't regard you as a medicine primer. At that time , I even told Dean Jing that no matter what, I have to wait until you are full-term before giving birth..."

Having said that, Qiao Feifei paused for a moment, and then said in a low voice: "But later, because Miaomiao's condition worsened, he couldn't wait any longer, so I had to take you out of your mother's belly." out. "

Leilei quietly listened to Qiao Feifan's narration, and did not interrupt Qiao Feifan's words, but Qiao Feifan's words were actually very weak to him, because he hadn't known his parents for a long time. Who knew that the child who was taken out by Qiao Feifan in advance stayed in the operating room as cold as a morgue for nearly an hour.

"Leilei, it was indeed my fault that I left you and Mommy in the operating room," Qiao Feifan continued to speak with difficulty, "Actually, when I just ran out of the operating room, I planned to call the obstetrician, but in At that time, I happened to meet my younger sister, Qiao Meihui, so I trusted the wrong person and handed over to her the matter of calling the obstetrician and gynecologist and nurse. At that time, I never thought that my own sister She has such a vicious heart, because she doesn't like your mommy, so she didn't call the obstetrician and nurse in time, so that you and your mommy..."

After listening to Qiao Feifan's words, Leilei's eyes filled with warm liquid at this time, even though he heard Mommy and Dad talking about her lying in the operating room with the child before he was five years old. It's just that he didn't know that the child was himself at that time.

(End of this chapter)

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