Warm Secret Love: Chasing Love for Ninety Days

Chapter 159 Reflection and Confession (2)

Mom, I will spend my whole life in endless pain, endless regret, and endless regret.

Mom, do you know how much I regret now?How much remorse do you have?How long do you want everything to start all over again?
But I can't, I really can't.

Since there is no hope at all, what is the point of my life?

It's just adding pain and suffering to you and Dad, to Li Mo and his brother, and to myself.

So, let me die as soon as possible!

"Mom, I really can't eat. Don't worry about you and Dad." Opening my eyes, I glanced indifferently at every dish that my mother tried so hard to cook for me. Every dish was my favorite before. vegetable.

"Xixi...my Xixi...you can't spoil yourself like this..." Feeling the determination and indifference in my gaze and tone, my mother who was always as strong as steel suddenly burst into tears and burst into tears Get up, "Xixi, I beg you, mother... Please... eat some at least... Mom really, really loves you like this..."

"Mom..." Staring at my mother crying heart-piercingly, my heart throbbed and tears flowed down involuntarily.I stretched out my hand to hug my crying mother into my arms, but before my fingers could touch my mother's body, a wave of violent impact came out of nowhere, throwing me hard on the floor next to me.

Immediately, a wave of dizziness came and I almost lost consciousness, and my body, which had been hungry for several days, lay limply on the ground like a rag doll.

"Ah! Xixi!" My mother's horrified voice broke into my brain, pulling back my consciousness that was about to faint, and my eyes that lost focus gradually regained clarity. The instigator is my younger brother, Lin An.

"An'an, what are you doing? You know that your sister is not in good health and hasn't eaten for several days, so why did you throw her?" The mother who was tightly hugged by her younger brother tried to push her Brother, I hope to come out of his arms to help me, while screaming furiously.

"Mom! Can't you see it? She is determined to die herself. Why do you and Dad still love her so much and worry about her? Let her die sooner. Only when she dies sooner can you understand..."

"Slap!" The last word out of my younger brother's mouth was slapped by his mother.

For a while, the younger brother was stunned, and the mother was also stunned. Only the slightly trembling hand of the mother was still quietly raised in the air.

"You, you are not a child anymore, how can you say such a thing! She is your sister after all!" While withdrawing her hand in a panic, while pushing away her brother who was still holding her arm, my mother bent down to help me , "Xixi, did you hurt somewhere? Hmm? Does it hurt?"

"Mom..." Looking at my mother's worried face, I suddenly burst into tears, "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I made you and dad worry, I'm too ignorant, I don't let you save me too much." I'm sorry...Mom, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." I plunged into my mother's warm and soft arms, and I couldn't control my heart, my feelings, and my tears anymore.

Why am I always so selfish, why do I always think only of myself?

(End of this chapter)