Warm Secret Love: Chasing Love for Ninety Days

Chapter 167 But I Mind (2)

At that time, I kept thinking, if you can't be rescued, then I will definitely hate myself, and I will definitely go back and smash all the banquets in the auditorium.

But, fortunately, fortunately, you came back in the end, making everything I prepared and everything I worked hard to complete in a short period of time have meaning again. "He looked down at me, and I saw something crystal clear and shiny in his eyes, but I didn't dare to say that it was tears, because he kept laughing, so freely and drippingly, as if he had been laughing for many years. It was as if the dream had finally come true, as if all his burdens had been lifted.

"Lin Xi," he said with hoarse voice and hopeful eyes, "you, are you willing to..."

However, his remaining words and hopes were blocked by my quickly raised hand, and then he began to look at me with surprised and horrified eyes, watching me try my best to fall from his arms .

"I don't want to." As soon as my feet touched the ground, my legs trembled uncontrollably, just like my trembling heart.

How can you make me believe, how can I believe.

How can you believe that just a little bit, almost Asiana just like me proposed.

"Why?" His lips trembled uncontrollably. Hana looked at me like he was looking at a strange lunatic. He seemed completely unable to understand why the person who had been pursuing him so hard refused his marriage proposal. When the thing I have always dreamed of is in front of me, I will refuse without hesitation.

"You know I can't! You know that I have a few days to live! You know that what you are doing now will only make me more painful, and it will only make you more painful in the future, you know, you clearly know it! Why do you still do this!" Facing his astonishing question, I was even more surprised and excited than him.

That's right, Hana, you know all about it, why do you still do this?

Don't you know I've been regretting everything I've done to you?

If I hadn't broken into your world bent on my own way, maybe you are still living a simple and quiet life now.

Instead of making a lifelong promise to a dying person like now.

marry you?
This is something I have been dreaming about since I met you, but Hana, not now, not at this moment, but the healthy and long-lived me seven years ago!
"You know I don't care!" Taking a step forward, Hana quietly grabbed my arm, and he roared hoarsely, as if he wanted to shout out all the persistence and affirmation in his heart.

But I felt even more desolate under his firm and persistent roar.

"But I don't mind." I stretched out my hand one by one, and separated Hana's fingers holding my arm. My voice was as cold as a blade, and it pierced directly into the hearts of both of us.

Hana's palm fell down, and I turned around and walked resolutely to the elevator.

Hana, whether you want to comfort me or sympathize with me, I don't need you to hurt yourself like this.

I already owe you too much, and I don't want to take away the position of the person who should have been with you for the rest of my life when I finally leave.

So, don't be nice to me anymore.

I have fully appreciated your goodness in my life.

Now, I just hope that I can treat you better, and I hope that you can treat yourself better, and don't do anything that will hurt yourself. In this way, I am already satisfied, and I won't have any regrets...

(End of this chapter)