Chapter 186 A new life, a new start [26]
"Zhuo Yexi, you promised me, didn't you?"
I don't want to tell him what I think now, I will tell him everything after the operation.
By that time, I believe he will understand everything.
"I promised you, it's just..." Zhuo Yexi didn't seem to want to implement what was discussed before.
I know it's normal for him to behave like this, but now I really can't open up my relationship with him in this situation.
Being private doesn't mean I don't love him or care about him.
It's all just because of that damn self-esteem, worrying that he will be laughed at by others because he is with me.
Maybe he will never understand what I think.
But that's how I think, always have been.
If he says he doesn't care what other people think of him, that's actually impossible.It's just that he feels that he is living his own life and letting others talk about it, and he still feels a little uncomfortable.
Although I didn't say it out loud, I still felt uncomfortable to some extent, I just hid it in my heart and laughed it off.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm thinking too much.But everyone's thinking is different, so it's normal for me to have this kind of thinking.
"Since you have agreed to me, can you stop doing this? When I am willing to make it public, I will naturally make it public. If you don't want to make it public at that time, it's up to you." I saw it in Zhuo Yexi's eyes just now Lost, in order to make him happy I spoke to him in a half-joking tone.
"Hey..." Zhuo Yexi sighed, "Well, it's what you say."
In the end, he still agreed to me.
He shook his head helplessly and walked side by side with me.
I was a little embarrassed at the beginning, but I got used to it slowly.
In fact, I really want to know, if a disabled person like me walks with Zhuo Yexi, how will others talk about me?
It's just that there are some things I'll never know.
It's best not to know, sometimes you know it unintentionally, and it's yourself who feels hurt.
Why bother yourself.
So, the four of us left the school together side by side.Originally, Zhuo Yexi wanted to take me to eat delicious food, but I was unwilling again and again, and finally he had no choice but to give up.
In the end, we just went to the small shop to eat porridge, steamed stuffed buns, etc...
After eating, Yuxin immediately walked up to me, and said with a smile on her face, "Xiaodie, we have agreed to rent a house outside."
"Ah?" As soon as she said that, I was very surprised, and looked at her puzzled, "Why? Renting a house costs money?"
Besides, I can be said to be penniless now, where can I get the money to rent a house.
"Don't worry, we have arranged all these. It is really inconvenient to live in the dormitory. Besides, don't you want a more comfortable study environment?" Ye Xi snatched the answer.
So, I looked at him and said in a soft voice: "Zhuo Yexi, the way you are now is pretty good. I really want to have a more comfortable learning environment, but you have to work hard on your own, don't you? It's the same everywhere, I don't want you to waste money for me."
I'm telling the truth, it's the same wherever you live.
Besides, I already owe Zhuo Yexi a lot, and I don't want to owe any more.
Really afraid of not paying back.
PS: What should I do?It's getting worse and worse.woo woo...
(End of this chapter)
"Zhuo Yexi, you promised me, didn't you?"
I don't want to tell him what I think now, I will tell him everything after the operation.
By that time, I believe he will understand everything.
"I promised you, it's just..." Zhuo Yexi didn't seem to want to implement what was discussed before.
I know it's normal for him to behave like this, but now I really can't open up my relationship with him in this situation.
Being private doesn't mean I don't love him or care about him.
It's all just because of that damn self-esteem, worrying that he will be laughed at by others because he is with me.
Maybe he will never understand what I think.
But that's how I think, always have been.
If he says he doesn't care what other people think of him, that's actually impossible.It's just that he feels that he is living his own life and letting others talk about it, and he still feels a little uncomfortable.
Although I didn't say it out loud, I still felt uncomfortable to some extent, I just hid it in my heart and laughed it off.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm thinking too much.But everyone's thinking is different, so it's normal for me to have this kind of thinking.
"Since you have agreed to me, can you stop doing this? When I am willing to make it public, I will naturally make it public. If you don't want to make it public at that time, it's up to you." I saw it in Zhuo Yexi's eyes just now Lost, in order to make him happy I spoke to him in a half-joking tone.
"Hey..." Zhuo Yexi sighed, "Well, it's what you say."
In the end, he still agreed to me.
He shook his head helplessly and walked side by side with me.
I was a little embarrassed at the beginning, but I got used to it slowly.
In fact, I really want to know, if a disabled person like me walks with Zhuo Yexi, how will others talk about me?
It's just that there are some things I'll never know.
It's best not to know, sometimes you know it unintentionally, and it's yourself who feels hurt.
Why bother yourself.
So, the four of us left the school together side by side.Originally, Zhuo Yexi wanted to take me to eat delicious food, but I was unwilling again and again, and finally he had no choice but to give up.
In the end, we just went to the small shop to eat porridge, steamed stuffed buns, etc...
After eating, Yuxin immediately walked up to me, and said with a smile on her face, "Xiaodie, we have agreed to rent a house outside."
"Ah?" As soon as she said that, I was very surprised, and looked at her puzzled, "Why? Renting a house costs money?"
Besides, I can be said to be penniless now, where can I get the money to rent a house.
"Don't worry, we have arranged all these. It is really inconvenient to live in the dormitory. Besides, don't you want a more comfortable study environment?" Ye Xi snatched the answer.
So, I looked at him and said in a soft voice: "Zhuo Yexi, the way you are now is pretty good. I really want to have a more comfortable learning environment, but you have to work hard on your own, don't you? It's the same everywhere, I don't want you to waste money for me."
I'm telling the truth, it's the same wherever you live.
Besides, I already owe Zhuo Yexi a lot, and I don't want to owe any more.
Really afraid of not paying back.
PS: What should I do?It's getting worse and worse.woo woo...
(End of this chapter)
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