Love sets you: overbearing school grass overbearing love

Chapter 4 Self-abased me [4]

For a moment, I withdrew my thoughts and looked at her with a faint smile: "Yuxin, thank you for being kind to me, thank you for treating me as a friend, and thank you for always comforting me from time to time."

I thank her from the bottom of my heart, but I can only answer her in this way, after all, what she said is not unreasonable.

She is not me, so she doesn't understand what I think in my heart at all.

There are times when fear and dread come to my mind and I can barely breathe.

I was even afraid to go out, because every time I saw those people looking at me with strange eyes, I always felt so uncomfortable in my heart, and I wanted to find a hole to drill down.

Sometimes I really think, if only there were gods in this world.

Sometimes I also think, how wonderful it would be if time travel really existed.

But I know that all of this is impossible, I just think about it in my heart.

After I finished speaking, Hua Yuxin frowned, slightly displeased: "Since we are friends, I'll just say something straight!"

As soon as she said this, my heart skipped a beat. I was afraid that she would say something and I didn't want to be obedient, but she said that, so I can't stop her from saying it, right?

So, I just nodded and said, "Okay then!"

"So reluctantly?"

I just answered when Yu Zexuan's gentle voice came: "Mengdie, can't you be more confident? Have you let the word inferiority haunt you all your life?"

When he said these words, his brows were almost wrinkled into a Sichuan shape.As for me, I just smiled faintly, "Thank you for your enlightenment, I think if there is nothing else, it's late and I should go back."

I turned around and left as if I was running away, without giving him a chance to speak, I ran away as if I was running away.

The moment he turned around, a surge of sour water surged up in his heart.The next moment, tears welled up in his eyes, and he really wanted to cry.

When Xiao Pao returned to the playground, Hua Yuxin did not catch up.Only then did I stop slowly, in order to prevent tears from dripping down, I raised my head and looked up at the sky.

The stars in the sky blinked and blinked, as if they were greeting me and encouraging me.Blink and blink, it's so cheerful.

But for me, it is never possible to be happy, even if I laugh, it must be a hypocritical smile.

I am a person with no future, no qualifications to love, let alone be loved.

Ever since my parents found out about my illness, they have been hot and cold towards me. They didn't regard me as their daughter at all, and sometimes even hit me with my shortcomings.

I am already like this, what I need most is the love and care of my parents.But they didn't give me anything, instead they let me down again and again, and my heart ached.

This is why I have no friends since I was a child. Even if I have friends, I am always worried about whether they are sincere or not.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel, and it's hard to hold back the tears.I slowed down and walked towards the lawn. Although it was late, I didn't want to go back.Even if he went back, he would have nothing to say to the roommates in the dormitory.

There are so many times when I chat with them, they always talk to me in a strange tone, knowing that I don’t want to hear it, and knowing that I will get hurt after listening, but they always want to tell me uncomfortable.

(End of this chapter)