Happy peasant girl

Chapter 416 Chu Xuan kidnaps people (4)
"Xi'er, is the way I love you wrong?" Chu Xuan thought that when Lin Qingxi told him such a story, he probably wanted to tell him that the way he loved her was wrong, and that the love he gave was not her. What she wanted couldn't bring her happiness.

"Brother Wei Xuan, don't you think that you are very similar to Lin Xin'an in my story? Like her, you long for the love of your parents and a happy and warm family, so when you first came to Fu'an Town, you would be so eager to be with her. I approach, not only because I am special, but also because you like the warm atmosphere in my home, you want to be a part of it, don't you?" Many years have passed, Lin Qingxi still remembers those days when Chu Xuan deliberately Inadvertently longing for the eyes, it was the kind of eyes that reminded her of herself when she was a child, that's why she had a special feeling for Chu Xuan these years.

"That's right, although I live a life of rich clothes and fine food, I have been unhappy since I was a child. Whether it is in the Hou's mansion or in the palace, all I see is indifference. The elder brother who loved me the most is also dead, and it may be Killed by my other brothers, I hate those people, I hate myself, and I hate him."

The "he" in Chu Xuan's words refers to Chu Linghe, just like Lin Xin'an in Lin Qingxi's story hated her younger brother who committed suicide, he also hated Chu Linghe who was killed by others.Why did you leave him, why!
In fact, he and Ruby Lin are the same people, they are both too lonely and longing for love too much.It is precisely because I am so eager that when I can't get it or lose it, I will be so desperate.

"Brother Weixuan, you asked me why I treat you so well. It is because I understand you as I understand myself. I don't want you to lose the most precious thing in your life because of those unnecessary attachments like Lin Xin'an in my story. Important things. Knowing that you long for the warmth of home, so I never tried to stay away from you, you asked me to help you farm, I planted, you partnered with me in business, I did it, you lack money and food, I have. You lose Brother and nephew, I will be your family and will never abandon you. This is the way I love you. Love is not just love between a man and a woman, it is vast, like the boundless sea, there is The love of family, the love of siblings, the love of friends, and even the love of mutual help among strangers. Brother Wei Xuan, do you understand?" Lin Qingxi said earnestly.

She still remembers that year when Wei Xuan sent her back to Yipinxiang at night. On the way, he held her hand, but she didn't really feel it. The reason why she didn't let go was because she felt the boy who was holding her. It wasn't Wei Xuan, but another self. The emotion in his eyes that night was very similar to the warm eyes she had when she was Ruby Lin.

"In that case, why can't you give me the love of men and women, Xi'er, I don't want much!" Chu Xuan looked at her almost beggingly.

Tonight, the words she said to him hit his heart every word. She loved him, but this kind of love had nothing to do with romance, but it made him feel deeper than the love between a man and a woman, and made him feel move.

"Brother Weixuan, I don't know why I can't! Love is not something I can decide to love, it's it—" Lin Qingxi pointed to her heart, "it's what makes the decision. When I meet someone else When I'm a man, it beats out of my control, makes me blush and heartbeat, makes me feel overwhelmed, makes me worry about gains and losses, and makes me desperate."

Chu Xuanduo hoped that all that Lin Qingxi said at this time was because of him, but that man was not him, although he would have such deep feelings when facing Lin Qingxi, but Lin Qingxi did not treat him, This is not something he can control, it is his heart.

"Xi'er, it doesn't matter if you don't love me...I know that I love you deeply, but I also know that the way I love you now makes you dislike. You said just now that longing To love, you must first learn to love others. I long for your love, so I will learn to change a way to make you happy, and maybe one day, you will also have love for me.” Although looking at it again However, Chu Xuan did not intend to give up. On the contrary, he firmly believed that as long as he worked hard to love the woman in front of him, he would one day be able to touch her heart.

Lin Qingxi didn't expect that after talking so much to Chu Xuan, he was still so obsessed with her, but fortunately, it finally had some effect, although the obsession was still deep, but the method had changed.

She believed that one day Chu Xuan would figure it out thoroughly, and she also hoped that another good woman would appear so that Chu Xuan could experience the true sweet love.

It's too late, Lin Qingxi doesn't say anything anymore, as long as Chu Xuan can figure it out slowly, the two of them won't drift away, being a family member is sometimes happier than being a lover.

In the next two days, Chu Xuan didn't say anything about Gu, and neither did Lin Qingxi. Although Chu Xuan gave Lin Qingxi the antidote and her skills recovered, she didn't ask to leave immediately. She felt that she should Give Chu Xuan more time to think.

Another day later, when Chu Xuan said that he would take Lin Qingxi away, Yan Yun found him in the valley, and at this time he was unshaven and looked haggard.

As soon as the two men met, they fought fiercely again, but this time no one showed mercy. The strange thing is that Lin Qingxi didn't help anyone this time. She sat in front of the thatched cottage and watched them fight.

Chu Xuan's martial arts had already advanced by leaps and bounds. He and Yan Yun would not stop fighting for three days and three nights. They fought from daytime to midnight. The two seemed to be tireless, and they must put each other to death.

Lin Qingxi lit a bonfire in front of the house, and then roasted two newly caught pheasants. Seeing the sound of fists, kicks and swords coming from the darkness, she shook her head helplessly, letting the two men vent their anger and anger. Resentment, they really can't stop it.

So, she took out the dagger and put it on her wrist, and then shouted into the air: "If you don't stop, I'll cut my wrist and commit suicide!"

Sure enough, as soon as she finished speaking, Yan Yun and Chu Xuan stopped, and they all rushed to her in a hurry.

"Xi'er, don't mess around, put it down!" Lin Qingxi's martial arts recovered, Chu Xuan was worried that she would really hurt him.

"Silly girl, put it down!" Yan Yun was anxious and angry, what the hell was she doing!
People often say that it is most effective for a woman to cry, make trouble and hang herself three times. Lin Qingxi did not expect this to be the case, because she cared about her, so she couldn't bear her to be hurt, and she didn't want the people she cared about to kill each other.

"Brother Wei Xuan, Yan Yun, you all sit down, don't fight, I roasted the pheasant myself, eat it quickly!" Lin Qingxi smiled and pointed to the two pheasants that were already emitting aroma.

Yan Yun felt that Linqingxi was a bit different, and Chu Xuan also felt different from the last time he saw him in Wei Wang's mansion. It seemed that something happened between the two of them that he didn't know, and there was less tugging. Ambiguous, but more intimacy that made him jealous.

(End of this chapter)