Rebirth space a little field

Chapter 191 Yang Silang's Suffering

"What's wrong?" Chen Guaibao asked knowingly.

"I..." Yang Silang hesitated to speak, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to express his emotions.

"Thinking about the young master of the Li family just now?" Chen Guaibao stretched out her hand to hold Yang Silang's hands on the table, she no longer pretended to be ignorant.

"Yeah." Yang Silang nodded lightly, with a complicated look on his handsome face.

"What did you think of?" Chen Guaibao continued to ask.

"Of course it's my background." Yang Silang said with a soft sigh. He was still young when Li Fu died, but he had already remembered Li Fu's appearance. He and Li Fu had nothing to imagine. Individuals are not like father and son at all.

"My father is Li Fu, but over the years, thinking about my father's various behaviors, I feel that he is probably not my biological father. Now, looking at the young master of the Li family, who looks like me, it is inevitable that I will Think about it a little more." Yang Silang spoke heavily, slowly describing his feelings.

And there is also the poison on his body, he was poisoned when he was a child, if he is really a child of an ordinary family, who would poison him for no reason?He must not be a child of an ordinary family.

"Actually, I also thought about it. The young master of the Li family is probably your elder brother. I have already asked Ai Li to inquire about it. When she comes back, we will know the truth." Chen Guaibao looked at Yang Silang with a smile, The eyes are full of love.

"Er..." Yang Silang was at a loss for words.

"Brother Silang, no matter what your background is, you are my brother Silang. After a few months, you will be my husband. No matter what happens to this point, it will not change." Chen Guabao whispered, using Words full of love to soothe Yang Silang's restless heart.

"Sister Guaibao..." Yang Silang looked at Chen Guaibao with emotion.

"I said, even if you are a beggar, I will support you. Who let us grow up together, and you treat me so well. If you are good, I can't do without you. If you are good, my heart will stick tightly to you. On you, now that Uncle An is also married, I only have you, and you can’t even shake me off." Chen Guaibao stood up as he spoke, wrapped his hands around Yang Silang's neck, and sat on his lap affectionately.

"Isn't it just that the mystery of life experience is about to be revealed? It's okay. I'll stand by your side and accompany you. If there is any big storm, let's bear it together." Chen Guaibao said, kissing Yang Silang's lips.

Yang Silang's heart was burning hot. It was such a happy and lucky thing to know Chen Guaibao and get Chen Guaibao's heart!As long as there is Chen Guaibao, then he will have no regrets in this life!

"Sister Guaibao..." Hugging Chen Guaibao's body tightly, Yang Silang had no other words to say, all words at this moment were superfluous and pale, and he looked forward to this moment forever.

Chen Guaibao was held in Yang Silang's arms obediently, smiled and said nothing.Alas, maybe the reason why she traveled through time was because of Yang Silang. Without her, Yang Silang, a young lady, would probably have grown crooked.

It's just that she is a delicate and weak girl, she wants a big and warm embrace, she wants to act like a baby without any scruples, she wants someone to provide her with a carefree sky, but now everything is reversed, She became the protector, the person who propped up the sky, Yang Silang became the protected person, and Yang Silang became the carefree person under the sky she propped up.

Good fortune makes fun of people, and fate also loves to play tricks on people. Forget it, in this life, let’s just accompany Yang Silang through this life. She is older than Yang Silang, and her psychology is more mature than Yang Silang. The umbrella of I.

In fact, Yang Silang is a very good child. He needs good looks, a figure, a figure, quality, quality, and talent. Yang Silang grew up under her tutelage, and Yang Silang has not been contaminated by all the evil deeds and habits she hates. , Yang Silang is growing up completely according to her thoughts.

And Yang Silang treated her very well. When he was studying alone in the academy, he would bring her an egg every time he came back. Now thinking about it, an egg is nothing, but those few years were hard. It is very good that Yang Silang, an eight or nine-year-old child, can think about leaving eggs to her before he can eat an egg.

Later, Liu Yuanshan was recognized as a adoptive father, and Yang Silang had pocket money every month, but he hardly bought anything.He always saved his pocket money for her, and Yang Silang gave her all the money.

A man who gives her all his money, spends all his free time with her, and is obedient to her. What else is she dissatisfied with such a man?
Yang Silang is good, really good.

Thinking of this, Chen Guaibao's heart was also warm, and her heart was also filled with affection. She hugged Yang Silang tightly, quietly enjoying the wonderful feeling of staying with her lover.

When Ai Li came back, she saw Yang Silang and Chen Guaibao embracing each other. She hesitated for a while, and finally knocked on the door.

"Who is it?" Chen Guaibao stood up and raised his voice to ask.

"I."

"It's Ai Li." Chen Guabao hurriedly walked over and opened the door. "Ai Li, you're back, come in quickly." Unexpectedly, Ai Li's speed was so fast, Chen Guabao was very surprised.

Ai Li stepped into the room and nodded to Yang Silang. Ai Li sat down and Yang Silang poured her a cup of tea.

"Ai Li, how's it going? Did you find out anything?" Chen Guaibao asked eagerly.

Ellie took a sip of warm tea first, then nodded and said, "It's been found out, it's a big news."

"What news?" Chen Guaibao and Yang Silang spoke at the same time.

Ai Li didn't give a shit, she said directly, "The young master of the Li family we met today is Shiro's elder brother. When I went, he was discussing this matter with his mother, the head mistress of the Li family. The mistress is very courageous, she actually plans to find someone to do us." Ellie was very emotional, she was so tough, she really didn't look like a woman.

"What?!" Hearing Ai Li's words, Chen Guabao and Yang Silang called out at the same time, "The mistress of the Li family is going to kill us?" Chen Guabao urgently asked for confirmation.

"Yes." Ellie nodded, "She said, since there was a way to kill Shiro and his mother back then, we also have a way to keep Shiro from appearing in front of the Li family forever."

"Fight and kill?" The amount of information contained in this sentence was too much, and Yang Silang's face turned pale instantly. "Could it be that my mother is dead?" Yang Silang asked with difficulty in disbelief.

"It should be." Ai Li nodded, her face was full of worry, "Your mother should have been dead for many years. Your father, that is, Li Fu, should have taken you out of Li's house." Ai Li talked about her speculation.

Tears fell from Yang Silang's eyes in an instant. Of course he also thought about this possibility, but he didn't expect it to be so, and he didn't leave any extra fantasies to him.

Just now he was still thinking about where his mother is now, how she is doing, and whether she has missed him these years. He did not expect the truth to come so quickly. It is really an unbearable pain in his life.

"When I was young, I saw that other people had mothers, so I asked my father, where is my mother." Tears kept falling from Yang Silang's eyes, and he said with a choked voice, "My father said that my mother is dead. I died during childbirth, and for so many years, I have always believed that my mother died during childbirth."

"But just now I ran into the young master of the Li family on the street. When I thought about my life experience, I inevitably had a little fantasy and hope. Maybe my mother is not dead, maybe she has been waiting for me to come back."

"But the truth came out so fast, she died, I don't know what she looks like at all, she is dead." Speaking of this, Yang Silang couldn't go on anymore, he burst into tears, choked up, lying on the table Wept bitterly.

Yang Zhang didn't treat him well, and never showed him motherly care. Of course, he never treated Yang Zhang as his mother.Later, he recognized Liu Yuanshan as his adoptive father, and Mrs. Liu became his godmother. Mrs. Liu treated him very well, was very gentle and kind to him, and cared for him meticulously in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation. He also liked Mrs. Liu very much. She treats her like her mother.

But without that inseparable blood relationship, he always felt that something was missing.

In the dead of night, he would secretly fantasize about what his own mother would do to him if his mother was still alive.But in the future, he can no longer fantasize about it. His mother died long ago, and Li Fu didn't lie to him.

He had never experienced his mother's tenderness and care for him, and the more he thought about it, the sadder he became, Yang Silang couldn't help crying, his shoulders were shaking all the time.

Chen Guaibao looked sad, she patted Yang Silang's back lightly, and said softly, "Cry, it will be fine if you cry."

She remembered the scene when she learned that her parents had a bad life, and it was the same. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and she washed her face with tears all day long.

Ellie is also full of thoughts, Yang Silang's fate makes people feel emotional, but she thinks of her parents at this time, she was hurt by love, said hello to her parents and started the interstellar journey, at this time, no Knowing if her parents are thinking about her, maybe she should go back sooner.

Yang Silang cried for a long time before he stopped, because the crying was so loud that he disturbed Chen Sanniu who had already rested. Chen Sanniu put on his clothes and came to Chen Guaibao's room.

"What's the matter?" Chen Guaibao looked at Yang Silang who was crying on the table, and asked Chen Guaibao.

Chen Guaibao told Chen Sanniu what happened. After hearing this, Chen Sanniu was also surprised and saddened. Recalling what happened to Yang Silang, he also sighed repeatedly, it was so pitiful.

Yang Silang cried for a long time, until he was exhausted and dizzy before he stopped slowly. Chen Guaibao took out his handkerchief and asked him to wipe his face.

"Brother Silang, it's okay, you still have us, after we get married, my parents will also be your parents, and they will treat you as their own son." Chen Guaibao said.

"That's not true. All these years, your aunt and I have treated you as a son." Chen Sanniu nodded, "Don't cry, your mother is in the spirit of the sky, and she definitely doesn't want to see you like this."

"I, I just feel sad." Yang Silang's swollen eyes were swollen. Others have never experienced his tragic fate, so they don't understand his feelings. First, his own father died, and then his adoptive father Yang Qingde also died. Yang Zhang Shi drove him out of the house, and he was homeless, and even thought about committing suicide by jumping off a cliff.

Later, he went to Liu's family. Although Liu's family treated him well, it was not his own home after all. He always had a feeling of being dependent on others, without a sense of belonging or security.In order to make the Liu family love him all the time, he worked hard to study, to be well-behaved, and never dared to be rebellious or self-willed. He tried his best to do his best.

After Li Fu died, he had no blood relatives in this world, he had no relatives.He started living in other people's homes when he was five years old, and he has been living in other people's homes until now. He has to control his behavior at a young age, not to be disliked by others, and try hard to please others, otherwise he will have nowhere to go and will die dropped.In his more than ten years of life, he has experienced too much misery. Others only see his sunny smiling face, but they don't know the pain in his heart.

Moreover, in the past few years, his health has started to be unwell, and he always needs to take medicine. The illness lasts for ten days and a half months, which has caused a lot of trouble for the Liu family. At that time, he was worried in his heart that the Liu family would won't bore him.

For a period of time, he had a very bad life and was very depressed. On the one hand, he was worried about his illness, and on the other hand, he was afraid that the Liu family would think that he was troublesome, abandon him, and abandon him. He felt bitter, really bitter.

Later, he learned that he had been poisoned and there was no cure for it. At that moment, his brain went blank. After the blank, he didn't cry, but laughed. He laughed at this sad fate, he laughed at the injustice of God to him .

Since his fate is so ill-fated, why didn't God take him away when he was young, so that he would not have to go through these painful things.

He wants to have a home, a home of his own, where he can do whatever he wants, he doesn't want to walk in a proper manner, he wants to learn how to be big and strong, he doesn't want to get up on time every morning , he wants to stay in bed, he doesn't want to fold the quilt after getting up, he wants to imitate the appearance of being strong and make the bed messy, he doesn't want to put the books neatly, he doesn't want to take the basin out immediately after changing the dirty clothes wash……

He doesn't want too much, he wants to live freely according to his own temperament, he wants to have his own home, a home that really belongs to him.

Thinking of the sadness of the past, Yang Silang smiled wryly in his heart. He has to study hard and get a good name in the future, so that he will have a home that is completely his own.

"It's okay, I'll be fine after crying. Uncle San is right. My mother has a soul in heaven. She definitely doesn't want me to be like this. She definitely wants to see me happy." Yang Silang said deeply Taking a few breaths, he smiled again.

Seeing Yang Silang like this, Chen Guaibao felt very distressed. Yang Silang is a child who always controls his emotions and doesn't want to cause trouble for everyone. But the more he is like this, the more distressed he is.

In the future, Yang Silang must be well compensated, Chen Guaibao thought to himself.

Seeing this, Ai Li and Chen Sanniu also smiled at Yang Silang. Yang Silang remembered what Ai Li said before, and he said again, "Then the mistress of the Li family will send someone to kill us?"

"Yes." Ellie nodded.

"This is too vicious." Chen Sanniu sighed, never seeing such a cruel and merciless woman.

"It's okay, with Ellie and I here, those people can't hurt us." Chen Guaibao said.

"Yes, the mistress of the Li family doesn't want Master Li to see Fourth Master, we want Master Li to see Shiro, and we have to take Shiro to hang around in front of Li's house, mad at Mistress Li." Ai Li also opened the mouth.

"But brother Silang, are you willing to recognize the master of the Li family?" Chen Guaibao asked Yang Silang after hearing what Ai Li said.

"I don't want to." Yang Silang replied very simply, without any hesitation, he didn't want to, that old man of the Li family didn't protect his mother well, and he didn't protect him well, now he's living a good life, and he's about to get married soon, He is not willing to recognize the master of the Li family, even if he is his own father.

"Brother Silang, you really don't want to recognize the master of the Li family?" Chen Guaibao was surprised, and she asked again.

"I don't want to." Yang Silang replied flatly, "I don't know him at all. Although he is my own father, I have lived in pain all these years, but he doesn't know it at all. He has never done his best as a father." I should fulfill my responsibilities. Now I am living a good life, and I am going to marry you, little sister, Guaibao, and I have my own life, so there is no need for extra complications. "

"You really think so? Don't regret it." Chen Guaibao confirmed again, "That's your real father."

"No regrets, let's go back to Pingyuan County directly after finding herbs, I'll pretend this never happened." Yang Silang sniffed as he said, "My real father is Li Fu, who died more than ten years ago. He died, and now he is buried in Shanhe Village, the master of the Li family, he is not my real father."

"You'd better think about it again. It's not in a hurry anyway. We're going to find herbs tomorrow, and you'll give us the answer when we leave Lu'an County." Chen Guaibao gave Yang Silang the time to think about it, after all, it was his own Dear father, blood is thicker than water, so don't be careless.

"Guaibao is right, Shiro, this matter is not urgent anyway, you think about it slowly, we won't rush you." Chen Sanniu agreed with Chen Guaibao's words.

"Yes, we're going to stay in Lu'an County for two days. Think about it slowly, there's no rush." ​​Ellie also said.

"Okay." Hearing the three of Chen Sanniu say this, Yang Silang also had a trace of hesitation in his eyes, let's think about it again.

"Then let's go to bed, it's getting late, I've been driving for a day and riding in a carriage for a day, and I'm very tired now." Chen Guaibao said and greeted everyone to go back to their own rooms to sleep, "Ai Li, give me a little Spells or something, lest the mistress of the Li family send someone over to make trouble."

Sleep is important, but safety is also very important. Yang Silang and Chen Sanniu are the two most important men in her life, and their personal safety cannot be sloppy.

"Okay." Ellie nodded.

Asking Yang Silang and Chen Sanniu to go back to their rooms, Ai Li stood at the door of their room and swept her palms towards the door, laying a small barrier for the whole room, no mortals could break in.

(End of this chapter)