Rebirth of the scholarly lady

Chapter 613
Qu Lanyi lowered his head, his bloodless lips sucked for a moment as if he had been frightened, but he didn't say anything.

Nan Surou trembled all over, but tried her best to maintain a serious tone, and said: "If you die, you will have nothing. I don't want to just disappear. I believe you can protect me."

Another quarter of an hour of silence.

Qu Lanyi just stared at Nan Surou all the time, as if evaluating whether she had ulterior motives in saying such words.

Although Qu Lanyi didn't waver, Nan Surou didn't want to give up. She added a dose of strong medicine, and she said quietly: "I'm tired of the struggle in the back house, tired of the intrigue of the Tiansheng court, I hate chasing Fame and fortune, I hate everything that exhausts me physically and mentally, so I choose you, I hope you can hide me from this world."

The meaning of "Golden House Cangjiao" was revealed in the words.

There was only the buzzing of the wind in the hall.

At the end, Qu Lanyi suddenly got up, and turned her back to Nan Surou, as if he was about to walk out like this.

Qu Lanyi's black back showed a kind of isolated loneliness.

When Nan Surou began to suspect that her strategy was wrong, Qu Lanyi said slowly, "Are you willing to enter the tiger's den just to avoid the jackals?"

"If you think so, I have no objection." Nan Surou's tone of reply could not accommodate any rebuttal.

"... Take a good rest." Qu Lanyi sighed and walked away.

Nan Surou stood behind Qu Lanyi, looked at his back, and said softly, "Good night, Qu Lanyi."

Qu Lanyi left, Nan Surou didn't say anything more.

But tonight is destined to have no sleep.

Nan Surou didn't do any exercise during the day, and now she is very energetic, and she was not sleepy at all after being frightened.

When approaching Zishi, a group of maidservants walked in from outside the hall, and they brought delicate snacks to Nan Surou.

The leading congregation solemnly said: "Miss, this is a supper made for you by the leader."

Nan Surou glanced at it, hibiscus cake, chrysanthemum cake, osmanthus cake, shrimp dumpling, crab cake...all of them were carefully made desserts, and a mixed sweet smell filled the hall instantly.

But this sweet fragrance was not enough to cover up the lingering smell of blood.

"You can put it there." Nan Surou couldn't sleep, so why would she want to eat?

"Yes, servant girl is leaving." The maidservant didn't stay long, let those who were carrying the plates put down their snacks, and then they all retreated.

The tragedy of a woman begins at the moment when she is found again after being taken away, and she returns to her former person, the moment she returns to her old person.

understood.

Nan Surou said in her heart.

She knows everything.

Yu Ru is not only the female elder who raised Qu Lanyi, but also the confidante of the former leader.

And Qu Lanyi likes Yuru, likes his stepmother, he never calls Yuru his mother, but calls her by her first name.

For a woman she could never get, Qu Lanyi took extreme measures.

Qu Lanyi is a person with a serious heart disease, which has exceeded the normal range.

It's too dangerous, Nan Surou thought gloomily, there is no way for her to leave safely like this.

She is not in love with Qu Lanyi at all, and she even has very little affection for her. She has always been afraid of Qu Lanyi's force and Yun Ai's treachery. If she could, she actually didn't want to choose between these two. .

In life, appearance is just a skin, marrying a troublesome aggregate, and then letting the rest of her life be turbulent, this is not what Nan Surou wants.

Nan Surou originally thought that she was not welcome to see herself like Yunfu, and she just didn't want to marry. Qu Lanyi was at least the leader of a sect, and if others dared not do anything to him, he would give her freedom, but now it seems that this place is far away. It is more dangerous than Yunfu.

In Moon Shadow City, there are teenagers who will go crazy without warning.

People here will be crazy for blood, kill each other ruthlessly, until the end you die.

Just like Hino that appeared today, and like Haniri before...

Nan Surou thought to herself, she really still has to face the world of intrigue and intrigue, she cannot escape from this world, and freedom is always an illusion.

Even if he doesn't want to admit that he has feelings for Yun Ai or Qu Lanyi.

But Nan Surou felt as sad as if her heart had been torn apart at the moment. She didn't want to stay in the Moon Worship Sect to die, and she didn't want to go with Yun Ai.

With Yun Ai's gloomy personality, running away with him is not necessarily safer than staying in the Moon Worship Sect.

Yes, this is Nan Surou's mentality. She doesn't believe in Yun Ai, nor does she believe in Qu Lanyi.

Her trust in men was worn away by this scumbag, Xing Xingxiu, in her previous life.

Why did she have to encounter such a thing?

Nan Surou experienced death, but in the end she was willing to come to worship the Moon Sect with Qu Lanyi. Could it be that Qu Lanyi's evil spirit of death attracted her?

What is her wish?

Nan Surou's true wish, struggling to survive...

It's really painful to be alone.

In her previous life, she was cruelly sent by her dearest parents in the world to Duke Wei's mansion, which cannibalize people without spit out bones.

I thought her life would change in this life, but in the final analysis, she is still wandering in various back houses, first Wei Guogong's mansion, then Hu's mansion, then the imperial palace, and finally to the present Moon Worship Sect...

There has never been a sense of belonging, everyone wants to use her, everyone is using each other, everything is a combination of interests.

Nan Surou has never had a real safe haven, she has never felt a sense of belonging in any one place.

Nan Surou thought that she had already adapted to loneliness.

But now, she realizes that she is not used to loneliness, but just used to pain.

Nan Surou needs, she desperately needs someone who can rely on and accompany her, someone who is safe for her.

In this endless darkness, what Nan Surou really wants is someone who truly cares for her.

Not for fame and fortune.

Survival is an uphill struggle, and one is burdened with heavy burdens that cannot be lifted.

But Nan Surou...

It might be a relief if she just died like this, but God let her be born again, how could she easily give up such an opportunity?

Yes, no matter how difficult it is, you must force yourself to live.

Thinking of this, Nan Surou put aside those negative emotions and began to focus on the current predicament.

According to Yuejiao, Qu Lanyi is her amulet, and to keep this amulet, she must use extraordinary means.

Nan Surou looked out the window, the sky began to rain, the cold rain was like needlepoint, falling silently, she seemed to have thought of something...

Nan Surou put down the hand stove and walked slowly to the window.

Qu Lanyi had already warned her not to take half a step out of the palace door, so watching the rain by the window is not too much, right?
Thinking about what will happen next, the corners of Nan Surou's lips curled up imperceptibly.

(End of this chapter)