I'm Mrs.

Chapter 140 Is it delicious?

I began to hate that my comprehension was growing too slowly, and I really didn't understand this body-destroying magic, "Beautiful human body?"

Dad looked at me helplessly, "That's what your mother told me. She said that this is a shortcut to becoming beautiful. She wants to be beautiful, and she doesn't want to be fat and bloated. Therefore, she chose to cooperate fully until the end. Her body , began to fester, and the evil spirit was pervasive, and she realized that once she stepped into this thing, it was a point of no return, and there was no way to turn back..."

I 'snap'!He slapped the table and got up, "Then what about the master, the master who taught my mother this!!"

"died."

Dad spit out two words lightly and looked at me, "If he didn't die, your mother's body might still fester two years later, but if he died, the three or four female disciples who learned the beauty method with your mother , one after another began to bear the backlash of the body."

"Then how did he die?"

Dad sighed, "It's also a backlash. I guess he wanted to run away. I heard from your mother that before her, a female disciple who first learned this beautiful body found that her body was festering. They asked the master for the reason, and the master said yes at first." There was a problem with the fetal blood of bats, and after a few times, they closed the door and disappeared. When they went to find him together, they found that he was dead, and the blood on his whole body was sucked dry by unknown things. Stick to the bone.

At that time, he could still see his packed salute. The police couldn't find out the cause of his death. They were afraid of causing adverse effects, so they classified it as suicide and then dealt with it in a hurry. Except for your mother, those female disciples were later One or two years later, they all rotted to death, and the corpses after death seemed to be dried naturally, without essence and blood. "

I swallowed, "My mother is alive because she cannibalized human fetus..."

A name quickly came to mind, "Does this matter have anything to do with Shen Mingya?"

Dad froze for a moment, "How could you think of her with this matter?"

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled ugly, "Because, when my mother returned home at the age of nine, she saw my mother's festering shoulders. She asked my mother why she had the body-destroying technique on her body. My mother didn't say anything. Later, my grandma asked The black mother at home came up with a name, that is, Shen, Ming, Ya."

I don't think there is a need to talk about Uncle Shen, but I can be sure that Shen Mingya is inextricably related to my parents. I used to think that she was having an affair with my dad. Now it seems that, It's not that simple anymore.

Grandma must have asked about Mama Hei. As for how she got the answer, I don't know, maybe I will never know in this life, but I remember Shen Mingya's name from then on, so it must be related to this Things matter.

Dad was puzzled for a long time, but he probably thought that grandma had already left, so it was useless to ask more questions. He lowered his eyes, sighed, and continued to open his mouth, "This matter is indeed related to her, because the master your mother is looking for is from Southeast Asia." Yes, when something happened to him later, I also inquired about the spells, but I don't understand them, and I don't know any masters who are too powerful, so I can't watch your mother be like other female disciples. When it rots, it dies, and when it dies, it becomes a mummy.

So, I went to Shen Mingya for help. She knows many masters all over the country, Hong Kong and Southeast Asia, and has a wide network of contacts. I can only ask her to help me with this matter. "

I gritted my teeth, "Dad, she has a bad relationship with my mother, doesn't she?"

Dad didn't look at me, but nodded after thinking for a long time.

"It's because of you, isn't it?"

Dad didn't respond, and after taking off his glasses, he started rubbing the bridge of his nose again, full of depression and helplessness.

I seemed to understand, Mu Mu opened his mouth, "Is it appropriate for you to ask for help from a woman who was originally at odds with my mother? You told me that Shen Mingya is ruthless. Then, should I think about it, the one my mother was in the first place?" Master, maybe she was the one who found it, this is what she set up for my mother, step by step, that made my mother come to this point?"

Dad sucked his nose hard, put on his glasses and looked at me, "You know, the first time I saw your mother drinking bat blood, I reminded her that this is not a righteous way, but your mother doesn't look back, she just wants to be beautiful Ah, Shen Mingya is ruthless, but my relationship with me is still good. I can tell you that I met her when I was studying more than [-] years ago. As a mother, it is not easy for her to make it to this day. In fact, I still admire her very much, after all, there are many unknown pains in her heart..."

I chuckled, "Dad, you didn't answer my question directly. Not only did you not answer, I also found that your words were very contradictory. A few nights ago, you told me to stay away from their house, saying that her family was ruthless. Absolutely, why, just because you are sitting in the hospital run by their family now, you started to whitewash her?"

"This is not whitewashing!"

Dad had a serious face, "A person can be successful, on the one hand, on the other hand, on the other hand, what I told you that night was just to keep you at a distance, you don't need to get involved with the Lu family, and I owe it to Shen Mingya , personally, it is only right for me to be grateful to her!"

I have nothing to say, my foreign surname is a domestic slave, what I said is quite right, what's the matter, can't I even question it!I really don't understand my dad. On the one hand, he is full of taboos about her family, and on the other hand, he works hard to protect her. Isn't it tiring!
I really admire Shen Mingya, how can people be afraid of him and willingly do things for him, what a capable person!
"Baosi, let me ask you, if Shen Mingya recruited your mother's master back then to harm your mother, what about the other female disciples, she can't, she can kill several at once!"

I pursed my lips when I heard my father's words. This is the case, and I also know that I am a little sloppy for no reason. Maybe it's because I am very close to my mother in my bones, so I naturally agree. This Shen Mingya has some inexplicable prejudices.

"Success, I won't ask anymore, you can continue talking."

Dad was a little depressed, like a scab formed from years of pain, I was scratching, and he was hurting, "Shen Mingya helped me find a master, a Thai Azan, and after listening to what I said, he said that he couldn't break it. , There are two ways to do it. One is to continue to rot. After the whole body festers, he can seal the wound. Although the scars will spread all over the body, it is extremely ugly, but at least one life can be saved in the end to get out. The second way, It is maintenance, the maintenance method is to upgrade from animal fetal blood to cannibal fetus."

I raised my eyebrows, "So, just let my mother eat human fetuses like this? Shen Mingya suggested."

Dad shook his head, "The suggestion she gave me was to save your mother's life, and she also said that I should come back to persuade your mother not to be obsessed with obsession, but your mother didn't listen, she said she couldn't bear her being so ugly, so you said, someone else Are you hurting her, or did your mother choose it?"

I opened my mouth, and after a while, I finally made a sound, "But you have to know, mom is afraid of losing you. If she is ugly, does that woman have a better chance of getting you? She is not confident! Do you understand!! !"

Yes, I admit that I can't turn the corner, so I can't control myself to think about Shen Mingya in a good direction. I always feel that the friendship between her and my father is not perfect, since they are familiar with each other before I was born. Yes, then I can be sure that my mother and her have known each other for a long time. So, is her role the most intimate beauty of the man who has been lurking beside my parents?
Dad seemed to be listening to a joke, and spit out two weak laughter from his mouth, "Bao Si, since you want to know from beginning to end, then let me tell you, your mother wants to be beautiful and maintain her own Appearance, so, she said choose cannibal fetus.

Shen Mingya said that your mother's choice has nothing to do with her, she just has friendship with me, I know you also misunderstood my relationship with Shen Mingya, but I can tell you clearly, Shen Mingya is like my sister, the relationship between us , there are no such dirty relationships. "

The words were a little heavy, I cleared my throat, "In that case, I want to know how you left the hospital and divorced my mother."

Dad was still suppressing his emotions with a cold face, "Of course it's a human fetus. I graduated from a military medical university. Although I haven't served in an orthodox military service, I am also a soldier. From the day I put on the military uniform, I thought, I can What I did was to be worthy of my military uniform, but in the end, I felt sorry for myself. I violated the discipline several times and repeatedly for your mother to bring home the fetus that should have been handled in the hospital. Before the Dongchuang incident happened, I was already very ill Well, every time I can't help but get angry with your mother, I blame myself but I can't help but watch your mother ignore you, until, I was censored and quarantined..."

Speaking of this, my father let out a sigh of relief, "The day I was taken away, to be honest, I was very happy, because I finally didn't have to suffer so much. I see patients every day, and I think about it every day. Never meet a young girl who goes the wrong way and needs to induce labor, but prays every day to meet the right one, so that your mother will be happy, I want to see her smile, I am contradictory, I feel like I am going crazy, Bao Si , do you know how painful I am, if I am not taken away, then I will not be grinded to death in the end, and my spirit will eventually collapse."

Looking at my father's red eyes, I couldn't help but wept and couldn't speak. It's hard to think that a civilian military officer with technical skills, in such a solemn and solemn environment, bears the burden of spiritual and spiritual difficulties on the one hand. How cruel it is to want to please the woman he loves while still under the shackles of the shackles. His future is just like that.

But my father smiled, and looked at me with a relaxed smile, "I lost everything that year. They all said that I was the most promising doctor in the military hospital. Guangming, you know, this elder is Shen Mingya's father, my former professor.

However, I let everyone down. I was dismissed for review, expelled from the military, and had to go to a military court for trial. I thought that I would be infamous forever, but it was Shen Mingya who helped me suppress the matter through her father's relationship Go on, although I left the military hospital in the end, at least I don’t need to live in the dirty past all my life. Now that I’m here, I can still do the job I like. These hands are only welcoming new life now. In this life, I will never touch those fetuses that need to be killed in the mother's womb. "

I sniffed hard, "Just because you were taken away, so my mother left? She left you just like that. I think you are useless, don't you?"

Dad's eyes were full of deep despair, "I also thought that I would never be able to use the scalpel again. At that time, if she didn't divorce me, then she would accept the review with me. This is the best choice Of course, she divorced me because of me. Before I took her away, she mentioned divorce. She said she didn't want to implicate me. It was me who disagreed.

After something happened, she naturally left. Your mother has a stubborn temper, and she didn't want to have anything to do with me after divorce. She was also angry with me, thinking that I could leave the military hospital, but why did you come to Xinya? Well, so, she is not in touch with me anymore, the emotions in it are really complicated, Baosi, do you understand, your mother just wants to be beautiful, since I can't change her mind, I can only do my best Help her, at least, I can realize some value here, otherwise, I am a prisoner now, so what can I give your mother. "

I don't understand, as I shook my head with tears, "Dad, mom wants beauty because she is afraid that you will leave her, so why in the end, she would rather get divorced and continue to find a way to eat human fetuses than stay with you together, I really don’t understand.”

Dad raised his hand and wiped his tears, "You probably have to ask her about this. Maybe she has become a habit of being persistent until the end. Besides, before we divorced, we did often quarrel. I also have some Tired, I still feel that it is more appropriate to be friends, and I am willing to take care of her."

I bit my lip. What he meant was that my mother's obsession with beauty was close to perversion. Yes, although she never talked about her appearance, she must have been praised a lot. A woman in her 40s, actually We look like we are just in our early thirties. When we stand together, we can easily be misunderstood as sisters. I dare not think that if my mother is making a human fetus for more than ten years like this, then I can’t be with Tianshan Child Elder. It seems that when I go out, people think she is my sister, no, if I worry about getting old, she will become my girl soon! !
Too... Speechless.

"Dad, you are also very clear about my mother's later job, right? You know that she became a body beautician, on the one hand, to make ends meet, and on the other hand, to engage in fetuses, right?"

Dad nodded silently, and looked at me after a while, still a little incredulous, "Baosi, how did you know all this, did you come to you just because your mother got the human fetus?" , if you encounter something like a corpse belt, your mother will not let people talk, she still understands these things. When I was young, didn't I say that some talents were prostitutes or something? Why, you also understand it well .”

I can’t tell my dad that I’m blindfolded, most of it is my mom’s nagging so I know, I can only nod, “I took over from grandma’s black mom, understand, dad, then you are Didn’t you know that my mother later found a nurse named Liu to buy a fetus?”

Dad nodded again, as if he had no strength in his body, "I know."

I was a little surprised, "Do you know everything?!"

Dad twitched the corner of his mouth, "How much do you think a human fetus will cost?"

I shook my head, where can I find out if there is any market conditions in it?

Dad sighed enough to make a hole in the ground, "Actually, as long as there are patients who come to the hospital to induce labor, [-] to [-]% of the human fetus is left to the hospital itself, and only a few Some of them are willing to take them back, and those left in the hospital will be treated as medical waste collectively.

In fact, it is abandoned, and it should be worthless, but this is a big risk. What your mother wants to eat is the first child of a girl. It is best to be underage, and the worst is to be around 20 years old. Of course , the first child is a must, because only the first child is the one with the most blood. "

I understand this. Many old people say that the first child must be born. Leaving aside the matter of essence and blood, you must bear certain risks if you have a dilatation and curettage on your first child. If you are injured, you will not be able to give birth in the future, so it is generally not a last resort because of emotion and reason. The first child must be born in a good manner.

"Nurse Liu is in a small hospital that relies on advertisements, how much money can she earn as a nurse for a lifetime, so she is willing to take this risk. Every time she finds a suitable fetus, she will contact me first, and then contact me again." your mother."

I was dazed by being told, "Why contact you first?"

Dad's eyes are full of vicissitudes after the storm, "Because her price has been rising again, but for so many years, your mother has spent the same money every time, 1 yuan. From our divorce to now, your mother spends every time It costs [-] yuan to buy."

Ten thousand? ! !
I'm speechless, this is not a lot, that thing, that thing... God!I really can't understand it!

"But actually, it's already [-] yuan now, that is to say, I will make up for the extra money."

"Crazy, Dad, why..."

"As I said, risk is priceless."

My father interrupted me very calmly, "As long as Nurse Liu is caught, she has to go in for this kind of thing, so if she can do it with her freedom and reputation for many years, it can only be due to money." , otherwise, you can’t even buy it, are you right?”

I don't want to express my opinion on the price tag, so I can't say, "That is to say, these years, you have been silently helping your mother make up that part of the money, haven't you?"

Dad nodded, "Yes, I know that 1 yuan is already very difficult for her. After all, it doesn't mean that one meal a year is enough, the more the better. After the deal is done, you don’t need to raise the price, but if you want Nurse Liu to lower the price with your mother, your mother will definitely be suspicious. At that time, she will definitely come to me, or contact other channels by herself. It’s still troublesome. Funeral parlors, how many can they encounter in a year? Sometimes it’s just a car accident. It also depends on the age and month of the pregnant woman. She can’t eat a fetus that is a month old, and it’s not good if it’s too young to be formed, so..."

"Stop talking about that, I'm sick."

Dad also took a deep breath and looked at me, "So, you know everything now, your mother, but there is no turning back. Since she chose to eat human fetuses, maybe she can only continue to eat them."

I shook my head, "Impossible, everything in this world adheres to the principle of mutual generation and mutual restraint, as long as it is a magic technique, there is a solution!! I will break it for my mother!"

Thinking of my mother's face that looked like rotten meat when I first came to my aunt, can I continue to eat this thing? She has a good skin, but the inside is full of bad intentions!I don't believe that she can eat like this until she is seventy or eighty years old, and in another ten or eight years, it will definitely be over!

Dad lowered his eyes, "I also hope that someone can break this body destruction technique for your mother, but after so many years, as long as I have time, I will inquire and find someone. Who knows, as long as someone After hearing about your mother's symptoms, I shook my head. If I ask more questions, people will stop answering. I don't understand whether it's not broken or not broken. Baosi, I really do everything I should do. Maybe, I made a mistake, but the road has already been walked out, so how can I turn around?"

Looking at me, he spit out a few words with some sourness, "Will you blame me? Blame me for not taking good care of your mother."

Clenching my cheeks, I looked straight at him, "Dad, you always say that I'm a child and I don't understand many things, but I think it's the things you call adults that make people really uncomfortable. Understand, even children understand the truth, but you don't understand, even children can't make mistakes, but you actually make mistakes.

I don't want to blame you, that's meaningless, I can only say, don't tell my mother about my coming, the rest is up to me, go talk to my mother, she is my mother, no matter what , I can't even watch her go wrong, unless she really wants to sever the mother-child relationship with me, no, even if she sever the mother-child relationship with me, I can't ignore her, grandma is her mother, I can't let grandma stay on the ground Bottom is worried about her daughter, that's all. "

After finishing speaking, I got up slowly, I was really exhausted, how would I tell my mother when I got home, was it a big quarrel or a sword on the verge of breaking out?
I'm out of ideas. It seems that since I came to Bincheng, I haven't found a good communication channel with my mother. Being unable to communicate is the saddest thing.

The phone on Dad's desk is very good at finding the time to remember it. After he picked it up, he hummed twice, then looked at me, "I have to go to a meeting, do you want to go back?"

"Um……"

"Baosi, although you know this, I hope you still try to accept it. After all, it is really difficult for your mother to change anything. In my opinion, I think it's better for you to pretend you don't know. You Mom wants to save face, so..."

I laughed like a fool, "Face is more important, or is life more important?"

Even if I can understand that my father loves my mother, he has paid a lot, really a lot, and I even feel his pain and struggle, but I really can't agree with the way he used.

Dad patted me on the shoulder lightly, "I know you want to help your mother, to be honest, sometimes, I think you are covered with your mother's shadow, but sometimes, you are completely different, if I As long as I can find a way, or a Mr. Onmyoji who is willing to help me, then I will definitely help my mother break this body destroying technique without saying a word, but the answers I get are all the same, they all shake their heads Ah, Bao Si, this world is really complicated, and sometimes it is very cold, and most of the time, all we can do is accept and adapt, do you understand."

I was really going to be sick, and I looked at my father with a top-heavy look, "The world is not complicated, it's just that people's hearts are complicated. You adults, if you make things complicated, it seems that if you make things more complicated, it will show your innocence." It's easy, your IQ seems to be high, but it's not, it's a very simple thing, you have to make me go around a lot of detours to find out, really, it's quite boring."

"Bao Si..."

I leaned on the door frame and let out a few breaths, "Dad, I still thank you for telling me these words. It's useless. I'm taking out the receipt to confront. This person doesn't want to get entangled, and hates troubles and cumbersomeness. I just hope that we can have a good time in everything. Killing is not a bad thing. Don't make yourself full of bitterness. I want to understand you, but You all talk like you squeeze toothpaste, I really don’t understand, why are you so tired to be a human being.”

"I don't want you to know, it's just for your own good."

I chuckled twice, looked back at him with the corners of my mouth twitching, "I know, I've heard this from childhood, I'm leaving first, you go to the meeting, I'll take care of my mother's business."

"Baosi, you still don't understand what I mean, I mean..."

I raised my hand to interrupt my father's words, and looked at him seriously, "Trust me once, is it okay? I'll try, okay?"

Dad swallowed the words in his mouth, and nodded as if forcing himself, "Okay, let's go, I'm going to the meeting, let's go to the elevator together."

Slightly swaying and following behind my father, I can't tell what my mood is, depression, discomfort, resentment, all kinds of things, but my father's fault is still understandable, as for my mother, I can think of her for the sake of beauty. Keeping her father, what about the result now, living in a tube building with a good skin is what she wants?
What is she trying to figure out.

No wonder, no wonder Sister Michelle said that my mother also earns a lot, and she acts as if she wants to sell herself to a funeral home, but the money is not a foreign debt, but she eats it all up.

What is certain is that grandma definitely does not know about mother cannibalism, otherwise grandma would not stand by and watch, but what about Shen Mingya, what did grandma tell Uncle Shen back then, was she just a person who helped and supported father, maybe, I really need a lot of time to understand the meaning of her and my family.

Many things in the world are really complicated by people.

However, some old knots were resolved today. That is the fact that my parents have not shown up all year round. I finally understand their difficulties. Just like my mother, she can’t dare to show up. If grandma knows her Cannibalism, don't you have to jump out of the coffin when you are so angry.

While waiting for the elevator, my father and I had our own concerns. He went up and down, and when the elevator arrived, we each went into our own side. He said it, but it didn’t feel much easier. It gave me the feeling that I had resigned myself to my fate. Well, I was trying to figure out this body-destroying technique with my whole body and mind, and I really didn't have any score in my heart.

"Hey, to be honest, I'm really uncomfortable after being transferred. You don't even know how noisy the gastroenterology department is. I don't have a clean ear all day."

"Hehe, didn't you always say that our department can't do exercise, now it's fine, go to the gastroenterology department, that's the key department of our hospital, you pay a lot, but you don't earn a lot."

I stood in front of me depressed, and was forced to listen to the chatting of the two little nurses behind me in the elevator.

"No, if you want to earn more bonuses, you have to pay more, but it's okay to miss our physiotherapy department all the time. Hey, how is Lao Sheng? Isn't it better?"

The little nurse next to him sighed, "No, do you still remember last year, the sudden opening of the eyes made us excited enough, but it's useless, the eyeballs sometimes move, can't speak, and the thinking is still unconscious .”

The little nurse said with emotion, "I remember when I first went to the physical therapy department, the head nurse told us that Lao Sheng was the focus of care. I have been in our department for three years. The miracle I most hope to witness is Lao Sheng's waking up. Oh, you If you really wake up, it would be considered a medical miracle, my God, after nine years, the recovery rate of general vegetative people is less than [-]% after one year."

"Hey, that's all data. This kind of brain damage is not guaranteed. After the care is completed, you may be able to sleep for decades. Anyway, the cost is free, so just live. One day you will witness the miracle. You don't know, our head nurses have developed a habit now, and as soon as we arrive at Lao Sheng's ward, we start talking, Sheng Hui, my daughter was in elementary school when you came, and now she has graduated from college, you still have to lie down When, haha, you said it was funny..."

When the elevator door opened, I stood still, watching the two little nurses walking past me happily, staring blankly at the backs of the two little nurses, and muttering to myself, "Sheng Hui?"

Nine years, brain damage?

I stood there hesitantly, wondering if this Sheng Hui was the Uncle Sheng I knew who said he would cover his eyes when going to the second floor.

'Drip, drip...'

The elevator was stuck by me and started to sound an alarm. I gritted my teeth and stepped back to the elevator. I glanced at the distribution of inpatient departments on the elevator wall, and pressed my hand. The thirteenth floor——Rehabilitation and Physical Therapy Department.

'Ding~'

When the elevator opened in front of me again, I saw the empty corridor, it was very quiet, I didn’t even see anyone except the bright and clean dazzling ground, I felt a little uncomfortable, mainly because the floor of my dad’s outpatient clinic was too noisy, and the LED female voice kept calling, Arriving at such a place suddenly, it seemed as if he had to take his time to catch his breath.

Tentatively walking towards the corridor, I saw all kinds of rehabilitation wards, such as acupuncture rooms, cupping rooms, physical therapy, traditional Chinese medicine fumigation, cryotherapy, massage rooms, etc. After walking more than ten meters, I saw a transparent glass large space with a sign that reads 'Rehabilitation Training Hall. '

There were more than ten patients and family nurses inside. I took a closer look. Some patients seemed to have difficulty walking. With the help of nurses and family members, some struggled to walk on the small parallel bars. Still holding on to the stairs-like steps on the handrail, only a few steps, and I can't go up for a long time.

I sighed in my heart, this should be a cerebral hemorrhage or a cerebral infarction, and a few of them were lying on that kind of bed. They were constantly being lifted and stretched by the nurse's guide. I don't know if it hurts or what. I was standing outside and heard the yelling, so I shook my head, "I really don't feel sick..."

"Little girl, which patient's family member are you?"

There was a voice from behind, and I looked back, it was a 25-year-old nurse with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "Oh, I'm looking for Sheng Hui, Uncle Sheng."

"Old Sheng?"

She was a little surprised, "His family hasn't come to see him for a long time, you are some relative of his family."

"That's a distant niece."

"Oh." She nodded, "An Feng?"

I hummed, "Yes, I've been in school all this time and I haven't had the chance to come and see him. It just so happens that the school is on holiday, so I decided to come and see him."

She smiled, "That's a good relationship, let's go, you come with me, his wife used to come to visit his house often, and he hasn't shown up much in the past year. We also know that Lao Sheng's illness has been too long. Yes, the mood of this family member is affected, although we are nursing 24 hours a day, it depends mainly on your family members to wake him up, have you been admitted to the university here?"

"Ah? Ah."

She nodded, and led me to the door of a ward, with a slight smile on her lips, "No matter how much we talk, it's actually not as good as your family members. Tell him more about his past, maybe there will be a miracle. , His wife’s phone number has been failing recently, if you can get in touch, you’d better talk to Lao Sheng’s lover more, don’t give up, you can see that Lao Sheng’s desire to survive is still very strong, come on, come in.”

I nodded and followed her into a single ward, my eyes turned red the moment I entered, "Uncle Sheng..."

The Uncle Sheng lost a lot of weight back then. He was lying on the hospital bed with dull eyes, wearing a blue-striped hospital gown, and his body was in a large font.

"Old Sheng, look who is here, it's your niece!"

The nurse greeted him familiarly, and reached out to touch the bottom of Uncle Sheng's butt, "Maybe it's because I ran out of fluids today, and I haven't peed all the time."

I looked at the nursing pad under Uncle Sheng, "Here, don't you want to insert a urinary catheter?"

She chuckled and shook her head, "Long-term catheterization is prone to infection, so we all look at changing it more frequently, you can talk to him here first, if he goes to the toilet later, remember to ring the bell, don't move, I'll ask a nurse to come over and change it, Lao Sheng has a dedicated person here, come and take a look at it in an hour, you won't make a bad change."

I kept nodding, controlled my emotions and opened my mouth, "My Uncle Sheng, how did he end up in the hospital..."

The nurse was a little dazed, "Don't you even know that you are a relative of his family?"

I sniffed, "I live far away, I didn't know it before, and now I heard about it, I wanted to come and have a look. Actually, at first, I wasn't sure, it belonged to my uncle."

Speaking of this, I couldn't control myself, and wiped my tears vigorously, "How did he do this? Before, he was a cute joker."

The little nurse patted my back lightly as comfort, "Since you just found out that Xin'er can come and see him, it's not easy, Lao Sheng has been here for a long time, don't feel bad, he's not bad , put it in another place and left early. Brain injury, I don’t know the details. Lao Sheng was here when I came. I heard from the head nurse that it seemed to be a car accident. It was treated in our hospital, you control your emotions, think about it, didn’t he open his eyes, he didn’t react at all before, ah.”

I wiped away my tears and nodded, "Thank you, I can, can I be alone with my uncle for a while."

"Okay, you stay with him, just ring the bell for something, ah."

When she was gone, I went up and held Uncle Sheng's hand, looked into his dull eyes, and said softly, "Uncle Sheng, I'm Baosi, do you still remember me? Say, you Said my grandma was scared by you, you thought you were flying the plane, do you remember, ask for medicine, ask for medicine for Uncle Shen..."

My hand tightened suddenly, and I looked at the hand I was holding with some excitement, "I moved it, Uncle Sheng, you moved it, are you responding to me, can you hear me, my second uncle is Xue Ruowen, You went to buy a dog with my second uncle, and you were deceived by the landlord uncle, and you bought a piece of baked oil. Do you still remember, Uncle Sheng, Uncle Sheng? If you hear it, move again..."

No response again.

I think, maybe he just twitched unconsciously, and sat down on the stool beside his bed, holding his hands vigorously, "Nine years, my second uncle always thought that there was some reason why you didn't come back to find us , I really don’t know, you actually had a car accident, Uncle Sheng, what happened back then, why are you all different, Uncle Shen lost his head, and Lu Xingyue has also changed, can you tell me what happened? What's the matter..."

……

In the afternoon, I went home alone with red and swollen eyelids. I was dizzy and cold all the time. I knew it was because of the upper body. In addition, I was worried, and it was my mother's business. I saw the long-lost Uncle Sheng, the brain and body are equally exhausted.

The handrails of the stairs in our building are very dirty, because they are old, unlike the shiny stainless steel that most of the residential areas are now, it should be made of iron, and the green paint that used to be painted has long been wiped clean day after day, and now As long as I touch it with one hand, it's either rust or dust, but I really don't care about it, I'm tired, so I can only use my arms to drag the handrails and move upstairs step by step.

When I walked to the corner of the second floor, I suddenly felt that something was wrong. An old man seemed to be squatting there faintly, and I could vaguely see the outline. I was even sure that it was an old man. I squinted my eyes and looked carefully. I tentatively opened my mouth, "Why are you squatting here."

He squatted and didn't move, but the voice came out, "I want to go home, but I can't get in, my leg hurts..."

I seemed to have a sign of a fever, my body was cold, and my mind was a little confused. I wanted to look at his legs carefully, but I could only see him curled up there, unable to tell where his feet were, "Knock on the door, There will be someone at home when you knock on the door."

"I knocked, but no one answered me..."

I shook my head vigorously to stay awake, "It should be that there is no one at home, please let me go, I have to go upstairs."

"Girl."

Faintly, I actually saw him stretch out his hand towards me, "I know you, you live upstairs, please knock on the door for me, I want to go home, I want to go back to the house and have a look..."

I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, "But didn't you knock on the door!"

Seeing that his outstretched hand was about to touch me, before I could react, I heard the door beside me 'click' open, "Who is talking at the door."

I was stunned for a moment, watching the curled up shadow suddenly flash by, my whole body became alert, and I stared blankly at the 30-year-old man who opened the door for me, "Did you see someone go in just now?"

"what."

He frowned and looked at me impatiently, "Aren't you upstairs, who have you been talking to at my door!"

Swallowing my saliva, I finally understood why I was so uncomfortable just now, "Is your family..."

Before he finished speaking, there was a cry of a child crying in his house, and then, a woman's voice was heard, "Baby's father! Hurry up and see what's wrong with the child!! I This is going to the bathroom!!"

Before I could speak again, the man gave me a warning look, "Stop wandering around my door and talking, you babble!"

After finishing speaking, he closed the door with a bang and the child was crying, "What the hell! Didn't you play well! I bought all the toys for you, why are you crying!!"

The child was crying loudly, and the sound could still be heard from the room after I walked several steps, I shook my head, well, the child was frightened, and I was so fucking stimulated again!
After returning home, I didn’t do anything. I put the crisper in the refrigerator and squatted on the bed. I really couldn’t take care of anything. I felt like I couldn’t last a minute.

This sleep lasted until five o'clock, and when I got up, my body was a little better. I got up and looked at the messy hut and the broken door that I kicked. I didn't bother to clean it up. I closed the door again, but the big hole was conspicuous. I raised my eyes and glanced at the door curtain that my mother had hugged and hung slantly on the side. After untiing it, I blocked it against the door.

Lying lazily back on the bed, I have already thought about it. Tonight, I will not go anywhere and just take care of myself. Tomorrow, I will go directly to the funeral home to find my mother. I have to talk to her about this matter whether it can be solved or not. up.

After squinting for a while, the door opened and I sat up straight away. Are you back? !

Before her thinking could catch up, my mother entered the room with a relaxed expression, "Bao Si, your classmate is going to melt the day after tomorrow, and I saw your class teacher, she said that this matter is all settled, it's okay Come on, don't worry anymore."

As she said that, she went into the room and threw her bag on the TV cabinet and went out to wash her hands. She didn't notice the door that I kicked open.

I pursed my lips without saying a word, and stood at the door of the house, watching her come over with a smile and wiped her hands with a towel, "Don't talk to me, are you still angry with my mother? Bao Si, my mother is really doing it for your own good, our mother Don't have an overnight feud between the two girls, what do you want to eat, mom will take you out to eat today."

It seems that seeing Tong Qianqian is about to melt her and now she is going to have sex again.

"I don't want to go out to eat."

My mother looked at me and smiled gently, "Then you have to eat at home, but there is nothing at home, you should go out, I will take you to eat western food, steak? Pizza? Don't you like it, then let's eat spicy crab?"

I took a deep breath, "Are you sure there is no better food at home?"

Mom laughed a little, "What do you have at home, don't you have enough quick-frozen dumplings, dried noodles and instant noodles?"

I gritted my teeth hard, turned around and opened the refrigerator door without saying a word, took out a fresh-keeping box and threw it on the coffee table under the smiling eyes of my mother, and pointed with my hand, "Just eat this."

The mother's smiling face froze immediately, and her eyes immediately looked at her hut, and she ran over a few steps and opened the curtain. I could interpret the pause at that time. According to my mother's IQ, I shouldn't need a step Please explain to her.

"Bao Si, you..."

Looking back, her eyes were a little scarlet, "Did you touch my things?"

I sat down on the sofa, looking at her with an innocent face, "Yes, otherwise how would I know that you have delicious food and don't share it, Mom, what kind of taste is it? Is it smooth in the mouth or has a long aftertaste? ..."

(End of this chapter)