I'm Mrs.

Chapter 177
It seemed as if a discus had fallen suddenly from the sky, and it hit me on the head with a 'boom', and it just knocked me out.

I can't even control my expression, and I don't know what to say to Qin Sen. It's unbelievable. Really, I didn't even have the slightest doubt about him before. Since he keeps a low profile and makes decisions, why? Are you going to tell me all about it now? !
Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm myself down, "Qin Sen, I still don't understand, why, why did you tell me, since you think my second uncle is your father-killing enemy, you also..."

I can't speak anymore, Qin Sen's hiding is too good, and his path is too high, I somehow thought of Lu Pei, is it because people in their circle are so thoughtful?
"Didn't I understand?"

Qin Sen looked at me very bluntly, "Let me ask you, one day in the future you feel that you can do it yourself, how will you go to find this Beixian, you can't just yell and don't take action."

I looked at him fixedly, "Of course I won't just yell, I will check his background, I know that my second uncle was an armed police officer in [-], I can check his army, the death row prisoner must be They are all recorded, if I can find someone who can help me check them, then I will know the name and home address of this stele immortal..."

Before he finished the rest of the sentence, he suddenly understood what Qin Sen meant.

Qin Sen curled his lips helplessly, "You will know sooner or later that he is my father, won't you?"

I opened my mouth, but didn't make a sound, yeah, I'll know sooner or later.

Qin Sen exhaled, lowered his eyes, and said silently, "Actually, it's not important, I just don't want to kill people.

When I was young, I had a hard time. When my father died, I was only three years old, and my sister was two years old. My mother was in a daze at the time and wanted to sue, but before I could sue, my dad was shot. After that , my mother went completely crazy, she tied me and my sister at home with a rope, ran outside every day, saw a person, she knelt down and said my father was innocent, and asked him to save my father .

I didn’t understand anything at the time, and I had a strong desire to survive. I fumbled out of the rope and shouted for hunger through the window. The neighbors heard it and saw that my sister and I were pitiful, so they pried open the door and brought us food. I couldn’t see it. , I begged the neighbors to find my mother, I was afraid that something might happen to my mother.

But when I was five years old, my mother still died. She picked up and ate everything. I don’t know who made her eat the cake mixed with rat poison. When it was sent back, it was already dying. ..."

I listened quietly, I hated that stele fairy very much, but I couldn't express what happened to Qin Sen in my heart.

Qin Sen's eyes were slightly watery, "That was the first time my mother talked to me in a normal state when I was a little sensible, she said, my father is innocent, and she wants me to avenge my father, just a few Words, she died.

Originally, my sister and I were going to a relative’s house, but we have two mouths, and I’m still blind. Who would take me in? In the end, I was sent to the orphanage. After two years in the orphanage, my sister died because of the broken The cold was gone, and a few years later, I was adopted. The orphanage also moved several times, and finally settled behind your house, where you often do volunteer work. "

I don't know what to say, the air is so quiet that it's a little weird.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he sighed and continued, "Actually, I had no chance of being adopted. Am I blind? Who will take me home? It's just that once an elementary school in the city came to organize some hand-in-hand activities. There are many elementary school students, among them is Lu Er.

They were playing games outside, but I couldn’t see them, so I was reading in Braille in the room. Lu Er said that playing those games was boring, and he went back to the classroom to sit there and play games after a while. After a long time, he began to wonder what I was watching. Come and touch any book.

He couldn't figure out the way, so he was anxious and asked me to teach him. I thought he might find it new, so he said a few more words. Who knew that when he left, he asked me carelessly, are you bored staying here? I said it's okay, he said you talk a lot, and I said okay, and then he left, who knows, the godmother will come over in a few days, and you should know the rest. "

I rubbed my temples that had been jumping all the time, "Then does Lu Pei know about Beixian?"

"Lu Er doesn't know, but the godmother does."

Qin Sen replied lightly, the water in his eyes had disappeared, "I understand that Lu Er must have mentioned me to my godmother at first, and when my godmother came to see me, she brought a husband, who is my master from Hong Kong, The godmother's intentions are also very obvious. If she doesn't fit in with Lu Er or can't help Lu Er, she will definitely not adopt it.

Who knows, my master sees my eyes, he is also my nobleman, he told the godmother that if the godmother doesn't adopt me, he will take me away and take me as a disciple, just like that, I am my godmother That took root, and from then on, he and Lu Er became brothers with different surnames.

The godmother found out about me very easily, and she knew everything about my dad. She asked the master to see that my dad didn't go down there, so he must be hiding somewhere to make things happen. You know, my dad is afraid of bullets My godmother told me about this. She said that my father would definitely look for me. She didn't care what she wanted me to do or fulfill any wish, but she couldn't hurt the Lu family, otherwise, she wouldn't be polite. "

I gritted my teeth slightly, thinking of what my dad said, she said that if Shen Mingya could cultivate a Qin Sen, she would grab his weakness. Tell you that she knows everything, and you can handle things yourself, admiration.

"What about Uncle Shen's business, is Beixian doing it?"

Qin Sen responded silently, "I'm not very clear about this. My dad probably didn't do it. He knows my relationship with the Lu family. If my godmother finds out about him, it won't do me any good. In fact, Uncle Shen is also very limited." Now, he was relying on the birth base to prolong his life, so he definitely wouldn't die well, but I didn't expect it to be so miserable."

I pursed my lips, "But you obviously know everything. Even if Lu Er lost his memory, Uncle Shen had his head cut off, and Uncle Sheng was in a vegetable state, you can still tell Shen Mingya that Uncle Shen has seen a doctor at my house. Shen Mingya's hand is against my family, why don't you play this good hand."

I used to think that he didn't say this because he felt that there was no enmity with my family, but now it's very clear that Beixian is his father, why didn't he say it.

Qin Sen looked at me, "You know, Lu Er was seriously stimulated at that time, if I suddenly mentioned your family, it would stimulate Lu Er again a little bit, and secondly, would the godmother think why I said it in the first place? I don't know, but later I knew it all. Is it so fun to borrow a knife to kill people?

Besides, there is Uncle Shen who wants to hide your family. If I told you about your family at that time, I would offend Uncle Shen in a disguised form. Even if she found it, would she kill you? No, at best, she would just make your family pay some price, and my eyes hadn't been operated on at that time...

A lot of concerns, this account, of course I don't say it is more cost-effective. "

I let out a sigh of relief, heh, shouldn't I be glad that Qin Sen couldn't see it before, otherwise some things might have changed a long time ago.

"One last question."

I simply looked at Qin Sen, "You didn't kill my second uncle because you think we have a good relationship."

"Part of it."

Qin Sen also answered happily, "Over the years, I have also investigated your second uncle. He is indeed a good man as you said. He rarely takes money for medical treatment. I also investigated my father's affairs clearly. He Back then, I wanted your second uncle to let him go, or to help him deliver a letter. There was a list in the letter, and they all owed money to my dad before. My dad wanted your second uncle to take this letter back to my mother. At least, asking for debt can guarantee our life.

But your second uncle didn't do that, he tore it up, my dad thought he was trying to kill our whole family in disguise, people would have great fear before death, my dad transferred this fear into resentment, so , He didn't go down there, he hid until he was almost gone before coming out and telling me this. "

That's right, this letter matches what my second aunt said, "But my second uncle is the most innocent here, he is just doing military service, does he have that much power to let people go, if he does , then the one who was shot was my second uncle, your father just bullied my second uncle, he is too kind, if my second uncle is really a villain, will he have the opportunity to get close to my second uncle!"

Qin Sen looked at me with some emotion, "It's because I know that your second uncle is only following orders, so I don't want to kill him. After I figured out this matter, I kept avoiding it until your second uncle suddenly went to Bincheng last year. My dad came to me and said that if I were his son, I would have to help him, so I did.

But I feel uncomfortable all the time. I called you, and you still have an empty number. Until my dad came to me again, he said that he was broken, and asked me to make another shot. Do you know, when I heard that I was broken, I felt really I'm happy..."

I lowered my eyes, "That means, when you came to visit me last winter, you were planning to attack my second uncle again, right?"

Qin Sen didn't speak, but took off his suit jacket, then unbuttoned the shirt cuffs, and gently hugged him, "Do you want to see the whole arm?"

As soon as my eyes fell on it, I got up instinctively in fright, and the movement was a little too big, and the chair I hit fell to the ground with a bang.

"You, how did you do this..."

What my mother was most afraid of, the layer upon layer of scar hyperplasia, now appeared on Qin Sen's arm. He took off his gloves, and the entire back of his hand was covered with pink tender flesh after healed. It's really unacceptable.

"The water is hot."

He calmly buttoned his cuffs again, and then put on the gloves again, "My father was very angry. He accused me of not being his son, and he would not avenge his father's death. I questioned him, and I said that you are already a fairy now. Oh, are you dead? You can show up and talk to me openly. In the end, he got angry and said that he would cripple my two arms and cut off the relationship between father and son. So he boiled water and controlled me to pour it on myself It's..."

Maybe it was because my expression was too horrified, so he smiled softly, "However, he is my father, no matter how violent he is, he knows that I am his son. He only touched my left arm, and he didn't have the most important right hand Move, I said when I left, don’t let me take care of his affairs in the future, and he won’t come to beg me again, that’s all.”

I swallowed, looking at his hands, I suddenly thought of my family's goldfish with a black fin on one side.

"Your arm...was it black water before..."

"The cortex is broken, and there will definitely be black water when it's rotten."

Qin Sen looked at me with the corners of his mouth pulled, "Actually, once the magic trick cast by my dad was broken, he also suffered a lot of internal injuries. I think he won't come out again for a while."

internal injury……

During the Chinese New Year, Qin Sen's arm must still be growing, and Beixian also has internal injuries. After summarizing the reaction of my goldfish, there was a 'ding' in my head~ I understand!

It turned out that the goldfish was not the fairy fish I thought was protecting my house. All the fish's reactions were those of the Beixian. The fish was like a mirror. Through it, I could know the current situation of the Beixian anytime, anywhere!

Qin Sen injured one arm and left Beixian'er, so the fish also lost one fin, which means that Beixian lost a left arm.

As for the internal injuries, you can tell just by looking at the fish, it doesn't like to swim, but when I poke it with an oil pen, it can still be energetic, which means that although the stele immortal has broken Qin Sen, he can still jump!
Dafa——

"Xue Baosi?"

I regained my composure and looked at Qin Sen, "Huh?"

Qin Sen looked at me helplessly, "You blame me. When I left your house last winter, I was thinking about how to tell you this. In fact, I don't want to do such a thing at all. Xie, I don’t like to kill, I really don’t want to smell blood, it’s as simple as that.”

I bit my lip hard, looked up at him after digesting for a while, "Well, Qin Sen, let me ask you, if it was 11 years ago, I remember you came to my house to ask my second uncle 11 years ago, if I Grandma wiped out this Stele Immortal, will you still be like this today?"

"will not."

Qin Sen shook his head straightforwardly, "Then I completely killed my father and enemy in your family. In fact, I now feel that my father is not dead. He will come to me after disappearing for a while. Hatred, I really did when I was young I hate it, but the older I get, the more I know some things, and I let it go."

I thought about it a little bit, and thought of what my uncle and grandma said when I was young. He said that it can only be suppressed, but not eliminated. It is Qin Sen who is jealous. If he is completely blindfolded by hatred, what will happen? It is unimaginable.

But now it's very different, he can see his father all the time, and he clearly knows how unreasonable his father is, so his balance has begun to tilt...

I clenched my fingers tightly, my uncle also told me that the stele immortal committed a crime of his own accord, and if I killed him, I would recreate the cause of the evil.

I didn't quite understand it at the time, but now I fully understand that the evil cause is Qin Sen. I killed Beixian really killed his father completely, because I never touched that Beixian. Our family has always been in a state of being bullied and weak. Instead, it made Qin Sen turn his head. He was no longer helping his father. Could this be regarded as the stele's own crimes?

Uncle, Bao Si is really heartbroken to you.

"that……"

Looking at Qin Sen, I don't know what to say, it's complicated, "My master said a word, he said, if you encounter extreme suffering, let go, you will be detached, you will be detached, you Arm, take good care of it, I think, it will..."

"The arm is fine, it's not serious compared to a real burn patient."

Qin Sen looked at me, his lips moved slightly, "I'm relieved."

I pursed my lips, picked up the bullet and looked at it, "When I was young, my master also said that my life is fierce, but I will be broken when I meet it. Qin Sen, are you my nobleman?"

"No, you are my nobleman."

Qin Sen's voice is still soft, "Actually, I have been hesitating. I don't know what to do except procrastinating. When you were with Lu Er, I was also afraid that you would tell Lu Er about this matter. If it is found out, follow Lu Er's instructions. Er's temper, that must be..."

"Actually, you have played every move very well. It is impossible for me to say a word about Beixian to Lu Pei when he didn't think about it."

Leaving aside the fact that Beixian is my family's enemy, let's not talk about it. As for Qin Sen, I really admire his impeccable ability to handle affairs.

Although he will definitely leak in the future, but he is doing well, so he will be lenient before he leaks.

What's more, what he did made me admire that he actually connected Uncle Shen's car accident with Beixian. He questioned me and asked me what was going on. Line up.

The most important thing is that he also told me at that time that he must not try to wake up Lu Er's memory, otherwise the matter of Uncle Shen will not be hidden. How dare I mention that this way is so good to play, it is tightly blocked, and I wipe myself clean, and I have learned a little bit.

"Anyway, I've said something that has been pressing me down for so many years, and I feel relieved. At least, when I face you again in the future, I won't feel sorry. , Xue Baosi, will you hate me for this?"

I didn't answer, and after a while, I clenched the bullet and looked at him, "This time, the merits and demerits outweigh the merits, but you have to know that as long as that stele immortal is in this world for a day, he will still wait for the opportunity to make a move. I am capable enough I won't tolerate him when the time comes, and then, what will you do? It won't be a matter of me hating you, maybe you still have to hate me for killing your father, right? "

Ping-pong? It's boring.

"My habit is to speak clearly. I don't like any misunderstandings in the end. I feel that we are friends. Some things are too hurtful. So, let's talk about it at this opportunity."

Qin Sen sat there with his eyes downcast. I knew he was thinking about what I said. It was natural. I blamed Qin Sen for this incident, but he showed sincerity.

But in the future, if his father makes trouble again in the future, it's not just for fun. Qin Sen is Qin Sen, and his father is his father. I have zero tolerance for his stinky and shameless father.

"if……"

Qin Sen raised his breath slightly and looked at me, "If, one day, my dad violates you or your family members again, I won't intervene. As he said, he has severed his friendship with me, and you can abolish his morality. Let him get the punishment he deserves, but my only request is not to destroy his primordial spirit, so that he can live on the road and have a chance to be reincarnated. As his son, I hope to go to the grave to worship in the future."

I'm not ashamed to say that someone like your father can go on the road, he will definitely suffer if he goes down, that's why he cultivated as a loose fairy in the world.

Thinking about it, I nodded, "Of course, this is what I want. Letting dirty things go to ashes hurts my morals, and I don't like to do it."

Qin Sen looked at me and smiled bitterly, "Can we still be friends?"

I spread my palm and showed him the bullet, "For the sake of this, of course I can, and I thank you too, for telling me the truth, at least, showing me sincerity, it's not easy... "

If it is impossible to say that there is no shadow, the second uncle almost died, I can't ask Xian'er to go crazy in the rain, but she has come to this point, it is not easy for people to be able to speak clearly, otherwise continue to lie to me , don't I have to be recruited too?
How do you say that sentence, do you know how to return when you are lost? Since I have difficulties, I choose to forgive.

"Thank you."

I gestured to his hand with my chin, "Don't thank me, it's not easy for you, the boiling water scalds your arms and hands, how painful it is... To be honest, is your father your weakness."

"Previously."

He took a sip of the tea in front of him, but he didn't want to talk about the arm.

"I have always felt that I have lost my father for many years. I was pleasantly surprised when he appeared suddenly, but gradually, I began to dislike his style of doing things. He didn't appear often, but when he appeared, he must have forced me to act quickly. Well, if I persuaded him too much, he would be very angry and call me unfilial. To be honest, I had the idea of ​​giving him a stand, but he didn't agree. I asked him what else he wanted besides revenge, but he don't tell me.

Do you know, he even gave me an idea to kill Lu Er, so that in the future, the godmother's family business will be mine. "

I wasn't too surprised, it's normal, people who look at people who get everything at birth are not greedy.

Qin Sen still smiled wryly, "Let's not talk about my godmother's kindness to me, and Lu Er's kindness to me, let's just talk about this matter, what he thinks is too simple, if I really have that kind of heart, How could my godmother allow me to be here today? Money and me are just passing away. In my life, I really just want to do what I like, so as to repay my godmother for her kindness in nurturing me, that's all."

I nodded without saying a word, I love money, but a gentleman loves money must be obtained in a proper way, you just say how dirty that stele is, and you don't teach your son to order it, no wonder you are doing some dirty things!
"Actually, I admire Lu Er very much."

As soon as the subject changed, he suddenly talked about Lu Pei, "When I was young, Lu Er was afraid of heights, but he dragged me to my first bungee jumping. He was also afraid of going through the water, but later he swam better than anyone else. ...He told me, don't have weaknesses in life, otherwise, you will have weaknesses, this, he did very beautifully. "

I kept my head muffled and didn't make a sound. I never doubted this matter. I have seen Lu Er's way of picking out his weakness. He was afraid of cockroaches and pinched him to death. He said that I was his weakness. Pulling it out is so simple. no.

"Why are you silent?"

I put on a perfunctory smile, "Today's information is too much, I have to digest it."

Qin Sen nodded, "I was rude, but I really couldn't find a suitable opportunity. I will go to Lu Er's side when I go back this time. When I come back next time, I will accompany Lu Er to the project for a short time. , It will take two years to come back completely, don't you want to ask about Lu Er's recent situation?"

I shook my head like a rattle, "I don't want to."

"He got better after Uncle Shen was buried. I think Uncle Shen often gave him dreams. Uncle Shen didn't have this opportunity before... Don't you want me to bring something?"

"No."

I smiled helplessly, "Is it okay not to mention him, really, I don't want to mention it."

He looked at me seriously for a while, then nodded, "Okay."

(End of this chapter)