I'm Mrs.

Chapter 267 Unwilling
As soon as I stepped out of the hotel, the cold wind hit me.

It seems that you have to wake up, your fingers are still holding the bag tightly, as if it can give me some strength to support me, watching the traffic on the street that is still shuttling, and the colorful neon, suddenly there is something At a loss, it seems that he just crawled out of hell, looking at the world from a distance, so illusory.

"Miss, do I need to call you a car?"

Seeing me standing still, the doorman kindly reminded me behind me.

I didn't say anything, I lifted my feet and left the area of ​​the main entrance of the hotel. There were trash cans on the street. Pang Pang stuffed my Durex like a thief and threw it in, 'Kang Dang'!What a shame it sounded!

Fingertips touched a hard package again in the bag, pulled it out to have a look, and threw it into the trash can together, took a big breath of air-conditioning, the cheeks were sore from the blowing, and walked a few steps , turned around, but looked at the trash can again.

Going back as quickly as a neurotic, he took out the hard packing box from the trash can, blew it carefully, and wiped his numb hands carefully, then put it in the bag, and looked back at the golden hotel. The door face, but the feet are not moving as if they have taken root.

Even if I feel that I am already in the dark, in the hope, there is always a faint, flickering fire like an oil lamp that I don't want to extinguish.

'beep beep~'

"Bao, Bao Si?!!"

The horn sounded twice from behind, followed by Pang Pang's startled tone, "It's you, Baosi!!"

Standing still, very stupid.

"My God! Why did you come out!"

After the door closed, I heard hurried footsteps running behind me, and finally my frozen hand was held in a warm palm, "What's the matter, Bao Si?"

His eyeballs were a little stiff from the cold, and he looked at Pangpan dully, and he could still smell the hot and spicy smell on her body, the very kind smell of fireworks.

I wanted to laugh, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't, "I, I..."

"What's wrong with you, Lu Er, he's not here..."

Pang Pang held my hand and rubbed it vigorously, "Why is it so cold, let's go, get in the car, we'll talk after we get in the car."

I was dragged into the car by her, and after sitting in the co-pilot, I was still looking at the main entrance of the hotel not far away, and Pang Pang asked in my ear, "Is Lu Er not in the hotel?"

"Let you dove?"

"in argument?"

"Bao Si, don't scare me!"

Pang Pang looked like he was about to cry, "I just went to eat some food nearby, what happened to you?"

"I……"

The body is much warmer, it is better to have an air-conditioned place.

Pang Pang sniffed, "You don't even know, I was going to leave after eating at the place I found in the shopping mall across the street, but I saw you when I didn't know, at first I didn't dare to recognize you, but when I turned around, I got more and more open The more I can be sure it's you, the back view makes Bala worry, Bao Si, what happened?"

My nerves are finally getting more active. I should be grateful for the cold winter wind. At least I can dry my tears quickly. I don’t want to cry like a fool in his realm, making people laugh.

"that is……"

Looking sideways into Pang Pang's eyes, he could finally control his expression, and twitched the corner of his mouth, "Don't you like to read novels, you can guess, it's a clichéd plot..."

"Love, plot..."

Pang Bang leaned very close to me, his warm and soft hands were still rubbing me to keep warm, "I don't have the time to think about the plot now, your state is enough to scare me, see I still haven't seen it until Lu Er."

"seen."

My voice was very soft, and I lowered my eyelids not to look at Pang Pang, for fear of seeing pity in her eyes, "There is also a 19-year-old girl..."

"Who?!!"

"A girl."

I made two self-deprecating laughs, "19 years old, the surname Lu is probably proud of this mouth, tender, looking pure, white, both of them took a shower when I went, don't you think it's clichéd ……"

The scent of the shower gel choked my nose.

Pang Pang was gasping for air, "Have a girl? Nineteen? Such blood!!"

Not only is it bloody, it's also clichéd!
I thought of that girl's face, "Nineteen, very tender..."

"I wipe!!"

Pang Pang became violent, smashed the steering wheel viciously, and was about to get out of the car, "Which room! I'll go to him for an explanation. Isn't this insulting and ruining people? Wait, I won't finish this matter with him!! "

"Say, room number!!"

I looked at Pang Pang and said slowly, "How do you discuss with Lu Er..."

"I……"

Pang Pang held back for a moment, "I have to ask him, what is he trying to do here! Why did I think Lu Er looked like a god at the beginning? Is it because I saw that Lu Er never messed around! Wen Qi also said, Lu Er Er is thinking of you, so determined, how about I promise to trick you out and let Lu Er surprise you!"

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to call him again, "It's turned off! I'm really, I'm going to die of anger! Lu Er... He, what's wrong with him!!"

Pang Pang's reaction was extremely excited, but I, the client, was extremely quiet. I also wanted to shout and vent, but I didn't have the strength to make a fuss.

The things from yesterday are still circling in my mind. The nonsense my mother said, and my father's style of play, all of them are not forcing me.

When I came to Lu Pei, I just wanted to seek some courage, or to put it another way, to find belonging and comfort. At least I am willing to face it, even if it is struggling, even if it is hard, even if my parents are pressing hard, I am willing, but...

I feel dirty.

The relationship of more than ten years, people who can't be erased and forgotten, have stained the last support I want in my heart.

"Bao Si, then you saw that woman didn't slap her face!"

I shook my mushy head, "What are you doing dumping him, the two are in love..."

"Fuck!"

Pang Pang said viciously, "Even if Lu Er changes his mind, he can't fall in love with others so quickly, that woman is a fool who is being used! Let me tell you Bao Si, Lu Er is angry with you, he is just jealous Great, really!"

It's okay to be angry with me, shout at me, and get mad at me.

"They're in bed."

I said dumbly, "It's going to bed, the girl kept saying that her legs were weak and hurt..."

"I rely on!!"

Pang Pang's punch made the car horn beep, and he gasped, "I can't do it, I'm going to explode, calm down first, let me calm down..."

calm down.

I need this too.

After sitting in a daze for a long time, my eyes still looked at the door face of the hotel unconsciously, waiting silently——

"Well, Bao Si, I thought of something."

Pang Pang looked at me after being bored for a long time, "Don't you think this happened, it's quite familiar."

"What's the meaning."

Pang Pang cleared his throat, "I heard that these two people have been together for a long time, and they are contagious with each other. Do you still remember that you went to a nightclub four years ago, and Lu Er was also deliberately angry. A man, and..."

"I have no relatives, and I haven't slept with anyone."

It seems that it is quite naive to say these things.

Doesn't he know everything, and he is right to fiddle with me when things happen, but this kind of thing, is he just angry?
I can't understand.

"Yes, you didn't do anything, but Lu Er's matter today is essentially the same as what you did four years ago..."

Pang Pang looked at me cautiously and said, "Think about it, did you make an appointment with Lu Er in advance to meet him? If he really wanted to do something, why did he let you see it? Wasn't it intentional? .”

"Then what is his purpose?"

I repeated empty-heartedly, "What is he trying to do by doing this?"

"This one……"

Pang Bang scratched his head, "I'm just impatient. Did your parents block Lu Er?"

Maybe, but I don't want to think about it, it hurts.

"Bao Si, why don't we go home first, let's calm down after we go back, this matter..."

"Don't go back yet."

Pang Pang was startled, "What are you doing if you don't go back?"

"Just stay here for a while..."

Pang Pang let out a half-knowledge, and saw that I was just looking out of the windshield for a long time before opening his mouth, "Bao Si, then you saw that woman, so you didn't think about explaining it."

Explain, since I was about to go to the hotel, I seemed to feel that there was no way to explain this matter.

I just want to coax him quickly and snuggle into his arms to keep warm, that's all.

Originally wanted to say a lot of things, but found that there is really nothing to say about this matter. I want to say that my dad harmed me, found a man, got a substitute, made orders, and my mother was an accomplice. Taking pictures and posing, they do this , I just don’t want me to be with you, by the way, my father is going to marry your mother, and we will soon become brothers and sisters with different surnames...

It seems that the things in my hand still have this kind of explanation to cleanse myself, but why does it feel like a layer of skin has been peeled off, why does it feel so disgusting!

"Forget it, I don't think you are in the mood to explain that situation, so what did you tell Lu Er..."

"Don't say anything, just hurt each other."

This time they really hurt each other.

Smiling wryly in my heart, I only heard Pang Pang sighing one after another, and said a lot, but I didn't have the energy to answer, my body was almost drained, and I just looked at it numbly.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and Pang Pang fell asleep staring blankly. I was terribly awake, watching the pedestrians gradually thinning out, and the passing vehicles were all finding their way back, except for the still shining neon lights. , Accompanying me is only my clenched fist.

Three in the morning.

The heart is dry, and it is as steep as the tree trunks beside the road.

Will be disappointed.

So unwilling, but must let go.

Lu Pei.

You play too well, but you also play badly.

I took out my phone, my eyes were sore and there were no more tears, I numbly found Qin Sen's name, and pressed a message to him, "Please tell Lu Pei for me, I thank him for his help all the time, from now on, we will go our separate ways. Road, it doesn't matter anymore. '

send.

Woke up Pang Pang, "Let's go home."

(End of this chapter)