I'm Mrs.

Chapter 395 I Will Always Be Here Waiting For You

After two days in a row, Lu Pei finally showed up at dinner time. He was still expressionless. After entering the door, he just pulled out a chair and sat opposite my dining table. To be honest, the moment I saw his face, my heart trembled. , but looking at his indifferent eyebrows, he still didn't spit out words, as if he saw a familiar friend who hadn't seen for a long time, the air was freezing, and unnaturalness was written everywhere.

Humans are really the most camouflaged animals.

I feel distressed, but I can control myself. His eyes are obviously tired, but his dark eyes only glanced at me, and then he ate casually and quietly without saying a word. The two of us had a very strange atmosphere.

It wasn't until he dropped his chopsticks that he got up and said, "I'm going to Toronto at seven o'clock tomorrow night, and I'll be back in about three or four days. If you need something, just tell Uncle Xu."

Before I could answer, he took the suit jacket he had taken off and went upstairs, leaving only a slightly chilly breath.

As soon as Uncle Xu saw Lu Pei going upstairs, he whispered something in my ear, as if to comfort me. Perhaps, I should be very angry, and I would also understand that he and Fei Sun were the ones who went to Toronto this time. Obviously, it's an engagement.

After raising my face for a while, I looked at the crystal chandelier. The pain was real and I was angry, but I felt that everything had nothing to do with me.

I couldn't tell whether it was for myself or for the white fox. After going upstairs, I carefully dyed my hair in the bathroom. The hair was really long, and it had already passed my shoulders. Stand for a few minutes and then wash off with water, it blows softly.

Then, I dug out the set of underwear that Pang Pang gave me from the cloakroom. I thought I would never touch it. After putting it on, I looked in the mirror. I should have blushed before, but now, I don’t have it at all. The nightgown was covered on the outside, the belt was loosely tied, and the neckline was so large that the lace inside could be seen clearly.

My complexion was a little bad, I put on some lip gloss, and felt that it was almost done, and then I walked towards Lu Pei's study. It was not far away, but I walked in a daze, as if I had walked through 24 years of my life. Knock on the door, and after two bangs, Lu Pei's deep male voice came out, "Come in."

Unscrewing the handle, a faint smell of cigarettes came oncoming. He was sitting on the boss chair in a habitual lazy sitting posture, with one hand still on his lips, the notebook on the desk was open, and in his hand was a He was seriously looking at a stack of bound materials when a living person came in without lifting his eyelids.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, I just looked at him carefully. Four or five of the buttons on the black shirt were unbuttoned, which was different from the sharpness of formal wear. After loosening a few buttons, the collarbone was exposed instead. The expression is a very pleasant scenery.

I found that the word sexy can be used not only by women, but also by men, especially when it is revealed unconsciously at work, which is very charming.

"How long are you going to work?"

He only raised his eyes when he heard my voice, "I almost got three or four in the middle of the night..."

He didn't finish his words, he frowned slightly and fixed his eyes on me, "You..."

"Shall I sleep first?"

I asked softly, "Still, together?"

Lu Pei was obviously puzzled, adjusted his sitting posture and looked at me seriously, I slowly pulled off the belt of my nightgown, opened it and looked at him with a smile, "I'll go back and wait for you."

Turning around, before taking a few steps, I tightened my back, Lu Pei hugged me from behind, "Do you know what you are doing?"

I held the corner of my mouth, raised my hand to attach to his forearm, and said softly, "Are you done with your work?"

Lu Pei's breathing was obviously heavy, and he looked at me from behind, "You're not angry with me anymore, huh?"

I didn't speak, and after nodding my head, I pulled his arm around me, slowly took his hand, looked back at him and smiled, "Are you done with your work?"

The light in Lu Pei's eyes flickered, he wanted to laugh, but he looked at me in disbelief, "You really, no..."

"Then go."

I didn't give him time to explore, and I didn't want to explain. I took his hand and walked slowly towards the bedroom. I enjoyed the process very much.

It seems that it has been a long time since they held hands like this, and the two of them walked together without sharpness.

I have always thought that when you hurt someone, if you love him, you will hurt him more than him. In other words, I know that Lu Pei loves me. When he says those ugly things, he may not be more comfortable than me .

But people's reason is often a bit slower than the brain. We always regret and blame ourselves after the injury. Look, how I understand and how smart I am, but still, I can't live my life.

The door was closed, and when I turned around, the nightgown had fallen to the ground. Lu Pei looked at me with half-downcast face, and scrutinized him carefully. He was not as active as before, and he was very domineering. No, he was more like being frightened by me, or, He was studying me, studying my actions.

I don't care what's going on in his mind at the moment, I just raised my hand, slowly caressed his face, then tiptoed lightly to his lips, and kissed him.

He responded naturally, and his palms were very hot on my back. I tasted a hint of bitterness, and the minty sweetness of the smoke, which was very delicate and long-lasting.

The time on the wall clock flows quietly, and the air is full of breaths from me and Lu Pei intertwined. I watched him smile warmly, and Lu Pei became extremely gentle. The next soft kiss...

The room is beautiful, the air is full of girls, I am extremely cooperative, even proactive, time is not important, it seems that what I am addicted to is just this process.

If I use a verb to describe it, it would be lingering.

'Tick tock...tick tock...'

The wall clock was still ticking slightly, I gasped slightly and lay on his chest, sleepy, but I didn't want to sleep, so I raised my eyes and looked at him, "Don't you smoke a cigarette?"

Lu Pei looked at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth, shook his head, "It will smoke you."

I shook my head, "It's okay."

"Won't you let me quit?"

"No, why do you want to quit if you like..."

Lu Pei lifted the quilt for me, and brushed my sweat-soaked hair sticking to my forehead with my fingertips, "As long as you tell me, I will quit, huh?"

I still shook my head, and put my face against his chest, it was warm and comfortable, and I could still hear the beating of my heart, what a wonderful process.

"Four Treasures."

"Ok?"

"Are you really not mad at me?"

I closed my eyes and moved my head as an answer. My heart ached so badly that I hugged him vigorously, "Don't take a bath, don't move, just let me hug you, okay..."

The top of the forehead softened, and Lu Pei put his hand on the back of my hand and said softly, "I can come back in two days at the earliest, Sibao, you believe me, everything will be..."

Fell asleep.

Tired but reassuring.

I was a little surprised when I opened my eyes, but I was still in a sleeping position. When I looked up, Lu Pei seemed to have been awake for a long time, and looked at me with bright eyes, "Did you sleep well?"

"you……"

I tried to get up with my weak arms, "I haven't moved."

"Very comfortable."

He finally smiled the same as before, and brushed my cheek with his hand, "You are snoring."

I couldn't help laughing, "No..."

Lu Pei raised his eyebrows, "It's so loud, Uncle Xu came to knock on the door, asking Mr. Lu what kind of voice is this, why are all the trains coming in..."

"You bother you!"

I smiled and smacked his chest, "I didn't!"

After a few times, Lu Pei curled his lips and hugged me sideways, "I like to see you smile, Sibao, please don't be angry with me."

I nodded, looking at his complicated eyes, my heart was all moved.

It was already noon when I went out. I took him to the yard and carefully straightened his slightly crooked tie. Lu Pei put his hand on my waist and looked at me with pleasure, "I heard that you learned a lot. Dance?"

I nodded and hummed.

"Then show me when it's time to dance."

I looked up at him and smiled, "You will see it when you come back."

Lu Pei smiled contentedly, and after I fixed his tie, he hugged me, "Wait for me to come back."

"Ah."

"Two days."

"it is good."

Yes, I will always be here waiting for you.

forever.

The wind seemed to be softening, I smiled and waved to him, Uncle Xu also folded his hands and stood aside with a smile on his face, Lu Pei sat in the car and looked at me through the windshield, his eyes were as bright as stars.

I shook my forearm until the car drove out, and when I turned around, the smile on my face disappeared immediately, and my uncontrollable tears fell like rain.

I was afraid that Uncle Xu would see the clues, so I was a little anxious to leave. After going upstairs, I slowed down for a while, then changed into a white dress, looked in the mirror, some hickey marks on the neck would be exposed, okay After putting on some foundation, I couldn't see it clearly, and I tidied up my hair. I found the DV and went upstairs.

The sun is very good, I find a good angle to face myself, do some preparatory activities, lock the door, and play music, I know that I am not good at dancing, but I want to show the best state, so I will play When it rang, unconsciously, I would think of the little white fox.

The white gauze in my hand was still fluttering, I seemed to follow the teacher's instructions and I seemed to be doing what I wanted, my mind was empty, until the end of the song, I stretched out my hand to the camera, only to realize that my face was already wet .

Taking a deep breath, I pulled the corners of my mouth and walked in front of the DV camera, "Lu Pei, I danced for you, maybe you won't understand, but I want to dance, I want to show you, be it, let's end it... ..."

The soreness in my nose was still rising, I couldn't control the tears that fell when I rolled my eyes, "You ask me if I'm angry with you, how could I be angry with you, I know, it's not easy for you, I Everything is given to me by you, I am grateful to you, thank you for having you in my life, if there is a next life, I hope that I am a very good person, I will be worthy of you, no, only The person holding you back..."

Raising my hand, I wiped away my tears, and laughed, "How silly, actually, I feel very relaxed now, because from the day I started crying, I felt that life is very hard, why do I love People want to leave me one by one, why, I can't grasp anything, I always compete with myself, I am self-willed and selfish, without you, how could I be so smooth..."

Taking a deep breath, "My last hope is that you want to be happy and don't work so hard. I love you... Lu Pei, I love you, but I can't let some tragedies happen again. This is my life, right? I always say that I am a fox, but in fact I am... Heh, forget me, you must be good in this life, you know, I will return the words you wrote to me, and I hope that in this life, you will make a promise, He was born to embrace, not to read."

Facing the camera, I tried my best to smile, waved my hand, and then turned off the DV.

(End of this chapter)