Tian Fei Bai Ruo

Chapter 932 But in the end I couldn't do it myself!
She hoped that Han'er would be safe and sound. Cheng Yan'er had given up on Emperor Zhen Guo Si Qing when he married the Zhao family.I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.But God was too cruel to me.But it happened that Zhen Guogong Emperor Siqing and himself had that night, and Han'er.When I first learned of Han'er's existence.Cheng Yan'er was afraid, regretted, and thought about killing this little life.But in the end I couldn't do it myself!
She tried her best to avoid the eyes and ears of Mrs. Zhao and Concubine Li, and gave birth to Han'er safely.Originally planned to make Han'er the eldest brother and sister-in-law's legitimate or concubine son.Live your life in peace.But I didn't expect that Mrs. Laozhen Guogong would run over and kneel on the ground to beg herself.Let yourself give Han'er to her, and she will protect Han'er and give Han'er the identity she deserves.

Cheng Yan'er didn't close her eyes for three whole days, thinking about what to do, what should she do!Finally, he agreed to the request of Mrs. Lao Zhen Guogong.After Han'er was sent away, he himself was seriously ill for several months, and then he recovered after several years of recuperation!

"Okay, let's go back!" Cheng Yan'er put down the curtain, closed her eyes with tears streaming down her eyes.There is nothing more sad than not being able to recognize your own son in front of you.Cheng Yan'er regretted it very much. If she hadn't been a little unwilling and hated Zhao's shamelessness, she agreed to give the child to Mrs. Lao Zhen Guogong.If you raise your child in Cheng Guogong's mansion, even though you don't have the status of a prince, your own child can live with you.

But now, Cheng Yan'er is still very happy.Han'er is so similar to Zhen Guogong Emperor Si Qingchang.If it is raised in Cheng Guogong's mansion, this will bring disaster to Cheng Guogong's mansion.Anyone who sees Han'er's face will know whose child this is. His reputation will be ruined, Cheng Guogong's mansion will be dragged down by him, and the Yun family, empress empress and His Royal Highness will be punished by this shameless Women are a drag.Then he is a big sinner!He harmed his natal family, his in-laws, the empress and His Royal Highness, and all those who cared and loved him.So these years, no matter how much I miss Han'er, I dare not take a step out of the nunnery, let alone recognize him, even when I see him, I can only purse my lips tightly, suppressing my excitement .Pretending not to know each other, pretending to hate the people in Zhen Guogong's mansion.This is the greatest protection for him!
Cheng Yan'er pinched the handkerchief firmly, but tears kept streaming.

"Miss, don't be sad! It will be fine in the future! When the prince comes back and marries the princess! Maybe the princess will give birth to a child within a year or two after getting married. You can go back to Duke Cheng's mansion. You can see Xiao Shizi often!" Mother Cheng looked at Cheng Yan'er who had been sitting and crying in the nunnery, she was very worried, and whispered to persuade her.Mother Cheng really felt that after the princess and the eldest son got married, the eldest lady could return to Cheng Guogong's mansion.And the prince and the princess must be more in the princess mansion.Then my eldest lady can also go to the princess mansion to see the child.Don't be afraid of other people's gossip.Or ask the princess to go to Cheng Guogong's mansion more often. In that case, the eldest lady's life will not be as sad as it is now.

"You're right! I have to take good care of myself!" Cheng Yan'er felt much better after listening to Cheng Yan'er's words after she was sad.

(End of this chapter)