Shhh, the night is coming

Chapter 186 Companionship Is the Longest Confession

In the early morning, the sky is gray, and the high-rise buildings in the city are like the peaks of Luanshan Mountain shrouded in smog, only one head can be seen; the first rain in early autumn comes as scheduled, tick-tocking on the eaves and window sills.

Shen Jian hadn't slept all night, sitting on the bed facing the steel wire window, his eyes were slack, and his eyes were purple; looking out from the window, he could have seen tall buildings towering in the city, but now he could only see the shadow of the building and tiptoe.

The prison guard came towards him with the food, and the sound of unlocking the lock interrupted his thoughts. He looked towards the door and understood everything when he saw the rich food in the prison guard's hand.

This was his last meal in this world, and he wanted to eat more heartily.

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Xu Ran has become very clingy to Yao Yao since he woke up, he tensed up as soon as she moved, and asked her what she was doing.Yao Yao couldn't laugh or cry, she could only explain her whereabouts to him in a nice way, only in this way would Xu Ran let her out of his sight.

And he would repeatedly tell her to come back quickly, not to stay outside, let alone visit Liu Gu.After Yao Yao realized that Liu Gu had good intentions, she felt guilty about losing her temper with him, and really wanted to find a chance to visit him.What's more, he also injured his leg due to work, and I don't know if there will be sequelae and he will become limped.

Every time Xu Ran stopped her from leaving her sight, she didn't talk much, and said three concise words in a coquettish manner—why go, after Yao Yao said why go, he said coquettishly again. no. '

If Yao Yao said a few more words, he would act like a bitter monk, pitifully like a little doll abandoned by the whole world, Yao Yao is very angry and funny, so he can only let him do it, who will let him be Where is her savior?

Having said that, Xu Ran became upset again, and immediately started to unplug the drip and leave the hospital.Said to leave her alone, not her savior, he only did it because of his duty.It has nothing to do with her, and she doesn't need to be here to accompany him. Anyway, he is a child that no one wanted since he was a child, so let him be alone and pitiful.

"Endless," usually at this time Yao Yao will suddenly turn cold, and then Xu Ran's sickness will be cured immediately, and she will change into a normal and indifferent state that can no longer be normal.

Yao Yao would always think of how he was when he first came to her house. At that time, Xu Ran was furious in fresh clothes, living up to his youth, studying hard all day long; he was competing with himself and his father. .

Being a police officer is Xu Ran's dream since he was a child. After coming to Yao Yao's house, he is even more certain that this choice is correct.His parents are both soldiers, and he rarely had time to accompany Xu Ran since he was a child. Xu Ran never blamed them; the first time he saw the news on TV that his father almost died to save a colleague, his father became the hardest in his heart cards and pride.

His parents gave him too little company, but they loved him a lot, so he developed such a gentle and cool temperament.Once he also wanted to be a soldier who guarded the territory of the motherland like his parents when he grew up, but later changed his mind to become a policeman.

Soldiers can give too little company to their wives and children. He can't bear to let his future partner and his future children suffer. He doesn't want his children to be forced to be quick and sensible like him, to understand the greatness of their parents, although they are indeed great.

Being a people's policeman and being the master of the people is no less than a soldier's contribution, he convinced himself.

Now that Yao Yao's undercover work has been completely over, he deliberately pretended to be sick, and prevented her from getting in touch with Liu Gu and colleagues. Is it true that some bizarre case suddenly appeared in the bureau and asked her to do it? He wanted her to transfer to a civilian job .When he was able to be discharged from the hospital, he immediately went to tell the master about his relationship with Yao Yao, and then held her tightly, never letting go.

Yao Yao came to the ward after the discharge operation, and saw Xu Ran sitting on a chair with her back straight like a Buddha. Today, her complexion looks much better, not plain white, but a little bloody.

"Tired?"

Yao Yao's face was shining vividly against the sun, Xu Ran's heart swayed, and a smile rose from the corner of his mouth and said, "Aren't you tired, are you done?"

"Well, it's over, and I can finally leave the hospital. It's not like you are in the hospital during this time, it's almost like I am in the hospital; I miss the sunshine outside, the smell of nature with the smell of earth, and then stay in the ward like this Here, I'm going to be moldy."

Yao Yao casually chatted with him while arranging her clothes.Xu Ran's dark and gloomy eyes were lightly shining, the little girl who used to love to make him hurt him came back again, her eyes were no longer cold, and her gaze was no longer indifferent, there was warmth in it.

His little girl has suffered too much that ordinary people can't imagine over the years. He understands her coldness and indifference, and understands her cruel hawks.From now on, he will be her backing. He must protect her and prevent her from suffering any more.

These days, Ding Yuan has been by Liu Gu's side to take care of him. The doctor said that his legs should be well maintained, otherwise there will be sequelae in the future.

Unexpectedly, Liu Gu calmly read Neruda's poem: When the gorgeous leaves fall, the veins of life can be clearly seen.What are you afraid of after the sequelae, that is my medal of merit, I am proud and glorious.

The doctors and nurses were all amused, only Ding Yuan stood beside him and looked at him dully, with joy and sorrow in his heart.

After the doctor and nurse left, Liu Gu looked at Ding Yuan with dark eyes. She has now recovered her identity as Bai Chenxi, and Zheng Yu has also returned home.Just looking at her sluggish look, Liu Gu became a little worried. She was just an ordinary girl, but she followed them through five years of undercover work. She was almost killed by a bomb a few days ago. If it wasn't for Yao Yao and Xu Ran arrived in time, but the consequences were disastrous.

"Bai Chenxi, are you okay?" He looked into her slack eyes and asked.

Bai Chenxi's drifting thoughts were immediately pulled back, and he walked to his hospital bed with a smile, and helped him cover the quilt.

Said: "What can I do, it's fine, it's just because of me, you and Xu Ran were injured and hospitalized, I feel very sorry."

"Don't worry about us, aren't we all still alive? My leg is not a big problem. You think the soldier's body is just a joke. It's very hard, and I can already get out of bed by myself."

Bai Chenxi remained silent, with her head lowered and tears dripping on the ground. These years have exhausted her bravery and strength; now all that remains is a tired body and a heart full of desolation. She wants to keep pestering him, but she knows He will return to the team as soon as he recovers from his injury.

No one will understand her exhaustion and desolation. The hard shell that has been removed can never be put back. Who will fill the weak heart?

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On the execution ground, the sniper was told to read a letter before executing the sniper.Shen Jian's face was pale, his eyes wandered around in the crowd, everyone he wanted to see came, those who were reluctant, ridiculous, unwilling, and determined, all came.

Although he knew that some people didn't want to come, he came here accompanied by prison guards to see him one last time and listen to the sniper read his letter.

The sniper unfolded the letter paper, stared at everyone present one by one with eagle eyes, and immediately said: "The prisoner Shen Jian has a few words to say to everyone present, and I will read them for you.

Hello everyone, I am the sinner Shen Jian. I have only lived in this world for more than twenty years, and I have lived in a hurry.My parents divorced at the age of eight, and I became a child whose mother didn't want my father and didn't love me. They all lived in their love lives to the extreme. I was just a surprise.Later, my father passed away in depression, and I went to my mother, but I was no longer her only son, and the love I received was pitifully little, and even more after that, so in order to get love, I tried my best to show it in front of them, my mother For the sake of love, I am willing to let me do all illegal things.

I was probably crazy at that time, and sometimes I even suspected that I was a pervert, seeing the fresh life in my hands with those wreckages, I would feel infinite pleasure and excitement in my heart.Looking back now, I am simply inferior to a beast, and it would not be a pity to die a hundred times. Thank you for coming to accompany me on this last trip.

Today I mainly want to say two sentences: the first sentence is, if you don’t love, please don’t harm the next generation, what crime is the child?The second sentence is, Mom, how do you feel when you see me standing here now?Do you feel sorry for me?What happened to me today is all your fault, even if I am a ghost, I will pester you to ask for it. "

Everyone was shocked. After reading the last sentence, even the sniper's facial muscles trembled subconsciously, and Shi Hongxia even collapsed on the ground.

Xu Ran and Yao Yao turned around silently and left the crowd. The moment Shen Jian finally fell down, his eyes looked at Yao Yao's back, two tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and the corners of his mouth raised a beautiful arc when he fell to the ground.

Xu Ran: "My choice is right."

Yao Yao: "What?"

Xu Ran: "Give up the military and become a policeman."

Yao Yao: "Companionship is the longest confession of love, the most sincere love."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and walked arm in arm in the sunshine. The shadow on the ground was stretched long, and they chased the shadow.

season finale
(End of this chapter)