The big guy next door is handsome and soo

Chapter 956 Confession (Part [-])
"Jian Jian, tell me, okay?" Ji Shizhou begged Su Jian.

Su Jian's heart is soft, she doesn't want to hide anything anymore, she can't hide anymore.

"Okay, let me tell you." Su Jian stroked his hair, and could tell him anything, "But let me tell you first, I love you, maybe I didn't love you at first, but I will definitely love you now. Otherwise, I won't give birth to you."

Ji Shizhou felt Su Jian's emotional changes, she was very serious, as if she was going all out, she didn't have to worry about anything, she didn't have to think about anything.

Ji Shizhou nodded, no matter what she said, he would believe it, as long as she said it, he would believe it.

"I dreamed that I would die when I was 26 years old, and it might be because of you. I don't know if this is a dream, or even..."

Su Jian told Ji Shizhou all the secrets she had kept for ten years, including meeting him, why she treated him so well, and why she never refused his requests.

The moment the secret in her heart was revealed, she suddenly became enlightened, and the shadows in her heart dissipated, making her a lot clearer.

As Ji Shizhou listened, his expression gradually changed, turning pale.

His gaze went from disbelief to dead silence.

Ten years ago, she saved him.

He can still recall her expression at that time, the look in her eyes, he was puzzled at that time, it turned out to be fear.

She took him home and gave him the best in everything. She would accompany him to do homework and explain the test questions to him.

It turned out that no one would be nice to someone for no reason. She was afraid that he would be cold, so she bought him clothes and scarves.

Buying all kinds of things just because she thought he would kill her.

Ji Shizhou's face turned pale, and he finally understood the meaning of her words.

She never said that she loved him, even when they were most affectionate and couldn't help themselves, she said that he was her life.

It was indeed her life.

Her words were so absurd, yet so true.

Ji Shizhou believed, he believed everything she said.

It's just that she doesn't love him, she has never loved him, and all she said to him was that she was afraid of him, and she was afraid that he would kill her.

Ji Shizhou suddenly wanted to laugh, but he couldn't. There was a hole in his heart. He thought she was salvation, but she regarded him as a sin.

That's why she asked him, what would he do if she did something wrong to him?
What can he do?
Seeing the change in his expression, Su Jian was a little worried, "Su Huai, you..."

Ji Shizhou propped himself up, his whole body was shaking, his muscles were numb, and he had no feeling at all.

"Su Huai..."

Su Jian wanted to tell him that it was true that she loved him. After so many years, even though she had no love for him at the beginning, she still treated him as a relative.

Ji Shizhou wanted to laugh, so he tried his best to pull the corners of his lips, but the corners of his lips were so stiff that he couldn't even make a smile.

He let go of her hand, clenched his fingers tightly, his nails sank into his palm, and there were bloodstains, "You don't love me, you never loved me."

"Su Huai, I've made it very clear. That was my idea ten years ago. I don't even know if it's a dream."

Su Jian wanted to grab his hand, but he avoided him, she withdrew her hand, "But now that the recording pen has appeared, in Sheng Xun's hands, I don't know what will happen, and I don't know what will happen to me in October. Won't die, I don't even know who killed me."

"Maybe I doubted you at the beginning, and it was just a suspicion. I was not sure, but after all these years of getting along, I have not doubted you for a long time."

Su Jian saw that he was avoiding her touch, the string in her heart was pulled hard, and she almost broke with a "chuckle", "Su Huai, you said that no matter what I say, you will believe me .”

"Hmm." Ji Shizhou nodded numbly, "I believe you."

Seeing his expressionless face, Su Jian felt a little uncomfortable, "You don't believe it."

"Are you tired?" Ji Shizhou reached out to hug her, "I'll take you upstairs to rest."

Su Jian was picked up by Ji Shizhou and didn't speak anymore. He needed time to calm down and digest these things. She didn't force him.

In the bedroom, Ji Shizhou put her on the bed, pulled off the quilt and covered her, then tucked the quilt back up, "Go to sleep."

He turned around to go out, but Su Jian grabbed his wrist, "Where are you going?"

"Nowhere, I'll sleep next door." Ji Shizhou gently tucked her quilt.

Su Jian knew that he couldn't accept it for a while, so she gave him time to digest and let go of his hand.

Ji Shizhou went out expressionlessly, and closed the door of the room. The moment the door closed, he collapsed on the ground, his body lost control, trembling all over, and the gloomy eyes were like dark clouds rolling before a storm. The blood that flowed from the rotting corpse was even darker.

There is a door separated, but the two of them are suddenly separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, unable to touch each other.

In an instant, it seemed that all faith disappeared.

The pale-faced man got up while supporting his trembling body, and walked outside, his back was lonely.

The shadows in his eyes gradually changed, and gradually covered with a layer of mist, making it hard to see clearly.

He stumbled all the way, and he didn't know where he wanted to go.

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After Su Jian lay down, she couldn't fall asleep again and again. She was afraid that Ji Shizhou would not think about it and would do something.

She took out her mobile phone to call Ji Shizhou, but the phone was not connected. Su Jian was a little worried, so she changed her clothes and went out.

Su Jian didn't know where Ji Shizhou could go, and didn't answer the phone, so she called Ning Zhaoyi.

Ning Zhaoyi called out politely: "Sister."

"It's me, did Ji Shizhou look for you?"

Ning Zhaoyi asked: "No, what's wrong?"

"If he goes to your place, remember to tell me."

"Okay, senior." Ning Zhaoyi obediently agreed, "Ask Chen Tao again."

"Okay, thank you." Su Jian hung up the phone and called Chen Tao.

Chen Tao quickly answered the phone, but did not contact Ji Shizhou.

Su Jian contacted everyone she could think of, but there was no news of Ji Shizhou.

Su Jian called Cen Xixi, and Cen Xixi answered the phone lazily, "How can you compensate me for disturbing a sleeping man in the middle of the night?"

"It's business, can you help me find out where Ji Shizhou is?"

"What's going on? Now I'm starting to check my husband's whereabouts. Has he cheated?" Cen Xixi's spirits came immediately, "I will check for you right away, wait, if I find out, I will lead someone to hack him! Stay on the phone."

Su Jian heard the sound of Cen Xixi typing on the keyboard, and then asked Su Jian that Ji Shizhou's contact information was still on the communication tool he usually used.

After half an hour, Cen Xixi found Ji Shizhou's whereabouts, "I found it, I have sent the location to your mobile phone."

Su Jian opened WeChat and received the address from Cen Xixi.

Cen Xixi suddenly asked, "What happened to you?"

"It's okay." Su Jian hung up the phone and chased her out.

(End of this chapter)