Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 154

Gu Xicheng glanced at Ming Jue's surprised expression, but it was an expected reaction.He is grateful for the old man's kindness in nurturing and taking care of him for so many years.

So that year, even though he resisted in his heart, he finally complied with the old man's request to meet Mo Xuan and propose marriage.At that time, she had just graduated from university, and she was not much different from her current appearance, so quiet that she almost had no sense of existence.He doesn't talk much, his eyes are bright when he smiles, but in those so-called high society places, he always looks cramped.It's like never knowing how to face a person wearing a mask.

Frankly speaking, once again, he was surprised when he saw her under the arrangement of the old man.During the days when I was with Lin Youran, I would see her occasionally.He doesn't talk much, always looks quiet, but his eyes are stubborn.The sense of presence is extremely weak.

That time, she kept her head down, drinking the coffee in the cup dully, looking cautious.

It was also that time, when I proposed to her and asked her what she wanted, and when she could engage in a pre-nuptial agreement, she suddenly raised her head, looking at herself quietly with pure eyes, and said, "Never leave, never give up", with stubborn eyes.

At that moment, I felt that in her eyes, I had nowhere to hide.Such a stubborn, stubborn, let me tell you, eyes that have no room.

After a long time, he nodded and agreed, "I promise you."

That was the promise I made to her, but in the end, I still broke it.For self-righteous obsessions.

The old man said that he thought that being with Mo Xuan would be good for him.In fact, what he said was right, if it wasn't for his stubbornness to live in the memory of the past, if it wasn't for his self-righteous thinking, it would be good for each other to keep a distance from her forever and not get close to each other.By now, things might not be so bad.

She will not lose the child in her womb, she will not lose her qualifications to be a mother, and she will not step by step to reach the state she is today.She should be happy.

Gu Xicheng was a little apprehensive thinking about all these years.After knowing it, I found that I have already gotten used to your existence, and I have already relied on your existence
I have already fallen in love with you.I fell in love with you when I didn't even know it.

hindsight.


The sun was shining brightly, and it was warm on his body. Gu Xicheng lazily leaned against the car seat mountain, the cuffs of his shirt were rolled up casually, and the long hair on his forehead covered his right eye. His maroon eyes looked gentle and gentle. sad.

"It's been so many years, if you don't tell me, I really can't see it." Ming Jue sighed with emotion in a low voice.

There was a slight smile on Xicheng's lips, and his face softened a lot, so, whether it was for the old man or the Xiaohan from the past, he couldn't be too unfeeling towards Lin Youran.The old man has always been kind to him.

Ming Jue looked sideways at Xicheng's beautiful face, "No wonder you said that everything about the Gu family originally belonged to Lin Youran." In this way, it was indeed Lin Youran's.After all, she is Gu Yuhang's biological daughter.

"I paid for that house with my own salary." Xicheng said with a smile.

These words obviously startled Ming Jue, "Salary?"

Xicheng nodded, looking quietly at the road ahead and the blue, clear and deep sky above his head, "If the old man and I ask, we will pay the salary of the department manager." For Mo Xuan, it is truly his own. of.He thought to himself, this is the only thing I can do for you.

"You really can think about it. However, the old man really has nothing to say to you." Ming Jue said with emotion, "I always envied you before, thinking that your father is better than my old man. Now I am even more jealous."

"You should be more jealous." Xi Cheng said with a light smile, with his hands resting on the seat casually, even in such a casual posture, he looked elegant like a European nobleman in the seventeenth century.There is elegance and temperament that others can't learn in every gesture.

Ming Jue looked at his decent smile and thought to himself: This temperament alone is enough to make people jealous.

"That's right. What did your father say?" Ming Jue asked while driving, paused, and then added: "It's Xiao Han to Lin Youran."

The good-looking eyebrows are gently gathered together, and the word Chuan on the forehead is a little darker, "I can't accept it. He has never liked Lin Youran. Today, he specifically told me that he still likes that girl Mo Xuan." His fingers habitually caressed the tip of his eyebrows, rubbing them gently.

Ming Jue held the steering wheel with one hand, and put the other hand into his pocket, but when he touched the smoke, he finally retracted his hand.Putting on the steering wheel again, "Old man, I have always liked Mo Xuan very much." It was obvious to all.

"En." Xicheng replied in a low voice, and casually unbuttoned two buttons on the collar. Because of the rapid weight loss, he could even see the delicate collarbone on his chest. "If the operation is not successful, please say sorry to Dad for me."

"What about Mo Xuan?"

The words that were not light and not heavy, but when they hit the chest, it was painful, so painful that I couldn't help myself.There seems to be something stuck in the chest, unable to swallow, unable to spit out, it has been stuck there, and even breathing has become difficult.

"Let her just keep hating me. That's fine." He said lightly, his voice seemed to disappear in an instant.

Is that okay?Ming Jue caught a glimpse of his pale face, and thought, why, there are so many unwillingness in these words. "Have you really decided to have surgery?"

Xicheng's face flickered, with a firm look in his eyes, "Yes. I want to try it." After a pause, he said in a deep voice, "If I'm not here anymore, the things I asked you to give to Mo Xuan, Just give Nangong Jiyan."

Mingjue didn't answer any more, the car was quiet for a while, so quiet, it was so quiet that he could even hear his own heartbeat, one by one, slowly, beating.But I don't know when it will suddenly stop beating.

Ming Jue finally couldn't bear the silence, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.The calmer the city was, the more anxious I felt.He stretched out his hand, and the music sounded slowly in the car.

It is the girl's stubborn singing.

I love him, vigorous and craziest, my dream was broken but never forgotten, I once believed for him that tomorrow is the future, no matter how bad the plot was, I refused to wake up...

I love him, stumbled to despair, my heart, deeply hurt but never forgotten, he and I no longer belong to this place, the first heaven, the last absurd...


(End of this chapter)