The Runaway Princess: The Story of the Moon

Chapter 195 So Close, So Far ([-])
"Yinyin, aren't you... not angry?" Jue asked carefully, her eyes seemed to be full of anticipation again.

"Nope."

"Really?" The expression on Jue's face became very different for a moment, but soon returned to normal, so fast that I thought I might have read it wrong.

"kindness."

Yan Jue didn't speak.He was very discouraged when he heard Yue Tingyin's answer.Originally, he thought she would care, after all, what she wanted was one-on-one love, but now, facing his concubine in the harem, she was not angry.Yan Jue knew what this meant, but he didn't want to admit it.Facing a woman, this kind of powerless frustration was the first time since he was born.

Yinyin, am I not good enough for you?Why can you say such cruel things so naturally.

The atmosphere suddenly became very silent. I didn't understand at first, but gradually I could understand why Jue asked.It's just that I... I really don't care.At first, I was very happy knowing that Jue had been staying in Ronghua Palace and not visiting other concubines.However, after getting along with Jue for a long time, although he treats me very well and makes me feel at ease, I always feel that something is missing.Until today, when I saw those women in the imperial garden, I didn't know that the feeling I had for Jue was just trust, not heartbeat.

This silence makes me feel a little embarrassed.

"Jue, I'm sorry."

Yan Jue raised her head suddenly, and asked eagerly, "Yinyin, why...why did you say sorry?"

"I'm sorry, I forgot everything about us before. I'm sorry, I made you sad. I'm sorry, you are so kind to me, but I have no way to give you the same response." And I'm sorry, I'm not Yue Ling sound.

"No...don't say I'm sorry." Jue grabbed my hand and said excitedly, "I can wait, Yinyin. But, don't veto it so quickly, okay?"

"Maybe it will take a long time for me to fall in love with you again, is that okay?"

"As long as you are willing to give us a chance, I will wait no matter how long it takes." Yinyin, forgive my selfishness.If one day, you really think of the past, you will understand that the one who really wants to say sorry is me.However, even if you will hate me in the future, even if everything in front of you is false, I don't regret doing so.

"Jue..." When a man gives up his pride in front of you, when an emperor humbles himself in front of you, even women with vanity will be moved.Yue Tingyin, you are such a happy woman.But, why am I not you?

"Voice..."

When I came back to my senses, Yan Jue's lips were already very close to mine, but at the moment when they were about to meet, I instinctively glanced away.His kiss just fell on my cheek.

(End of this chapter)