The Runaway Princess: The Story of the Moon

Chapter 397 Yunxuan Extra Story: When Missing Becomes a Habit
Yue Yaer once said that in her time, someone wrote a book, and she especially liked a passage in the book.

It turned out that it wasn't that I didn't miss her, it was just that I forgot the excitement of missing her like a sister.It's like I'm not not breathing, I'm just forgetting that I'm breathing all the time.The breath can be temporarily held, but cannot be stopped.

The person who wrote the book has a very strange name called ruffian Cai, and the name of this book is "The First Light Intimate Contact".

Although I don't know what story this book is telling, I can now understand the meaning of this passage very well.

I miss Yueyaer, very, very much.This has become a habit, just like I do exercises every day, sleep every day, and eat every day.

How long has it been five years, more than 1000 days, her voice and appearance are still deeply engraved in my mind, and nothing can be erased.Everything that happened with her, every memory of getting along with her, is the driving force that supports me.

I have studied under famous artists since I was a child, and I am quite good at painting.In the past five years, I have been drawing Yueyue every day, when she is happy, when she is sad, and when she is angry, but no matter how I draw, I have drawn thousands of pictures, but I always feel that What is missing.Later, I found out that I will never be able to draw a picture of Yueyue that I am satisfied with.Because my child is flesh and blood, can laugh and cry, and these paintings, no matter how similar they are, are just dead objects.

Sometimes, I hate the ancestors of the Qi family.Why set up those ancestral precepts? If the power of Kuiying Pavilion and Shura Palace could be used directly, there would be no need for Yue Yaer to sacrifice, and Xing Yu could have stopped fighting long ago.I also hated Yun Chenhao.He knew exactly what the consequences would be if Yue Ya'er went to see Xing Yan, and he knew that she might never come back, but he still sent her there.Without his assistance, it would be impossible for Yue Ya'er to leave under her nose.But after hating her, he found that this was just his way of caring for her.Or if he was Yun Chenhao, there was no way to refuse.Actually, the person I hate the most is myself.Why didn't I discover Yueya'er's plan earlier, why didn't I rush to Luoxia Peak earlier, why was Xing Yan not me the one who stayed with her in the end.

If the Three Kingdoms Rebellion was God's punishment for Yueya'er leaving Xingyan, then why not punish me, because I was the one who took Yueya'er away.

In this world, the person who can understand my mood best should be Yan Jue.He is the emperor of a country, and he is busy with state affairs, but he comes to Luoxia Peak on time on the sixth day of June every year.Just because this day is the death day of Yue Yaer.From Nandu to Luoxia Peak, even riding a red rabbit without stopping, it would take thirteen days.But for just one short day, Yan Jue would rather leave everything behind and spend dozens of days on the road, and come to meet her and talk to her.

Am I jealous?Won't.At that time, who would have thought that one day Yan Jue and I would sit in front of Yueya'er's grave, playing the piano and blowing the flute until dawn?

(End of this chapter)