The Runaway Princess: The Story of the Moon

Chapter 410 Xing Yan's Extra Story: So Close to the End of the World ([-])
Yue'er, I won't let you leave again, absolutely not!

"Zhenyang, order everyone to go out and find out the whereabouts of the princess in the past two months. This king needs to know who she has seen and where she has been, and pay special attention to a man named Xuan."

"Yes, my lord."

After the morning court was over, because my father asked me to discuss the bandit riots in Ganyun area, it was already noon when I returned to the palace.To be honest, for the first time since I was born, I have not been thinking about politics all morning.When I went to court, when my father was asking questions, I was absent-minded and all I could think about was Yue'er. I only hoped that I could return to the palace soon and see her soon.

Last night I was very decisive, but today I hesitated again, although I would never admit that I was worried about Yue'er's reaction.People are always greedy, if you keep Yue'er by your side, even if you can't keep her heart, you must at least keep her people.However, when you fall in love with someone, how can you not expect everything from her?If possible, of course I want her to change her mind, but, I hurt her like this last night, is there still a possibility between us?
Sigh~~~ It turns out that it’s good not to like someone, if it’s like before, I don’t need to disturb my state of mind here.I don't know who to talk to about this feeling.

Back at the palace, when I saw Yue'er, I saw the alertness and panic in her eyes, but there was pain in my heart.

"I've sent people around to look for that man surnamed Xuan."

As I wished, when I told her this, Yue'er became emotional all of a sudden, and she even asked me to divorce her.Very good, she is the only woman in the whole world who can irritate me like this.

I said to her coldly: "You'd better think carefully before you speak next time. Yue'er, I'm not always so patient."

"Xing Yan, I'm serious, instead of torturing each other like this, you might as well divorce me. With your status and conditions, it's easy to marry another woman who is capable and has a matching status."

When I came back to my senses, my hands were already around her neck, so slender and soft, it seemed that I could break her with just a little force.

I told her I really wanted to strangle her so she could stay with me forever and not go anywhere.However, only I know that I will never be able to do it.No matter how much I hate, how much resentment, how much anger, I never thought in my heart that I would really kill her.

"... I did have a heart for you... My feeling for you is obsession rather than love... I don't love you, I really don't love you..."

I can't hear what she said, all I know is that she doesn't love me, she says she doesn't love me.Xi Yeyue, if this is your revenge on me last night, then you have succeeded. What you say now is hundreds of times more painful than the blow I received on the battlefield.

I showed weakness to her, I admitted that I lost to her, I told her that I can disband He Jingyuan, I can only love her for the rest of my life, but she doesn’t want it, she doesn’t want my weakness, she doesn’t want my love, she doesn’t Mind how many women I have, she just doesn't love me.

At that moment, I seemed to see the invisible gap between us that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't bridge it, so close to the sky, could it be that even if she was by my side in the future, I would never be able to get her heart again.

(End of this chapter)