The Runaway Princess: The Story of the Moon

Chapter 71 Xing Yan's monologue: Qingqing Zijin, leisurely my heart ([-])

She really didn't remember Xing Yi, that's why she said those things at the birthday banquet.I don't deny that when I heard her say that, I was extremely proud.Xing Yi, you still lost to me after all, I not only want to win the throne from you, but also the woman you love.

Of course I know what Concubine Shu is planning. I really thought she was going to make a fool of herself, but writing poetry is too difficult for her.But I didn't expect her to hide it.No one, including Xi Jingzhi, could have imagined that she could compose such an exquisite "Four Seasons Landscape Poetry".It seems that my princess must not be underestimated.

I don't know if my feelings for her are love or pure possession and control.Everything she said and did made me feel fresh and different, and I even felt that my feelings for her had slowly changed from interest to attraction.Every night, after she fell asleep, I would go to Juyuexuan, do nothing, just watch her sleeping face quietly.She is very energetic during the day, loves to talk, laugh, and play, but when she falls asleep at night, she seems to be a different person, so weak and quiet.I will click on her sleeping hole to help her sleep, and then I will hold her to sleep together.Of course she doesn't know this, because every day I leave before she wakes up.I only approached her when she was asleep, which I probably didn't have to, but I didn't want to scare her.

I told myself that it was because I didn't want her to commit suicide again, but the development of things gradually got out of my control.I even got rid of all the flowers in the palace for her. Even though it is spring now, I still ordered people to plant lotus, just because I said in the investigation of Phantom Pavilion that Xi Yeyue only loves lotus.This is the first time I have tried to please a woman like this since I was born.Reason tells me that I should not be too obsessed with love.

In order to try to control the growth of this emotion, I went to Hejingyuan and brothels to embrace different women, but it seemed to have little effect.They are increasingly unable to satisfy the physical impulse that Xi Yeyue brings to me.Kissing alone couldn't satisfy my desire for her, and several times I came close to cuddling her at night.In fact, I can use force, but I don't want to see her tears.No one would believe that I, Xing Yan, Prince Rui of Qingxuan would restrain my desires for a woman in my 27 years of life, just to wait for her to slowly accept, I think I may really fall in love with her up.

I am very glad that I chose Yue'er at that time. Although my motives were not pure, it doesn't matter, as long as the ending is correct.It's not a bad thing for Yue'er to lose her memory, she can completely forget Xing Yi, no matter what happened to Xing Yi and her before, now they are just uncles and sisters-in-law, this seems to hit Xing Yi even harder.These days he is getting more and more ostentatious, and seems a little impatient.This is the best way, the more eager he is to act, the more flaws he will reveal, and the better the situation is for me.To some extent, I should really thank Yue'er.

My father sent me to Xichuan to investigate the corruption case. This is a good opportunity to prove myself to my father and courtiers.If it was before, I would set off immediately without hesitation, but now, I have concerns about Yue'er.Just the thought that I won't see her for two months makes me restless.Before leaving, I originally decided that Yue'er would really become my woman, but I compromised in the face of her tears and threats.She hoped that I could give her time. In fact, I wanted to ask her at that time, isn't the time I gave you these days not enough?In the end, I held back and didn't ask the exit.Well, if you really need time, I'll give you two more months.I hope you can accept me willingly.

(End of this chapter)