My husband loves me so much

453 Chapter 469: The Life Experience of Late Xia 9
"It hurts." Xia Mo nodded, raised her pale lips forcefully, and said bitterly, "But my heart hurts even more."

"Xiaxia..." Xue Bing wanted to comfort her, saying don't worry, the uterus is still there, and there will be children in the future, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything.

Such pale consolation sounds like she herself does not find it convincing.

Xia Mo stretched out his hand to hold Xue Bing's hand: "Bingbing, I know, the baby is gone, it's okay, the doctor told me that the uterus is still there, and I can have a baby in the future, I'm just a little sad, a little regretful, he is in my body I stayed here for six months, and I was connected with him by blood for half a year, but in the end, I didn't see what he looked like, and I couldn't hug him. I felt that I was not a competent mother."

"Xia Xia, it's not your fault." Xue Bing listened to Xia Mo's narration, saw her calm and unwavering expression, empty and lifeless eyes, so sad that she didn't even have tears, and felt sad for a while. Nose sour, tears welling in the eyes.

"I know, I knew from the moment I got married with Li Yinyan that this life was doomed to be peaceful, I just didn't expect that a disaster would befall the child." Xia Mo said lightly, with a weak tone, still without any change in expression, neither crying nor laughing , not noisy.

"Bingbing, I was thinking, if I was awake during the operation, and I hugged him and talked to him at that time, would he feel my warmth, and my care and love for him, would he? will come alive.”

Listening to Xia Mo's unrealistic fantasy, Xue Bing finally couldn't hold it back, tears fell and dripped on the back of Xia Mo's hand.

Xia Mo should know that the child was already dead when she was still in her womb, but she still fantasized about it like this.

What a heartbreaking fantasy.

Seeing Xue Bing crying at the end of Xia, she comforted her instead: "What's wrong with you, Bingbing? Why are you crying? Could it be that someone bullied you? Don't be afraid. Tell me, my husband is amazing. Let's help you vent your anger."

"Stop talking, Xia Xia, stop talking." Xue Bing's voice was in a mess and trembling.

She would rather cry and make a fuss at the end of Xia, than be so hopeless and sad that she has no expression.

She didn't know how painful Xia Mo's heart was, it was so painful that she didn't even have tears.

Such an end of summer made her feel worried and scared.

Xia Mo turned her head inward, her eyes were empty and unfocused, and wherever she looked, it was all white.

She is also very clear that she should be very sad and desperate at this time, but unfortunately, her heart and brain are blank, and she can't cry even if she wants to cry, as if she has forgotten how to cry and how to shed tears. Pain at the wound is the only sensation.

Has she become indifferent?

Xia Mo doubted herself like this.

Seeing that she was silent, Xue Bing was worried that Xia Mo would not think about it and would create a psychological burden for himself, so he asked aloud, "Xia Xia, are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

"I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat." Xia Mo turned her head, and Xue Bing noticed that there were beads of sweat on her frighteningly white forehead, and hurriedly asked, "Is the wound painful? I'll call the doctor."

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt too much." Xia Mo shook his head and pulled Xue Bing back.

It doesn't matter if it hurts, at least the pain makes her awake.

If it hurts a little, think of it as atonement for her departed child, and hope that he will not be reincarnated to her next time, so as not to suffer such an unreasonable disaster.

"By the way, where is my husband?"

(End of this chapter)