Dress up as a man: the black-bellied princess

Chapter 82 The Dream on the Pirate Ship

Although he strongly resisted going on the pirate ship, in order not to show any strangeness, Ye Qingge still bravely boarded it.

But the moment she stepped into the pirate ship!

Ye Qingge's eyes were stained with a layer of blood mist, and a burst of dizziness suddenly struck.

Xiaoxuan's voice, Kurosawa's voice, and other people's voices gradually became smaller until they could no longer be heard.

There are three people on the pirate ship in a row, from left to right, they are Heize, Xiaoxuan, and Ye Qingge.

Xiaoxuan was young and was completely attracted by the pirate ship, so he didn't notice Ye Qingge's abnormality.

What's more, Ye Qingge usually has no expression on his face, looks cold and shows no emotion.

Ye Qingge sat stiffly on the side, his fingertips turned white from too much force, and his dark purple eyes were also gray and hollow.

Her brain was in chaos, her world was a bright red, and there was sticky blood everywhere!

"Wow--"

The screams of adults and children sounded all around, and the pirate ship started!
As the pirate ship swayed, it weathered into a sharp dagger, cutting her face coldly.

Ye Qingge saw...the dead mother!

"mom, Mom, Mom?"

Ye Qingge murmured in a low voice, her voice was pitifully small amidst the cheers all around.

Probably no one could hear it except herself.

Zhao Qingyue wore a white dress and a princess braid, looking very noble and elegant.

With a warm smile on her face, she lovingly kissed Ye Qingge's forehead, and tears glistened in her clear eyes.

"Qing Ge, I made you suffer. It's all mother's fault..."

"Mom! I... miss you so much!"

Ye Qingge could no longer ignore the emotions he had been suppressing, and finally couldn't help crying!
Her crying was silent, but it was painful and desperate, like a lost child who was brutally abandoned.

Different people cry in different ways...

Some people burst into tears, heart-piercing.

Someone was sobbing and weeping intermittently.

And there is a kind of crying, the tears streaming down the face silently, the most sad.

Because this kind of person is often tough on the outside, but soft on the inside.

Under Ye Qingge's cold exterior, this kind of heart is hidden.

"Qing Ge, you are too tired."

"Mom, I'm not tired...I'm just...so scared...to be alone..."

"Sleep for a while, maybe wake up again and find that it was all a dream."

"Mom, do you want me to fall into the boundless darkness again... sleep again so that Wen Jiuyan can wake up?"

"Qing Ge, you are too stubborn."

"Mom! Don't you even like Wen Jiuyan more?"

"Is there any mother in the world who doesn't love her child? Qing Ge, you clearly know that,
Jiuyan is just a fantasy personality of yours, why must you be obsessed with it? "

Zhao Qingyue wiped away her tears with pity, with a gentle tone.

Ye Qingge fell into confusion.

"Qing Ge, don't run away anymore. Just because you hate your cowardly side, don't treat that side...as another person that has nothing to do with you.

My dear daughter, what my mother has always hoped for is that you can grow up happily, be healthy and live a long and safe life. "

Zhao Qingyue smiled bitterly, and her body gradually became transparent, starting from her legs and turning into dots of starlight.

"Mom! Don't! Don't leave me! Please! Please!"

Ye Qingge's throat was choked up, tears kept flowing, and he wailed like a small animal.

"Qing Ge, it's my mother who is too cowardly to make you suffer, I hope...you don't blame me..."

Zhao Qingyue let go of her shoulders, leaped from the pirate ship, stretched out her arms, and with an apologetic smile, they turned into dots of fluorescent light...

Disappeared in an instant!

That bit of fluorescent light was so dazzling that Ye Qingge couldn't help closing his eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, it seemed like a lifetime away.

As if waking up suddenly from a sad dream, she was still sitting on the pirate ship.

There was the rustling wind and people's excited screams beside her, and Xiaoxuan and Kurosawa were sitting next to her.

The people on the entire pirate ship waved their arms, happily shaking and screaming as the pirate ship rose and fell.

She was the only one sitting there blankly, looking out of place.

Ye Qingge raised his hand, touched his cheek lightly, and found that tears had already flowed down his face at some point.

How long has it been since I dreamed of my mother?

It's not that I don't want to dream of her, it's that I dare not!
She was afraid of seeing her mother covered in blood, and she was afraid of her mother scolding herself with hatred...

Mom, Qingge...I miss you so much.

　【Author's words】

　　In this chapter, Ye Qingge saw her mother because of her subconsciousness. In fact, she had already realized clearly in her heart that Wen Jiuyan and Ye Qingge were both herself.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)