If the love is deep into the bones

Chapter 227 Heartache
It was already [-]:[-] when we arrived at the driving school, and the coaches were already instructing the students to practice.

But as Xiao Songzi said, this is not going to work, nor is it a military training gathering, so it doesn't matter whether you are late or not.

It was as if the coach knew me, he was very polite to me, and even joined a team.

I am familiar with getting on the car and starting, and it was completed quickly, but there are also some irregularities.

After the coach reminded me to pay attention in a good voice, he let me go.

It took less than half an hour from arriving at the driving school to leaving the driving school. While I was a little dazed, I began to believe that all of this should be arranged for me by Gao Tianqiu.

For example, when Ke Yi felt that there was a problem, I was notified to take the exam. For example, as soon as he left, I could get in the car immediately.

I looked sideways at the gravel loess and dry weeds outside the car window, thinking about what he said to me last night.

Is it just a matter of life?Why do I feel that everything is trivial?
It was almost eleven o'clock when we arrived at the hospital. Xiaosongzi slowed down and drove towards the inpatient department. I also took out my mobile phone to call my mother.

The phone was picked up quickly, and my mother's voice came, saying hello with a smile. I could feel that she was very happy to receive my call.

For some reason, my mood suddenly became a little complicated. I pursed my lower lip and said, "I'm in the hospital. Where does Dad live?"

"Oh, we were transferred to the inpatient department yesterday, on the sixth floor, ward 621."

"..." As Xiao Songzi guessed, it must be in the inpatient department, "Okay, I see, I'll be there in a while."

"it is good."

When I hung up the phone, Xiao Songzi had just finished the car, and turned to me and asked, "Have you been transferred to the inpatient department?"

"Well, it's on the sixth floor, 621." I said, opened the car door, picked up my bag and got out of the car.

Knowing that it was in that ward, it was easy to find. When Xiao Songzi and I walked in, my mother was feeding my father porridge.

My dad lived in a three-person room, which was quite spacious, with an empty bed in the middle, and he was in the bed next to the door.

Seeing me coming, she smiled and called me, "Xiaoyue, here we come..."

I curled my lips and smiled at her, then walked to the end of the bed and looked at my dad.

He has not looked young since five years ago, but now he looks even older, as if he suddenly aged ten years, no matter his face, eyes, or demeanor, it is weakness visible to the naked eye.

Obviously I have almost no feelings for him, but seeing him like that, my heart feels inexplicably sour, especially at the moment when I look at him in my eyes, there is some embarrassment in the muddy eyes, and... a lot I can't say It's complicated...

At this moment, the middle-aged woman in her early forties who was guarding the patient in the same ward smiled and said to my mother, "This is your daughter, and she is really blessed, her daughter and son are so old."

My mother smiled at the woman, I also looked at the woman, bent my lips, then turned to look at my father, rolled my throat and called him, "Dad..."

He nodded his head lightly, as if nothing.

"Is it better?" I took a step, from the position at the end of the bed to the edge of the bed, and stood beside my mother.

His chapped lips parted slightly, he paused, and then said in a weak and hoarse voice: "It's all right..."

Ouch!Why is my heart sour? !

"Heh..." I squeezed out a smile, "It's fine..."

His father looked at me for a moment, lowered his eyes, and my mother was still standing beside me with a bowl, looking at me for a while, and the pine nuts behind me for a while.

"Mom, didn't you feed Dad?"

My mother came back to her senses, turned around with an awkward smile, and after feeding my father a spoonful of porridge, she turned her head again, glanced at Xiao Songzi and asked me: "He is..."

"He's my friend," I said.

"Oh..." My mother nodded, then turned to look at Xiaosong and smiled.

"Auntie, uncle." Xiao Songzi called out.

My mother smiled at him, then pointed to the empty bed next to her, "You are standing, you can sit there."

"Okay." Xiao Songzi smiled and nodded, then walked to the empty bed and sat down.

I also walked to the edge of the bed, then sat down, watched my mother feed my father, and I was not in a hurry to mention Xiaolei, just asked her if she had eaten, and asked about my father's condition, what did the doctor say Yes, how long are you going to live with these.

After chatting for a while, my dad shook his head and said he couldn't eat anymore.

My mother asked him if he wanted to continue sitting or lie down, and he said he wanted to lie down.

My mother went to help my dad, and Xiao Songzi, who was sitting next to me, immediately stood up and went to help. I sat on the edge of the bed stupidly, and realized that I wanted to help, but it seemed that there was no room for me to intervene.

After my father lay down, my mother helped him pull up the quilt and covered him. Xiao Songzi came back and sat down. My mother packed up the bedside table and sat down on the edge of my father's bed. Then she looked at me, wanting to say something, as if she didn't know say what.

Being relatively speechless, the middle-aged woman in the same ward said that she was going to buy food for his father-in-law, and let us take a look.

My mother stood up and answered. The woman packed her things and went out with the thermos bucket.

I turned my head to look at the white-haired old man who was asleep, and then turned back to look at my dad, his eyes were half-closed and his face was full of weakness.

"Uh...that..." I said, sideways opened the bag beside me, took out the fifty thousand I just took out and handed it to my mother, "Take it first."

My mother clenched her hands on her knees slightly, then reached out to take it after a pause, then held the money, paused for another two seconds, stood up quickly, bowed her waist and opened the door of the bedside table, and took it from the bottom floor. She took out her bag and put the money in it.

My father opened his half-closed eyes, turned his head to look at my mother who was squatting in front of the cabinet door, paused and then looked at me with more complicated eyes.

But only for a moment, he retracted his gaze, turned his head and closed his eyes.

After collecting the money, my mother put the bag back, then went back to the edge of the bed and sat down, I said: "I just got in the car today, and I don't have much time, you and... Xiaolei probably won't be able to change, I'll ask later Ask, ask a nurse to keep watch at night."

"This, this way... I'm afraid I don't need it..."

"The two of you can't be exchanged, and Xiaolei has to go to school, right?"

My mother held back, then nodded.

I pursed my lower lip lightly, glanced at my father's pale and weak face, and looked at my mother for a second, "Well... I want to pick up Xiaolei, or should I pick him up before coming here?"

My mother froze for a second and quickly nodded, "Okay, okay."

I looked at my mother's cautious and extraordinarily polite way to me, and for some reason, my heart was astringent...

Hanging eyes stood up, I picked up the bag, my mother stood up, and sent me to the door.

Then he pulled me and lowered his voice and said, "Xiaoyue, just talk about Xiaolei when you see him, don't scold him."

"..." I pursed my lips and remained silent. Is this a loving mother?
Seeing that I didn't say a word, my mother lowered her eyes and said, "He already knew he was wrong, so he cried so hard that day."

(End of this chapter)