If the love is deep into the bones

Chapter 306 I'm Really Selfish

"...Brother Sheng, what do you mean by telling me these things?"

"I remind you to be scared." His voice was light, "Don't be as stupid as some people."

After following Gao Tianqi for three years, it must be Su Miao.

I received too much information, and I couldn't digest it for a while, my ears were ringing, and my head was a little empty.

"Hey, my girlfriend is here." Song Ruisheng said suddenly.

I came back to my senses, turned my gaze, and looked in the direction Song Ruisheng was looking at, and sure enough, I saw Lin Lan walking towards us.

At this time, Song Ruisheng stood up. Seeing this, I immediately stood up too, "Brother Sheng."

"Huh?" He turned to look at me.

"That...that Su Miao..."

The corners of his lips twitched slightly, "Let Gao Tianzhang exchange Fengxing's shares."

My heart froze again, and I clenched my fingertips, "Why don't you tell him yourself."

"Because..." The corners of his lips curled up, "I want you to see for yourself, are you following the right person? Don't be so stupid that you don't know anything and be kept in the dark."

"..." I was speechless.

Song Ruisheng took a deep look at me, turned around, and walked towards Lin Lan who was already approaching.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time."

"Excuse me...you know him?"

"Yeah." Song Ruisheng replied lazily, with one arm around Lin Lan's waist, he walked past me.

"Aren't you going to say hello?"

"You don't know how to say hello?"

"Oh, why is your mouth so bad!" A delicate female voice came from behind me.

"Not bad, would you like me more?"

"Hate."

"The tongue is not the heart."

The two spoke to each other, the voice gradually became quieter, and I, who was still in the same place, slowly lowered my eyes, turned around and sat down on the stone bench, and then looked at their backs.

They had already walked to the front of the car, and the man in the black coat standing under the tree was helping them open the door of the back seat, and the students passing by turned their heads frequently.

I watched, but my head was empty. I didn't close my eyes until the car started to move forward slowly and then disappeared from my sight. I bowed my waist, put my elbows on my knees, and covered my face with my palms.

Su Miao, Su Miao, Su Miao, how could it be her? !

The low growl of Gao Tianqi last night flashed through his head again, as well as the abnormality of the past two days and the sentence, what would happen to me if he didn't want me anymore, and his heart constricted uncontrollably.

I frowned tightly, trying to calm myself down first, not to mess up, but it was very difficult, as many things intertwined and ran through my head.

After 2 minutes, my cell phone rang, and it was called by Sister Liang. I took a deep breath and picked it up, saying that I would come out in a while.

After hanging up the phone, I stood up, put my hands in my bag, and walked out of the school quickly.

I just opened the passenger door to get in the car, and Sister Liang asked me, "What's wrong? You look so bad? Is there something wrong?"

"I don't feel well in the morning, maybe I have a cold." I replied.

"Is it serious, do you want to go to the hospital?" Sister Liang said as she started the car.

"No, it shouldn't be serious. I'll go back and take some medicine and sleep for a while. If it doesn't work, I'll go to the hospital."

"Uh... well, if Mr. Gao hasn't come back, you can call me."

I bent my lips to her and forced a smile, "Okay, I want to squint."

"Well, I'll call you when we arrive."

I nodded, huddled between the car door and the backrest and closed my eyes, then asked myself, what the hell am I messing with?
Song Ruisheng's few words made me uneasy. How frustrated am I and how have I never seen the world?
At this time, the car was quiet, and the heater was turned on to make the car very warm. After my spirit gradually relaxed, I gradually calmed down.

I began to analyze my state of mind, asking myself why I was chaotic, why I was restless, and why my heart hurt.

After summarizing, the problem is very simple, it is because I am afraid!
Gao Tianqi's problem is the root cause. He has always cared about me so much, but he was too indifferent to the meeting between me and Xiao Songzi, and even put his briefcase in the study, probably because he was worried that a phone call would come in and it would be inconvenient for him to avoid it. And all of this is for Su Miao.

The answer came so suddenly that I was almost confused. My heart ached not because he was hiding my relationship with Su Miao and worried about Su Miao. What my heart ached was that I was afraid of being abandoned!

I am really selfish, I still care about myself most!

What about Song Ruisheng?What is his purpose?I wouldn't believe that he was so kind, just to remind me.

He understood every word and every sentence. Gao Tianzhang, a ruthless man, let the woman who had been with him for three years lie dormant by his side. To Gao Tianzhang, women were just tools.

This is Song Ruisheng's subtext, and it is also the subconscious judgment I made after hearing what he said.

All, his purpose is to create a gap between me and Gao Tianzhang, to make me distrust Gao Tianzhang, and to make me even more disappointed in Gao Tianzhang.

Especially, after telling me everything, if Gao Tianqi chooses to give up on Su Miao, then I subconsciously think that I may be the next Su Miao, and maybe that will be my end...

If... If Gao Tianzhang is willing to exchange his shares for Su Miao, then should I care about his deep affection for Su Miao?After all, more than one billion worth of shares can be exchanged for individuals, hehe...

So, no matter whether I change it or not, it will become a thorn in my heart. Song Ruisheng should think so.

But it's a pity, Song Ruisheng overestimated me too much, I'm cowardly and timid, how could I have thorns in my heart?I'm just afraid that Gao Tianqi doesn't want me!

I didn't think about what Gao Tianzhang was thinking, why he hid it from me, why he let Su Miao lie dormant by Song Ruisheng's side, and why he was willing to let his own woman do these things.

It doesn't matter, as long as he is mine, he is murdering and arson, as long as he is good to me!

I figured it out, it seemed that there was nothing special except for the shock, and the feeling of knowing everything now, on the contrary, dissipated a lot of the depression that was stuffy in my chest before.

I slowly opened my eyes and found that I had already turned into the community.

"Are you awake?" Sister Liang noticed that I opened my eyes.

"Oh, yes." I smiled, raised my hands and stretched, "I feel much more comfortable after sleeping."

"You still have to take medicine when you go back, don't forget it when you feel better."

"Know it……"

Not long after I got home, my phone rang, and it was Gao Tianzhang calling.

I slightly raised my eyebrows, picked up my phone, walked into the room and closed the door behind my back. After all, Sister Zhang was cooking, and it was not good for outsiders to hear some things.

"Hello?" I pressed the answer button, and walked towards the edge of the bed with a light hello.

"I heard you're not feeling well?" Gao Tianqi said in a calm voice.

I pursed my lips lightly and asked, "You only heard about this?"

"if not?"

"I thought...you would even know that Song Ruisheng came to look for me."

(End of this chapter)