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Chapter 476 It's Too Cruel

Finally, grandma agreed to me.

I am grateful to her all my life.

July 20, 2xx

Shen Zhao came to see me again, he said: "Sheng Yinran, I don't believe the child is gone."

I couldn't help it, I rushed to the wall on the side, bumped into it, and bled a lot.

I said: "Shen Zhao, I don't even want my own life, why should I give birth to your child."

In fact, I lied to him, I really want to live, I really want to.

Shen Zhao said: "In that case, go and accompany Ah Qing for me. She is learning to draw recently, so you go and accompany her."

I said: "Okay."

He really didn't care about my injury.

July 20, 2xx

Today, Shen Zhao coaxed Zheng Qingqing to sleep in front of me.

I've never seen him be so nice to anyone.

He held her in his arms like a piece of fragile china.

It was rare for Zheng Weiwei to be conscious, she resisted but did not resist.

Lying in Shen Zhao's arms, she said dryly, "Shen Zhao, Yinran is a good girl."

I knew she meant it, but I didn't feel grateful.

Because Shen Zhao said: "Ah Qing, if only you were like this every day, we will get married after the Chinese New Year."

He was probably afraid that Zheng Qingqing would not agree, so he said: "Ah Qing, we don't have to have children, just me and you, it's very painful to have a baby, I don't want to part with it."

It turned out that Shen Zhao didn't know that childbirth is painful.

He is not willing to let Zheng Qingqing give birth, but he doesn't even want to look at the child I gave him.

October 20, 2xx.

Today is my death day.

Tomorrow, Huanhuan will come back with grandma.But I dare not wait for him, I am afraid that if I wait and wait, I will not want to die.

Before I committed suicide, I prepared a letter for my grandma.

I feel sad every day, every time Shen Zhao treats Zheng Qingqing kindly, it will become a knife, stabbing my heart.

I felt like life was untenable, broken, hopeless.

And now, I can finally be free
The diary came to an abrupt end here.

Shen Zhao closed the diary with a pale face, raised his head, and saw the meaningful eyes of the old man.

She looked at Shen Zhao, and said slowly: "Mr. Shen, as you can see, this child was kept by Ms. Sheng with all her strength. No matter how many disputes there are between you, please treat this child kindly, after all , the child itself is not wrong.”

Shen Zhao pursed his lips and did not speak.

After a long time, he took out the photo from his pocket, and said in a slightly condensed tone, "Then what does this photo mean? Why does that child regard Ah Qing as his mother?"

"Huanhuan found out the photo by himself," the old man paused, his tone a little remote: "Huanhuan has never met his biological mother, so he took the person in the photo as her for granted. And I don't want to deny it." It would be cruel for a child to tell her that his mother is no longer in this world."

"I originally wanted to hand over the child to you. But as an old man, even if I send the child to you, I may be coaxed away before I meet you. Mr. Shen is a high-ranking man, not a marketer like us. Xiaomin can be close, I understand."

The old man's tone was very calm, not sarcasm, nor unwilling: "I am very satisfied with Huanhuan being by my side all these years. After all, for an old man like me, having children around his knees is a very important thing." It's a happy thing."

(End of this chapter)