Uncle is aggressive

Chapter 135 I Don't Want To See You
He was just so greedy that he hoped that there would be no one else in her heart, only him.

It's just that Zhou Jiashu is gone. Compared with a dead person, the chances of winning are very slim. Presumably, in this world, no one can replace Zhou Jiashu's position in her heart.

Because it was important, Cheng Xunxun was in such a difficult situation, that he couldn't even utter a rebuttal.Because it is important, even if it is a lie to make him happy, she is not willing to hurt Zhou Jiashu 01:30.

So it is clear at a glance which is more important.

She lowered her head, frowned, and said, "No, you are different."

After the voice fell, the room suddenly fell into a boundless silence, there was no sound at all, Cheng Xunxun suddenly didn't know how to explain her feelings for Zhou Jiashu, Zhou Jiashu was very good, no one could compare, among them Including Zhou Yanqing.

Zhou Jiashu's kindness is selfless, so selfless that it makes her feel guilty, but when she is able to repay everything he has given, he is gone.Zhou Jiashu is the untouchable pain in her heart, and she is also an unshakable person.

She owes him too much, he is so good, but she used his goodness to achieve her own goals, Zhou Jiashu was the first person who made her feel sorry, betrayed him, deceived him, used him, and stepped on him Climbing up doesn't feel good.

Even she didn't feel this way about Zhou Yanqing, at least she and Zhou Yanqing had always been equal and mutually beneficial.She couldn't promise Zhou Jiashu this life, so she could only repay his kindness with all of herself in the next life, wholeheartedly.

When Zhou Jiashu was seven years old, Cheng Xunxun once said in front of his grave that he would always be in her heart forever, and he was the only one. After the matter was over, she would be alone and would never be with anyone. At least this can alleviate some of the guilt in her heart. At that time, she thought she could do it, but she still broke her promise.

"Shall we not talk about this?" she whispered, with a hint of begging in her tone.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff.

Zhou Yanqing looked at her, knowing that she would be in trouble, but he was unwilling to let it go. The more she was like this, the more he wanted to make these feelings clear, but after he was really clear, what would he do? , but he didn't know.

He asked, "Is he more important, or am I more important?"

Cheng Xunxun frowned slightly, looked up at him, fell silent for a moment, opened his mouth, did not speak for a while, took a breath, gritted his teeth, and said: "It's equally important, in my heart you are the same The important thing, Zhou Yanqing, this... there is no way to compare, right? To me, you are different, so do you have to compare like this? He is your nephew, he is gone, and will never come back gone."

His eyes darkened, the expression on his face remained unchanged, he ignored the pleading in her eyes, and said lightly, "Why is it different?"

Zhou Yanqing really wanted to know her thoughts and understanding, so even if she was in a difficult situation, he couldn't help asking.Even though he knew the result in his heart, it might embarrass him, but he still wanted to ask, as if he was possessed.

The wound on his chest began to ache, intermittently, making his face turn pale, and even his brows were a little ferocious. He was angry, angry that she refused to tell even a single lie, and Zhou Jiashu was so angry in her heart holy and inviolable.

For a moment, he was so angry that he wanted to strangle her to death in his hands, but then he thought, wouldn't it be a fulfillment for them if she died.Everyone has a past, and it was the first time that Zhou Yanqing was so brooding about Cheng Xunxun's past. He had always understood Zhou Jiashu's position in her heart too well.

That is an untouchable position. When he has no feelings, he doesn't care how many people she has in her heart, as long as she doesn't play tricks.But now, he is like a small-bellied and unreasonable man who cares about these messy things in front of her.

No matter how I think about it, I feel a little sad, because she almost died, and I can't even hear a lie, let alone shake Zhou Jiashu's position in her heart.

He sneered and said, "If Zhou Jiashu was still there, you would give him all the good things you have, right?"

Cheng Xunxun saw that he was already a little angry. In fact, it is very simple to make him happy, just a sentence, it is not that difficult, but she is not willing to lie, so she doesn't know how to answer his question, but she knows very well His own answer, what he said was correct, if Zhou Jiashu was still there, she would definitely treat him well, in return for his kindness to her.

Before she could speak, Zhou Yanqing snorted, answered for her, and said, "You will. I and Zhou Jiashu are the same in your eyes, maybe Cheng Xiazi and your mother are the same. As long as you are sincere If you really treat people well, as long as they treat you well, you will give them the same return."

"Your feelings for us are the same. You were always attached to me when you were killed, because you wanted me to help you get back your identity. I helped you, and then you used everything you had to treat me well. To repay what I've done to you, right? That's how you feel about me, isn't it?"

"Xun Xun, you actually don't know how to love at all, and you don't even know what love is. You are just repaying." He smiled helplessly, shook his head, as if talking to himself, and said, "It's my problem." .”

Cheng Xunxun wanted to talk, but Zhou Yanqing didn't let her talk, and directly changed the subject, saying: "I'm hungry, let's go out to eat, you must be tired from the car ride all the way, after eating, ask auntie to prepare a room for you , Take a good rest, let’s talk about something tomorrow, I’m a little tired.”

Before Zhou Yanqing could do anything, Cheng Xunxun grabbed his hand and said, "It's different, each of you is different! Jiashu is my family, like an older brother, he treats me well, we I like him, and I am willing to give him the best of myself. I can do anything for him, because I owe him this. His feelings for me are very clean and do not mix anything, but I am different, I There is a purpose for staying by his side, and from the beginning to the end, I never thought of being his wife in peace and contentment, and I lied to him many, many times."

"The reason is very simple, because he is not strong enough, he is not capable of helping me, I need someone stronger, I just want to step on him to climb up, knowing that he is good to me, so I hold on tightly, non-stop Please, because I'm afraid of being kicked out, so I won't even have a chance. But he is so kind to me, he considers for me any convenience, for my sake, and doesn't let me suffer any grievances, he can give me what he can It was all given to me, even before he was alive, even after his death, he was well arranged for me."

"Perhaps, he has already seen clearly what I thought I was hiding. He listened to my lies, saw my lies, and still treated me well. He even gave me a bright and happy road. , if I could let go of everything, I would not be living such a miserable life here now."

She knelt on the ground, straightened her back, looked at him with burning eyes, and said: "I can tell you honestly, no one can replace Zhou Jiashu's position in my heart, because I have been sorry for him from the beginning to the end, and I will never repay this favor in my life. In my memory, besides my mother, he is the only person who treats me selflessly well. Whether I am good or bad, in his eyes, I am me, and he will always Be good to me unconditionally, and will not change because of my badness."

She sniffed, gave a low laugh, and murmured as if she was talking to herself, "Many times, in front of him, I dare not let myself become bad, vicious, and become a person who does anything for his own benefit."

She smiled helplessly, yes, after being by Zhou Jiashu's side, she had struggled and wanted to give up, and lived peacefully by his side for the rest of her life.But her life is too long, while Zhou Jiashu's life is too short, her struggle is destined to be just a joke in the end.

Cheng Xunxun closed her mouth, and the last trace of her smile gradually faded away. She lowered her eyes and paused for a while, then pulled herself together again, raised her head, and continued: "Before this, I never I have loved anyone, but I know what love is. Although I have never been in contact with it, I have also read books and seen others fall in love. I have never felt my heart beat faster for Jiashu. This feeling is only for You have it."

"I'm not a child, maybe I didn't understand it at first, but if I don't understand it now, I'm mentally retarded, an idiot, and a fool!" She looked serious, and suddenly sneered, and she slowly fell down and knelt down. Sitting on the ground, he lowered his head and smiled, a little sadly, raised his hand and rubbed his nose.

"You said you were afraid and you couldn't afford to lose, but Zhou Yanqing, how do you know that I can afford to lose? Am I not afraid? I'm serious about my relationship, won't I be hurt? I'm young, Is it my fault? My mother even gave birth to your child, what else do you want? "

Cheng Xunxun was full of grievances while he was talking, but fortunately he sat on the ground, covered his cheeks with his hands, wept softly, and said in a low voice: "I came to visit you secretly to surprise you, you But you treated me like this. You lied, you didn’t love me at all, and you said you didn’t want to see me get hurt, and the person who hurt me the most now is you, you not only hurt me, you also insulted my IQ.”

As she spoke, her feet kicked the ground, but she really looked like a child.No matter how you look at it, it looks like a crooked building. She did it on purpose, deliberately trying to use this method to cover up the previous topic.

Zhou Yanqing looked at her calmly, he could already see what she was thinking without even thinking about it, once she cried, made trouble and hanged herself three times, turning passive into active, after all vexatious making trouble is something women are good at, let him start and replace her Come to the end.

However, although Zhou Yanqing still had a reaction in her heart, after what she said, she eased up a little bit, and she didn't have the intention to ask further questions, so she just stopped.If it really broke out, this kind of thing hurts and hurts the body, and it is he himself who suffers.

Cheng Xunxun cried for a while, spread his fingers secretly, and glanced at him secretly, and finally met his looking eyes, and she stopped crying at one glance.His eyes were flat and unwavering, as if he had seen through her a long time ago, and he just watched her fuss without paying attention.

She paused, changed her posture, no longer lowered her head, but raised her head, but she still covered her cheeks with her hands to prevent him from seeing her face, and stopped crying.

"Enough trouble?" Zhou Yanqing said.

She covered her cheeks, tilted her head slightly, and said in a low voice, "I didn't make a fuss, obviously you made it first."

"Really? What are you doing covering your face? Feel ashamed to see others?"

"The makeup is too much." She thought for a while, and then added, "I don't want to see you."

Zhou Yanqing couldn't help laughing, "If you cover your face, you won't be able to see me?"

"Anyway, I can't see it."

"childish."

Cheng Xunxun shook his head subconsciously, and said, "You said that I am young, is there anything wrong with me being naive? Anyway, in your eyes, I am no different from a mentally retarded."

"Get up, the ground is cold."

"Sorry."

"Go to eat first, and we will continue after eating."

Cheng Xunxun still didn't move, and said, "Don't eat."

"Cheng Xunxun."

"Leave me alone, I'm not happy."

Zhou Yanqing said, "Then I'm leaving."

"Yeah." She covered her face tightly with her hands.

After the voice fell, Zhou Yanqing didn't make another sound, and the room fell into silence again.After a while, Cheng Xunxun cautiously opened his fingers, and naturally he could still see Zhou Yanqing's face, with one hand resting on the armrest of the wheelchair, propping his chin, and staring at her intently.

"Don't cover it, I saw you." He raised his chin and said.

Cheng Xunxun pursed his mouth, and slowly put his hands down. The makeup on his face was indeed a bit smudged, especially on the eyes. The nose was red, and there were tears on the eyelashes.

She lowered her head unconsciously, played with her fingers, and didn't speak. Occasionally, she raised her hand to fiddle with her eyes, maybe something fell into it, and after flicking it once, the subsequent times became a little more frequent.

Zhou Yanqing looked at her, sighed secretly, and called out, "Xun Xun."

"Ah." She raised her head, her left eye was already red from her rubbing.

"I was wrong," he said, opening his hands.

Cheng Xunxun paused, and tears fell down again angrily. The next second, she rushed over. This time, she didn't control her strength well, and she rushed a little violently. Zhou Yanqing couldn't help but groaned.

When Cheng Xunxun heard the voice and was about to back away, Zhou Yanqing tightened his arms, locked her tightly in his arms, and whispered in her ear: "Actually, you lied to me that it was only for me. If you do that, I will trust you."

She was startled when she heard the sound, and finally lowered her head, buried her cheek in his neck, and said in a muffled voice: "I will only do this to you from now on, I won't lie to you."

Immediately afterwards, Zhou Yanqing's low laughter came from next to his ear.

After a while, Zhou Yanqing patted her on the head and said, "Okay, I'm really hungry. Let's eat."

"it is good."

Cheng Xunxun wiped away his tears, and pushed Zhou Yanqing to the restaurant. When she passed, she happened to meet Fang Yun coming out of the kitchen. She wiped her mouth and saw the expressions on their faces froze slightly. She was already in the kitchen I have been in the nest for a long time, and I came out when I felt that the time was right, and I planned to go back to the room, but I never expected that I bumped into it like this.

"I just finished eating. Auntie knows best what meal Mr. Zhou should eat. The meal just now was completely cold, and I have already asked her to make another one. Don't change the recipe randomly." She said, staring at him. He glanced at Zhou Yanqing, his eyes full of warning.

Afterwards, she stretched her waist and said, "I went to bed late last night, and now I'm very sleepy, so I won't accompany you guys. I'll go back to my room to sleep. If there is any emergency, you can come to the first room upstairs." Call me in this room, as for the others, I believe you won't want me to appear, so let's go." She smiled, and walked past the two of them, halfway through, she suddenly seemed to think of something , stopped in his tracks, backed up and walked back to their side, his eyes swept around the faces of the two of them.

He laughed and said, "I know you haven't seen each other for a while, you must miss each other very much, but Mr. Zhou's current body, it's best, it's better not to do some strenuous exercise, you should understand?"

Finally, she set her eyes on Cheng Xunxun's face. Cheng Xunxun was naturally a little shy, lowered his eyes, and then smiled and looked at Fang Yun, nodded, and said, "Understood, I will Let him restrain himself."

Fang Yun exchanged glances with her, nodded his lips, and said, "Okay, that's up to you, good night."

"Good night."

After Fang Yun walked away, Cheng Xunxun looked back at her back, then pushed Zhou Yanqing to the dining table, pulled out the chair and sat down, tapped the table with his fingers, silently, with a trace in his eyes Inquiring, he looked at Zhou Yanqing quietly.

Soon Auntie's nutritious meals came up. Zhou Yanqing was already getting bored of eating this stuff every day. After dismissing Auntie, she began to discuss with Cheng Xunxun.

"Have you been cooking by yourself recently?"

Cheng Xunxun nodded and said, "Yes. Oh, I forgot if you didn't tell me, you sent Auntie away, who will make my dinner for me?"

"I didn't eat much all the way here, I was already hungry." She rubbed her stomach, and she forgot about being hungry just now, and her senses naturally returned to normal, and started hungry.

This just fell into Zhou Yanqing's arms and said, "Make it yourself, there should be no shortage of ingredients in the refrigerator."

"Really? I'll go and have a look, can you eat it yourself?"

"Go." Zhou Yanqing squinted at her.

"Call me if you have any questions." After Cheng Xunxun finished speaking, he got up and went into the kitchen.

Do it yourself, relatively speaking, she will not choose too complicated dishes. She picks and chooses, and finally makes herself a bowl of shredded pork noodles, put a poached egg, and a green vegetable, which can be regarded as a combination of meat and vegetables, a nutritional combination.

Cheng Xunxun's voice was loud as he ate noodles, and the way he ate it seemed like he was eating the best noodles in the world, which attracted Zhou Yanqing's attention from the side.

When Cheng Xunxun was about to eat poached eggs, Zhou Yanqing finally couldn't hold back his small thoughts, reached out and grabbed her wrist, and looked at her with burning eyes.

Cheng Xunxun had already opened his mouth, when Zhou Yanqing suddenly made a move, and the poached egg fell back into the bowl.She turned her head, glanced at him for no reason, licked her lips, and said, "What are you doing?"

Zhou Yanqing didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

She waited for a while, then shook the hand held by him, and said, "Speak up, why are you looking at me so pitifully?"

"Aren't you full after eating so much?"

She blinked her eyes twice, glanced down at the food in his hand that was not moving much, and understood his mind immediately, squinted and smiled, raised her eyebrows, and asked in a low voice: "Do you want to eat my food?" ah?"

Zhou Yanqing coughed, "Yes, I want to eat you."

"But didn't the doctor just say that you should strictly follow the meals she prescribed. You'd better eat your nutritious meals honestly. It looks delicious to me."

"The taste is really good, but if you eat it every day, every meal, no matter how delicious it is, it will lose its taste."

"No, no." Cheng Xunxun shook his head, pulled his hand away, and said, "This is for your own good. I came here to see you, not to harm you."

As soon as she finished speaking, she held the bowl, quickly picked up the poached egg, and stuffed it into her mouth in a hurry, because the stuffing was too anxious, the mouth was full of soup, but she smiled exceptionally Happy, eating while laughing, almost choking.

After eating what was in her mouth, she took another sip of soup, then put down the bowl and chopsticks, wiped her mouth with a tissue, and turned to watch Zhou Yanqing eat.

Zhou Yanqing had no expression on his face, and he didn't look angry at all. He ate his rice slowly, taking a bite of vegetables occasionally.After a while, he suddenly turned his head, hooked his fingers at her, and said, "Come here."

Cheng Xunxun teased him just now, so naturally he wouldn't make fun of himself and make him unhappy, so he approached obediently and said, "What are you doing?"

Zhou Yanqing looked sideways, the corners of her lips twitched slightly, and slowly turned her body, holding chopsticks in her hand, her eyes swept across her face, Cheng Xunxun leaned on the table with her head propped on her hands of.Zhou Yanqing was sitting on a chair now, looking down at her face. At this moment, seeing her mouth slightly opened, she suddenly lowered her head and kissed her lips impartially.

Before Cheng Xunxun could react, his tongue deftly penetrated into her mouth, gently stirring her lips, and Cheng Xunxun unconsciously raised his hand to rest on his shoulder. Pushing hard, the warning words rang in my ears, "I'm injured, don't move around."

Cheng Xunxun opened his eyes, looked at him, curled his lips, and was about to speak when he pressed down again, and his other hand was on her waist.

When my aunt came back, she happened to see this scene. She turned around quickly in fright, but because she was too surprised, the footsteps were a little loud, which still alarmed the two of them. Cheng Xunxun suddenly lowered his head, and their entangled lips They separated.

Zhou Yanqing was obviously still a little unsatisfied, Cheng Xunxun lowered his head, his cheeks were slightly red, and he unconsciously pursed his lips, looking up, the aunt had already gone away.

"You don't eat well, what are you doing?" Cheng Xunxun frowned and glanced at him.

Zhou Yanqing rubbed his chin and said with a smile, "Me? I was eating vegetables just now. What's wrong? Is there any problem?"

"Eat vegetables?" Cheng Xunxun was stunned for a moment, and asked back, and after a while, he suddenly responded, "You!"

Before he could finish speaking, Zhou Yanqing suddenly reached out and touched her lips, raised her lips with a bright smile, and said, "It's quite delicious, so it's good to eat."

"It's time to eat." Cheng Xunxun pouted and slapped him on the shoulder lightly. His cheeks were slightly flushed and his face turned into a flower with a smile. He turned his head and said, "Eat!" Your meal."

Zhou Yanqing smiled, let alone, with Cheng Xunxun's dish, Zhou Yanqing seldom finished the meal.

In the evening, Cheng Xunxun went back to his room, took a shower and changed his clothes before going to see Zhou Yanqing. The TV in the room was on, and Zhou Yanqing was talking on the phone with his mobile phone, as if he was giving orders.

Cheng Xunxun walked over in silence, and seeing that the water glass on the bedside table was empty, he consciously went to refill him with warm water.

When she came back after pouring the water, he had already hung up the phone.

"Busy?" She handed over the cup and asked with a smile.

"not busy."

"Rest early, don't you still have Rong Zheng and Chen Yujian by your side? And Lu Jingbei. Even if you don't have the three of them, you still have those capable subordinates. Isn't the most important thing you should do now is to take good care of yourself? Cheng Xunxun frowned slightly.

Zhou Yanqing smiled faintly, took a sip of water, moistened his throat, and said, "I'm waiting for you."

"What are you waiting for me?" She sat on a chair and brushed her half-wet hair.She came down in a hurry, and her hair was not dried.

"You can sleep, what else can you do." He glanced at her hair, reached out to touch it, raised his chin, and said, "dry your hair and go to bed."

"Go to bed? What kind of bed to go to, Zhou Yanqing, you..."

Before she finished speaking, Zhou Yanqing interrupted her and said: "What are you thinking, I let you lie on the bed and sleep, what do you think is so excited, and your face is still so red, where did you think?"

Cheng Xunxun had just come out of the shower, his complexion was reddish and tender, his ears turned red when he teased him so much, he raised his hand and pushed his hand away, saying: "Sleep a ghost!" , I have my own room, so I won’t squeeze with you, so you can have a good rest alone.”

"You won't sleep with me?"

"No." She shook her head, put her hair behind her ears, looked at him with a smile, and said, "It's getting late, go to sleep. I'll go back to sleep when you fall asleep."

"I haven't washed yet." He spread his hands.

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, then got up and went to the bathroom, took the toiletries, rinsed his mouth, wiped his face, did it himself, watched him lie down, covered the quilt, and cleaned the room. The lights dimmed.

Cheng Xunxun is still good at taking care of people. She also took care of Zhou Jiashu a few times back then, and she was relatively good at it.

She was sitting next to Zhou Yanqing, who was lying on the bed, and refused to close her eyes. The two just looked at each other without speaking, and the only sound in the room was the sound of the TV.

"Close your eyes," she said.

"Wait a minute, I'm not sleepy yet."

Cheng Xunxun gave him a sideways glance, then turned to look at the TV screen.

After a while, Cheng Xunxun felt warmth on the back of his hand, turned his head, and saw Zhou Yanqing looking at her brightly, and said, "Are you really not coming up?"

She tilted her head, and Zhou Yanqing continued: "Do you know who owns this villa? Has anyone lived there before? How dare you sleep alone?"

"This is Qin Long's place. He has been selling organs for several years. This may also be his 'studio'. Don't you feel that this room has always been gloomy?"

"What do you mean?"

"Remember, don't go to the bathroom alone in the middle of the night."

"What are you doing? You want to say that there are ghosts here?" Cheng Xunxun sneered, gave him a disdainful look, and said, "Zhou Yanqing, you really think I'm a three-year-old kid, and you still believe your nonsense."

Zhou Yanqing smiled, turned her head, covered half of her face in the pillow, closed her eyes, and said, "You will know by yourself when the time comes."

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, reached out and poked his eyes lightly, and said, "Okay, go to sleep and have a good rest."

Her fingers kept pressing against his eyes, so that Zhou Yanqing could only close her eyes. He smiled softly, raised his hand to hold her hand, pressed her hand on the bed, and said, "Okay, I'll sleep, Take your hands away so I can sleep."

This time he obediently closed his eyes, but he didn't intend to let go, but held her hand firmly in his palm.

Cheng Xunxun opened his mouth, but finally didn't say anything, just looked at him quietly.

After a while, Cheng Xunxun took the remote control and turned off the TV, and soon the room fell into silence.She pushed the chair behind her a little, bent over and sat directly on the ground, lying on the bed and looking at his sleeping face.

The light was dim, and there was a hint of warmth between the two of them. Cheng Xunxun sometimes had red eyes, sometimes smiled, and his mood was changeable.

Seeing him well in front of him, Cheng Xunxun was happy, so happy that he wanted to cry.And she really shed tears, and gradually she couldn't stop.

She wiped it over and over again, but she couldn't finish it no matter how much she wiped. She cried and couldn't help laughing, like a lunatic, but Zhou Yanqing fell asleep so quietly, as if she really fell asleep like this.

Cheng Xunxun sniffed, wiped his face with his sleeve, and slowly leaned over, lowered his head and silently looked at his face, slightly raised the corners of his lips, and stroked his eyebrows with his fingers.

After a long while, she suddenly lowered her head and kissed him lightly on the bridge of his handsome nose, and then her eyes rested on his lips.A few seconds later, she lowered her head again, but her lips did not fall on his lips, but on his chin.

She raised her eyelids, and saw Zhou Yanqing's eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling. She was startled, and when she was about to get up, someone grabbed the back of her neck.

"I……"

"You what? What else do you want to say?" He smiled, moved his body, and the tips of their noses touched, and she avoided it.

"Why are you not sleeping yet?"

"You look straight at me like this, how can I sleep, it's not bad if there is no laughter." He said.

"Then, then I'll go back first."

She supported the bed with both hands, and wanted to get up, but Zhou Yanqing stopped her waist, locked her tightly in front of her, and said, "Are you willing to leave?"

"I……"

"I promise to do nothing but sleep, stay with me."

Zhou Yanqing's gaze was very gentle, as if he was seducing her.

The two looked at each other for a while, Cheng Xunxun raised his lips and smiled, lowered his eyes, and said, "Okay, I'll stay with you."

As soon as the words fell, Zhou Yanqing raised her head and bit her mouth, and said in a low voice, "Why don't you kiss?"

(End of this chapter)